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Chapter 18 is wrong
That night, he slept on this side of the bed and I slept on the other side of the bed.

i have no sleep at night...

After some intense ideological struggle, I decided to help him see a doctor.As long as there is a slight chance of healing, I don't want to give up this marriage.

Since I went to Tianjin, his parents often made video calls to care about our recent situation, and asked several times: How is Yifei recently, is there any sign of pregnancy?I thought to myself that he wouldn't touch me, how could we have children.But considering his self-esteem of a big man, he swallowed the words a few times, hiding it for him.

Two months later, his mother asked bluntly on the phone: "It's been so long, why hasn't Feifei moved at all? Do you want to go to the hospital for a checkup?"

The implication is that he and I were the object of suspicion, so I couldn't help it. Since he got married, he has been finding various reasons to excuse his unwillingness to be a husband and wife, and he himself knows that there is a problem with that aspect. I have revealed everything I have been hiding.

My father-in-law and mother-in-law obviously didn't expect their son to hide so deeply, so they immediately persuaded him to go to the hospital with me for a physical examination as soon as possible.

During that time, his attitude towards medical treatment was fairly positive, and we even went to a certain hospital in Tianjin hand in hand.But that kind of small affiliated hospital did not find out the root cause of the disease.

When the doctor visits the doctor for the first time, he routinely asks him a few words in the form of a simple "interrogation". Come back for a follow-up visit.There shouldn't be any major problems at a young age, and sometimes high work pressure and psychological pressure may also cause it.Try to relax.

In this way, the doctor said those words in front of me, and I thought there should be no major problems, so I happily went back with him.

The hospital prescribed a bunch of traditional Chinese medicine for him to go home and recuperate slowly. He did take it after he came back, but it seemed to have little effect.

My first love and I are particularly harmonious in terms of sex. I understand that a normal man's desire for sex is almost unstoppable, but he can't see any passion and desire at all.

In order to help him regain his passion, I have also tried many ways, and I have been patiently encouraging him, never saying anything that hurt his face and dignity in front of him.

I wanted to get pregnant early, so I bought a pregnancy test strip to check my best pregnancy period, so as to encourage him to take medicine actively and face it bravely.

In the past few days, I used a test strip to test that my ovulation period had come, and I was so happy to tell him: You have to work hard, these two days are my ovulation period.It is said that these two days are the most likely to get pregnant this month. After passing this village, there will be no such shop.

So it was like he had taken a elixir, and suddenly in the past two days he became the excited look he had when we were in love before marriage.

In the past two days, I carefully checked the medicines he took. Among the piles of traditional Chinese medicines, I saw a very special kind of big black pills. This kind of black pills is super big, with a diameter of four to five centimeters long.I've never seen such a big pill.I thought to myself, this medicine is really miraculous. Just when I lamented that the doctor in the small hospital is still quite reliable, I was disappointed again. His enthusiasm only lasted once or twice, and then continued to return to the original state.Since then, we haven't had a single physical intimacy between us.

I even suspected that his sudden "sexual" change in those two days was probably because he took some stimulant drugs like "Viagra" behind my back.But I have no proof, I just wonder in my heart.

Because my aunt and brother-in-law are doctors and nurses, they heard about his situation and suggested that he go to a big hospital for further examination.My second brother-in-law is a radiologist. After I took him back to my hometown, my second brother-in-law specially helped him have an examination in the unit, and only then did I find the root cause of the disease.

He usually smokes very fiercely, one after another, at most one or two packs a day, because sales often need to drink and socialize, he is the kind of person who doesn't talk much, but can be a hero when toasting and drinking. Clients get drunk and fuck themselves until they're too drunk and unconscious.We have been together for three years, he drank so much that he didn't even know his phone was stolen, because he lost his phone several times during social gatherings, and he often disappeared while chatting, and there was no news for one night.

Many people don't know that every indulgence we indulged in when we were young eventually turned into some kind of disease in the body and fed back to ourselves. It may be because of long-term drinking and smoking that caused him to have a young man a few years ago. Physiological diseases that are rare: varicocele.

I searched the Internet and found that there are many reasons for this disease. It does not rule out congenital physical defects. In addition to drinking and smoking, it can be induced by acquired factors. Another possibility is excessive indulgence and frequent unrestrained sex when young. Behavior can also lead to disease.

But we have no way of knowing the exact cause of the illness except for him himself.The only thing that can be confirmed is that because every time he does that kind of thing, he will feel pain and discomfort, so he will extremely reject things between men and women.

My brother-in-law said that there is no specific medicine for this kind of disease, and it is almost useless to rely on traditional Chinese medicine to treat it. It can only be treated with surgery. If the surgery is not performed in time, it will not be relieved as time goes on, and it will only become more and more serious.

(End of this chapter)