Use My Life For Your Happiness

"Mommy, where's daddy?"

"Daddy's at work."

The doorbell rings. I think maybe it's Lin Xia. After all, Xiao Yu asked me to cut it off half the way. Aunt Fang would be in a hurry. She would call Lin Xia in a hurry.

"Xiao Yu, wait a minute. Maybe daddy is here."

As soon as the door opened, I never thought it was Uncle Lin. I called out, "Dad." He had a straight face and no expression.

Until Xiaoyu rushed out and called happily, "grandfather, grandfather."

His face was a little softer and he picked up Xiaoyu: "do you miss your grandfather?"

"Yes."

"Is it fun to play with grandma?"

Xiaoyu shakes his head: "it's not fun. Xiaoyu wants Mommy."

"Dad, come on in. I'll make you a cup of tea. The house is relatively small, and there is no good sanitation. "

He took Xiaoyu in his arms and sat down to have a look: "these days, I live here?"

"Yes, Dad, this is my mother's house. When it comes to the lease term, it won't be rented out again." I went to pour hot water to make tea, and the top Tieguanyin put it down. The first course of tea is not allowed. He is more particular about drinking tea, and I also care about how much.

Putting the tea on the tea table, Xiaoyu was about to eat his favorite snack. He put Xiaoyu down: "Xiaoyu, good boy, go there to play. Grandfather and mother talk about something."

Xiaoyu obediently left, I said softly: "Dad, what do you want to talk to me about?"

"You and Lin Xia are divorcing."

"Yes." Even if you can't hide it, there's no need to hide it.

"Even if you think you've come to the end, it's unnecessary to detain him. Xiaoyu is a child of Laolin's family."

"I don't want anything. I want Xiaoyu." I interrupted him.

As soon as his resolute eyebrow raised, his eyes became sharp: "Xiaoyu is a child of Laolin's family. No matter you or anyone, no one can take it away. Qianxun, you are Xiaoyu's mother. As a grandfather, I don't want to hurt Xiaoyu. When necessary, the law is also a means of maintenance."

In a lawsuit, am I doomed to lose? It may not be necessary to fight with others, but there is only one sure answer to fight with the Lin family.

I gave a bitter smile: "if my parents are still here, I'm not afraid to lose a lawsuit against anyone. If they are still here, will you still talk to me so hard?"

He would take out a piece of paper from his pocket and keep his mouth shut

"Give me five houses, give me 50 million." I bit my lip and then laughed: "Xiao Yu is worth a lot of money in your eyes. But if you're willing to give up, I'll be like you wrote, 50 million, five houses. I'll find a way to get so much money for selling blood and kidney. "

"Chihiro." He frowned unhappily: "you and Lin Xia have the right to raise together, not to cut off, you have always been a smart girl, just not suitable for our old Lin family."

In fact, it has never been recognized, I know.

I shook my head: "I don't sign. My son is not for sale. I still respect you as Xiao Yu's grandfather. I don't want to say something bad to you. Even if I am weak, I will fight to the end. "

I always have to talk with Lin Xia. I know I'm wrong about this family. The mistake is that I don't love him, and he doesn't like such a way.

But I really don't like his father's way of giving me a contract to give up Xiaoyu's custody.

Although I know that I am not important all the time, what they value is the children, and it is Lin Xia's mind. I just repose on him.

I can't do it very well. I don't care about anything, and I feel very uncomfortable.

Caressing my heart, sitting in the room and looking out, how can I forget too much of the past.

Most want to love, can't love, can be together, may also be less than white.

No matter who it is, I never ask for it. When fate comes apart, it's different to have Xiaoyu. He likes the life of his parents. Without either side, it may not be a perfect one.

Then China's divorce rate, the annual divorce rate, is catching up with the marriage rate.

The people in the besieged city look at the people in the besieged city, but the people in the besieged city look at the people outside. If people drink water, they know the cold and warm.

Xiaoyu came in and hugged my neck. He put his face on my back and said, "Mommy."

"What's the matter? Is Superman not fun? "

"Mommy is not happy."

"Oh, Mommy is just thinking about what to make for Xiaoyu in the evening."

"Xiao Yu wants to be with mommy."

Warm in the heart: "good. Come on, Mommy, let's build the building blocks with you. "

He is soft in my heart. I don't like him because we are afraid of him.

It was at this time that Lin Xia came. He knocked on the door. He seldom rang the doorbell. He probably thought it would be so kind to knock at home.

I dodged to let him in and closed the door.

"Daddy." Xiao Yu cried happily.

I went to sit down and said, "I'll take another ride and see who gets higher."

He was very interested in playing these, and then he lay down on the floor to play with me: "Mommy, you are so good."

"Mommy is an adult."

Lin Xia took off her shoes and sat up to watch us build blocks.

Occasionally, he would smile and help me straighten the crooked one. Xiaoyu cried: "Daddy is not good. He can't help mummy. Xiaoyu is going to lose."

Lin Xia reached out and stroked his short hair: "Mommy is daddy's wife. Of course daddy will help your mommy. If Xiaoyu gets married, he will help his wife."

The little guy was so shy that he rushed into my arms and said, "Xiao Yu wants to marry Mommy."

"Why don't you marry that beautiful little sister in the park?"

He thought for a long time, like a good tangle, with a heavy sigh said: "do not marry her, she will cry, Mommy will not cry, Mommy will buy me superman, do delicious."

He wants to marry someone to support him and take care of him.

Lin Xia teased him again: "well, Dad invited another person to take you out every day and make delicious food for you every day."

"No, just Mommy." He is tired of playing coquetry in my arms: "I want mommy."

Lin Xiaxiao: "when you grow up, Mommy is also old. How can you be so tired of being in your mommy's arms? Even if you say two more words, you will be bored."

Xiaoyu looked at me and laughed sweetly.

Looking at his happy smile, my heart is as sweet as honey.

Lin Xia touched his little face: "Xiao Yu, how about going to watch TV? Watch the cat and mouse."

Xiaoyu was very good and sensible. He got up immediately and said, "well."

I know. He wanted to talk to me about something.

Opened the phone in the living room to Xiaoyu to see, I picked up the building blocks on the ground, Lin Xia came over: "I'll take it."

"No

"Still angry?"

I packed up the building blocks and brought them to the study. He could find them quickly when he wanted to play. There were a lot of children's things, so he couldn't find them.

Lin Xia came in and dusted the bookcase with chicken feathers: "Chihiro, I was excited that day. I shouldn't have talked to you like that. Let's go home. I've been thinking about many things calmly these days. I feel very sad without you. "

"Lin Xia." I let out a long sigh.

There are many words in my heart, but suddenly I don't know what to say.

He grabbed my shoulder with both hands: "Chihiro, I don't force you to settle in the United States. We don't talk about Ji Xiaobei, let alone Bai Lingling. Let's go home."

"But it's already there. Can it be regarded as none?"

"Chihiro, let's not worry too much. There will always be quarrels between husband and wife. No one dares to take a step back. Then a family will break up. It's too stubborn. It will always suffer from this."

"I'm not afraid to suffer losses. Lin Xia and Bai Lingling came to me."

He didn't say anything. I think he probably knew.

"I asked her if you had sex." Take a deep breath: "Lin Xia, I know you are very good to me, but really we are not suitable, you are not happy, I am not happy."

The smile on his face immediately became stiff.

It's no use saying more. It's better to be open.

Before we always do not say you do not say I do not say, but in the end their hearts are placed, there are a variety of personality factors.

"Chihiro, did Ji Xiaobei divorce you?"

"No, I don't know him very well. I don't have to go around telling people about my own business. "

He said faintly: "not very familiar, you will cry on his hand, not very familiar, he will give you Angel Hotel? You don't want my help, but you want his. "

"Linxia, that was before we got married." Now don't take it out to say that before I got married, you were playing in the world, but you were loyal and alone. I didn't ask you to do anything for me. All these people are so big, and all kinds of people can be responsible for themselves.

He was a little depressed: "after marriage, you never told me about the Angel Hotel. Is that so important? As long as you ask, I will change all the hotels under my name into yours. "

"Do you care for me as a lover, or do you take me as something? You've been obsessed with this all the time, but Lin Xia, I tell you, Angel Hotel is its own, not mine. The money I earn doesn't belong to me. I'm just a nominal one. "

"You say, is that meaningless?"

"Yes."

"I want to hear it." Press my shoulder hand, become so powerful, press me a little pain. Still so gentle, but not happy, he will pressure in the bottom of my heart.

But now, they quarreled with each other again. When he came, I wanted to calm down.

"I told Ji Xiaobei that I was in France. I told him that I might not be able to have a baby, so we had Angel Hotel, which is the baby we agreed to have."

He let go of me, lost to smile: "you listen to it."

What do I listen to? Is the past so unworthy?

Well, I can't stand it.

"Lin Xia, I'm sorry, so I said, we really don't fit each other. I'm a very selfish person. I don't like the big righteousness to accomplish anything. You don't want to retreat. In fact, you know how much I will lose if I move forward." However, retreat, step by step, it is so uncomfortable.

"I know that as soon as Ji Xiaobei comes back, I know your mind will move, and you can't hold yourself back any more." He opened the door with a small crack: "Chihiro, look at Xiaoyu. He is so good now. He will laugh when he watches TV alone. If there is no home, Xiaoyu watching TV, will laugh? You have been thinking about divorce, just want to find a better reason, find a better time

I sat on the table, my heart like a knife cut pain: "well, everything is my fault, divorce, now you say every word, can't persuade me, but I think, you every word I want to refute you, but said win, what's the meaning, you want I can't afford, you expect I can't reach, I tried to love you, But I feel that I still can't love you. It's all my fault whether you say I'm selfish or not. You Lin Xia are a good man from the beginning to the end. I've been lonely all my life. It's also my fault. It's my fault. I won't blame you. It's me who makes you sad. You can hate me and blame me. "

He came up and hugged me: "Chihiro, that's not what I mean."

I opened his hand: "Lin Xia, you are a little proud of yourself, in fact, no matter who will see it like this." Bad guys, I've been doing it all the time and I'm used to it.

But there is also a question. As he said, what about Xiaoyu? Xiao Yu likes us together.

"Let's not worry about anything. I'll let Bai Lingling go tomorrow." He hugged me: "you are angry about Bai Lingling, but I am also happy. Prove that you don't care about me. I went to C City together. At that time, I thought a little bit more, so I kissed her. I just slept in a bed and I didn't touch her. "

I leaned on his shoulder and put my head against him: "Lin Xia, I will hurt you in the end. When I asked Bai Lingling about those things, I just felt that we should be loyal to each other immediately when we get married. You don't believe me, but I believe you too much, so the cracks have existed for a long time."

He let go of me and went to the window to see the white sunshine outside.

Xiaoyu in the hall was still smiling happily. Maybe it was during the advertising time. He turned to look at the study. When he saw that I was looking at him, he laughed happily: "Mommy, come and see the mouse."

"For so many years, I always thought that you would change a little, that is, the stone would also warm up."

"I'm sorry."

These three words are so weak.

"If you want a divorce and I don't want to, Chihiro, is there any better solution? We are not young any more. Be rational, calm down and think more about our children. "

I'm silent, I don't know.

We are not single. We are connected with Xiaoyu.

I love Xiaoyu. I love him from the bottom of my heart. Chinese life is just for children. I'm tired of seeing these things. How long is my life? Can't I live well for myself? Why for children? Use this as an excuse.

Even when some children grow up, they will advocate that their parents simply divorce.

But to their own home, it is some tangled.