Use My Life For Your Happiness

The wind is too fierce in the early morning. I turn up the air conditioner in the car and wear more clothes. I still feel cold. Lin Xia's thick clothes are on the back seat. C city is not as warm as Beijing. It's warm even in winter. Beijing is different now. It's chilly in the early morning.

At this time, there are not many people who pick up the plane. The flight will arrive at 5:30 on time. I ran to the pick-up place, took out my little mirror, looked at it and added some lip gloss.

If Linxia see me, will be very happy, ha ha, make spirit point to show him.

All the passengers have come out. I still don't see Lin Xia. Doesn't he come back by this flight?

He said that he would come back in the early morning. He was very disappointed. He rubbed some cold hands and went out of the airport and back home.

He went to Lin's home at 8:00 in the morning. Xiao Yu woke up early and called out happily when he saw me: "Mommy, Mommy."

"Little thing, come on, Mommy. Do you miss Mommy?"

"Well."

Hold him tight, still don't dare to kiss him, the cold is getting better, or afraid to infect my baby.

"Look, Mommy." He took the model plane: "Daddy bought it for me."

"Is your daddy back?"

"Sleep." He made a sleeping posture. It's lovely.

Holding his hand with a smile: "where are grandparents?"

"Like grandfather." He squatted on the horse, then waved his hand to learn his grandfather to play Tai Chi, which made me happy“ Mom When I went in and saw aunt Fang, I gave a polite cry.

Aunt Fang chuckled: "Chihiro has come to pick up Xiaoyu."

"Well, yes."

"If the cold is not good, let him stay in the Lin family for a few more days. The child is small and the resistance is not good. If he has a cold, he will be upset again."

"It doesn't matter. It's much better."

"Lin Xia just came back for a while. The plane arrived in Beijing in the early morning of this morning. Let him sleep more."

"Good."

"Make some breakfast for Xiao Yu."

That is to say, let me make breakfast for a family, put down Xiaoyu and go to the kitchen.

Lin Xia's father eats bean oars, porridge and small dishes. Aunt Fang eats more complicated food. Lin Xia is also casual. Xiaoyu is rice noodles.

Ma Jiang is busy by herself. It's much easier for me to go to her.

Put breakfast on the table, Lin Xia his father came back, I handed the towel to him to wipe sweat: "Dad, have breakfast."

He wiped the sweat and gave Xiaoyu a kind smile: "Xiaoyu, come on, grandfather hug."

Xiaoyu ran to him and gave him a hug and a kiss on his face: "Grandpa, the milk made by mommy smells good."

"Chihiro, go and ask Lin Xia if he wants to have breakfast. Young people should have a normal diet."

"Well, good. Dad, mom, you eat first. "

Go to Lin Xia's room on the second floor. After marriage, sometimes I will stay here and knock on the door. Lin Xia looks at the ceiling on the big bed.

"Oh, what are you looking at, so absorbed?"

"Wife." He called out, "here you are."

"Well, come on, get up for breakfast."

"I don't want to."

"What's the matter? Are you sick?" I climbed into bed and reached out to touch his forehead: "it's not hot, but I'm feeble. I'm not too tired. Maybe I'll go to sleep after breakfast. You can't sleep here. I'll take you back and have a good sleep. "

He took my hand and gave it a kiss. "I don't want breakfast."

"What would you like to eat?"

His eyes become hot up, take my hand, a slight force, I fell on him, he kisses my forehead: "wife, I want you now."

"Lin Xia."

"I'm your husband. Don't refuse me."

Hold my neck and kiss my lips strongly.

I suddenly very disgusted, forced to struggle to push him away: "Lin Xia, you let go."

He let go and just lay on the bed and looked at me with some hurt: "Qianxun, you haven't had me in your heart for so many years, have you?"

"I. Lin Xia, my parents and Xiao Yu will come in at any time. Get up and have breakfast. I'll go down first. "

He went down to wait on Xiao Yu for breakfast, but Lin Xia didn't get up.

I don't know what happened to him, and I don't want to ask him. I'll ask the nanny to pick up Xiaoyu's things and take him home.

He bought a big bag of food and put it aside for lunch. He taught Xiao Yu to recognize the pictures and numbers. He was tight skinned, but he was smart enough to tempt him.

When the door rang, the nurse went to greet him with a smile: "Mr. is back, and his wife is teaching Xiaoyu to recognize things."

He answered and hurried into the study.

"Xiaoyu is good. I can read words with my sister. Mommy will ask daddy what he wants to eat at noon. I'll cook for you."

Knock on the door of the study: "Lin Xia, what would you like to eat at noon?"

He did not say a word, I said: "I do some light it, bought a few crabs, steamed well."

No objection, just approval.

Is it really boring that I refuse him in the morning.

When he went into the kitchen to cook, Xiao Yu was making a noise about singing. I was afraid of making a noise about Lin Yu. Although the sound insulation in his study was good, he was in a bad mood now. If he was making a noise, I didn't know how smelly his face would be.

No matter how good a person is, he has a good temper. If he gets along with him for a long time, he will know it. Lin Xia was just like this. He was so angry that he was much milder than me.

Steamed crab, fried small yellow croaker, last time I remember that he said cold with kelp silk delicious, also specially bought a good bubble kelp back.

Wash and cut into shreds, then blanch with hot water, pat garlic, put some pepper or something, saute with hot oil, put vinegar and sugar together, just want to look for some sesame oil and sprinkle a few drops on it.

Lin Xia was right behind me and said, "moqianxun, let's talk about it."

"Lin Xia, I'm cooking. I'll have dinner soon."

"Talk to the study." He said.

I went straight to the study. I turned off the fire and wiped my hands in.

There is a strong smell of smoke in the study. I feel very uncomfortable. It's good for my throat. Open the window to let the wind blow away.

"Lin Xia, smoke less."

"You know I rarely smoke."

"What's bothering you?"

"You say, my good wife, I've been thinking about whether I'm not good enough, whether I don't love you enough, maybe because I love you too much."

There's something in this. I can't guess.

He did not say a word, looking at the ZP lighter on the table.

"Chihiro, why don't you talk?"

"What can I say? I don't know what you want to say?"

With a faint smile, he wrote in his eyes: "you say you don't know what to say. It's always like this. I want to break you. Chihiro, where have you been these days? You are not at home. "

"I'm in the hospital."

"With whom?" His eyes became aggressive.

I feel a little out of breath: "Lin Xia, do you think I went to the hospital to accompany you? Do you mean I went to the hospital to accompany Ji Xiaobei? "

"You said it yourself."

I wanted to laugh a little. In fact, I couldn't help laughing and said, "what's the meaning of you like this, Lin Xia? You should look at my charge records, still in my bag, how many bottles of water I hung, my hospitalization records, why don't you go to the hospital to check them."

"You don't like to be in hospital, and you don't like to go to the hospital to hang water."

It's very good. I used to like it, but now I really bring it up again.

"Even if you find me guilty, what can I say? If you say I'm going to accompany him, I'll accompany him."

"I've been giving you a chance to explain, Chihiro, and it's still there."

"I don't want to explain." I yelled: "you always think it's good for me. Do you think you've done a good job? I went to meet you in the early morning this morning. I looked at you in the airport without blinking. I saw that you didn't have your own private space. I just asked, do you have my own space?"

Heart moved gas, a lot of grievances also traction up.

Lin Xia is also angry, he said coldly: "you have your own space, I never mind, you can't see the document in the computer, I haven't cracked, not that I can't, but I respect you, Mo Qianxun, you are now a mother, before you do anything, can you think about your identity, think about whether it will cause harm to children."

So, I'm really afraid of children.

If so, I'm really selfish. I don't think I'm mature. How can I take care of another child who needs more care than me.

"It's all my fault, right? I ask you, when you go to C City, do you only go with the assistant?"

"You delivered it yourself. Didn't you see it?" He lost a word with a straight face and indifference.

"Good." I sent the plane. I saw it, but can't I find it?

In front of him, I used my mobile phone to dial the phone, directly to the reception desk outside the general manager's office: "Hello, I'm Bai Lingling's classmate."

"Hello." There said a light sentence.

I turned my cell phone into a loudspeaker and said, "has Lingling come back from her business trip to C City?"

"Miss Bai came back from a business trip the night before yesterday. Do you think you need to connect the call to her?"

"No more."

I don't want to be suspicious of these things. These are the things that annoy me most.

Hang up the phone and put it on the desk: "Lin Xia, I don't know what you want."

He smile, eyes incomparably many injuries: "in fact, you never believe me? Moqianxun, you went to the airport in the early morning. At home, you heard her say that I just came back, but you didn't refute. Do you think it's good? You know that Bai Lingling has gone, and you don't know. That day in the coffee shop, you must have seen me and him. You are in my office, and you know that the bathroom is only an excuse. But why don't you ever expose these lies

"Sorry, I think we all need to calm down."

"And then the divorce?" He looked at me.