Use My Life For Your Happiness

Back to the place where I lived, I was so sleepy that I took off my high-heeled shoes and coat and went to sleep in the room. Lin Xia took off my make-up and changed my pajamas, and I still slept so indifferent.

In the morning, Bai Lingling came and I woke up.

It's more than eleven o'clock. Ji Xiaobei is now flying to Australia.

He has left Beijing and me now. He is no longer alone.

Shaking out in my pajamas, yawning and sitting on the sofa, I said, "I'm very tired today. I don't want to say anything. You don't need to teach today. Go back."

“NO。” She shook her head, and then began to show her English, but I interrupted her: "you don't have to go on, you said I don't understand, let you go back."

"Miss Mo, Mr. Lin asked me to come. I don't just look at the money. I also want to teach everyone well."

"He ma, please go down and buy me a pack of cigarettes. Whatever you want."

He ma, who was busy in the kitchen, answered and wiped her hands.

I leaned on the sofa and yawned wearily.

"Miss Mo, you have such a condition that you can learn better."

"Your spoken English is American. I don't like to listen to it. I like to listen to English and pure. Can you? Well, you said, "I'm not." I lie on my back when you're singing.

She was a little angry: "Miss Mo."

"By the way, you are so responsible. Let me ask you something. How long does Lin Xia employ you?"

"Until Miss Mo can pass CET-6."

I sneer: "this is a bit of a dream, I'm wasting resources, isn't it, summer vacation, I take you to support education, your English is so good, to educate more children, is the most benefit."

She said to me solemnly, "Miss Mo, I'm very expensive. It's 500 yuan an hour."

Damn, the price is comparable to that of miss.

It's not so expensive. Just chat with me and earn thousands a day.

"Oh, it's so expensive. It's unnecessary. The floor is a little dirty. Go and wipe it."

"Miss Mo, please respect my profession and stop slandering me."

I smile: "occupation is really divided into high and low, I'm not in the mood to learn, you want to leave to stay with you." I took a vacuum cleaner from the utility room and cleaned it carefully.

He ma bought the cigarettes back and saw me making the ground: "Miss Mo, how can you do these rough jobs? Just let me do it."

"It's not rough work. When I used to sit alone, I used to mop the floor, cook and wash clothes. I also repaired the faucet, changed the glass and repaired the electric light."

"If Mr. Lin sees it, he will blame us, Miss mo. in the future, let me do the rough work."

I took a cigarette and went to the balcony to smoke. Quitting smoking is like quitting a relationship. Sometimes it's so easy, but I still remember how to smoke and how to enjoy it.

The weather in Beijing today is really bad.

It's gloomy and gray, but it doesn't affect the flight.

Bai Lingling just stayed in her study for more than two hours. She wrote English grammar and sentence patterns in a standard way. I looked at them with a little smile, rubbed them directly, threw them into the garbage can, turned on the computer and continued to play games.

She didn't say a word, but she didn't look good.

Lin Xia came back, put down his briefcase and came in: "Chihiro, get up."

"Well."

"Why do you only wear pajamas? It's so cold that you don't wear more."

"It's not cold at all in the room, it doesn't matter."

"Don't hurt your eyes too much," he said with a smile After a while, he came in with a bowl of soup: "Qingfei Zhike, drink a bowl to play."

"No, I'm having a good time now. Let it go."

He sighed and sat up beside me. He took a cool breath and sent it to my lips. I opened my mouth and drank: "Lin Xia, it's too light."

"Sugar?"

"Well, it's tasteless and not good at all. I don't want to eat more rock sugar. Neither Chuanbei. "

"Yes, just wait a little longer."

I glanced up at Bai Lingling. Look at him. He was very kind to me and connived at me. But if he wasn't so good, it would be so good.

You don't understand me, that's why you envy me.

Lin Xia brought in a bowl of sugar water again: "try it. It's too sweet. You're tired of it for a while."

He took a sip from his hand and said, "that's it."

"Let's play and drink at the same time. Will you cough today just like yesterday?"

"A little less."

"That's good. I'll have a holiday in two days. Qianxun, do you want to spend the new year in Beijing or Hainan, where it's warm?"

I smile at him: "not going anywhere, just in Beijing!"

He thought about it for a while and said, "it's good to go back to the Lin family to have a reunion dinner, and then go to the fireworks to watch the new year. It's good to be with you this year, no matter where you are. "

I stopped and asked him softly, "Lin Xia, am I so good?"

"Good, good, good. I'm afraid others will find you so good."

"No matter who finds out again, I will never forget what I promised you and never break my promise."

He stroked my hair with a smile: "I always believe what Chihiro said."

He sighed in his heart: "Lin Xia, Zhixian asked me to go shopping in the next day."

"Go ahead and buy more clothes. It's going to be new year's day. You like to wear new clothes the most."

"That was when I was a kid." Many years ago, the new year did not have how to install.

"When I was a child, I was the happiest and happiest. Now it's a great pleasure to go back to my childhood."

At night, Lin Xia took me to toss and toss again. He pushed my love to the highest point. He hugged me and kissed me again and again. I just closed my eyes to rest.

Again, Lin Xia didn't use condoms anymore.

"Lin Xia." I reminded him.

He kisses my lips and says to me: "Chihiro, you will be my wife in the future. You don't have to use those things between husband and wife."

"Lin Xia, you'd better use it."

"Give me a baby, how good, we really have a home, we miss and protect people together."

He went in and out fiercely, and I bit my lip to prevent the groans from leaking out.

"When you went to France, didn't you know that my chances of having children were very low?"

He kisses my neck, the voice is coarse sand: "Qian Xun, the probability is less, after all is also."

Lin Xia, you think it's beautiful. I don't want to have a baby for you. Even if I can be pregnant, I don't want to have a baby.

I promise you the rest of my life. That's enough. I don't have to have another child.

I don't want to learn any more. Xiaobei is right. I want to love myself well. In the future, I won't love anyone. I can't afford to love, and I can't afford too much.

He hit it, hit it deep.

Every time I do these things, I would rather I don't think about anything, don't feel pain, and don't feel pleasure.

After all, I am also a woman, a normal woman who is familiar with lust.

He shot in my body, I trembled all over, holding Lin Xia tightly.

I woke up early the next morning and went outside to buy a bottle of vitamin C and a bottle of contraceptive. I poured out vitamin C and put it back into the contraceptive.

If I don't ask for your forgiveness, I don't want to give birth to you.

After that, I'll take a pill to comfort myself.

But the body, has been not very good.

About the Xian to go shopping, women shopping is nothing more than beauty, shopping, eating.

When Ji Zhixian talked about Ji Xiaobei, she said cautiously: "Xiaobei will go to Australia and will come back around April. At that time, she will come back and get married directly. She has such a plan. Xiaobei doesn't care about the company's business now. He let the deputy manager take care of everything. Moreover, he signed tens of millions of cheques to me and asked me to send them to Guizhou to help the children spend the winter. "

"Very good."

"Yes, but Xiaobei always claims to be a businessman. He won't be so generous all at once. Moreover, there are follow-up actions. Let the company take so much money every month and set up an angel foundation to help more helpless children. No matter where he is, he will try his best to help as long as he gets through the phone of the foundation."

Xiaobei, are you doing this for me?

"Chihiro, I saw your picture in Paris' wallet. I paid special attention to it in the first few days. It's true. Do you know Paris?"

"Zhixian, I always treat you as my friend. Do you really want to know my secret?"

She saw me say dignified, then still shook her head: "don't listen, don't listen."

"Sometimes I don't know. I'll be very happy. My business is not so good. I'd better not know too much."

She said with a sad smile: "Qianxun, you love Xiaobei so much. Xiaobei loves you so much. Why can't you be together? Why? The final result of my struggle is that yin and yang are separated, but you are still in love and can still see each other, but you have to separate like this. Chihiro, our Ji family owes you. You should not go to the Lin family to find a relationship. "

"Even if I do it again, I will still make such a choice. My biggest wish is that he can live well and safely. How much love in the world is vigorous, but who can guarantee that it will be the same in the end? Love is heaven, marriage is grave, and the place to bury love. I can't guarantee how far Ji Xiaobei and I can go and love. Zhixian, just like you, if he is still alive, he is still single, but your love, can you guarantee forever? "

She said in a soft voice: "we can't go for long. The gap is too big. He has a lot of pressure. If we go on, we can only break up."

"So Zhixian, let him go and let yourself go. Xiaobei and I are so free. We all know that one result is to love ourselves more. "

It's a good thing to be open-minded, but it's a relief to put it down.

When I got up, the phantom was serious. I shook my head and gently rubbed my forehead for a while before I gradually understood.

"Our Ji family owes you a word of sorry, but we are friends, so don't say such polite words, ha ha, I'll wait for you outside."

I laughed and went out happily.

It's good to have friends. It won't be very lonely.

There will be gains and losses.

I think I've come such a long way. My friends almost annoy me. Now I don't have much contact with them. But now I can still kill Ji Zhixian to be my good friend.

I want a lot of friendship to fill my life and loneliness in the past.

Just as she was going out, a little beauty came in. Ji Zhixian looked at the taxi outside with confused eyes. The famous car turned back and left the window. She laughed at Ji Zhixian: "Zhixian, you are so beautiful. I'll see you off when I wait here."

"No

Xue Jinfeng got out of the car and said, "let's go. Let me help the lady." After opening the car door, he came to collect Ji Zhixian's shoulder. His hand slowly slipped down her back and landed on her waist.

Ji Zhixian, who was slow to respond, turned around and laughed at him without saying a word.

Xue Jinfeng laughs even more disgustingly, one hand falls on Ji Zhixian's hip: "Zhixian, I invite you to have a meal, a nearby hotel is my Xue family."

"Is it?" She laughs, then raises her knee and goes up to Xue Zhifeng's crotch. The pain of killing pigs spreads all the way. She cries, jumps, squats and scolds.

Ji Zhixian clapped her hands: "Chihiro, actually I have learned Taekwondo before."

I went up with a smile and took her hand: "it's really a good study. We'll study together another day."

"If you want to take advantage of me, you really have the gall of a leopard. Xue Jinfeng, don't be so cheap. If you dare to touch me again, I'll kill you."