Use My Life For Your Happiness

I still smile when I go to work, but I received a big bunch of taro in the morning. It's very beautiful and fresh, without any cards. The little brother who sent the flowers just said: "to moqianxun of Jinbi hotel."

It's a big bunch. I put it on the ground.

Another person laughed: "Chihiro, it's from your husband."

"No

It's definitely not him. We have a cold war, we have a fight, and even if we don't have a cold war, he won't give me potato.

"Go to work. Don't talk too much about personal matters. You'd better not bring personal matters into the working environment."

"Yes, manager."

The next morning at work, or a bunch of potato, but also stained with fresh dew.

Busy every day, this is the real work, how relaxed it used to be, Lin Xia took care of me.

I have to work hard and run wherever I need to. Occasionally I have to stand at the door to welcome guests.

The lobby manager on the first floor always wanted to treat one person as two people, and his salary was reduced to only 2000 yuan.

Fifteen of them were fines. Last month, I accidentally broke a vase and asked for leave. We didn't pay for one room, so we shared the loss of the hotel.

I don't pay attention to this money, and the interest of the bank account is more than that. It's just a little depressing.

Sorting the roses, the thorns were sharp and cut, so I went to find a hemostatic stick to stick it. When I came back, I saw the manager standing there with a black face.

"Moqianxun, where have you been? Can you walk around freely when you are working? It's been an hour since you've dealt with all the expenses. If you don't want to go to work, you can go back home and be your rich lady. "

I hate that others look down on me.

You can quit, but if you don't like it, you have to come back from where you fall.

"I'll do it right away."

"Come on, change all the roses before three o'clock."

"Yes."

The front desk can't get to the side. It's all chores.

It's hard for me to get a foothold in the Jinbi hotel because of the taro on time every morning and many rumors.

Jingzhi called me: "Qianxun, what happened to you and Lin Xia?"

"Nothing."

"Also said nothing, if not, how could Lin Xiage get drunk last night."

"What do you want to say when you call me now?"

Jingzhi said: "Chihiro, don't think Lin Xia owes you. To be honest, you owe him. Don't forget who was by your side when you were sick. It's brother Lin Xia. There's something wrong with your hotel management. It's brother Lin Xia who did not frown to help you. You have an operation. Who cares for you day and night? It's Lin Xiage. "

I smile, smile is in the heart ache: "is Lin Xia looking for you to drink?"

"Chihiro, I'm telling you this. Don't take it seriously. Brother Lin is so kind to you. Don't hurt him any more."

"Jingzhi, you said that you asked him for a drink last night, or he asked you for a drink." I roared fiercely, maybe it was really a little vicious.

Jingzhi answered: "brother Lin said he was in a bad mood, so I had a drink with him."

In this way, if he is not happy, if he is in a bad mood, he can go to someone to drink. He doesn't have to say all the bitterness in his heart, but he can't guess who they are. They are all human spirits.

No, I'll call and blame you soon.

I don't say it directly, but I'm not a fool.

"Jingzhi, I always regard you as a child and a friend."

There was no voice, I said: "in fact, our feelings are just my wishful thinking. If I separate from Lin Xia, I hurt Lin Xia. If I don't accept Lin Xia, I will have nothing, and you won't associate with me. I'm sorry and respect. It doesn't matter for me to have such a friend. It doesn't matter if I lose everything, Because it's not my own at all. " Hang up the phone angrily.

Inexplicable anger, Yuji in the heart.

Don't try to persuade me. Whoever advises me is my enemy.

After eating half of the lunch, how can I eat any more? I just went to the bathroom and sighed.

When I go to work with a light make-up, I get a new schedule. When I go to work on the night shift, I have to work until 12 o'clock. I also do some chores and so on.

It doesn't matter. No matter how hard it is, I will bite my teeth. The more you want me to leave, the less I will leave.

When Qiao Dongcheng brought people in, I was standing by the door. The cold wind of autumn was blowing cold. He stood at the door and looked at me. I bent over with a smile and said, "welcome."

He didn't say anything. He took people to register, then went up and down. He asked me at the door, "when do I get off work?"

"Twelve o'clock."

"Good." He said a word and went out. He got off work at 12 o'clock and changed his clothes. His feet were swollen and painful. It was a bit fatal to walk.

As soon as the lights by the coconut tree light up, the military car is particularly conspicuous.

Qiao Dongcheng got out of the car and went around to the other side to open the door: "Chihiro, get in the car."

After driving a long way, I quietly looked at the neon lights outside and opened some windows to let the autumn wind blow in. Why is there so much laughter and so much excitement in Beijing at midnight?

My stomach is growling. I'm a little embarrassed.

Qiao Dongcheng a smile, car skillfully turn, drive to a small restaurant: "go to eat something, I haven't had dinner, accompany me to eat."

Porridge is very fragrant, with a bit of sweetness, eat two bowls of porridge with lettuce, very warm.

"Do you want to soak your feet?"

"No more."

"Chihiro, you study hotel management. No matter whether you are an intern or not, you should not stand at the door when you come out. How can you avoid swelling and pain when you wear such high-heeled shoes?"

"I'll get used to it."

"Are you going to work so late?"

"This week is the night shift, next week will be the night shift."

He frowned: "will you quit?"

"No The more so, the more I have to show them. If you don't push me like this, I will go back.

He sighed: "Qianxun, sometimes too stubborn, is not a good thing."

"I will not insist on some things, but I will insist on some things. This is my own principle."

"Let's go. I'll take you back. It's too late. It's not good for you to go back. Xiaoyu will worry about it."

"He is not at home, Lin Xia is not at home, I am a person at home, when to go back will not let people worry about."

"Qianxun, as Ruan Li said, did you quarrel with Lin Xia?"

"Yes." I faint smile: "Qiao Dongcheng, don't persuade me, I don't want to hear it."

He also faint smile: "get on the bus."

When the car drove to my home, he just said, "Chihiro, I won't advise you. No matter what you do now, you are much more mature than before. You know what you do and what you want."

"Oh." It's going to be a light smile.

"Maybe there are still a few real friends, Qiao Dongcheng. Have you ever seen Moyan again?"

"I don't have any time now. Most of them ask people to take something to have a look and say that there's nothing wrong."

"That's good. She's still a child, and I can't care so much about her."

He sent me downstairs: "Qianxun, you can take some vacation when you are tired."

"Good bye."

After soaking my feet in hot water, I didn't feel so tired at last.

Breakfast alone, lunch alone, work from three to twelve.

For many days, Lin Xia never called me or contacted me. I don't know when such a cold war will last.

When I got off work at 12 o'clock and took a taxi to go back, I never thought that Bai Lingling was waiting at my door.

"What's the matter?" Tired all over, I can't squeeze a smile.

"I want to talk to you, Miss moo."

"Tomorrow morning, go to the coffee shop at nine." I don't want her in my house.

Drag a heavy step to open the door to go in, then throw on.

I sent a message to ask the nanny if Xiaoyu had a good time these days. Aunt Fang took him to the south. I can't even see him now.

The next morning, the nanny will return my information, and now I am probably asleep.

At nine o'clock, Bai Lingling appeared in the nearby coffee shop on time. She was dressed like a literary youth. The knitted shawl collided with her strong spirit. She was very talented, with snow like skin and delicate fingers. She was so conspicuous that she was destined not to be silent in the ordinary. She always knew her own advantages, And it will expand that advantage.

"What would you like to drink, miss?"

"Just milk tea, thank you."

She gave me a smile: "Miss Mo doesn't seem to have a good rest. She has some dark circles under her eyes."

"I'm old enough to rest. What can I do for you?" We are not friends, so we don't chat and drink coffee.

"I want you to leave Linxia."

She said it very directly, and very rightfully.

I looked up at her and she was still at ease: "I mean, I want you to divorce Lin Xia. You are not suitable for him."

"And then you think, would you be more suitable than me?"

"Yes."

"Have you ever slept with Lin Xia?" I also asked directly.

She bowed her head and said with a smile, "what if I've done it, what if I haven't done it?"

"No, why do you want me to divorce him?"

"Then how to do it?" As soon as she raised her eyes, her eyes were calm.

I picked up the water cup and poured the water down from her hair quietly, wetting her delicate makeup and her clothes: "I hate the third party most, Bai Lingling. I thought you were talented and proud."

If you don't want to say more, just take your cell phone and go.

Hand still can't help shaking, made a phone call to Lin Xia, Lin Xia's phone is the assistant answered: "Mrs. Lin, manager Lin is in a meeting."

"Please help me tell him that I'm a stranger and want to divorce him."

Hang up, turn it off.

In this way, the marriage was given away.

I looked up at the blue sky and laughed hard.

In many things, I do not give up, I can be stubborn, but in a lot of life, I was hit again and again.

I don't deserve it. Everyone thinks so. What a sin it is for me to occupy Mrs. Lin's position and not love you.

Divorce, belongs to me, I move, this is the house you bought, my computer, my book, clothes you bought, shoes you bought, diamond ring everything is yours, I only drag the book with the computer and a bear to leave.

The next day when I went to work, I saw Lin Xia. He was guarding at the door of the hotel. His face was a little tired and he stopped me: "Mo Qian Xun, let's talk."

"I don't want to talk to you, Lin Xia. Let's divorce. Don't you mention it. I'll mention it." On the contrary, everyone thinks I'm not good. Why don't the bad guys do it in the end? I don't mind.

"Chihiro, stop it."

"I didn't make any noise."

"Chihiro." He sighed: "I'm very tired. Don't be willful. Let's sit down and talk about something slowly. Don't say too much. You are a mother. Think more about what you do and what you say."

"I don't want to hear that anymore, Lin Xia. That's enough." I roared out loud, which shocked him and the colleagues at the door of the hotel.

I've almost never been so impolite. I'm in a hurry. I can do anything.

Anger rushed in and out of the work clothes, and stood at the door, squeezing out a smile, just like a wooden doll.

Lin Xia was still there. He smoked one cigarette after another, stepped out and smoked again. I didn't know what he thought, and I didn't want to know.

In marriage, I have never betrayed you. Similarly, I don't like to be betrayed. I don't care what you did before marriage. Even if you get married, you have to keep the sacred.

"Chihiro, come back with me."

"I don't know."

"Chihiro, tell me what you want." He said softly.

I turned my head and didn't look at him.

But he hugged me from behind and said, "Chihiro, come back with me. Let's not fight. Let's have a good time."

"If I had sex with another man, would you divorce me?"

He was surprised, I faint smile: "you also feel unacceptable, don't you?

Pull his hand: "I want to work, do not want to talk to you, do not want to listen to you, you go!"

"You come back with me." He won't let me go.

We quarreled at the door of the hotel. When the manager came, he let go. A phone call came and he left again.

The manager called me to the office. Instead of scolding me, he said, "moqianxun, our Jinbi hotel is a small temple, which can't accommodate you. I've already calculated your salary this month."

It means to fire me. I'm not willing to.

Or take the money to go, want to cry

"Where are you going, girl?"

I walked so fast that I didn't want to pay attention to him.

"I'll see you off when I'm free."

He stopped a taxi and went in: "master, drive whatever you want. You can go wherever you want."

He was a little dumbfounded: "girl, you and your boyfriend quarreled, you see your boyfriend's car has been following."

"He's not my boyfriend."

The master just smiles, shakes his head and sighs: "it's difficult to have a quarrel, but it will also enhance the relationship. When husband and wife quarrel, their teeth will bite their tongue."

I glared at him: "can you stop talking so much?"

Can't you drive quietly?

"Moqianxun, take you to a place, a lot of taro."

My heart suddenly moved.

After the traffic light, he asked the master to stop. Ji Xiaobei was driving a van, and he didn't even open a door. He motioned me to jump up.

How to jump in high-heeled shoes? As soon as he took off his shoes and threw them in, he jumped in with his hands. He immediately stepped on the accelerator and drove fast.

Almost let me head to the front, grab a high-heeled shoes to knock on the body: "there are such driving?"

He was so happy that he grabbed my shoes and threw them to the side of the road.

"Ji Xiaobei, you son of a bitch, pay for it."

"I'll pay you the same. I'll pay you as much as you want."

The car got on the highway and out of the countryside.

"Wow, I see it. It's so beautiful." On the other side of the river, there are all sea taros, just like a white paradise.

Car a turn, to that piece of taro garden, green grass barefoot step down, extremely comfortable.

That piece of taro are in bloom, white and elegant petals, yellow flower core, I like taro, it is only a petal, a core, maybe I have been persistent.

"Like it or not?"

I nodded hard: "it's beautiful."

Green leaves covered with white flowers, such as heaven.

Reach out to want to pick, Ji Xiaobei stopped me: "taro toxic."

"Ju said that if he sucked the sap from the stem, he would die of heart suffocation. Ji Xiaobei, if I took a sip, would you dare to take a sip with me?"

He ruffian a smile: "you live impatiently, or brain disease, suddenly think so."

"Cut."

When I got on the bus, he came up to me and said, "I dare."

I smile, from the back of a branch of potato, playing: "go back, I invite you to dinner."

"Well."

"Ji Xiaobei, do you remember what happened before?"

He drove seriously: "probably."

"Oh."

When the car drove to the private restaurant, one of the shoes was missing. I hated him so much that I asked him to help me in and then drove him out to buy me a pair of shoes.

I flipped through the menu, the light and shadow in front of me was dim, and without looking up, I said, "if it's not beautiful and inappropriate, I don't want it."

"What does Jessica want?

I looked up and saw Ji Dabei's eyes with cunning and deep light.

Heart slightly a shake, cold under the face, looking at indifferently.

"Don't you know me? Jessica, or I should call you Mrs. Lin

I put down the menu and looked at him haughtily: "Ji Dabei, a good dog is not the right way, and a good dog should not be in front of the light."

"Proud look, very good." He said with a smile, "it's better to eat together."

I turned my head and didn't look at him.

He asked for no fun and went to the next room.

Where he was, he didn't want to stay any longer. He went out barefoot. It happened that Ji Xiaobei came over with a pair of shoes. Looking at me, he made fun of me: "ah, just for a while, do you still miss it?"

"I don't want to eat here."

"What's the matter?"

"No, what's the matter? If you don't want to, you just don't want to. Do you need a lot of reasons?"

He shrugged: "need a reason, go."

The car next to me should be the man's.

"Ji Xiaobei, let me drive it."

"Yes."

I got into the driver's seat, stepped back a little bit, and then charged forward with full horsepower. I smashed the black car into it, which made it scream. I quickly turned around and ran fast.

KFC was the last one to eat. After a few drinks, Xindi collapsed in his chair and laughed.

Ji Xiaobei shakes his head and smiles helplessly: "just a few cups of ice cream, as for you?"

"I love it." I smile so complacent: "eat a good mood, you will? Well, I will

He looked at me and laughed, with a touch of obsession in his eyes.

"Qianxun, we've been to Xi'an together, haven't we?"

"Yes." There's no need to cheat him. The way he looks at me, I almost guess he's thinking of it all.

The kind of careful care, care, and helpless.

Xiaobei seems to be back. He pushes a cup of strawberries in front of me: "if you can eat more happily, eat more."

"Chihiro, do you still like Angel Hotel?"

My tears slowly filled my eyes.

Xiaobei, you finally remember there, Angel Hotel, the baby we agreed, but I gave birth to a son for Lin Xia.

"Do you like it?" He asked again softly.

I fell on his hand, let tears fall in his palm, my tears only let him know, only tell him my heart.

His warm belly, stroking my face, but we can only do this, Xiaobei, our identity can not go further.

You can only kiss your palm like this. I'm still Lin Xia's wife.

"I thought you would marry him soon. Chihiro, I regret it. Seeing your tears and your grievances, I want to get you back. I don't want my baby to be wronged. "

I remember everything, but I said I only remember about it. Xiaobei, do you think it makes me feel better?

"Baby." He whispered: "I put on the tip of my heart to spoil the baby, how can she cry like this."

"I can't look back. How about it?" All things can't be reversed.

Can we start over and abandon everything?

Xiaobei, you are still alone. I am different from you. I have a Xiaoyu.

"I was young and vigorous at that time. I was not strong enough to lose my favorite baby." He Shasha hands, hands close to my face: "baby, don't cry, tears is the tip of the knife, stabbing will hurt."

My heart is still.

What Ji Xiaobei said is a kind of temptation for me. I love him so much and can do everything for him.

But now, after many years, maybe it's because I've been thinking that I've never put it down.

He pulled his sleeve to wipe his tears, then looked up at him and gave him a smile: "Xiao Bei, I'm going back."

I want to leave Beijing, work is not smooth, family is not satisfactory, the child let aunt Fang take to the south, also can't leave no matter, he will miss me eventually.

I made a reservation to the city in the South and set out early in the morning.

Beijing has a strong sense of cold in autumn, but it's hot when you get out of the airport. When you get in a taxi, you can see that there are flowers along the road, and there are green leaves.

Call aunt Fang: "Mom, I'm in C City. Where is Xiaoyu now?"

But aunt Fang said with some vigilance, "why didn't you say hello and come here?"

"I haven't been working in Beijing. I haven't seen Xiaoyu for a long time, so I came to have a look." Do I need to make a report when I come to see my own children?

"Chihiro, Xiao Yu is not here today. He has gone to Lincheng to play."

"It doesn't matter. I can take a taxi now."

"See him again tomorrow." She said coldly, "I'm busy now. I'll call you later. You'll find a hotel first."

Then there was the busy tone, which made me choke.

I give in step by step, but you bully me step by step.

I gave birth to the baby. Don't I even have the right to see it?

Call the nanny in the taxi. The nanny is on the phone now.

When she could get through, the nanny timidly said, "madam, madam asked me to take Xiaoyu back to Beijing."

"What time?"

"Just a moment's ticket. Now it's out of the playground. There's a car waiting outside to go to the airport. The lady said that the tickets had been reserved

I'm afraid I'll take Xiaoyu, but do you think I can?

My father and mother are not in the world, no one can make the decision for me, you can do whatever you want.

"Is Xiao Yu with you now?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"Give Xiaoyu your mobile phone and I'll have a word with him."

She hesitated for a while, or gave the mobile phone to Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu's voice wrongly came: "Mommy, I miss you so much."

"Xiao Yu, Mommy miss you so much."

"Mommy, don't you want Xiaoyu? You don't even come to see Xiao Yu. "

"Yes, mommy loves Xiaoyu very much." As soon as I heard his voice, tears could not help sliding down.

Xiaoyu also cried over there: "Mommy, I want you, I want you."

As soon as he cried, my heart broke into pieces: "Xiao Yu, don't cry. Mommy will go back to Beijing soon. I'll see you in Beijing. Mommy will buy lollipops and cookies for Xiaoyu, so Xiaoyu can't cry, OK

Press the mobile phone and say to the driver, "please turn around and go back to the airport."

"Mommy, grandma said she would take Xiaoyu to America. Will Mommy go?"

I was stunned, but I didn't know that.

Their family, in the end, really take me as what, I am soft persimmon, no matter how easy to pinch, also can't bully like this.

"If Mommy doesn't go, Xiao Yu won't either."

"Xiao Yu is so good. Let's meet in Beijing. Mommy really misses Xiao Yu."

C city is also a big city, and its economic development is also well-known. The flights to Beijing are a little denser. I can catch the earliest one when I buy it. I swipe my card and go to the security check.

It took me three hours to fly to Beijing, but I still couldn't sort out a little bit of calmness. I got off the plane and didn't run out. I just sat there waiting for my luggage. Xiaoyu's plane didn't take much time to get to Beijing. After waiting for more than half an hour, I came out. The nanny turned out the clothes in the luggage for Xiaoyu to wear.

"Xiaoyu, mummy is here."

He turned to look, tears on the slide down.

As soon as he ran over, he ran into my arms. I picked him up, and he would kiss my face, my eyebrows and my neck: "Mommy, Mommy, Mommy."

"Good little Yu."

Nanny also followed, a little sorry to say to me: "madam, madam said someone came to pick us up and asked us to go directly back to the Lin house."

"No return." I tough a, holding Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu hungry no, mummy take you to dinner."

"Well."

"Ma'am." Nanny some embarrassed: "the lady will blame me."

"You don't get her salary, and the baby is mine, not hers. I'll give you a few days off, and you don't have to take care of it any more. "

I took Xiaoyu out, took a taxi and went to eat first.

Xiaoyu likes to eat coke, chips, all for him to buy.

Take him back to my place, put Xiaoyu on the bed to sleep, and happily go to stew chicken soup, and later make rice noodles for him.

I haven't seen him for many days, and I feel that he has grown up a little. When I wake up, I blush. When I smile at him, he will squint and smile sweetly.

Baby, you are also the one I can trust to love. Pick him up and kiss Xiaomian dan'er: "Xiaoyu, do you want to ride the rocking car?"

"Yes, yes." I'm so happy.

He took a small wallet and led him out: "let's go to buy some clothes and snacks first, and then go out and take a rocking car outside the supermarket."

What I said, he said good, so many days I miss him, he also wanted to bad me, no matter how aunt Fang isolation, still can't separate the mother and son between us.

Back to give him a bath, let him sit on a small stool to feed him rice noodles, that pair of black bright eyes so looking, so trust, dependence, let me feel even if the heart out to him, is also willing.