Use My Life For Your Happiness

He put the hat on for me and took a fox hair shawl: "when you get to the hotel, you can put this on, so it won't be too cold."

"In fact, it's not very cold, and I'm wearing warm clothes as a base."

"Come on, it's not good to be late." He took my hand.

He called the driver to drive the car. The heating in the car had already started. It was hot when it got up. If it weren't for the clean perfume, I would be a little dizzy.

With 120000 spirit, the car slowly walked on the road, feeling a kind of impenetrable pain, suffocating and heavy.

I pressed, Lin Xia asked with concern: "what's the matter, uncomfortable?"

"Maybe it's too stuffy in the car. Open some windows. It doesn't smell good. I feel like vomiting."

He opened a little crack, and the cold wind came in from there, dispersing the warm smell of the car.

There were a lot of cars going to the hotel. They drove in one by one. The waiter was busy opening the door. Lin Xia got out of the car first to protect me. He took my hand and entered slowly.

Ji Li's engagement is written in bright red characters. It seems to be low-key, but in fact, it is just like his style, always so domineering.

Standing outside to welcome the guests is the etiquette company, Lin Xia sent an invitation, and then give the red envelope, red rose door, delicate and gorgeous.

Ji Xiaoyi and Ji Xiangxiang stood there and welcomed each other with a smile.

When Ji Xiangxiang saw me, he sighed and just laughed: "thank you, Mr. Lin, for coming to Xiaobei's engagement banquet."

Lin Xia said mildly, "it's my honor for Lin Xia to come to Mr. Ji's engagement banquet."

"Please."

"Congratulations."

Lin Xia took my hand and went inside.

Ji Xiaoyi did not say a word, but twisted my hand with Lin Xia.

I turned to look at her, she still did not find, just looking at Lin Xia.

Lin Xia, she has never been together. She just can't let go. She chooses Xue Jinfeng, who is not famous. Ji Xiaoyi is really irrational.

After all, they are different from me. They can go back no matter what. But I have made a mistake and have to bear all the consequences.

I don't deny that Lin Xia is really a very excellent and excellent man. He has to have a family background and a good appearance. He is gentle and elegant. He can be called a fine man in Beijing.

"What are you looking at?"

"Ji Xiaoyi is looking at you, Lin Xia. She seems really different to you."

Lin Xia lowered her head and said to me in a soft voice, "I've never had an affair with her."

"I don't mean that."

He said with a smile, "Chihiro, is your heart a little sour? That's good. I like your jealousy, which proves that you care about me a little."

I sighed and stopped talking.

There are many people in the hotel. Lin Xia helps me take off my coat, give my hat to the waiter, and put my cape on my shoulder.

At the banquet of the upper class, the Ji family had so many friends that they made friends all over the world. But at that time, when Ji Xiaobei had an accident, there were only a few friends of the Ji family.

The icing on the cake is really what everyone loves to do.

Lin Xia took my hand and shuttled through the elegant crowd. He took the champagne and gave it to me for a sip. Then he gave it to me instead of giving it to me: "it's still a little cough."

"Chihiro."

I looked back at Ji Zhixian, who was dressed a little casually: "Zhixian."

"I saw you just now. You ran so fast, Mr. Lin. can I borrow her to talk?"

Lin Xia seemed reluctant, and I didn't say a word.

Ji Zhixian said, "just a moment, Chihiro, let's go to the rest area over there."

"I'll go for a while."

He just let go of my hand, and I followed Ji Zhixian through the crowd.

Turn around the rest area and you'll find the quiet safety aisle, which leads to the back door.

Ji Zhixian stopped, biting her lips and looking very sad.

"Zhixian, do you have anything to say to me?"

"Qianxun, I feel very sad in my heart. I feel guilty."

I laughed. He didn't have to say anything, but I also knew what she wanted to say: "Zhixian, don't be sad, really don't. now everything is settled. Lin Xia is very good to me. Zhixian, this is probably my best ending. In fact, you don't agree with Xiaobei, even if you fight, but who can guarantee that, We can go to the end, can't we? "

She nodded, tears streaming.

"Don't cry, Zhixian."

"Xiaobei, after he came back, the whole person changed. He only said that if anyone calls you, he will break off the relationship with anyone."

It's really his style. I know him so well.

He went to hug her: "it's OK, Zhixian. It's really OK. I only know that now, I still have a friend, you. Zhixian, you know, I'm a good female friend. I can trust you. You won't look down on me, and you won't despise what I've done. "

The more she listened, the more tears she shed. I didn't mean to. I'm really sorry to see her cry“ Zhixian, can we really be friends? "

She nodded abruptly: "isn't it already?"

"Let me hold you."

Go up and hug him. I'm really happy.

My heterosexual fate is pretty good, but I have no good female friends. If I don't want to get benefits from me, I will despise me, and I always feel inferior.

To let her go, behind a sigh gently, that familiar fragrance, that familiar sigh, let me feel sad.

It's Xiaobei. It's jixiaobei.

Ji Zhixian also looked up, and then Ji Xiaobei said hoarsely, "Qianxun, don't you look back at me?"

Can't see, can't look back.

"Xiao Bei, I'll go outside first."

"No Ji Xiaobei said softly, "you're here. You don't have to go anywhere. I'll just say a few words to Chihiro."

He, is not regeneration of my gas, so the heart calm gas static.

"Chihiro, you want me to give up my heart. I know that I don't know how to protect you again. If I don't give up my heart, you will be very painful. In this way, if I follow your will, I will give up my heart. Now that I am engaged, I will also let you give up, so that you can have a relief. I'm engaged, Chihiro. Let's get rid of each other. In the future, don't hurt me a little. There's someone around you who's guarding you and protecting you. "

Tears fall so that nothing can stop, Xiao Bei, I thought you hated me.

Xiaobei, it turns out that you can be so mature, but when you say this, I feel so painful.

"Chihiro, if you don't love me, you'll be a little easier. That's good. If you put me down completely, you'll be free. That's better."

I look back at him, the eyebrows, the lines, Ji Xiaobei, my favorite man.

Why can't we be together, I love you very much, but I know I'm not worthy of you at all, I let you die, you let me free, you are engaged.

How to say, Xiaobei, why did we come to such a step.

He chuckled at me: "Chihiro, you should love yourself well in the future, just love yourself, don't love anyone. Don't let yourself be wronged for anyone. "

If that's possible, it's really the best.

"Baby." He called again, these two words touched the softest place in my heart, sour and painful.

Ji Xiaobei, it turns out that you all understand the promise I made to Lin Xia. Maybe Lin Xia has already told you that he will do something secretly. Although I didn't personally find out what he said to you, I know that he will do it.

"She's waiting for me. Goodbye."

He turned and left. I covered my cheek with my hands and looked up at the light.

Pour back my tears, don't stay.

Love him is waiting, never thought so much, but don't know love to the end, is to each other's liberation.

After crying for a while, he calmed down slowly.

"Chihiro." Ji Zhixian called me worried.

I wiped my tears: "Zhixian, I have to go back, otherwise Lin Xia will be anxious,

"Chihiro, I'll go with you."

"Good."

We go out, face with the best smile, looking at the smiling faces, everyone is so strange, I in their eyes, is just a stranger.

Lin Xia and Ji Xiaoyi are chatting, Ji Xiaoyi is a little excited, but Lin Xia is constantly looking up at this place.

Seeing that Ji Zhixian and I came out, he said something with a smile. Then he came over and held my hand through the crowd: "Chihiro, Miss Ji San, you've been chatting for such a long time."

"Yes, Chihiro is my sister Tao, and she will often chat with her in the future."

Lin Xia pulled my shoulder a little higher, covered my shoulder lovingly, and said, "that's the best. Chihiro has no friends. Later, I'll trouble Miss Ji San to take Chihiro more to play, go shopping or something, and be a bridesmaid for Chihiro."

Ji Zhixian was a little surprised, but I held her hand with a smile and said, "that's not good. Zhixian is so beautiful. She will bring down my limelight at that time."

"Mr. Lin." A voice of laughter came in.

Lin Xia took me forward: "it's Mr. Liu who helped me. I've heard so much about him."

"Don't kill me, Mr. Lin. my friend is so beautiful. Is it a good thing? Ha ha

He looked at the hands we held with a smile and said, "yes."

"Congratulations."

"At that time, Liu will be honored to have a drink."

"If you can invite me, I don't know how proud I am. Ha ha, how is your father recently?"

"Thanks to President Liu, my father is in good health."

A lot of banquets, that is, a good time to meet people, Lin Xia never let go of my hand, but left with a smile in two words.

Because of Ji Xiaobei, the Ji family has lost some momentum in the capital. I haven't checked their family's affairs any more.

Ji's mother and Ji's father look so good. I don't think they will be so if the engaged woman is me.

The MC introduces the engaged men and women, Ji Xiaobei and Li Feier.

Li Hong is out of the game in the end. Ji Xiaobei is smart. Li Hong is a fierce woman. Even if he has a great help for his Ji family, he will not want to tie it up for his whole life. Li fei'er is very beautiful and has a good family background. It's mainly the people of this family. He can hold it, including Li fei'er himself.

It's so beautiful. She stands beside Ji Xiaobei. She is so compatible. She looks at Ji Xiaobei with such satisfaction.

I will also be a person of the past. Ji Xiaobei's holding such a wedding banquet will set me free.

No matter what other people think, but Xiaobei, I understand.

I want to let you die, but you still love me, so you also gave up your oath, let me put it down.

I don't know if you really give up, but I don't know if you will.

Even if you are someone else's fiance, or husband, I once loved you in my heart, I will not break you up, but I will remember that you are the man I love very much.

"Chihiro."

Lin Xia called a few words before I reacted, looking up at him: "what's the matter?"

"You're out of your mind. The orange juice is going out."

I looked down at the tilt of the glass, a little bit of orange juice is slipping out, just as the waiter came, he gave the cup.

I didn't talk too much about complicated things. The opening dance was Ji Xiaobei and Li Feier, and then a couple of people.

Lin Xia danced with me. The headlights were turned off, and only some small lights were put on to show romance. The hazy atmosphere was very emotional.

"I've always wanted to dance with you like this."

"Isn't that how you dance now?"

"Qianxun, give you a month, can you be happy?" He said such a sentence in my ear with deep meaning.

I smile: "no, I'm happy now. Oh, I stepped on your foot by accident. "

"It doesn't matter."

"Again."

He smiles, one hand embraces my waist: "still does not matter."

Buffet is also quite expensive choice, Lin Xia took me to eat, asked the waiter to give me a plate of steamed ribs, also filled half a bowl of millet porridge, and took it to the small table.

"Lin Xia, I'm still full."

"Well, I have to eat some."

I coughed twice and shook my head.

"Chihiro, let's buy a ring in a few days."

"Well." He got up and drank half a bowl of millet porridge: "after eating, Lin Xia, why don't you go back earlier? In a while, it's time for me to sleep. I'm a little sleepy."

"Good."

Go to the door with him, Ji Xiaobei and Li Feier are standing there now.

Li Fei Er looked at me with some pride and bowed: "thank you for coming to my wedding with Xiao Bei."

Ji Xiaobei also said lightly: "thank you."

"No," I said softly

It's so calm. It's good. Or it can be put down in a month. Because Xiaobei you already have your own life, you know I won't like to be a lover or a junior.

The taste of death is a little sad, but what a good way it is.

There are also small gifts, such as chocolates or cakes. Lin Xia picked up the car and handed it to the driver: "Lao Wang, take it back to eat."

Thank you, Mr. Lin

"Tired or not?"

"Well." I gave a low reply.

He reached out and put my head on his shoulder: "Lao Wang, drive slowly."

The snow outside the window, so publicity, a show off of white, but so quiet, such as my heart now, is still as quiet as snow.