Use My Life For Your Happiness

Xiaoyu let a black car hit the ground, the sound of falling down so heavy, I saw the bear he was holding also fell to the ground.

I heard the string in my heart, it broke with a crash, and the pain was so breathless.

Even want to run to him there, raised feet, are so heavy and powerless.

"Xiaoyu." I screamed.

"Mommy."

He looked at me and called softly.

I'm going to hold him. Lin Xia slaps my hand forcefully: "Qianxun... Don't touch him. Call an ambulance. Hurry up."

"Daddy." He was still laughing: "Daddy, I'm cold."

My tears welled up and I quickly took off my coat and covered it for him: "Xiao Yu, don't be afraid, daddy and Mommy are all here."

Lin Xia dropped her mobile phone heavily on the ground and cried out: "call me to rescue the car. Come on."

Blood, like a delicate and frightening flower, slowly seeped out of Xiaoyu's brain.

I'm biting my finger. I'm afraid to do anything. I can't do anything.

I'm afraid to move him. He hurts and he cries.

"Mommy, I don't feel pain. Mommy, don't cry. Xiaoyu likes mommy to smile."

"OK, I'll smile to Xiao Yu. Xiao Yu will look at it. Mommy will smile." I forced to smile, and tears fell on Xiaoyu's clothes.

"Mommy, don't cry in the future, OK?"

"Well, you're the only one. I won't cry in the future. My family will be happy in the future."

"Daddy said I'm a little man. I want to protect Mommy. Mommy, but I want to sleep."

"Don't sleep, Xiao Yu. The ambulance will be here in a minute." Lin Xia's tears also slipped down.

But Xiaoyu said with a smile, "Mommy, I will never dream of those terrible people again when I sleep this time."

"Xiaoyu, Mommy, please don't sleep well. Mommy will sing for you and dance for you. Mommy will take you to swing and play with sand."

"Give way, give way."

The first-aid personnel of the airport carried the stretcher out of the station and carefully carried Xiaoyu up. I got up and looked at the driver, but it was like an electric shock.

I looked at him with tears streaming down my face, and he looked at me with a dead heart.

Xiao Bei, how are you? How are you driving.

I close my eyes. The sky is dizzy and I can't stand still. I hear a long sigh. I don't know who sent it. I fall down.

Xiaoyu's heart, after all, has a heart devil, forever heart devil, wave it not to disperse, drive it not to go.

It's been a long time since I arrived at C City. I still can't adapt to the plum rain season. It's raining endlessly. It's just the poem. It's raining one after another during the Qingming Festival, and pedestrians are dying.

Tomb Sweeping Day, far away in Beijing parents tombstone, I do not know if someone will go to give me incense, maybe Moyan will go to my father, maybe not, unfortunately, mummy, I can only in the south of C City, toward you light worship.

There are too many sad things in Beijing. I'm determined to stay away and never want to go back. But you are used to the water and soil in Beijing. Let's live in peace there.

Here, there are no people I know or know.

A lot of things are changing. The rain outside the window is still floating with the wind. Looking from a high position, you can see the mushrooms below, one by one competing to put them.

Although a cup of bitter coffee, and then work hard.

This report must be handed in before work. I don't want to let the supervisor talk about it.

"Sister Mo, you will hand in this analysis report for me later. I'll go first and have a dinner with my friends."

"Good."

The new college students are really full of youth. The company I work for is a logistics company in a coastal city. The company covers a large area, but the office is only so small and there are many things to do.

My origin, my everything, is zero here.

All the money in the account is donated, and the rent is transferred directly to Ji Zhixian's account, so that she can give it to people in need.

Money and material, career and so on, for me, is not important at all, can have, also can not have.

To work here is to work and work is to live. Otherwise, why am I alive?

It's very sad to have no friends in Meiyu season.

I hope I can live a better life. I don't know why I can save money. What's more, I can save thousands of wages a month.

"Sister Mo, we are going to Hong Kong today, Friday and tomorrow. Are you going or not?"

I look up and smile, hand skillfully put the number up: "I will not go."

How many people will know if I apply for a pass? I don't want anyone to know that I'm here now. I don't want to bring anything with me.

"Sister Mo, are you from Beijing? Beijing is developing well now. How can you come to this place?"

I smile, will take down the glasses, knead eyebrows: "this place is also good ah."

"Really, Beijing is not necessarily full of rich people, is it?" Another girl said with disapproval. I printed out the report and signed my name: "just go there. Hong Kong has a good meal."

"I really don't want to go. Now spring clothes are on the market in Hong Kong."

There's no point in anything. I'm not crazy about it.

I'm nearly thirty, and it's meaningless to pursue these. Besides, when I'm resting, I still want to stay alone and never go anywhere.

It's raining harder and harder. It's just half past five to do a good job. Today, Friday, when the supervisor, manager and boss are away, they are completely herding sheep and grazing grass. I put the report in my seat and sent him an e-mail. Then I turn off the computer and get off work.

To the door, just came in manager Yang.

He looked at the office and said, "Miss Mo, did they all leave work early?"

"Just left."

"Good." He nodded: "at 5:30, Miss Mo, it's time for you to get off work, but I have an urgent item. Can you help me deal with it?"

"OK, no problem."

Turn on the light again, go back to the seat, he gave me a document from the official document: "now make a copy, you can scan in again, sort out all kinds of data, this big list is very important to the company."

"OK, I'll do it right away."

It's a clothing company in Beijing. Its name is neon. Now it's a famous clothing company in China. With the power of her Li family, it's so smooth.

In fact, with mom and Dad, I will be very happy. I think if my mom and dad are here, I will never be like this now, and those past pains will not exist. I will be proud and proud forever.

The copier rang, gave him a copy of the document, and then turned on the computer to do things.

After finishing everything, it was already dark. The manager said that he would invite me to dinner. After politely thanking him, he went back and walked in the street where the drizzle was flying. He liked the cool rain.

I went to work on Monday, as usual, but as soon as I got the email, everyone in the office took a breath.

Lin Wei, the director, was fired. Everyone in the office, except me, deducted all the prizes, and this month's bonus. At the end, there was a personnel order, which ordered moqianxun to be the director of the office.

What does Yang Siming mean? Can the whole office be harmonious again?

Pick up the report, walk to the manager's office in all kinds of strange eyes, knock on the door.

He went in and put down the report. He laughed at me: "Congratulations, Chihiro."

"Manager Yang, I want to know why?"

He put aside his smile and said seriously, "no reason. The people I like will make good use of. If I don't take my work seriously, I don't like Yang Siming the most. What else can I do?"

"I just don't think it's good?" What do you mean, the person he likes? Although I know he doesn't mean that, I can't guarantee that other people won't think that way.

"You're not up to it?"

"Probably."

"Take your time. If it's OK, take the door. I'll pass on Linwei's work to you."

Sure enough, Lin Wei and Yang Siming are all members of the Lin family. But it's their business. I just want to have a stable life.

The air pressure in the office is very low. The group that used to be chatting is quiet. I think because I'm there, they must have opened another group to discuss this sudden personnel order.

I don't like it. I put my glasses in the bathroom.

But still can't escape, the bathroom is always the best place to listen to gossip, so now.

"Ju said it was almost 30, but it was still too coquettish. We left early that day and immediately asked the manager to check the post."

"Come on, don't think about it. Yang Siming is a man in his forties. Men at this age are the most vulnerable to temptation."

"Ha ha, that's true. The old woman wants to catch Yang Siming. But Yang Siming's wife is not a vegetarian. She's from Lin's family. Yang Siming doesn't eat his wife's food. Otherwise, if he can climb to such a high position, would he dare to fire Lin Wei?"

Wash your hands, go out and go back to work.

I used to get together with him. These girls who just graduated or didn't come in for a long time really think a little too much.

But also, today is a small three rampant society.

I always don't want to see people's heart too complicated, and then I get hurt again and again.

The past, unable to recall, do not want to recall.

"Chihiro."

"Well."

"Hurry up and organize one. The boss of Li's company, who is in C City now, may come to attend."

"Good."

I sent a message in the group: please tidy up your working environment, clean and beautiful.

No one responded, perhaps deliberately as invisible.

Let me add another word: if it is not handled properly in ten minutes, I will apply to the manager to cancel the subsidy for the first place.

Close the group, take the lead in sorting out my things, and deal with the things in the public area.

They began to do it slowly. They took a cup of water to make a cup of coffee. There was no water in the bucket. Everyone was busy and couldn't see.

It's ridiculous to think it's me.

If you shake your head and make a call for delivery, you can't treat yourself badly.

When I get to this position and take office, I have to do what the former director did. The company is increasingly standardizing. I don't have a strong sense of participation. I just work and live.

After all, the people in nishang still didn't come. Manager Yang ordered a box and made sure to invite her to dinner and knock down the list in nishang.

As the company rumor says, he also wants to prove his own ability, so he is very serious about this list.

The company's senior salesman, can drink, can say, handsome cool all kinds of all on the stage, even I am also here.

I arrived early and waited for a few bouquet of lilies. I smelled a little sneeze and rubbed my nose and seemed to catch a cold again.

He made a few phone calls in succession. At the last call, he confirmed that he was smiling and asked the waiter to bring up the menu and have a look. He asked for a piece of truffle.

"The female director of nishang Ju said that she likes this very much, and you all remember that she doesn't like to be interrupted."

It seems that manager Yang has already established a good relationship, and even knows these little secrets.

"Manager Yang, I have a stomachache."

"Ask the waiter to buy some painkillers. Today we have to finalize the list. You are the only one from Beijing. You may not be Miss Li, but you like to talk to Beijing people. So no matter what happens, don't leave today."

Why did the overlord bow up? I faint smile: "I am not good at speech." On the contrary, it's not necessarily that I'm here to make you screw up.

However, it was too late to find a reason to get out of the way. Manager Yang answered the phone and said, "let's go down. Miss Li and her assistant will be here soon."

It's another table and it's out.