Use My Life For Your Happiness

The phone broke because I had no money. I was walking from Paris to the airport with my mother's ashes in my arms. I was so tired that I almost fainted. Sitting at the airport, I thought I was a beggar and drove me out.

You can only sit outside and watch the planes coming and going in the sky. It's dark and it's light again.

Qiao Dongcheng came, he found me, I can't believe I became like that.

The passport is also very dirty. It's put together with the household register and ID card. The household register of our stranger's family is so lonely that I'm the only one alive.

Qiao Dongcheng was very sympathetic to me. He bought clothes at the airport and asked me to take a bath. He refused to help me with my ashes. His memory in France was like the last bath water.

Coughing and eating bread, I don't want to eat bread any more in my life.

I left France, I left with my mother.

My mother is dead in a foreign country. I will take my mother back when I die. She still loves my father, so I will bury her and my father together.

However, I hate him very much, I have never bought flowers for him, and I have never gone to see more.

Those memories are clearly buried.

But the man who bought me appeared. He said that you were Mo Qianxun. He said that he was Ji Xiaobei's brother.

Xiaobei, Xiaobei, Xiaobei, Ji Xiaobei, I dare not love you any more, you don't deserve to love you any more.

"Chihiro, I don't want you in Xiaobei's life." He said casually, I didn't look up at him, but I felt that he made me cold all over.

"Xiaobei should not know your life in France. My father doesn't want any dirty people around Xiaobei, and I don't want Beijing to know about you."

I know, really can't love Xiaobei, no matter what you say, no matter what you threaten.

My mobile phone is still ringing, his voice smile gently: "you know how to do, my Oriental beauty has always been very smart, in bed I asked her to do what, said once she will try to make me happy, oh, our deal, has not been completed."

The blood from the corner of the lip came down, and the pain was still unknown.

His mobile phone also rings. He answers it and says with ease and pleasure, "Xiao Bei, I'll be there in a moment. I'll pick up Mommy."

As his footsteps faded away, I sat on the ground and gasped for breath.

My feet were numb, and the sound of footsteps rang again. My heart was so painful that I pressed my hand hard.

"Chihiro, what's the matter with you?" It was Qiao Dongcheng's anxious voice. He strode in and picked me up: "it's cool to sit on the ground. You look pale. I'll take you to see a doctor."

I just remember now, I promised him to accompany him to the party.

I only have Ji Xiaobei in my eyes. I only remember Ji Xiaobei's date, but Qiao Dongcheng came to pick me up. He went to my wardrobe and found a thick dress to cover my shoulders: "these parties don't need to be so grand. It's too cold to wear so little."

"I'm fine. I'm fine." I said to him with a smile: "I was about to go out and fell down accidentally. You wait for me. I'll change my clothes. "

Took clothes, took some things, I turned off my mobile phone: "Qiao Dongcheng, you can go."

The car drove to a place in Beijing, which set up a good stage. It was a party jointly held by the TV station and the army. One of the hosts that night was Haichao. Qiao Dongcheng took me to sit down, and then a person with a certain identity came to shake hands with him and said, "the successful opening of the party, Dongcheng, you have contributed a lot to it. It's also troublesome to communicate with the TV station."

"No, Mr. Cen, you flatter me."

"I think so. It's a colorful program. "

There are all kinds of programs, and stars from all walks of life can also see them, especially those who sing praises. I watch them very seriously.

Qiao Dongcheng held my hand: "Qianxun, Qianxun."

Turn to see him: "what's the matter?"

"Why are you crying?"

I felt my face and my hands were wet. I cried.

"I don't feel well in my eyes."

"Did you have eye disease again? When you went to France to pick you up, you were crying all the time. Chihiro, it's over. Don't think too much. You always say that you can't think about the past. Chihiro, you should be more kind to yourself. "

"Good."

I reached for the tissue, but he gave me a pad: "don't hurt your eyes, use this wipe."

"Qiao Dongcheng."

He chuckled: "let's go. I'll take you to see a doctor. If you have an eye disease and can't see it, it will be miserable. It's hard to recover."

"There's nothing wrong with tears at the sight of the wind."

He pulled me up and said, "come on, I'll show you a place."

Some of the boxes were for senior officials. Qiao Dongcheng asked for one: "if you go in there, you won't let the wind blow."

"Thank you."

Sitting from the beginning to the end, I'm laughing and my heart is suffering.

I know Ji Xiaobei must be looking for me all over the world now. I know that when I turn on the phone, it must be all his phone information.

But please forgive me, Ji Xiaobei, I really can't love any more, I don't admire having you.

Everyone has the past, but I am too dirty, the object or your brother.

I would rather you hate me than let you bear this kind of pain.

Hate me. I'm not an angel. I'm a bad woman.

Hate me. A woman like me is not worth your love or your heart. "

The red rope is still on the finger. I just want to be greedy.

"Dongcheng, how long is it?"

"If you don't want to see it, let's go. Do you want to have a snack?"

"No."

"Chihiro, what's wrong with you? I'm very unhappy. Don't lie to me. I can see it. Is there something unhappy going on

"Qiao Dongcheng, host Hai really likes you very much. There are not many pure likes in the world. Moreover, she is young, beautiful, has a good family background, and is helpful to your career. Qiao Dongcheng, you should think about it carefully."

He frowned: "you don't like the banquet today. In fact, you have been in frequent contact with the people in the TV station a few months ago, and you have settled it."

"No, I just said to you, oh, I don't have a mobile phone. Can you borrow your mobile phone to send me a message?"

He gave me his mobile phone, I took it and made up a short message to Lin Xia, and later deleted the record.

"Qiao Dongcheng, I'm sorry. I want to go back now."

"I'll see you off."

"No, you are in charge of this party, and there are so many political and business celebrities. If you can't leave well, you don't have to send me. Someone will come to pick me up."

He is a little lost: "is it Ji Xiaobei?"

I didn't say a word, but I laughed.

He sighed: "then you go, I can't stop you too much, you have your own mind, you know what you are doing."

"Well, I'll go first. I'm sorry."

He also knew that I had something on my mind, so he didn't insist on sending me out.

There is lively, the voice of the soldiers is always so loud, that is the most vivid heart and the most simple and lovely person.

The moon is so cool that it can penetrate the skin and make the heart cold.

The shawl was so thin that I hugged myself hard and still couldn't warm up.

Only my shadow in the shade, only the sound of my high heels, like walking in the dark, no one can see what I think, no one knows who I am.

The high-heeled shoes are at least ten inches. They are too high and too high, and they are new. Now they are worn, but they don't hurt at all.

Lin Xia's car light made me unable to open my eyes. He adjusted his head and then stopped: "Chihiro, get in the car."

Opened the car door to let me up, just around the car, I started to turn off the lights.

"Chihiro, where are you going?"

"I don't know."

"Do you want something to eat?"

"Not hungry."

After sneezing, he stopped the car and took off his coat to cover me: "how cold it is now, you don't wear more clothes. You know what your body will look like when you catch a cold."

"Linxia, did you go to France?"

He is one Zheng: "you listen to who say."

"It doesn't matter who said that. I ask you, did you go to France?" Know my business, so send me that crystal pure crystal, that carefree tree, that day really little girl, all that is a very sweet dream, as well as, he sent me the white dress. I didn't know what it meant. Now I think I understand.

No wonder he will come to say those words to me. Who is Lin Xia? He is very hidden. He won't do anything I don't like.

If he didn't know about me in France, he wouldn't have come forward and told me to leave Beijing.

But Lin Xia, late, should come, still happened.

Although I am very painful, but there is a kind of steadfast.

There's no place to hide all my secrets. This is who I am, someone who can't love you.

I don't have the love you give, warmth, return to my lonely position, just love you, left a wound.

"Lin Xia, don't lie to me, don't lie to me." I grabbed my clothes and spoke to him weakly.

He was distressed. In his eyes, his face was full of pain.

"Yes, I know all about it."

I raised my hand and waved it in his face.

Hit him on the head, also hurt my hand, yelled: "Lin Xia, how the hell are you so annoying, who do you think you are, you think you have money, your father is great, you can investigate everyone without fear? I really hate you, hate to death, you think you are good to me, I will like you, you think you play heart, I will be by your side, you go to die you. You broke up me and Lin Duan. Ji Xiaobei, you can't move. You still go to check on me in France. Yes, I won't tell you how I've been wronged and changed my temperament in France. Who asked you to check? "

Excited, want to scold him, want to hit him, hard to scold, hard to hit.

Lin Xia grasped my hand: "Chihiro, don't get excited."

"Can I not be excited? I hate this kind of person. I have to peel me off and put it in the sun. I am bleeding. You know how much I don't want to do in the past. Who knows, do you know, who cares about your gift, who cares about being your innocent, lovely and innocent girl? I've dyed my feathers for a long time. I'm not your angel."

He grasped my hand and hugged me tightly: "well, Chihiro, it's my fault. If you vent, the pain will vent."

"He came to me, Lin Xia. Why is He Ji Xiaobei's elder brother? Why?"

Tears fell on his shoulder, just want to vent their anger.

He hugged me: "he dares to come to you, Chihiro, he is not timid."

I don't want to see him any more, and I don't know how to face Ji Xiaobei.

"Ji Xiaobei and I are finished." It's the end, even before I try to fight with him, it's the end.

He just hugged me and I didn't think he was qualified to comfort me.

I'm so tired. I pushed him away: "Lin Xia, please find me a place to live. I can't go back to that place. Please protect my last dignity. Don't tell Ji Xiaobei."

To a place where there is no one, a person quietly licking the wound.

Xiao Bei can't find me. Take down the red rope between his fingers and put it in his pocket.

Lin Xia called me to school, just said I was ill, need to rest for a few days to go to class.

I told him to go to work. I was alone in his house, lying on the terrace, looking at the traffic below. I really wanted to jump down, so that there would be no pain, so that I could clean my dirty with blood.

Mother said: "Chihiro, you have to live well. You are the only daughter of mom and dad."

Only, I get a lot, such as their love for me. Only I have to bear a lot, no one and I share the pain to live.

I can survive in France, and I can survive in Beijing.

No matter what, it has a past.

I dug out all the good wine Lin Xia had hidden. I sat on the sun chair with the wine, drank it and smoked it.

Lin Xia came back early, and I laughed at him on the terrace.

He frowned: "it's raining. Don't you know where you're still sitting? Do you want to have trouble with your body, drink so much wine and smoke so much?"

"I'm a scumbag who drinks, smokes and fights. If you don't want me to live with you, I'll go."