Use My Life For Your Happiness

"Manager, I'd like to take a few days off."

On the other side of the walkie talkie, she was a little surprised: "Er, Chihiro, what's the matter?"

"There's nothing wrong. I feel a little uncomfortable, so I want to take a few days off."

"Well, in recent days, influenza is a high incidence period, not many people come and go to the hotel."

"Thank you, manager."

"You haven't taken any annual leave. It's better to go out and have fun when you have a holiday. It will be better to work with full spirit."

With Lin Xia's care, how can it be difficult to get a leave? It's just a matter of speaking.

What he wants, I know.

He didn't want me to contact Ji Xiaobei. I went to change my work clothes and put them in the cupboard. I went back with my bag. I didn't want to take a bus and call someone to pick me up.

It took more than an hour to walk all the way back. I still remember the craziest time when Ji Zhixian and I walked back from the cemetery in the suburb in the rain.

I have always been a sad, Ji Xiaobei, I have been fooled around by your family, but my feeling towards you can't be extinguished.

I can only stay away from you, further away, to the place where I can't see you.

There are a lot of things in life. If you are greedy, you will lose some of the things you have got and bear a lot of heavy burdens.

My son likes crispy cakes very much. He went to the cake shop and bought him a small bag to carry back.

One hand with shoes, one hand with bags, walking leisurely.

It's good to walk alone, but when someone walks with me in the wind and rain, he will hold my hand and I will hold his hand. That's perfect. If not, there is nothing, life would have brought nothing.

Lin Yu went to the small park to play. I looked at the big wedding dress in my bedroom. Lin Xia looked at me with such a satisfied smile. At that time, he was still very thin, and his eyes were full of love and happiness.

And I, it is so empty, so reluctant smile.

You love me, everyone knows, I don't love you, everyone doesn't know.

"How about lunch, madam?"

"Just give me some noodles."

"My husband said that my wife likes to eat our food. I wanted to cook it tonight, but I didn't expect that my wife would come back at noon."

"I asked for several days' leave. He ma, didn't you say that you wanted to go back to your hometown? In the afternoon, you'll go back to clean up. Tomorrow I'll buy you a ticket to fly back. It's faster and less frustrating."

She a joy: "madam, really, really..."

"Oh, if you have a home, you always have to go back to see it. No matter how far it is, you have to go back."

"Then I'll make more pickled cabbage dumplings that my wife likes to eat. Beef dumplings are put in the refrigerator. If my wife likes to eat, I'll order them."

"Don't bother. There are many ready-made ones in the supermarket."

"That's not good. I don't have my own fragrance, and it's not nutritious enough."

He ma is very happy. Her hometown is Sichuan. It's a long way to go back by train from Beijing. I've reserved a ticket for her to go back by plane tomorrow. She can arrive in Chengdu in the afternoon and then transfer to get home.

When I am idle at home, it seems that I have to do all the things I should do.

The cleaners are hourly workers who come up every morning. There is no need for sanitation. It's just a family's meal, so we have to make arrangements.

The baby sitter just takes care of the baby and doesn't care about anything.

Xiaoyu was so happy to see me at home that he pestered me and said sweetly, "Mommy, Mommy."

Just like a cute kitten, it makes me feel that I really neglect my duty. I always think that Lin Xia spends more time with him and he sticks to Lin Xia for a longer time, so I can do less.

"Mommy will take you to the supermarket. Let's go to buy some snacks and buy some dishes Xiao Yu likes to eat, OK?"

"Good."

Take Xiaoyu out and put him in the shopping cart. He takes a little of what he likes to eat. They go to the food store and have a good selection of food. They come back to prepare dinner.

Such a pet him, he is tired of calling: "Mommy I love you, Mommy I love you."

When Lin Xia came back, I had almost finished cooking in my apron. He put down his briefcase and said, "Gee, Chihiro, you leave work so early."

"Asked for leave, also let he Ma go shopping, she will return home tomorrow."

"Wife, you make your own dishes. What do you eat tonight? It's delicious."

"Stewing beef, shredded kelp, stewed beef, fish soup, tiger skin pepper..."

"Oh, so rich, I'll give you a hand." He rolled up his sleeves with a smile.

"No, it will be ready soon. We can have dinner later."

The little villain was already waiting with a small bowl. I laughed at him and looked down at the beef.

Lin Xia came in, hugged my waist from behind and gently kissed my face: "it's really good to have a wife at home."

I'm a little stiff and uncomfortable.

Fortunately, he just hugged him for a while, then he let go and went out to play with Xiaoyu.

There are some smoke in the kitchen, hazy looking at them, this really looks very happy, how many people envy me to have such a home.

There seems to be no small dispute in the morning.

He wasn't curious about my leave at all. Maybe he knew immediately when I left the hotel.

"Dinner." Put all the dishes on the table, put the meal in, and watch them eat.

Is this the so-called happiness? I am always doubting myself, also incomparably empty.

Lin Xia took a pair of chopsticks with kelp and gave it to me: "this is good. You can eat more. Did you buy it in the supermarket?"

"I made it myself. Xiaoyu, slow down. Mommy, go to your pocket. Don't dirty your clothes. "

"It doesn't matter. If it's dirty, it's dirty. I'll buy him a new one then. Those dry dads are worried that Xiaoyu's clothes won't be updated."

"No, I can't form such a bad habit. If it's dirty, I'll replace it with a new one. How easy it is for children to get dirty."

As a result, when I changed it, Xiao Yu made a scene and refused to wear it. Then he sat on the ground and cried.

I raised my face to admonish him: "get up, you should play tricks like this when you are young. Don't cry."

"Woo, daddy."

He cried, crying hard.

Lin Xia is distressed: "Qianxun, don't train Xiaoyu like this. Xiaoyu is still a child."

"I really can't spoil him like this. I'll spoil him. If I feel a little dissatisfied, I'll just sit on the ground and cry and play tricks. I'll always do that in the future, and I'll grow up well."

"Daddy, daddy."

In fact, the child is really smart. Knowing that Lin Xia is facing him, he immediately cries for sympathy. His eyes are full of tears: "Daddy."

"Don't cry." I'll kill him.

"Woo, woo." He simply threw the bowl away, sat on the ground, crying is not enough, and then lay on the ground to cry.

I see more angry, this child how to learn so naughty ah.

Take chopsticks to scare him: "cry again, beat you, can't get up."

He couldn't get up and cried on the ground.

Lin Xia couldn't help coming over and hugged Xiao Yu: "dear, daddy loves you, don't cry, don't cry." He picked him up and let him sit in his arms. He gently wiped the tears on Xiaoyu's face and said to me, "Chihiro, if you are angry in your heart, I don't mind you telling me that Xiaoyu is still a child."

It's children that should be taught well.

He dotes on Xiaoyu, who doesn't know, but there is always a degree.

I sighed. I was not in the mood for dinner. He took Xiaoyu to the balcony to see the flowers. I picked up the dishes and chopsticks and sent them to the kitchen to wash.

The baby sitter came in and said softly, "madam, I'm really sorry. I didn't take Xiaoyu with me. Xiaoyu saw a little girl doing this in the garden today, so she thought it was fun, so she did it."

I squeezed out a smile: "it doesn't matter, he is now the time to learn things, but you have to be strict, can't get used to him."

"Yes, ma'am."

Everything is clean, even the range hood is clean, and then twist the cloth to scrub the floor.

I want to work hard, hard work will put the heart that kind of irritability to pressure down.

I really don't want to fight with Lin Xia. It's boring.

If even educating children has to involve a lot of things, it's even more boring.

After all, I took a bath and went to the guest room to sleep.

Lin Xia knocked on the door, but I didn't answer. He twisted the doorknob, but he couldn't push it open.

"Chihiro."

"I'm sorry." He added.

I don't want to listen to him. I'm sorry. I'm tired of listening. I'm tired of listening. I'm sorry. It's just because I love you, isn't it?

Yes, Ji Xiaobei is back. So what? Lin Xia, can I leave my husband and son and follow him now? I still love him, so what? He can't remember me, nor can he remember me and his past. In the end, he may not love me.

Lin Xia, although I'm self-conscious, I care about my own feelings, but the moral shackles on me.

"I'm going on a business trip in two days." He added: "I really love Xiaoyu. This is a person I can trust to love."

You think your love is heavier than me, so I don't love him.

If you don't show it or say it, it's not love?

"Chihiro, let's calm down. I don't want you to hurt yourself. Don't be angry. Xiaoyu is a very good child."

I heard it vaguely. Am I angry with Xiaoyu.

Well, maybe, after all, he seems so.

He turned off the light, pulled up the quilt and went to bed. He couldn't go to bed late the next day. He always had to go to work. He got up at eight to prepare breakfast.

Put the bread in the toaster, fry the eggs and cut the sausages.

Xiaoyu likes to eat rice noodles, cooked rotten rice noodles, and stewed chicken soup in the refrigerator. Pour some out and put some rice noodles in the small pot to cook.

Xiao Yu got up early and forgot yesterday's unhappiness. He hugged my feet and called, "Mommy, Mommy."

He looked down at a smile: "there will be noodles to eat soon, be good, don't disturb your daddy to sleep."

Blowing face to feed him, Lin Xia has come out to see the breakfast on the table: "wife, get up so early to prepare, breakfast is also troublesome, you might as well sleep more, I just buy it outside."

I did not say a word, blowing noodles to feed Xiaoyu.

He squatted over: "Xiao Yu, come on, call Daddy."

"Daddy."

"Oh, really good good good good good, at home to listen to Mommy's words."

He praised that my breakfast was delicious. I didn't care about him. When I was angry, I got angry and didn't want to talk to him.

I went to pick up my mobile phone and wanted to call a beautician. The two messages I didn't read were from Lin Xia.

"I'm sorry, my wife. I won't talk to you like that any more. I don't know how to love you to make you happier."

Another: "don't be angry."

Your love really makes me a little out of breath.

I don't know how to love me to make me happier. It's all for me, it's all for me. It's just like a mountain.

Lin Xia, can we make it easier? Can we make it easier.

Most of the life of a full-time wife is like this: taking care of children, doing beauty, buying vegetables and cooking, waiting for her husband to get off work, and occasionally going shopping.

My circle is pitifully small. I don't have any sisters. I can't talk with my classmates, so I can only stay at home and watch Xiaoyu.

I don't know how to love him, so that you can feel that I care about him incomparably.

The doorbell rang. The nanny took Xiaoyu to bed. I got up to open the door.

Big bunch of red roses in my eyes, Lin Xia eyes with a smile: "to you, my most beautiful wife."

"No

"I'm still angry. I came back two hours ahead of time. Chihiro, good wife, don't be angry. Look, what did I buy? Your favorite vanilla ice cream. "

"Lin Xia, I have a headache."

He pulled me in: "I'll rub it for you."

"I don't have much knowledge. Maybe I don't really know how to educate my children. My mother was not used to me before. I don't know much about it." I sighed: "Lin Xia, I don't love Lin Yu. He was born to me. How can I not love him?"

"Sorry, I was in a bad mood yesterday."

"Why are you in a bad mood?" I looked up at him.

He said, "there's something about the company."

As far as the company is concerned, it's not because of Ji Xiaobei. It's not because he tore my skirt and bought me a pair of blue dance shoes. Did we dance a very suitable dance?

Well, there's no need to get to the bottom of it.