It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 13
It was also Shi Hai's first time to have emotional communication with a girl, and he felt a little ashamed, rubbing the back of his neck and saying.

"Uh, speaking like this, it seems that my view on love is a little behind..."

"No! I think it's fine!"

If Shi Hai wasn't the kind of serious man who would equate dating with marriage, how could I like him so much?
It's just that after listening to Shi Hai's evaluation of Tianshui, Jian Sichun was very curious about what the "now him" thinks of him.

Never heard him speak of such a thing before.

Whenever Jian Sichun asked, "What did you like about me back then?" ', he would answer 'I like all of them'.

But that's just the 'standard answer' for 'girlfriend'.

And now I am not his girlfriend, but I can hear his objective evaluation of myself.

"Then... what do you think of me?"

In the end, Jian Sichun couldn't hold back the question, and her cheeks were immediately stained red.

She too was ashamed.

After all, asking this kind of question is no different from confessing.

Shi Hai's heart skipped a beat, and he thought, "Sure enough, it's still here." This was his first reaction.

Because he had already made psychological preparations, he was not very surprised at this time.

But doubts are still great.

After receiving the love letter, what was written on it was not the content of the confession, but the girl I met in the elective class in the afternoon suddenly showed affection for me, which was really unexpected.

It can't be that she saw the scene of me practicing high jump on the playground after school, right?
I have never practiced high jump...

In any case, answer here with caution.

After thinking for a while, Shi Hai replied.

"Well... Actually, you give me the same feeling as Senior Sister Tianshui. For some reason, you all seem to know me very well..."

Jian Sichun froze immediately.

Sure enough, this is what he cares about the most!

Not acting naturally enough... Huh, big mistake!

"I don't think even if you are familiar with it, you can't achieve this level? So you all give me a feeling of 'experienced'."

Ruined!
This review sucks!

The green tea whore is actually me!

This must be explained immediately, if he had the idea of ​​'Jian Sichun is a slutty woman', it would be over!

Then Jian Sichun blurted out.

"This is also the first time I've been to a boy's house!"

"Uh……"

This shout was so loud that it attracted the attention of everyone in the carriage.

After all, there are not so many people playing with mobile phones on the subway at this time. It is not like in the future where everyone looks at their mobile phones and wears earphones, and is indifferent to everything around them.

This led to Jian Sichun's death on the spot.

She quickly lowered her head, clamped her knees tightly, clenched her hands tightly, her palms were sweating, and her cheeks became more and more red.

At the same time, I mourned in my heart: 'Ahhh!I lost my life! '.

This was even more embarrassing than the time when she was seduced by Shihai in a maid swimsuit with cat ears!
Shi Hai's shame meter was much higher, and he nodded to the people watching the fun without changing his expression, expressing his apology that his side was too noisy.

Most of the people also turned their heads and stopped looking at Shi Hai, but there were still a few people who continued to pay attention with the attitude of watching the excitement while eating melons.

This is not an atmosphere suitable for continuing the topic just now.

Shi Hai folded his arms and closed his mouth, Jian Sichun also kept his head down, the redness on his face took a long time to fade.

The two didn't get up until the subway arrived at the station.

Jian Sichun followed behind Shi Hai with his head down, like a primary school student who felt he had made a mistake and was waiting to be preached.

Seeing her like this, Shi Hai finally couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Hahaha, wonderful and wonderful! Thank you for being able to say that kind of words..."

"You, stop laughing! I'm afraid you'll misunderstand!"

"Afraid I misunderstand you as a casual girl?"

"That's right! I'm not stupid, it's not that I don't know what it means for a girl to ask to go to a boy's house!"

"Then you still have to go to my house, are you really interested in me?"

Jian Sichun couldn't go against his own heart when he asked Shi Hai's straight-to-the-core soul question.

"Yes... that's right!"

Broken pot?
Not really.

It's just that Jian Sichun knows in his heart that 'even if he confesses now, he will definitely not accept it'.

So just admit it.

"But anyway, you wouldn't just date me so easily..."

"Yes, I will refuse."

Although it had been expected, Jian Sichun felt very uncomfortable when he heard him say that himself, so he pouted and said.

"I knew it……"

"Do you need to say the reason again?"

"No need, anyway, it's the same reason as you don't want to pursue Senior Sister Tianshui."

"As long as you know."

"Hey……"

Jian Sichun sighed, and now she understood that Shi Hai was not destined to see her for thousands of years.

After all, he didn't even take a fancy to senior sister Tianshui, who seemed to come out of a novel.

"I really want to know what it would be like to be able to make you fall in love at first sight..."

Jian Sichun knew that Shi Hai didn't particularly care about her appearance, so she might not be such a perfect woman, but she would definitely be a 'novel heroine' character.

"I want to know myself."

Shi Hai felt that it was mostly because his rationality was much stronger than his instinctive part, so it was difficult to generate emotional impulse.

That is, people who are more indifferent.

Just like what his mother said, Shi Hai felt that the possibility of being an orphan was much higher.

After all, a cute girl like Jian Sichun approached her with an almost free attitude, and she even refused...

Maybe this will be one of the few good luck in the future life, and there will never be such an opportunity in the future.

But Shi Hai really didn't feel any regret at all.

He wasn't in love at all.

I don't feel that finding a partner is a must-do task in life.

What's more, no one in his family will urge marriage and find a girlfriend all day long, so there is no need to think so much.

Let nature take its course, settle down with the situation, don't go against your will, don't force it.

In fact, Shihai is the type called "Buddhism" in the future.

Jian Sichun was also relieved, because she found that Shi Hai in the past was essentially the same as the Shi Hai she knew.

He has always only opened up to people who have no reservations.

Besides, she was still a little happy. Although Shi Hai didn't fall in love with her at first sight, it also showed that he didn't associate with her with a casual attitude at the beginning.

And after he understands who he is, he will fully accept himself!
Just reconfirming this point, Jian Sichun felt that his heart was full of sweetness.

It's a pity that this kind of sweetness will never be there again...

Jian Sichun didn't get carried away, she took advantage of the situation and continued to ask.

"However, if you can't be a girlfriend, you can always be a friend, right?"

"We're already friends."

If it wasn't a friend, Shi Hai really didn't know how to explain to his mother the reason for bringing Jian Sichun home.

"That's right! We're already friends!"

A big smile appeared on Jian Sichun's face.

Smiling like a flower, this idiom automatically popped out of Shi Hai's head.

It seems that a lucky star is shining above her head, and her smile is so bright at the moment.

Is there any need to be so happy?

just friends...

Shi Hai couldn't figure it out, but what Jian Sichun was thinking was...

My friend, I'm sitting tight!

(End of this chapter)