Use My Life For Your Happiness

I have some fear in my heart. I really don't want any more people to leave.

How to call is also unable to connect ah, but what to do, Lin Xia, you must not have anything.

He ma called me outside: "Miss Mo, Mr. Lin has called. Do you want to transfer in?"

I put down my cell phone and sighed, "OK."

Mention bedside telephone, Lin Xia's first sentence is to say: "Qian Xun, I'm fine."

"You had an accident?"

"It's just a small thing." He chuckled: "it's really a small thing. I can go back to Beijing in the evening."

"Lin Xia, I'm watching TV now."

He asked softly, "Oh, what are you looking at?"

"A crash on the highway."

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"Lin Xia, you really hate it. Why do you want to do this? Can't you have a rest? If something happens to you, do you think I can be at ease? "

He still laughed, feeling very happy: "Chihiro, the first call is to call you, the mobile phone is crushed, and I'm very lucky."

"Tell me the truth, will you die?" I yelled at him.

Lin Xia sighed: "well, Chihiro, I've hurt my hand seriously. I've lost a large part of my skin and hurt my foot. In a moment, the car from the hospital will take me back to Beijing. In your place, even if I'm lying in the hospital, I'll feel at ease. Unfortunately, this time I rushed to e city, I still got nothing. Chihiro, I began to be afraid. "

I bit my lip, tears gently slide down.

"Lin Xia, you must owe me in your last life."

He said with a smile, "I'll be back soon."

When Lin Xia returned to Beijing, he was still escorted to the hospital. Ruan Li took me to see him and gave me a bunch of flowers in the back seat under the hospital building: "Qianxun, go up."

"You're not going?"

"Ha ha, it's enough for him to see you. Why should I follow you up? Go ahead. Brother Lin Xia also called me and asked me to go to a hospital in C City."

"Be careful then."

"Don't worry, City C is so far away from Beijing. I'm sure I won't go by car. I want to go by plane, but I hope it can be good news. Chihiro, we never give up on you, so don't give up on yourself, OK?"

I nodded with a smile: "I did not give up, Ruan Li, thank you, you for my heart, I remember."

"Don't thank me. Ha ha, brother Lin Xia is the one who cares most about you. This is brother Lin Xia's favorite flower. If you take it up, he will be very happy. You should advise him to have a rest and don't find the bone marrow. He fell down first. I don't want to say anything. In a word, you can see how Lin Xiage treats you. "

I smile: "yes, I went down first, you are very good to me, I also know."

After getting out of the car, I went in with elegant orchids. The flowers that Lin Xia liked were really dusty. Orchids are known as elegant and quiet.

Knock on the door, open the door is actually aunt Fang.

I called softly: "Uncle Lin, aunt Fang."

Uncle Lin put a smile on his face: "it's Chihiro. Come to see Lin Xia."

"Well, yes."

Lin Xia sat on the head of the bed and looked at me with a smile. Her face was full of dryness. Little by little, the earth was warm and gentle, like water.

"Chihiro, you are not well. Why are you here?"

"Ruan Li brought me here, Lin Xia. How do you feel now?"

"In fact, there is nothing wrong, but you are all surprised."

Uncle Lin's voice is stiff: "if you can't stand up when you lie down, it's called something. Lin Xia, my father thinks you are a mature person and don't need to worry about your father."

"Dad, there's nothing wrong. If you have something to do, go back first! Chihiro, sit down. "

I put the orchid on the cupboard by the head of the bed, with lilies on it.

Lin Xia reached out to take down the flower, and then put a bunch of orchids in the vase: "orchids are beautiful."

"Ruan Li said your favorite."

"Chihiro, I heard from Lin Xia that you are not in good health, so don't rush to the hospital." Aunt Fang said with a smile, "we're going back. Do you want to see you back on the way?"

"Aunt Fang, it's not on the way at all. You go first. I'll ask the driver to send Qianxun back later." Lin Xia's tone was cold.

Aunt Fang was a little embarrassed, her face was stiff, and she still said in a friendly way: "then you talk. Your father and I went back first. Lin Xia, the food in the hospital is not good. I asked the servant to bring it to you."

"You don't have to worry about my business."

"Lin Xia." Uncle Lin looks a little ugly: "how can I talk to your aunt?"

"It's just an aunt, Dad."

"Lin Xia, are you thirsty? Would you like a glass of water?" I stood up and didn't want them arguing in the ward.

The relationship between Lin Xia and uncle Lin has always been bad.

"Well, here's the water."

He took the porcelain cup, scalded it with boiling water, and poured another cup for him. He gently blew and drank water without raising his head.

Aunt Fang took uncle Lin out, but he didn't even take a look.

After they left, I didn't ask him. Instead, he explained to himself, "don't put it in your heart. My feelings with them have always been like this, neither good nor bad, neither cold nor indifferent."

"It's your business." I'm alone and I don't interfere.

He sighed: "Qianxun, I really hope you can care more about my affairs. No matter what, you can ask and persuade me. Although everyone thinks I'm perfect, no one knows my shortcomings better than you."

I know that the agreement between us, he felt that Xiaobei died, he let me free, he did not feel constrained me to go on, but more to make me comfortable.

Pick up the apple at the head of the bed to cut, but he is very nervous, took the fruit knife to cut: "after you don't touch the knife sharp things and so on."

"Well."

"Chihiro, did you go to the birth examination?"

"Yes, it's very good. The child is also very healthy."

"What did the doctor tell you?"

"It's not the same as before. If I'm pregnant, I won't give up." So don't try to persuade me.

"Fortunately, your condition is still stable, Chihiro." He took my hand and said, "I'm afraid of losing you. If I have you from the end, maybe the fear is not so strong

"Lin Xia." I looked down at the apple in my hand: "it's time for me to go back, Lin Xia."

"Chihiro." He asked weakly, "can I touch my child? Let me feel it. "

I got up and went to the bed.

He put his warm hand on my belly.

Loose clothes, I gently lift up his sleeve to see, tied with white gauze, but still can vaguely see a lot of red blood infiltrated out, this time he is really fatigued, excessive fatigue driving.

"Lin Xia, does it hurt?"

He shakes his head and smiles, and his eyes are full of tenderness: "no pain, Chihiro, the child is too young, and I can't feel him now. When the car hit the guardrail, I applied the emergency brake. I was so tired that I couldn't tell whether it was a cliff or a flat road ahead. But when I thought about you and the child, my first reaction was to brake. "

I also saw that picture, just a little bit short of him will rush down, the front of the car is very badly damaged.

"Lin Xia, do you promise me one thing

"Good."

"Never again. I know you want to find the right bone marrow for me, but you don't want to keep doing this all the time

"Yes." He said with a smile: "I have also invited some of your relatives in the United States to have a test. I hope it will be easier for you to have a match that is suitable for you and related by blood

"Well, not necessarily."

After all, bone marrow pumping, the body will also have a little impact.

He said gently, "it doesn't matter. Your uncle in the United States is losing a lot of money. If there is a suitable one that can save you, I will never take money seriously."

"I think you really owe me in your previous life. Take good care of yourself. Your feet are also injured. If you are not able to move, don't worry about your face."

He said with a smile: "it's nothing, but I'm very happy to hear that you care so much. I'll call Jingzhi and send you back. His company is close to here. I'll be relieved to go back earlier. The hospital is easy to catch flu or something. It's the peak of the season now."

"Well."

"Put on the mask, too." He opened the drawer and gave me a mask.

I went downstairs, and Jing Zhi's car was waiting below. He looked at me with a smile: "brother Lin Xia must be very happy to see you this time. He trapped him in the hospital. He didn't know how depressed he was."

"To you, drive carefully."

"Don't worry about it. Who dares to be careless about what brother Lin Xia has told you? You have to come carefully."

I fastened my seat belt and said, "let's go."

Send me downstairs: "this milk powder was made by Lin Xiage earlier."

"Thank you."

I would like to mention it, but he shrugged: "no, I have to take your little Buddha home. Walk slowly, walk slowly."

"Jingzhi, when I get well, we'll go to a buffet, go in hungry for three days, and then go out with a helping hand."

After listening to this, he said with a smile: "that's really great. When you're well, we'll take a buffet photo, and then we'll go abroad for a holiday or something. If we have nothing to do, we can bubble up foreign beauties and play with rogues. We always have to take care of these reputation in Beijing, In order not to let people catch the tail and say how the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich run wild and hate the rich, ha ha. "

The more I talk about it, the more it seems that there is such a thing. I also smile. I hope that when I have a good day, we can go out to play together.

At the end of June, Beijing is getting hotter and hotter. It's getting more and more difficult. It's still a long few months. I don't know what to do. Now it's always a day by day.

I want to be more confident and happy, so that my friends who care about me won't be disappointed.

They travel all over the world, looking for relationships, looking for ways to find my bone marrow, hope, more and more weak.

My aunt in the United States also went to have an examination. To my disappointment, no one can be the same as me.

Class joint pain up, suddenly fell down, students rushed me to the hospital.

The doctor warned me again: "Miss Mo, your body has reached a very dangerous time."

"I can feel the existence of children now. Doctor, it may be easier for a child of three months to have a miscarriage, but now it's almost four months. If it's a miscarriage, if it's massive bleeding, I may not be able to save it. I have to gamble."

"I'm afraid that..."

"I know my own worst result."

I can't take medicine or chemotherapy. I have to endure the more and more frequent pain, but the deterioration is beyond my control.

Lin Xia came and transferred me to the military hospital. I had to live in the hospital for some time to observe. Several students who sent me to the hospital were very surprised to know my condition.

Lin Xia said something to them and sent them back.

A few faxiao also rushed to the military hospital to see me. I said to them with a smile: "in fact, it's just a little cramp. It's OK. Do what you should do, and don't let me miss it. "

"Chihiro." "You're a real troublemaker," Dongzi said

"Ha, you didn't play with me when you met me."

"All right, let's not talk about it. We'd better think about another way. Qianxun's chemotherapy is not good either. It's not good without chemotherapy. Let's go out and discuss a way." Ruan Li called them out.

Qin Rui went to Singapore to look for bone marrow. Qiao Dongcheng was the last one to come, still dressed in armed police clothes.

I said with admiration: "Qiao Dongcheng, you look good in this dress. If one day you all wear these uniforms and walk around in front of me, I will die and leave with a smile. "

East son stares at me: "you want to be beautiful, want to play uniform temptation."

I'm sweating like rain. Dongzi, in front of so many people, can you not expose me so thoroughly? Our thoughts may not be able to make a big scene.