The Reborn Duke of Ming Dynasty

"Ling'er, what did you say..." Zhang Fan, who came back to his senses after a long time, asked in a trembling voice.

Luo Ling'er didn't speak, but her body leaning against Zhang Fan's arms began to tremble again, as if acquiescing to Zhang Fan's words.

"I... this..." Zhang Fan spoke intermittently, but he still couldn't say anything.

"Sister, don't say it anymore," Luo Ling'er seemed to muster up her courage after a while, and said this, but the voice was as small as a mosquito, as if she was afraid of something, "I know, I know that my life experience will be There will always be a day when my husband will know, but I never thought it would be so soon.

"I don't want to deceive anything, so I don't tell my life experience to my husband. I'm not afraid that others will look down on me, even you, I don't care if you look down on me, but I'm afraid... I'm afraid that after the husband finds out, he will...will not be a concubine..." At this point, Luo Ling'er seemed to have touched some pain in her heart, and cried again, and this time it was no longer raining silently. Yes, I really covered my face and cried.

Zhang Fan hugged her, he couldn't see her face, but he could feel that the seemingly mature and beautiful woman in his arms, who had been brave to put herself on the verge of danger for her own sake, was indeed now. Extremely weak and painful, like an extremely delicate flower, but it can't stand the wind and rain at all, otherwise it will be wiped out immediately.

Facing Luo Linger at this moment, Zhang Fan completely lost his mind. He didn't know what to do or how to do it. The only thing he wanted now was to hold Luo Linger tightly in his arms, as if he wanted her to pass through him. body, to feel his apology to her, this method is the only way he can think of now, and the only way he can do now.

As if feeling Zhang Fan's thoughts, Luo Ling'er gradually stopped crying again. Zhang Fan's embrace made her feel extra at ease at this moment. Even before, when she was hugged by Zhang Fan again, she had this feeling Feeling, but at this moment, Luo Linger felt that it was the strongest. This sense of happiness made her dare to speak out the words in her heart.

"Last night, after the husband came back, he was already drunk. Originally, I waited here all day. Although I was lonely, as long as I thought about what day it was yesterday; as long as I thought about it, starting from today, I will be fine." Always by my husband's side, never separated, I will not feel lonely," Luo Ling'er ignored the tears on her face, and continued to say in her soft voice, "To be honest, last night, I heard knocking The moment the door sounded, let alone how happy I was, but when I opened the door, I found that my husband was already drunk and was helped over. To tell the truth, my heart was really unhappy at that time. Some even complained about the husband, but the concubine was not too stubborn about it. After all, the concubine had already handed herself over to the husband. At that time, the concubine had already made up her mind. What is going on, whether it is going well or not, I want to let my husband...at least when he is by my side, he will be happy and there will be no worries," Luo Linger's words are completely a reflection of her heart, without a trace of She cheated and did not hide anything, she said everything she thought in her heart.

Zhang Fan just listened so quietly, he couldn't say anything at all, Luo Linger's words made him a little sad.

"But last night, when my concubine was helping my husband to wash up, my husband suddenly started talking in his sleep and told all those things, including that my husband already knew about my life experience, and how he wanted to use my concubine's life." Searching for news by Liu Shan's side, even the husband doesn't care about the concubine's life." When Luo Linger said this, her tone did not change. If Zhang Fan could see her face, he could even find that she was smiling. , It was just a wry smile, "At that time, I felt very hopeless, although I also knew that all of this could not be blamed on my husband. My heart was really hurting, at that moment, I seemed to feel that there was no point in living in this world anymore, so I might as well just die like this,"

Hearing these words, Zhang Fan's heart tightened. He believed what Luo Ling'er said, and even if he guessed, he could come out. At that time, Luo Ling'er must have been full of despair. Get up, but once it is there, it will be difficult to get rid of it. Now, he can still hug the living Luo Linger instead of a cold body. This makes Zhang Fan heave a sigh of relief, but at the same time, he never wants to let go .

"But after the husband said those words again," Luo Linger didn't know what Zhang Fan was thinking, but he could feel the heart expressed by Zhang Fan's actions, which made her feel relieved, "Hearing Xianggong was in Liu's residence that day, and he forgave my concubine. I was so happy. Although my experience was involuntary, it was full of bad deeds and shameless. But even so, Xianggong forgave my concubine. I know that originally I was just marrying my husband as a concubine, and it shouldn't be like this, but my husband is still willing to pay homage to my concubine. At that moment, hope rose again in my heart, and I think my husband should accept me."

Hearing this, Zhang Fan had a general idea, but at this moment, he was puzzled again. Since Luo Linger had already thought about it, why was she still crying just now, and why was she so sad just now.

"Just thinking about it, I feel that I shouldn't stay with Xianggong," Luo Linger continued, her voice began to tremble again, "Xianggong is a celebrity in the Ming Dynasty, and he will become famous all over the world in the future. And how can a woman with such a past as a concubine stay by my husband's side and ruin his reputation? When I entered the mansion yesterday, although I tried my best to avoid it, I still saw the eyes of those people looking at my husband and my concubine. The book is full of jokes, and I don't want to make my husband feel wrong because of myself.

"My concubine originally planned to leave here last night, maybe find a remote place to live alone; maybe cut her hair and become a nun in that nunnery, and from then on, the green lamp and ancient Buddha will be by her side, it's better than embarrassing my husband, but my husband After all, I just took a concubine as a concubine, if the concubine just left like this, it will definitely look bad on my husband, not to mention that the concubine has not helped him find out the evidence of Liu Shan's crime, so I can't just leave so easily."

Luo Linger's words sounded like self-boasting, but Zhang Fan knew very well in his heart that Luo Linger definitely didn't mean that. The current Luo Linger actually didn't ask for anything, but just wanted to say everything in his heart. Let Zhang Fan understand her own thoughts.

But even so, Zhang Fan was still moved by Luo Linger's words. No, how could he not be moved? Ever since Luo Linger fell in love with Zhang Fan, she has been thinking about Zhang Fan from the beginning to the end. There, risking her life to inquire about news, or for Zhang Fan's reputation in front of the world, she can sacrifice her hard-won happiness without hesitation, and endure the pain in her heart.

Such a woman, no matter what she has done before, can be forgiven, not to mention that she was forced to do it by others; how can such a Luo Linger not be liked by Zhang Fan, and Zhang Fan, How could she be willing to let such Luo Ling'er leave her.

When Luo Linger said this, she didn't speak anymore, but Zhang Fan, who was holding her, still felt that she still had something to say. After waiting for a long time, Luo Linger still didn't speak again, but Zhang Fan couldn't help it.

"Ling'er, what are you thinking," Zhang Fan said, "I know, you are thinking, stay by my side first, so that I can save face, after all, a concubine who just got married just ran away alone like this , It's too embarrassing to say it, so you are going to stay by my side first, and when people's newness towards you passes, you are going to leave me, isn't that the case, "

Luo Linger was stunned after hearing Zhang Fan's words. This was what she had never said to Zhang Fan, but it was exactly what she thought in her heart. Zhang Fan did not guess wrong at all, but how could she stay with Zhang Fan? As for her side, it may be okay now, but in the future, no one will use Luo Linger to make troubles in order to hit Zhang Fan, but it may not be so in the future. She has been around Liu Shan for a while. I have seen a lot of things, so I understand that people will do anything to attack political opponents and ruin other people's reputations, and she is Zhang Fan's weakness, and staying by his side will cause trouble for him sooner or later of.

Shaking her head, Luo Linger, who was about to speak, was stopped by Zhang Fan.

"Don't deny it, I know what you're going to say," Zhang Fan seemed to have guessed what she was thinking, and said first, "But I want to tell you, Linger, I love you, and I won't let you leave me,"

Luo Ling'er was stunned. For half a day, she only said one word: "Love,"

"Yes, I love you," Zhang Fan said firmly, even between husband and wife in this era. What do you think love is? It is love, but in comparison, these are too shallow.

"Loving someone means thinking about the other person all the time. For the other person, you can do anything, even at the cost of your own life, without frowning,"

"Master," Luo Ling'er was once again infatuated.

"Ling'er, for me, you don't care about your own life, and you don't care about the future that you will bear that is more sad than death. You love me so much, but you have thought about how sad I will be if you leave me. "Zhang Fan said, "I want to say it again, I love you, and I wanted to treat you like this at that time. Although I say it now, I am a jerk, but it is precisely because I love you so much that I do this."

"I want to make up for you, whether you have been hurt because of me or not, I will make up for the wrong things I have done to you, I will use my whole life to make up for you, promise me, give me such a chance to do it,"

"Sanggong," turning her head in surprise, Luo Linger looked at Zhang Fan, not knowing what to say, but she looked at Zhang Fan's expectant eyes, and the desire for happiness in her heart made her nod again.

The lips meet, and the room is peaceful. At this moment, there is no desire, no sweet talk, only silent promises and a firm heart,