Use My Life For Your Happiness

I turned on the traffic radio, but I was not playing songs, but playing traffic news. But when I sing that song later, Xiao Bei, I will still think of you.

Some love, not to hate, can let go, not to be together, can have, once walked together, in my most lonely period of time, thank you for accompanying me.

"Chihiro, where did you go? Did you come back so late?"

"Earlier, we went through the interest center and did something." I lowered my voice so that Xiao Yu, who was watching TV, could not hear: "I want to find some clues."

He unbuttoned his hand, and then said, "Oh, that's it. What did you find out?"

"Nothing has been found. I just want to bring those bad people to justice. Although Xiaoyu is safe, I hate them to death. Lin Xia, do you think these people should die?"

He smiles at me: "yes."

"Hot pot today, my favorite. Thank you, husband."

Or I like to eat smooth beef, that white soup, I like to drink.

"Xiao Yu, come to dinner. Come on."

He looked down and didn't know what to do. It took him a long time to come.

"Mommy."

"What's the matter? My eyes are red."

"Mommy, my eyes hurt."

"Come on, I'll see if it's in the sand. It's OK. Daddy ordered takeout, but this hot pot is delicious."

"Mommy, I like you so much."

"I love you too, Xiao Yu. What do you want to bring to America?"

"Little panda, and the snow in my grandfather's house."

"Yes, but will you take his snow with you?"

"Grandma said yes."

Bai Xue is a cat. She has been in the Lin family for many years. She is fat and lazy, but cute.

"Yes, I'll take it."

Maybe it's better to leave Beijing. In the United States, in different environments and strange countries, Xiao Yu will really forget all the bad things here. I think he still has an influence. He will cry alone when he watches TV. From time to time at night, he will reach out and feel if we are still there. It looks good during the day.

I'm afraid of him, hiding the damage.

When Lin Xia was in the study, he came back late to have a rest. I hushed him and told him not to wake up Xiaoyu.

He squatted beside me, gently kiss my face: "wife, I really love you."

I smile, reach out to touch his face: "what's the matter?"

"I just want you to go to America. I'm very reluctant to give up."

"You can fly to see us. How convenient the traffic is now, isn't it?"

He nodded: "wife, do you believe me?"

"I believe it. I know with my eyes closed that you Lin Xia won't hurt me."

"Wife, thank you for believing me."

"Lin Xia, we are husband and wife. How can we thank you so much? Well, go to wash. I'll sleep first."

He covered me with a quilt and put a cup of water on the bedside table in a thermos cup: "drink when you're thirsty."

"Well, but if I drink water, I want to go to the toilet, and I don't want to move."

"You call me, I'll take you."

I looked at him with a sweet smile. It's nice to have such a husband.

It's a pity that I can't see the good things in the past and I don't want them.

These days, we have got some information ready for Aunt Fang, who helps us deal with the matter of going abroad.

"Chihiro." After a few days, Joe Dongcheng called me and said, "I've found something."

I'm glad: "really."

"It was in the place where there was no monitor. After destroying the monitor, I left the car there the next day and bought drinks in the alley. The child of that family was playing with mobile phone photography, and just then I photographed it. When I went to ask, they immediately said, "I think it's strange. There are many shops there when I put the car there, so I went to buy water from them."

"Are you going now?"

"I'm here now. I spent some money to buy a good news. At that time, he not only bought water, but also cigarettes. He just nodded his head and smoked two mouthfuls and then threw them away. The boss of the shop remembered clearly. Fortunately, the cigarette end was still there. I'll take it to test."

I closed my eyes and sighed: "it's really great. I must catch these bastards."

"No, come out now."

"Good."

I took Xiaoyu out and made an appointment with Qiao Dongcheng in a coffee shop. He was still wearing a fancy colored dress. I looked at it and laughed: "chief Qiao is so busy, and I want you to be busy with my business. It's really a big face."

He raised his eyebrows and said, "make fun of me?"

"Oh, absolutely not. You look great in this, really. Xiao Yu, call uncle quickly. "

"Uncle."

"Good boy, Xiao Yu, tell Uncle, are you brave?"

"Brave."

"Well, that's what boys want. Xiaoyu, go there and have a look. There are a lot of fish and turtles."

"Wow, it's beautiful, Mommy. I'll see it."

I smile at him: "go, go, be careful, don't run too fast."

He took a sip of coffee and just said, "don't mind if I send Xiaoyu away. I think children should not hear about the past. It's best to forget."

"Yes, I think so, too."

Qiao Dongcheng is as careful and attentive to his children as ever.

"The 100 yuan is the money he paid for cigarettes at that time. There are many fingerprints on it, one of which is his." He put a $100 bill in a plastic bag on the table and showed it to me: "there are cigarette ends. I think with these and some other relations, we can find out the murderer. But I want to ask you, Chihiro, if someone you don't expect does it, can you accept it? Now basically, it's not difficult to find the killer. You can accept the result. What do you want to do? "

"I... I think it's done by people who are familiar with us or have observed us. It doesn't matter. No matter who dares to do these things, they have to pay a price, right?"

I have psychological preparation, now I don't guess, but when the result comes out, no matter who it is, I will face it.

Take out the mobile phone: "I have a few photos here. Lin Xia took out three million cash and put it at home. I took more than ten photos with my mobile phone, all of which are lined with money numbers. What they want is not connected, but they can find it slowly."

It's always a matter of time, and I thought at that time, with the help of the Lin family, these things are really not difficult, so I photographed them. I believe Lin Xia, who is careful, also has the number of every piece of money.

"All right, give it to me."

"Qiao Dongcheng, please."

"Between us, talk about trouble."

I bit my lip and took a deep breath: "I'm sorry."

He picks eyebrow to smile: "how sorry?"

"Qiao Dongcheng, if you have a suitable one, a good one for you, and a good one for you, get married. It's better to have one more person, and the feelings will gradually come."

He lowered his head and drank coffee quietly, so elegant, but I can feel that he was so sad.

"Dongcheng, I'm sorry, I'm not your lover. I saw the picture you put under the cabinet. I think that whoever marries you in the future must be a very happy person. "

He said with a faint smile: "I'm still busy. When I go to the United States, I can still make phone calls and chat online."

Every time I touch this problem, it's always like this, and I'm used to it.

They called Xiaoyu back and asked him to eat before they went back. They took a short walk to drive. Now it's really cold in Beijing. The wind is so crazy that they want to take every leaf off the tree.

The leaves leave, is the tree not nostalgia, or their fate has done? How many green leaves come out every year, and how many leaves fall in autumn, it may have been used to, and the leaves are flying on the ground, quietly sad, only the wind knows, rolling in them, running, constantly trying to drive away the sadness.

I'm about to leave. The days are getting closer and the air tickets are reserved. The moment I get it, I'm worried about it. I suddenly find that I love this piece of land very much. Even if I look down from the balcony, I can't give up.

I don't want to leave, but the more mature people are, the more they know that there are a lot of things to be willing to learn.

Everything at home is the same. In the United States, everything is OK as long as you have money.

He made an appointment with a couple of faxiao for dinner, took Xiaoyu with him, and came back early.

He's out at night. He's not used to it. He's afraid.

All of a sudden, I want to drink a lot, and there is a strong sadness in my heart.

Lin Xia hugged me from behind: "wife, don't be sad, you will get used to it slowly."

"Well. When I went to France, I didn't want to go, but there was no way. If I didn't go then, I still think so now. "

He hugged hard: "go in, it's windy here. Don't worry. You don't have to worry about anything when you go there. I've already hired a good housekeeper. I'm a Chinese. I'll do everything carefully and don't let you worry about it. You can go out more and get to know friends. I'll go there for the new year. I hope you're used to it. "

I leaned on him: "Lin Xia, it looks like it's going to rain tomorrow."

"Just get on the plane above the clouds. Don't worry too much. Come in."

Xiao Yu's grandfather is not at home. Aunt Fang can't bear to leave. She just sends Bai Xue over. Lin Xia takes our mother and son to the airport and calls a driver to drive.

It must be very cold outside. There are abandoned bird nests all over the trees. Every autumn, birds fly to the south.

White snow obediently nest, Lin Xia took a look and said: "white snow's proof has everything, the procedure is also good, can only grievance it consigned in the past."

"Xiaoyu, what are you looking at?" I look at him sideways.

He was staring at the traffic outside the window and didn't answer me.

"Xiaoyu?"

He just came back: "Mommy, do you call me?"

"What are you looking at?"

He laughed, pointed to the car window and said, "Mommy, look, this is you. In front of you is daddy. I love daddy and mommy so much."

"We love you, too."

He just like that, without blinking his eyes, he was smiling at me. He was so cute that he could go to the bottom of his heart and burn all the unhappy and rigid persistence.

Today, although the weather is bad, but the airport, always so many cars in front.

Several years ago, I always took this road with my broken car, looking at the people coming and going. This time, I'm leaving Beijing.

It's not Xi'an, it's not Tibet, it's not China, it's going abroad, it's immigration, it's settlement.

"Chihiro, go there and call back."

"Well, I know." Call him three meals a day.

He laughed and told the driver to slow down.

Reach out to caress Xiaoyu's hair: "Xiaoyu is a little man. We should protect mummy in the future, OK?"

"Good."

The road was wet and slippery, and there were a lot of cars, so it was a bit crowded. Finally, the driver stopped the car and we came out. I was holding fat snow and holding my son in one hand. Lin Xia went to carry our luggage.

Just as she was about to go in, Snow White was writhing and jumping down with great strength.

"Snow white." I'll look at the car on the road. I'll go and get it back.

Xiaoyu obediently stood with Lin Xia: "Mommy, snow is running up there. Come here quickly."

"OK, snow white, come on, stop it. I'll give you some biscuits later."

Back to Xiaoyu smile: "don't worry, Mommy can coax it down."

But Xiaoyu's face slowly changed. A small van came up. He was scared. He ran around regardless of everything. He ran out of the driveway and wanted to get rid of the car.

"Mommy, I'm afraid." He exclaimed.

"Don't be afraid, Xiao Yu. Go back to Daddy. Daddy will protect you."

However, he was in a mess. There were a lot of cars. I rushed to Xiaoyu. I wanted to hold him. Lin Xia also yelled to keep those cars away.

But, after all, it is slow.