Use My Life For Your Happiness

Li Hong, who hasn't seen her for many years, is still so beautiful and neat, with the smell of strong children all over her body.

Accompanied by her assistant and several other people, she came here.

"Miss Li, I've heard so much about her. I've heard so much about her. She's beautiful, young, capable, perfect."

Li Hong gave a faint smile and said nothing.

Her eyes swept a circle, found the people behind me, eyebrow pick pick, then looked at me, don't have meaning to smile.

Manager Yang is absolutely a good person, so she laughs: "Miss Li knows the director of our company, Mo Qianxun? It's a coincidence that Miss Mo is also from Beijing. "

"Why don't you know her? I'm still impressed by her."

"That's a coincidence. Get up and sit down."

The special arrangement made Li Hong and I sit close to each other. Shen Lin looked at me with a sneer. I picked my eyebrows and Sihao looked at them fearlessly.

In the past, you dare to slap me, I dare to return to you, now I still do

"Chihiro, here's to miss li."

"I don't drink, manager."

"Wine is a good thing sometimes. Manager Yang, do you think I'm right?"

Manager Yang echoed: "yes, yes."

"Manager Yang, all the orders under nishang can be signed to your company, but I have one condition, let Mo Qianxun be responsible."

"Good." He'll be with you soon.

But I don't like it. At the moment, Li Hong is close to my ear and says in a low voice, "how come I've escaped here and dare not go back to Beijing?"

She said her, but I didn't say a word.

The dinner ended very early, and she had to go first. Manager Yang patted me on the shoulder: "Xiaomo, work hard."

"Manager, I don't think I'm qualified. Maybe I'm not suitable for the company."

He took out his cigarette and said faintly, "I've read your information. You're from Beijing. Maybe you came here to escape some things. I've met many people. Many people will go to Yunnan and Tibet. But I want to tell you that those who don't dare to face are always cowards. Think about it. I don't expect to receive your resignation letter. "

I've been thinking about that all night.

OK, I'll go. Even if Beijing is my heart, I'll go.

What Li Hong means is that I want to go to Beijing nishang company for an internship to have a deeper understanding of their brand.

It's a logistics company. It's a bit of bullshit to pay attention to these. But she has a different intention. I don't know.

I went to work with two dark circles under my eyes. I didn't know who put Starbucks coffee on the desk.

After turning on the computer, Yang Siming's message came in: Thank you for coming to work.

I smile and drink half of my coffee to cheer up.

I've been having a meeting in the morning. It's just about nishang. We must make it the best and the most perfect. There are plenty of materials in this coastal city. We can make a lot of profits when we transport it to the north, so we attach great importance to it.

Every girl in the office hopes to have such an opportunity to take charge of it. It will be a good opportunity to stand out.

After three o'clock, another chapter of the personnel report was posted, and it was decided that I would handle the matter alone and double my salary.

I'm straight. I'm jealous. Rumors are flying all over the place.

Fortunately, I'm going to Beijing soon. Manager Yang took me to the airport and said cautiously, "Chihiro, I'll leave the business of nishang company to you. I hope you can fight for the company."

"I'll try."

"Here's your ticket."

"Oh, that's generous. It's first class."

He patted me on the shoulder: "Chihiro, please."

With a ticket smile: "thank you." I think, work hard, don't live like a heartless person, no joy, no wave, no mood.

The closer we get to Beijing, the more painful we feel.

I put my hand on my stomach and bit my lip to go to the toilet. Unfortunately, I still felt terrible when I came out.

The stewardess came over and asked with concern, "Miss, what can I do for you?"

"Give me a glass of warm water, thank you."

"Do you want painkillers?"

"No more."

I was worried. When I left Beijing, I didn't dare to take a plane and went south by train all the way.

Finally, or landing, heart pain tight, every step, are extremely heavy.

Take a taxi and wrap yourself in a big windbreaker. Each tree is still so many bird's nests, but you can see the beautiful spring.

Peach blossom began to pink again, swaying branches in the spring breeze, so happy.

I think it's still very cold.

"Miss, I'm not used to Beijing. The wind is very strong this season."

How can not be used to it, just the pain in the heart, still can not put down.

After settling down in the hotel, I went to the drugstore nearby and bought some painkillers. I still couldn't relieve the pain.

But Shen Lin called and said coldly, "come to nishang immediately. There will be a meeting later. Miss Li will introduce you to the company."

"Good."

Bear the pain in the past, Li Hong's company has done a lot, although it is a woman, but not lose a man, I admire such a strong woman, I always can't do anything well.

The meeting just announced my identity. The personnel department has made a random sign for me. This is the head office. The factory is in the suburb.

"Miss Li, please wait."

She turned around and said coldly, "what's the matter?"

"Why do I have to be here?"

She gave a cold smile and left without saying anything.

Maybe she didn't think I needed an explanation.

It must be a month for a three-star hotel. I'm used to the humidity in the south. The dryness in Beijing makes my throat more uncomfortable.

Last night, I forgot to put a wet towel at the head of the bed. It was more dry, like a fire burning in my throat.

I'm late for work. I miscalculated the traffic in Beijing. It's not getting better. No matter how I manage it, it's getting worse.

But I don't belong to nishang. The people in their company don't have the right to talk about me. They give me some information that needs to be checked by the company. The company in the morning is very quiet. I'm an expatriate. I went downstairs to buy medicine and saw him downstairs.

The dark suit, the collected face, but still so outstanding, he sat in the car, as if waiting for someone.

Across a car looking at each other, the heart of those pain, those helpless, and poured up.

Back in Beijing, the first person I saw was Ji Xiaobei.

In his eyes, there is a kind of sadness.

I turned and left, covering my mouth to stop coughing too much.

Li Hong's voice came from behind and softened a little: "Xiao Bei, have you been waiting for a long time?"

"Not very long." He said.

The sound, or so familiar, I deliberately want to forget, all linked up.

Xiaobei, Ji Xiaobei, our fate has been exhausted.

The medicine still can't save my throat. The cold and all kinds of things burst out. I can't do without asking for leave. I'll call Yang Siming to ask for leave.

He hesitated: "Mo Qianxun, I'm worried. If you come to nishang now, you'll ask for leave. We've just started to try to pick up some orders of nishang."

"I don't have a lot of ambition. Manager Yang, working for me, is not the most important thing. I pay more attention to myself. Whether you approve or not, I always have to go to the hospital to take care of my illness first."

"Well, you go to work first. I'll book a plane ticket to Beijing in the evening. You can ask for leave tomorrow. I'll get in touch with the people in nishang."

"Good."

He really valued it, but there was no way. Now, no matter what you do, it's more and more difficult. Unless you have backstage and power, it will be like a fish in water.

It's not unreasonable for him to value the cooperation with Li Hong. It's a business that can make a big profit for the company.

Endure the pain, just another afternoon, work efficiency, almost zero.

In the hotel room, I sent the white taro. Without saying a word, I threw it away. I called the front desk and asked them not to send flowers in any more.

White taro, now I see such a flower, can no longer move any mind.

I don't want to move any more. I'm so tired that I just want to survive. I don't want to start anything or anyone.

Put on a piece of clothing coughing out, a person in line to see the emergency, a person injection, a person hanging water, a person sitting outside in a daze.

In my world, I am the only one, maybe I will be lonely forever.

It's more than 12 o'clock after infusion. If it doesn't get better, I have to come back tomorrow. I took the medicine and went out to watch the lights. I felt even colder.

I came back, I want to face here, maybe will see Lin Xia, but all, escape did not let me live better.

I want to drive back to where I live, sleep hard under the quilt, and go to sleep in death.

I dream that Xiaoyu calls me Mommy.

Even though, I'm not his real Mommy.

Intermittent memories, still slowly into my dream.

It's still the airport. Lin Xia angrily pulls Ji Xiaobei down and beats him. I ask someone to follow Xiao Yu. He is bleeding. The blood supply in the airport is obviously insufficient.

Shaking, he pulled up his sleeve and said, "take my blood, I'm the baby's Mommy."

"We have a blood test."

Fortunately, the blood test, the doctor told me with regret: "your blood type and the child's blood type completely incompatible, you are really his mother?"

"It's like my husband. I'll call him. He's type B blood. Lin Xia, Lin Xia, come quickly. " Don't be late. We must save Xiaoyu.

"Are you mistaken? Type B blood is totally different from type O blood. Forget it, I'll ask." He then asked aloud: "who is type O blood here? There is a child who needs blood drawing urgently. Send him to the hospital in the city immediately."

I turn my head and look at the embarrassed Lin Xia.

"What do you mean? What do you mean I yelled at him.

I hurt so many years, I love in the heart, holding in the hands of the child, has nothing to do with me?

Lin Xia came down and hugged me: "Chihiro, listen to me, the child's blood type is different from that of his parents, and it's not OK. Don't be too sensitive. Don't be afraid. Our Xiaoyu will be OK. Calm down, calm down."

I forced to open his arms: "Lin Xia, do you want me to test DNA, you are willing to tell the truth, I don't want to tell you anything now, I want to follow Xiaoyu to the hospital immediately."

In the airport, I had been in a mess for a long time. As I held Xiaoyu's hand, I felt that I was shaking my body like chaff. My tears never stopped.

Fortunately, the rescue was very timely. It took a long time to go through the formalities. I was afraid to wait. Xiaoyu was still so small.

At the end of the operation, I entered the intensive care observation ward. I sat outside and felt sad.

Every time I always thought that when I was happy, fate was joking with me and playing hide and seek.

Wipe tears looking at Lin Xia, Ji Xiaobei face is red and purple, he stood in front of us, in front of me, hard hit Lin Xia a slap, hand to me: "Qianxun, let's go."

I didn't go to hold his hand, just looked at him and said, "you hit my Xiao Yu."

"It's not your child at all. He lied to you. The child didn't have a heartbeat in your stomach before the operation. He took out the blood and saved you."

"All of you, all of you. I don't want to see any of you."

I put my hands around my head. I want to be crazy. Crazy how good, crazy will never have such pain, the pain is too heavy, almost to blow me up.

"Lin Xia, what good have you done? You tell her that she lives in your lies. Do you think that is her happiness? Once I thought it was, but I never thought you would be such a person. It's fun to kidnap your father's son every day? "

I leaned back, my consciousness pulled away.

I suspect that his probability is one in a thousand. Now it seems to be true.

Lin Xia, I'm really learning from you slowly. Why should there be so many cruel things? Linxia, Linxia, Linxia. I really want to call your name out loud. If you make me crazy, I will be by your side all my life. I can't fly anywhere and I don't have my own idea. I am a real bird with broken wings. I depend on you wholeheartedly and only have you in my eyes.