Use My Life For Your Happiness

He closed the door and went out. Xiao Lin looked out at me: "it's done?"

"It's OK, but you'd better send some light snacks later. I'll go back first. Goodbye."

Take the elevator down the first floor, the wind outside is so cool, the sky has been dark, the light is so dazzling.

There are some dim little lights under the coconut trees. I look up to face the wind.

But let a person mercilessly embrace, that warm embrace, that rich wine gas and light fragrance. I really want to forget all the burdens, so I'll go back and hold him.

I think of people day and night, I love no one of their own.

"Mo Qianxun, just hold it, just hold it."

My hand stopped and landed on the back of his.

Wind, blowing my hair on his body, no matter how much, he still has no immunity, hopelessly fall in love with him, hopelessly, forget him.

The black car drove very fast. The headlights were very bright. I couldn't see them with a brush.

But these are enough to make my reason come back.

"I'm going back."

Pull open his hand and run away in a hurry, ran out to stop a taxi up, sitting in the car, heart or jump so urgent, so pain.

Looking back, the coconut road is still fuzzy black.

I can't see the man under the tree. My heart was confused, but I still remember that I had to go back to my home.

In the downstairs to clean up a good mood to go up, the cold night is still so lively, palm a little hot, like dyeing with his warmth.

Go upstairs to get the key to open the door, but the handle is a twist, Lin Xia opened the door: "Qianxun, back."

"Yes."

"There's nothing wrong with the hotel, is there?"

I ran away from his eyes: "it's nothing. Is Xiaoyu asleep?"

"Go to sleep."

"I'll see if he didn't kick the quilt." He doesn't like Gai at all. He always kicks the quilt.

When Xiao Yu came out and saw Lin Xia in the kitchen, I went over: "Lin Xia, I don't want to eat. I'm a little sleepy. I'll go to bed first."

"No, I have to eat some."

"Lin Xia, I really don't want to eat it." Turn around and go.

Go to the bathroom and take a bath. When you come out, you can sleep in the bed. Lin Xia will come in and take a bath.

He gently hugged me: "Chihiro, Chihiro."

I was silent. He sighed a little. He kissed my hair and turned to sleep.

One morning, Xiao Yu was crawling on the bed, lying on my face and kissing: "Mommy, Mommy."

"Ah, what time is it? Where's daddy? "

When she took him out, the nanny said with a smile, "madam, Mr. said that you would not let Xiaoyu into your bedroom until ten o'clock. Mr. Smith has gone to work

"Ma'am, the dumplings are just hot." He Ma also brought out breakfast: "last night, my husband told me to make breakfast for you."

I really feel a little guilty, he is very good to me, but my heart is aching because of Xiaobei.

"Cookie, cookie." Xiao Yu barked noisily at my feet.

Yesterday, I said I would buy it for him, but I forgot. It's still early. It's good to take him for a walk.

"He ma, don't rush to lunch. I'll take Xiaoyu out shopping. Xiaoyu will wait for mummy to wash her face."

He was happy and the baby sitter took him to change into beautiful new clothes.

The car Lin Xia bought me hasn't been driven many times. It's still in a new place for the time being.

Let nanny and he ma take half a day off, fasten the safety belt for the baby and slowly open it.

Buy him crispy cakes to eat, but he is not satisfied, shouting to Lin Xia.

Many children are flying kites in the small park. He is very red eyed.

It's also near noon when I have lunch. I simply drive to Lin Xia's work place.

The receptionist knew me. I took Xiaoyu and laughed at them: "I'll go up to find Lin Xia."

"Mrs. Lin, it's too bad. Mr. Lin just went out. He shouldn't be back at lunchtime."

I bowed my head to educate Xiaoyu: "you heard that, daddy is not here. Let's go. Mommy will take you to dinner."

The receptionist said with a smile, "Mrs. Lin, maybe you can see Mr. Lin when you go to the listening cafe. Yesterday morning, his assistant asked me to check the box room of the listening cafe and said that I would reserve a room for Mr. Lin at noon."

"OK, Xiaoyu, let's go there. There are many delicious things in the coffee shop."

Just like the locomotive, I still have some strength, which makes me run quickly.

When he got to the listening cafe, he yelled, "I want Daddy, I want Daddy."

"Don't quarrel. Sit quietly. Daddy may have something to talk about. If you want to eat ice cream, don't quarrel."

He immediately became a good boy and stopped fighting.

I ordered something, but Xiaoyu told me to take him to the bathroom. It was a bit too far from the inside. When I came out, I saw two people coming out of the box room, one was Ji Xiaobei, the other was Lin Xia.

My colleague Xiao Lin said how good Lin Xia was. I was a little puzzled, so I asked, "Xiao Lin, who told you my husband is good?"

I've never mentioned Lin Xia in front of any of them. People ask me if I'm married. I just say yes.

"Ha ha, the manager said by accident. I didn't expect that there would be a super rich wife beside me. Oh, how dare I ask you to do something? Come on, I've made the reservation list in the morning, and I've made all the flowers."

I thought I was very lucky. I didn't even have to work a night shift. That's so. Lin Xia, you should fart what I said.

At 10 o'clock, Ji Xiaobei's breakfast in room 10 came up. This is the time he asked. I was just checking it. The manager's voice came from the walkie talkie: "Mo Qian Xun."

"I'm here."

"The general manager asked you to come to the office."

"Now? I'm working now. I'll go later. Mr. Ji in room 10 has breakfast and flowers Hai Yu, it must be changed twice a day. Ji Xiaobei asked for too much fur.

But the manager said, "you don't have to do this. First, I congratulate you on your promotion. After that, you don't have to serve customers directly. Chihiro, congratulations."

This means that I'm not allowed to work here. What a coincidence. When Ji Xiaobei was still living here, Lin Xia, it was you who intervened.

When I got to the general manager's office, he warmly invited me in and made me a cup of tea: "Xiaomo, sit down, sit down."

I was a little embarrassed: "manager, no, what can I do for you? I'm busy there now. "

The manager said with a smile: "Xiaomo, you don't have to go back to face the customers. I saw your achievements in school, and it's not bad. Recently, we are planning to open a branch in Jinbi hotel. The meaning of the hotel is that we want to promote some young people who are capable and capable. During this period of time, when you work in Jinbi Hotel, we all see your responsibilities in our eyes, and the performance is quite good. Now I'll talk to you about how to transfer your job. You are also a hotel management student, quite right, When the new hotel opens, it will depend on many young people to fight for the world. "

Well said, I haven't done anything, but I can't get credit for it.

"Xiaomo, we are optimistic about you."

"My grades in school are not very good." Excellence is nothing at all.

"Chinese style education mostly depends on performance. In fact, work also depends on ability. You can try it first. The planning director of Jinbi is getting older and wants to go abroad to provide for the aged. I'm going to let you learn from him first and let him cultivate you."

This is a very good opportunity. The hotel's creative planning and business planning is a great challenge. Everyone hopes to meet it.

I think, if it's really my chance, I'll think.

But now I don't want it.

These are not the opportunities that I have been looking for, but the opportunities that Lin Xia wants to give me.

He has only one purpose, that is to let me leave the VIP room service ranks.

He doesn't mention it, but it doesn't mean he has no way.

Lin Xia has always been like this, he will not say it, but as long as I guess, I can still guess.

"Manager." I don't want such an opportunity.

But he patted me on the shoulder: "Xiaomo, this is an opportunity that everyone in the hotel wants. To tell you the truth, many people in the hotel are relatives of the board of directors. No matter who I choose, I will offend others. Moreover, the president of the hotel told me secretly that it's better to choose someone who has nothing to do with any faction, and you are very suitable, It's also a great opportunity to train your young people. "

"I'm sorry." I made a bow.

He was very surprised: "little mo, don't you want such a chance? Or, you will feel that this kind of pressure is very big. Now you are just learning from planning. You don't have to put too much pressure on your shoulders. "

"It's not my chance. I'm sorry, manager. I'll go back to work first."

Stepping on high-heeled shoes will go, heel knock on the ground is particularly crisp.

I know what I want, and I know what I don't want, Lin Xia. I'm sorry I can't do what you want.

The manager came out and called me at the door: "Xiaomo, don't be impulsive, young man. Think twice before you leap."

"Thank you for the promotion of the manager. I think I'm too junior and even worse qualified to do those things."

I admit that I'm really headstrong. I haven't got rid of this problem up to now. The more things I'm forced to do, the more I'll be rebellious.

Although I haven't quarreled with Lin Xia, I just don't like it.

The more I don't let me go back, the more I want to go back. I can see Ji Xiaobei. What's the matter? You didn't see him in private.

I'm just excited about him. I just see him. I can't be quiet. I can't deceive myself.

Like a person, it is how sure, how clear things, do not need to be left or right to doubt.

But I also know that I am your wife, your wife of Linxia. I'm yours, my soul, my heart, but it's not all on you. I can't cheat you, I can't cheat myself.

When I went back, the waiter who delivered the breakfast was pushing the dining car at the door with a bitter face.

"Why don't you go in?"

"Mr. Ji told me to wait."

I knocked on the door: "Mr. Ji, your breakfast."

"Push forward," he said, as if pleasantly

"Here, push on."

Turned to the service desk, where a new tune up colleagues, see me smile: "Miss Mo, flowers are ready."

"Then send it." Even if I have to hand over everything, it's better to do so.

The hotel will naturally have other arrangements for me. I'm not worried about that.

New colleagues put forward flowers to change, but they came out with tears.

"What's the matter?"

"Miss Mo, you'd better go by yourself. As soon as I go in and want to change flowers, Mr. Ji tells me to wash my paws clean and don't touch his flowers. How can he do that?"

"Don't cry. Go to the bathroom and make up. I'll have a look."

I grabbed the walkie talkie and went in. The breakfast deliverer was also very timid. He put it in the small hall outside, so light that he might wake up the tyrant inside.

"Mr. Ji."

I knocked on the inside door: "Mr. Ji." Why is there no sound.

The door is not locked. It can be opened with a push, but how can I go over like this.

"Breakfast and flowers have been delivered. Would Mr. Ji like to use them now or later?"

"Come in and change flowers." His voice seemed so feeble.

I motioned to the waiter to enter, but she shook her head and refused to enter.

"Mr. Ji, we'll replace you with fresh flowers as soon as it's convenient for you."

"It's convenient for me now. Come in and change."

Change it. He's going to fix me like this.

As soon as he pushed the door open, he was still in bed and could not get up. He was buried in the quilt and only showed his head.

I opened the door, he struggled to pull down a little quilt, it is a bit haggard face, no wonder in a bad mood.

He turned to pick up the flowers and came in. He replaced the taro in the room. He slightly opened the curtain and pushed open the window. The cool autumn wind blew in. The curtain moved and the taro was still shining like a dream.

"Chihiro." He sat up and called to me, "help me squeeze the toothpaste."

The tears of failure are almost coming down again.

Or that Xiaobei, or Ji Xiaobei, who hates squeezing toothpaste.

"Ji Xiaobei." I'm going to turn him down.

He said, "I'm not feeling well today. Would you please do such a thing for me

"Good." Maybe for the last time.

I went into the bathroom to squeeze toothpaste for him. When he came out, he still couldn't get up in bed. I gently closed the door and went out, changed the flowers outside, and then came out with a bucket.

Ji Xiaobei stayed in this hotel, and used to be so ambiguous to me, so rumors about me must have spread all over the world.

A lot of people know that I am married. Lin Xia has never taken off the ring between her fingers.