World of Gods
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1. I keep making mistakes.
There is no derogation or self-denial. From a neutral and objective point of view, I have been making mistakes in the past, and I will certainly make mistakes in the future.
My most recent mistake was to say that fortunately, I would post this final testimonial within two weeks of the end of this year, but it was delayed until the third week.
I have been struggling for a long time these days, forcing myself to think about the reasons, there are two main reasons.
The first one is said at the end.
The second one, it must be procrastination, but the reason for the procrastination has not been determined. It may be that perfectionists want to write a good conclusion, it may be unwilling to accept criticism from readers, or it may be the entanglement of past experience, which involves writing this. Motivation of the book.
2. Why did I write this book?
This book must have the most vulgar and common motivation to make money.
But to be able to write a book that is not very profitable to 3.7 million, rounded up to 4 million words, for me, there must be other stronger and more important motives.
After all, other people's novels tell stories, and my novels make sense from beginning to end, and it is the most difficult principle to understand.
Anyone who wants to make money can't do such an outrageous thing.
In the writing process, I thought about giving up due to various reasons, but I still persevered.
After thinking about it, I discovered that my deepest motivation comes from my inner impulse.
What is the impulse?
An ignorant idiot who has lived for more than 30 years has suddenly discovered the truth of "I think". He can't suppress this impulse, so I share a lot of truths I think in this book.
3. Why do I want to share?
I am a fool.
An idiot is stupid, and an idiot is a little bit funny.
I grew up stupid, but thought I was smart.
I thought it was an achievement to be the first in mathematics in the county in elementary school. Until I went to the capital city and entered the mathematics class of Olympiad, I didn't understand the questions, but the answer came out of the student's mouth.
I'm a fool, so I still think I'm very smart.
This self-righteous cleverness has been hurting myself.
I always feel that the things in the book are very simple. The teacher thinks he understands when he listens to the class. Especially when the school just started, everyone didn’t learn nor did I learn it. My grades were easily among the best, but others continued to learn. I haven't studied, the result is conceivable, the grades are ups and downs and ups and downs...
I don’t understand why.
I can't even fully understand who I am now, let alone me who is so long ago.
Even so, people have been praised for being smart since childhood, and it is considered that various factors such as illness or family have led to poor study.
Those who praise me, like me, are idiots.
Because they, like me, don’t know what real smartness is.
I am always impatient to learn a certain kind of knowledge repeatedly, or reluctant to read a book repeatedly, so the books I read are extremely messy, but not in-depth. Knowing a little superficial knowledge that others don't know, I am complacent, and I am self-conscious. .
Looking back on the past, I peeled off my own skin and flesh, endured the severe pain and dissected it little by little, and found out that I have not yet mastered the field.
I now understand that being able to endure loneliness, repeatedly reading and learning, repeatedly laying a solid foundation, and repeatedly thinking deeply, is the second element of smartness.
Lie to you, this is a fool's idea.
Only by reading and learning repeatedly, laying a firm foundation repeatedly, thinking deeply and doing it repeatedly, is smart.
If you can't do it, you are a fool.
Just as I explained the unity of knowing and doing in the text, how can I prove that I really know?
How can it be done? Only through deep and long-term thinking, deep understanding, continuous action, not afraid of failure, and continuous attempts to do it, can be achieved.
I'm a fool, I always think that I know many things, but I just can't do it, but in fact, I don't know anything, but I think I know it, so I can't do it.
The brain does everything in order to be lazy and reduce consumption, and to protect one's self-esteem.
The brain deceives itself is a daily operation.
For example, those Qingbei scholars must be smart.
Those big guys in various fields must be smart.
To take the example of an online author, it is the kind of writing one book and one book, and the grades are always stable, so that they can be considered smart.
Obviously, I'm far behind, I'm an idiot.
I always think that I’m smart. Whenever I encounter any problem, I learn any knowledge. It’s superficial. I don’t know why to ask, let alone why. The real top schoolmaster can at least ask why and why. The why of the why.
Tracing to the deepest principle and essence is the first element of intelligence, or wisdom.
The world view of "The World of the Gods" was my helpless choice, because the world I constructed before was too sensitive to write, so I could only intercept some of it.
But the theme of "The World of Gods" surpassed my estimation.
Before the gods wrote, I suddenly discovered that this world is so different from my original perception, experience, and instinct.
It turns out that the role of principle and essence is so huge.
It turns out that such a great science is based on the axiomatization that seemed "plain" thousands of years ago.
It turns out that philosophy and science are fundamentally an incomparably close relationship between mother and child.
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It turns out that first principles are so important.
It turns out that various principles can be applied to all aspects of life.
It turns out that those principles of various disciplines that seem to be of little use to oneself can become a tool for everyone to think about problems, let alone scientists use them, and even modern business leaders who are worth tens of billions and hundreds of billions of dollars. Also using...
Forgive a foolish and ignorant person who suddenly finds a drop of wisdom after being ecstatic, even if the ocean of wisdom that I can't see is hidden from a distance.
I used to attribute the ignorance and confusion, pain and self-rejection during my student days to foreign objects, to my native family, and to my own illness.
Now I understand that my past failures are just that I have not been exposed to true wisdom.
In other words, I have been in contact, but I can't understand it.
I have neither thought deeply about the most practical common sense nor the most basic principles.
I thought I knew, I thought they were of little use.
This is the biggest mistake I have made in my life.
I have no complaints, but I am very sorry.
If I could learn to think deeply through appearances, pursue principles, and then use more constant principles as the source and standard of my thinking, perhaps I could mature earlier.
Of course, it is a bit late, but not too late.
4. What did I share?
The theme of this book is principle, thinking, bottom layer, and Tao.
To put it simply, everyone knows that Tao is very critical, but what is Tao? No one said.
No one said how to lead to Tao.
It is impossible for me to understand Dao completely. I can't explain it completely. I can only use my weak beam to shine on Dao. Not only may it be a blind person or an elephant, but it may even be wrong.
This book is saying that those philosophical theories that seem dull and empty are not only valuable, but can be actually applied to each of us and can form a powerful force to act on our world.
Even after the theories of proof, mathematics, abstraction, logic, axiomatization, etc. are established, the world we live in and all the technology are completely based on these seemingly false philosophical concepts.
I know that even now most people don't believe this.
It's like I didn't believe that when I didn't even understand a Mathematical Olympiad question, others could say the answer in one go.
It is a pity that my ability is limited. The more I write, the more I find my ignorance and barrenness. This is the reason why I want to give up.
Fortunately, I did not give up.
Of course, I do not produce principles, I am just a porter of principles.
5. What about the results of sharing?
This is the most tangled part of the final speech.
I have become more aware of the existence of the communication funnel, whether it is between me and the reader, or between people, and even the conflicts between people on the Internet.
One sentence may contain 10 points of information.
I can only know 7.
I can learn 5.
I can tell 3.
Others heard 2.
Others may get 1.
When others say it, it may even be -1 or even -100. Well, this is the cause of conflicts between people.
The bad news is that we may never understand each other, let alone the great principles of knowledge that are harder to understand than people.
The good news is that if we are smart enough (laughs) to learn and remember repeatedly, and experience at least 10 times, it is possible to obtain a full 10 points of information.
I originally wanted to share the fountain of wisdom, because it saved a person living in a knowledge desert, me.
The result was embarrassing.
This book may not achieve the effect of sharing, and it may become my personal study notes. It is my way of writing novels and using Feynman techniques to teach as learning.
I can't do such a big deal without drinking ten kilograms of Erguotou.
The more I think about it, the more I get to it, I suspect that this is the main reason why I have not finished writing this testimonial.
We all spend money to read novels, Xiaohuo, you tm update us study notes?
It's too high, I want to be quiet.
When I wrote "The Most Holy of Confucianism and Taoism", I was actually writing stories. Everyone sees that there is a very simple balance.
But when writing "The World of Gods", that balance was broken.
I thought it was enough for me to share with good intentions, but ignored the needs of most readers.
Yes, some readers may find what I wrote is interesting, but many readers who subscribe to "World of Gods" still think that I am preaching and reasoning.
The writing process of the past two years is essentially the process of my study. Everything in this book is of far more value to me than anyone.
I even have the illusion of "smartness". The past two years and this book are the turning points of everything and the foundation of my future.
Because, in the past two or three years, my whole person has undergone earth-shaking changes.
6. What has changed for me?
I said a lot in my previous fourth volume speech and year-end summary.
To be more precise, I have been a little smarter in the past two years, maybe only a little bit, but I did "do it".
For example, I grew up from fat to big, but lost 40 pounds in the past few years. My old classmates didn't dare to recognize me when they saw me. I haven't rebounded yet. Simply put, it's handsome again.
for example,
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I used to do things on and off...nothing. But now, intermittently...continued.
For example, I recorded time for the first time and only persisted for half a month. At that time, it was too difficult. But now, I started recording the time I did every day from November 20, and now it is August 21, which is almost a year. It's still going on, and it never feels difficult anymore. It will continue. Try it for five years or ten years.
For example, my habit training has been on and off for almost three years. After using my single-core work record for one and a half years, I upgraded to a positive feedback system in the first two days.
For example, after I learned about emotion management, my emotions are no longer so extreme and no longer excessively fluctuating.
For example, I enjoy the joy of thinking about a problem for a long time without interference.
For example, everyone who knows me now praises me for self-discipline, and even thinks that I am too self-disciplined. This is something no one has said in the past. Of course, I think my current self-discipline is still one step away from the passing line.
very many.
To use the book "Will Power" is that by constantly doing these things, my willpower gradually increased, allowing me to do things that I could not do before, and the willpower will increase again, thus forming a benign nature. cycle.
7. What about my past?
Obscure, confused, life has no goals, life is at a loss, but mistakenly think that he is very smart, mistakenly think that he has a good life, mistakenly think that other talents are stupid.
Every time I recall the past, I always have an unreal feeling. The past seems to be living in a dream.
In the past, I had no goal, no plan, no method, no principle, no ability, no good habits, no record, no reflection, no thinking, no effort, no...
As I said before, my brain was not mature until the past two years.
The brain is only developed in middle age? I don't know how science explains it, but this is how I feel in the past few years.
I also sometimes mistakenly think that some people are silly beeps, but once I have such an idea, I will immediately ask myself why he is doing this, and after finding the reason, I will further ask why.
Then reflect, have I made the same mistake?
What makes me happy and embarrassed is that nine out of ten times, I will find that I have committed the other party's silly beeping behavior, and even been committing it all the time.
Then, I will instinctively reduce my aggressiveness, start to reflect, and try not to do the same thing in the future.
Then, I slowly became tolerant and tolerant of completely opposite positions, instead of retorting or even cursing people when confronted with opposition from others or different positions as before.
Because, I noticed, and then forgave myself.
I used to fight and always fight back because I was over-controlled by instinct, only instinctively to protect myself, fear of being denied, fear of being discovered that I was an idiot, that is, habitual defense.
I used to argue with a self-righteous person who was black and white, and I forgot that the world still has red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple...
8. I finally have a goal.
My life for more than 30 years was a fog. I was like a headless fly, or like a little quantum that could not be measured, always able to perform incomprehensible behaviors.
I have done a lot of stupid things, fully demonstrating the bewildering behavior of human beings...
In the past few years, I have been aware of myself in various ways, and I have recognized myself, and then I have been constantly searching for the meaning, direction, goal, ultimate, value, self-realization, desire, dream, ideal, greatest desire, and all these mixed concepts. Let's set it as a tentative goal.
I finally found it.
There is no skill, just keep searching, keep searching, if one year doesn't work, then two years, if two years don't work, then three years, and then find it.
Having a clear goal is one of the fundamental reasons why I can change little by little.
I often think about the past and the present, and occasionally feel that, perhaps, my past is not deserted.
For the first half of my life, I was just looking for myself in the mist.
Now I found it.
9. My gratitude.
It is precisely because I found that this book is more useful to myself, so I am even more grateful to the readers who subscribed to "World of Gods".
Special, special thanks!
In fact, everyone can see that I don't know much about social interaction, and I even instinctively don't write about the protagonist and the female role. This is related to my past experience.
To put it simply, the current habits and abilities of human beings are mostly affected by the environment, except for the influence of genes. Childhood is the most affected, because that is the peak period of brain neurodevelopment.
If you did not experience a strong social environment when you were young, your family and the people around you did not take the initiative to communicate with yourself frequently, you will not be able to socialize. If you want to learn social skills when you grow up, you need to practice harder.
When I was a child, my parents went out to work and left me in my hometown for many years. They were basically the earliest left-behind children, although there was no such vocabulary at that time.
When I was young, there was no family communication, and when I grew up I became an otaku...
Therefore, not only do I not know how to write about social networking in my work, but in reality, I also don't have a good relationship with readers. I don't know how to operate my work, and even management is proactively approaching me.
I'm the kind of guy who typically has a positive mentality but does not take the initiative...
I really don't have the relevant social skills. I lack the relevant nerves in my brain, and I don't realize many things.
Now, I have a certain degree of consciousness, and I am slowly learning and working hard to improve
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, But the ability has not been cultivated.
However, whether I have this ability or not, I want to say, thank every reader!
My gratitude for such a boring otaku is absolutely sincere!
Especially thanks to the readers who subscribed.
The motivation to start "World of the Gods" was my impulse to see the fountain of wisdom, and the biggest motivation to finish writing "World of the Gods" was your subscription.
Those who have voted are all Hehuo people, and those who have subscribed are all major shareholders!
Special thanks to!
10. The content of this book
In fact, I still have a lot to say.
For example, the content of the world of gods.
When I write about Confucianism and Taoism, I don’t know how to end, but when I write about the gods, I have a beginning and an end. The story and my personal expression are definitely not perfect, but they are definitely complete.
I have written the principles and principles in the book to the greatest extent possible now. Maybe in the future I will look back and find many mistakes and flaws, but now, I did my best.
I actually didn't want to teach anyone, because even I don't know much about it.
What I want to do is to let more people know that there is such a thing. People who have read "World of the Gods" will see the principles, essence, thinking models and other concepts in the future, and realize that they have seen it. Satisfied.
As for what cannot be said, it is the story. The story is not the same as the truth. The story does not need to be stated clearly.
Someone has to ask Athena and Palos. In fact, the story is very clear. Perhaps someone will accept a goddess of wisdom who is righteous and annihilated. If Athena is really righteous and annihilated, she will fall into the reincarnation of the sons and fathers of the entire Sky God Clan.
However, she could not just watch her mother and brother being killed by Zeus and be indifferent, nor could she watch Zeus die indifferently, so she was Athena and Palos, and she made a choice.
As for the headless statue, as for the reason for the gift that cannot be sacrificed, I determined it from the beginning. In the end, I think it echoes before and after, so I won't repeat it.
The story of this book may not be good enough, the refreshing points may not be enough, there are such and other shortcomings, but at least in the web articles I have read, there are different things in "World of Gods".
Although this direction is not accepted by the market, or I have not been able to write it well.
But it’s not important. What’s important is that I did what an author should do: follow my heart and impulse, write at least one book I really really like, and don’t compromise with anyone or the market. Don't even compromise with the fool's self.
11. New book
After writing "The World of Gods", there is basically no regret.
Therefore, in the next book, I will return to the story and try my best to reduce the truth and preaching.
Of course, no one can completely curb their desire for expression, and I will try to incorporate possible private goods into the story.
The next book is the inspiration I got from the fairy-tale poetry, and then it is based on the Chinese classical novels of gods and monsters. Although some of the elements appear in the Internet texts, in general, it is still a semi-independent oriental fantasy fairy. Xia system.
In short, it is a very interesting world.
Do you think I am complimenting myself? No.
12, I overturned
Specifically, my self-discipline or self-management overturned, and my face was bruised and swollen.
After I finished the book, the plan was perfect.
In the first week, play games for a week.
In the second week, immediately resume normal work and rest and start a new reading plan and ability development plan.
On the last day of the second week, after posting this testimonial, I brag to readers how strong my Xiaohuo’s self-discipline is...
As a result, the car was overturned.
After a few days of high-intensity reading in the second week, I suddenly lost my self-control.
I recalled the reasons for my failure and realized that I had made the same mistakes I had made in the past. I was overly optimistic, overestimated myself, and set too high goals.
Let me briefly talk about what factors affect me.
1. Change in work and rest: I originally got up at 7 in the morning, but I adjusted it directly to 6 in the morning.
2. Exercise enhancement: I used to get up to eat something, make some plans, and then write, but now, the summer is too hot and I can’t exercise outdoors at other times. I go to bed at 6 o’clock and walk in the community.
3. Walking without leisure: memorize the standard Chinese pinyin pronunciation for a while, memorize a few thousand-character sentences, think about future plans, reflect on yesterday’s deficiencies...
4. Diet change: I used to eat some blisters oatmeal and get some healthy ready-to-eat food without going out in the morning, but now I walk early in the morning, my desire for food and meat cannot be restrained at all, and I was in the building every day. After eating steamed stuffed buns, my appetite got better. The first half of the walk was carrying things and thinking about problems, while the second half was walking and searching for breakfast food with a mobile phone...
5. Retirement syndrome: There is an absolute bottom line that I must write during the writing period. Now that I am finished, no matter how I make a plan, there is always a **** villain in my brain saying: Now is a holiday, now is a holiday, now It's a holiday...
6. Increased burden: The original single-core work method was just a simple schedule, listing daily to-dos. I usually do 20 things worth recording a day.
But now, upgrading to a new positive feedback system, in addition to the schedule, it is necessary to record ability development, record reading, record daily work and rest, record exercise, and then write down scores. In short, the workload is directly increased by five times.
7. Reading in the morning, the reading time is as long as the writing time before.
Using the theoretical explanation of the book "Will Power" that I just read,
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It is the willpower that I consume all morning, at least twice as much as before.
I wrote every day before, and I rarely felt tired at noon, but now I read only two 40-minute books in the morning, and I obviously feel lack of energy.
In the last few days, I read the book "Willpower", a 200,000-word book. I read it twice for four days. I took 12,000-word reading notes. An average of 3,000 reading notes per day was 6,000 newer than normal. "Notes" less.
After reading this book, my hands started to play games with my phone out of control...
In those few days, I can now imagine:
Because of reading the book "Willpower", the brain consumes too much willpower and loses self-control, and finally yells: Say good holiday, are you doing this to me?
After speaking, he lifted the table.
I started to lie flat, struggled for several days, and now I can barely get up.
This is the first reason why I couldn't update this testimonial according to the original plan.
Do you think I am criticizing myself? Nor is it.
13. Life is not a knockout.
Since it is temporarily impossible, instead of consuming more energy and emotion to blame yourself, and at the same time unable to change the status quo, it is better to lie down temporarily and then analyze the reasons.
As long as I want to improve, as long as I don't want to go back to the misty world of the past, one day I will get up and continue self-management and self-discipline.
You see, now I get up and finish writing this testimonial seriously.
As for this iteration of the personal self-management method, whether it is a major change or a major change, if I fail once, I will know it in my heart. Next, I will probably continue to fail.
and then?
Continue to face it calmly, continue to calm down, look for the cause, take a break, and continue to work hard.
Life is not a knockout.
If you were not born in an ordinary family, you were eliminated.
It's not that you are eliminated without getting admitted to a good university.
It's not that you get eliminated without finding a good job.
It's not that people who don't love each other get married and get eliminated.
It's not that people are eliminated when they reach middle age without accomplishing anything.
It's not just being scolded by someone to be eliminated.
You are not eliminated if you make a mistake.
Life is a round-robin tournament. If you fail today, you will try again tomorrow to continuously improve your winning rate.
The only end of life is the day of death.
Until that day, I can continue to improve my winning percentage.
I can roll over, get tangled, anxious, worried, and sad, but I'm still happy, much happier than before.
This time, I did not preach, I was just talking about myself.
Quoting a quote from Franklin: Although I have never reached the perfect state I originally wanted to achieve, and it was far away, through these efforts, I have made myself a lot of happiness, and I am more perfect than I have never done such common sense. Some.
Also happier.
This book may not change any reader, has it failed?
This book changed myself.
At this point, it is estimated that everyone also understands why I have delayed the completion of this testimonial.
I didn't drink ten catties of vodka~www.readwn.com~ can't write this kind of complete testimonial from above.
This still deletes a lot.
I really don’t know whether this strange final testimonial should be written, because looking back ten years later, this testimony will inevitably become "one of the past confusing behaviors."
This book should be the first and last time I have something to say.
Next, I will strive to be an excellent storyteller.
Thanks to every reader.
Thanks to every leader.
Thanks to every moderator and administrator of this book for their silent contributions.
Thanks to everyone who joins the fire.
See you in the next book!
Small fire bowed.
Dear, this chapter is over, I wish you a happy reading! ^0^
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