Use My Life For Your Happiness

When I woke up, I didn't know when it was. Lin, with dry lips, was sleeping in front of the hospital bed, looking at me anxiously.

I quietly looked at him, I feel, I really do not know, never see him through, also did not know.

"Chihiro, wake up. Would you like some water?"

"Chihiro, are you hungry? Would you like something to eat?"

"Or fruit?"

"Milk or not?"

He asked so carefully, want to please me, or want to accompany the crime.

Lin Xia, everything is late.

"You go. I don't want to see you."

"Xiaoyu is OK, but the doctor said that he may not remember the past. Chihiro, did you hear that? Xiaoyu is OK."

I didn't say a word. I put on my shoes and went to the ward to see Xiaoyu.

Beside his hospital bed, there was a very young woman, holding the child's hand, crying and looking at him with both eyes, all of them were distressed.

Maybe that's Xiaoyu's mother.

Later, I learned that when I was pregnant, Xiaoyu's mother was angry because she had a bad relationship with her boyfriend and wanted to have a baby in the hospital. The baby has been more than four months. Lin Xia made a deal with her and gave her two million yuan to buy out the baby.

When my child really couldn't do it, I immediately had a laparotomy. When I woke up, there was a child beside me, which was Xiaoyu who had just been dissected.

Love, is really love him, look like me, look like him, that is the reason, we really love him, sincerely love. He also treats his children as his own servants and cherishes them.

The child's mother regretted that she found Beijing and wanted to return the child, but I refused to go to the United States at that time. I didn't know what was wrong with the funds of Linxia company. The 300 million check was still his.

Finally, I'm going to America. I didn't expect such a thing to happen.

Ji Xiaobei drove to the airport. Maybe he wanted to see me off. Xiaoyu ran out of the airport without stopping and hit me.

Ji Xiaobei sent me a message that day: I just want to send you. I'm sorry for such a thing.

I threw my mobile phone down from the hospital building, but I didn't go back. I took my bag, bought a train ticket and left.

Xiaoyu's mother will take good care of him when she comes back. He doesn't remember me. Xiaoyu, it's so good. Really, I'd rather you forget me than your memory is still there. In this way, you will remember the demons in your heart, which will make you crazy and painful.

All the pain, let me carry it.

After leaving this familiar and tearful city and going all the way south, Xiao Yu finally told me that he was afraid of the cold. The winter in the South was not as cold as that in the north. But I didn't feel warm in the south, where the cold was gloomy to the bone.

Deep long wake up, intermittent dream, is a painful process, let me repeat the pain again.

Wake up, the sky is white, the sun shining on the window, as if want to break through the window to come in.

It's beautiful. The place where you can see the sunshine is really beautiful.

I told a man that if I forget everything, I will stay by his side and become a worm. Now I still remember that when I don't remember, I am the happiest. You will take good care of me and weave the best life for me.

When will I lose my memory?

Think, is not too much, touch the head, hot tight ah, see really confused.

After pouring a large glass of cold water into the hotel, I dragged a heavy and tired body out of the hotel. It seems that I have to go for an injection. My body is really bad.

Ji Xiaobei's car followed quietly, but how could the arrogant license plate not attract people's attention? I followed the taxi to the doctor. My nose kept running. I wiped off a bag of paper towels, inhaled and wiped them with my hands. I would wash my hands later. Now I'm still watching the glucose drop by drop.

A light fragrant handkerchief is handed to me, I don't look at it, I don't take it.

He took me by the hand, thrust the handkerchief into my hand, and turned away without saying a word.

Dark lattice of the PAZI, with his faint fragrance, impolitely wipe nose water.

He bought porridge to come over, also don't talk, touch me with porridge.

I looked up at him. He was still carrying a bag of things.

"Have some."

"No

He no longer advised me to put the porridge on the chair next to me and uncovered the plastic bag. Inside was a new pad and soft cloth.

"Ji Xiaobei, don't do that. Just think I haven't come back to Beijing."

He said: "you will come back one day. Chihiro, can I call you baby again?"

"No way."

"I'm really sorry about the airport."

"Ji Xiaobei, don't mention it any more. The most notarized decision of the police is Xiaoyu's fault. Forget it, now he's not my Xiaoyu. Please stay away from me. I don't want to provoke anyone again?"

He looked gloomy, sighed and left.

No one around, no longer afraid of loneliness, I have been praying too much, will have nothing.

The cold was so vigorous that it got better in three days. When I went to work, the manager immediately flew back to the south.

Li Hong's company organized a tour to Thailand, which I didn't want to take part in, but Shen Lin gave me a paper directly: "gather at the company at 8:30 on Wednesday morning."

The company bus drove several hours to the airport, and Li Hong directly chartered a plane. All the company people gathered in the hall. Li Meiren, who came late, appeared hand in hand with Ji Xiaobei.

Wearing a long white dress and a small black Chanel coat, Ji Xiaobei is handsome and noble.

Li Hong asked me to go to her company and take part in all the activities. I'm afraid that I can see that Ji Xiaobei is her now.

Or, I want to be closer to Ji Xiaobei.

By my name, he can always get the space out.

When you get on the plane, you'll find a blanket to wrap yourself up. If you think about it, it's better to sleep well.

Thailand in May is hot and dry. The first thing a woman has to do when she gets off the plane is to go to the toilet, take off her thick clothes and put on her beautiful skirt. She can see her figure and enjoy the enthusiasm here.

My luggage is my work notebook, work permit, telephone, my personal identification, that's all.

The heat wave is coming. The enthusiastic team members give us a wreath symbolizing here.

There is also a famous car, but everyone knows that it belongs to Director Li and his boyfriend.

He looked back at me, I turned to rub eyebrows, flying is also a tiring thing.

Living in a room with a female colleague, the waiter can also speak Chinese, which shows how many Chinese people have traveled here in the past two years.

Bangkok, the capital of Thailand, known as Venice of the East and the Buddhist kingdom, can also hear the sound of Amitabha, which makes the heart very calm.

My colleagues in the same room went out to play happily. The waiter knocked on the door and gave me a set of clothes. It was a beautiful silk skirt with texture. I think it was made by Ji Xiaobei.

After a while, I sent bamboo and other fruits. I was so annoyed that I asked the waiter for the number of the person who sent the goods.

To the number dial international long distance, to him called: "Ji Xiaobei, you can not do this, interesting?"

"Anger is also a mood."

"You're sick."

"Only you have medicine."

Really nervous, who wants to fight with him, or international long distance.

"Ji Xiaobei, don't send any more things."

"I'm sitting by the beach now. Do you want to come here? I'll take you diving. I'll take you... Liberation."

He began to seduce me like this again, and I began to be ready to move again.

Liberation, what kind of method, is the real liberation.

"There is a driver at the door of the hotel. If you go out, he will take the initiative to say hello to you. You can only come here in his car and dive. There are many corals in the sea. If you dive to a certain extent, you can't go down. If you die, it's like rebirth."

I admit, I really moved, I quickly changed clothes and went out with the Kwai bag, the evening wind was still so hot.

When I got on the bus and went to the place he said, I suddenly thought that the scene was like before. He used to tempt me to go up with his shoes.

To Jinsha Island, also took a speedboat in the past, Ji Xiaobei stood at that height, like a tree, waiting.

The evening wind, his face, blowing so blurred.

White shirt, like snow.

If I didn't come today, would you stay here like this? Are you sure, I can't help calling you?

He looked at my eyes, so serious, I went ashore, step by step to him, he toward me with a smile, that bipolar good-looking eyes, written soft, deep affection.

Ji Xiaobei, why do we still feel so deeply? We are in Beijing. We are finished and we are clear. Our destiny is to go around again, and we can't go back to the past.

When he saw me coming, his eyes were as blooming as the Black Lotus.

Turn around, grab the camera and shoot at my feet.

I pick eyebrows: "why pat my feet?"

"I just like to shoot like this, looking at you and coming towards me step by step."

My heart trembled a little, stopped and sighed heavily.

He put down the camera and blinked: "OK, I won't shoot. Come here. Let's go diving."

I put on all my equipment and followed him into the water. It was the first time I dived like this. It was a little scared and magical.

Deeper and deeper, the body as if it did not belong to their own.

Water, like a bottomless hole, I began to get a little flustered, I laugh at myself, I was afraid of losing my life.

Ji Xiaobei stretched out his hand and took off the mask. His face began to twist. I was startled. I grabbed him and put the mask on his face.

He wants to. Does he want to die? Asshole, how can you do this? Stay away from me.

Angrily grabbed him to go up, he this bad embryo, also put my mask to pull down, immediately uncomfortable let pain unceasingly.

He hugs me, kisses me and gives me the oxygen in his mouth.

When I got ashore, I looked at him hard. He lay on the ground and laughed.

Angrily grabbed a handful of sand and threw it on his head, face: "you want to die, don't pull me."

"In fact, there is only a little oxygen, which can only go down to that level, but these are not the most important. The important thing is that I know that you still care about me, moqianxun, you are finished. As long as you still care about me, I will keep up with you."