35 this year

Chapter 39
In the end, Xu Hong was accompanied by Qi Chen and Qi Chaoli, and was carried back to the dormitory by Qi Chaoli's driver.Qi Chaoli told Qi Chen to take good care of Xu Hong, and Qi Chen nodded. After Qi Chaoli left, Xu Hong's cell phone vibrated. Qi Chen looked at the title "Xiao Qing Zong" on the screen of the phone and wondered who it was at this time. Thinking about his work, Qi Chen thoughtfully and happily turned off the phone for Xu Hong.

Chang Qing looked at the phone that was no longer connected, and thought it was ridiculous, Xu Hong didn't want to give an explanation, didn't he just turn it off?Chang Qing didn't close his eyes all night, and his attitude of resentment also changed. From initial suspicion to worry, Chang Qing wondered if something happened to Xu Hong, but what could happen to her?She stayed in the company all day long, and even if she went back to the dormitory at night, the dormitory was only a few steps away from the company. Besides, even if something happened, what could make her not answer the phone or reply to the message?He was waiting downstairs at Xu Hong's company before he got off work. She never left the company building. Ah, his workaholic girlfriend must have "blocked" him because of work. Do not disturb.

But when he saw Sheng Min the next day, Chang Qing knew that Xu Hong had disappeared after get off work yesterday, and she hadn't appeared in the chat group of the three sisters.The more Chang Qing thought about it, the more something was wrong, and he felt that something must have happened to Xu Hong.After Chang Qing explained to someone, he drove to Xu Hong's company.

Chang Qing knew the specific floor of Xu Hong's company, but he had never been there before. Xu Hong was reluctant to let him go up, saying that he was afraid that the boss would think that she would get married soon and delay work. Their company doorbell.

The doorbell rang, and a small head appeared at the reception desk. They saw a strange man standing outside the glass door. The front desk opened the door blankly. After being asked to find Xu Hong, the front desk said that Mr. Xu did not come to work today. Qing frowned.The front desk was afraid of delaying some business. After all, those who could come to Xu Hong were all cooperative, so they knocked on Qi Chen's door and asked her to deal with it.

When Qi Chen came out of the office, he saw a tall, handsome and slightly thin man standing at the front desk. Qi Chen also asked with a puzzled face, "Are you looking for Xu Hong?" Chang Qing nodded, and Qi Chen asked hesitantly. "Do you have an appointment? What's the matter? Xu Hong has something to do today, so it's inconvenient to come to work in the company." "I'm her boyfriend." Chang Qing's words made Qi Chen and the front desk examine him carefully again. Qi Chen said, "I didn't expect that..."

Qi Chen really didn't expect that she knew that Xu Hong was in love, but who would have thought that she would be in love with such a man? Shouldn't such a man like young women? Xu Hong is already 35, although she Well-maintained, and energetic because of work, but any normal high-quality man would not choose her, right?For a moment, Qi Chen wondered if Xu Hong had falsely reported her age, or if she was "cheating the marriage".

Qi Chen led Chang Qing to the dormitory, looking back while walking, while walking, Qi Chen suddenly asked, "That...how do you call it?"

"Chang Qing."

Qi Chen stopped and asked in surprise, "President Xiao Qing?" Chang Qing frowned, but still nodded.Qi Chen repeatedly apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I thought it was some client, who has nothing to say to his boyfriend, Mr. Qing." Puzzled in Chang Qing's eyes again, Qi Chen said again He apologized and said that she turned off Xu Hong's cell phone yesterday.

Chang Qing breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that it was not Xu Hong who did it anyway, so she asked, "What's wrong with Xu Hong?" Qi Chen pondered for a while and said, "It seems that something happened to her family, but it's not convenient for me to tell you the details. Say, you can ask her." After speaking, Qi Chen gave Chang Qing the key, then looked up at the floor where they lived and said, "12th floor, 1202, you go up by yourself, I have to go back to the company."

When Chang Qing opened the door, he felt that the room was extremely quiet, without a single sound. Qi Chen's room was open, and for ventilation, Chang Qing went to the room with the closed door.After knocking a few times, but no one answered, Chang Qing gently opened the door, the bedroom door opened, Xu Hong lay on the bed, seemed to be in a deep sleep, quietly, without a single sound.

Chang Qing walked over gently, leaned over to look at Xu Hong, and felt that her face was full of sadness.Xu Hong didn't often have this kind of look on his face, but Chang Qing always saw it from her face these two days. He didn't ask about what happened that day, but what about now?

Chang Qing tried to touch Xu Hong's forehead to make sure that she didn't have a fever, and it was fine if she wasn't sick. She was in a bad mood and was very easy to get sick. What should I do if I got sick?Chang Qing gently called her name twice, but Xu Hong didn't answer, Chang Qing thought she must have slept too deeply.

Chang Qing stayed for another half an hour, but Xu Hong still didn't wake up, Chang Qing wondered if she did it on purpose?Chang Qing tentatively called her name again, but Xu Hong remained motionless, Chang Qing felt that she must have done it on purpose, who can sleep without even changing her expression.

Chang Qing kissed her on the forehead and said, "I don't know what happened to you yet. If you don't want to tell me, then you don't have to. If you don't want to see me, I can go, but if you can, I will I want to share for you, I know you are the strongest person, but I am your boyfriend, I said to love you, and you also said to leave this matter to me, so, can you try to rely on me After Chang Qing finished speaking, Xu Hong still did not respond, Chang Qing sighed and said, "I see, I understand, I will leave in a while, but before I leave, I want to tell you that yesterday did not start. I just noticed that you were wrong, it was me, I apologize to you, this is my negligence as a boyfriend, I thought you were playing with me again, that’s why I said that you won’t forgive you if you don’t explain it to me , you don’t have to worry about that, when you want to say it, I can do it anytime, I’ll be waiting for you anytime. Xu Hong...I really love you.” Chang Qing thought, no matter what happens, let Xu Hong know It's good that someone loves her.This person Xu Hong has never been loved well, never learned how to love others, Chang Qing said, her heart twitched non-stop.

Xu Hong was indeed awake, and she also knew that Chang Qing was the one who came, but she couldn't face him, because she didn't know the exact time of her mother's death, even if she knew, the time before her death was also painful.Around New Year's Day?Around New Year's Day, Xu Hongzheng was entangled in his love affair with Chang Qing. When her mother's life was passing by, she was entangled with men. Her happiness was her mother's suffering.Xu Hong understands that people who are unlucky will start preparing for the death of their parents at around the age of 35, but why is it in such a cruel way?Chang Qing said that he could share it for her, but no one can share the pain caused by death. At this time, she can only apologize to Chang Qing, sorry for not being able to face you, and for making it difficult for you to love.

Chang Qing went out, closed the safety door, and called Sheng Min. Chang Qing said, "Are you busy at work? , but she doesn't want to see me, I thought that if you could accompany her, she might feel better." Sheng Min was only slightly surprised when he heard the news, and ran to the address Chang Qing gave. Come here, and on the way here, he also sent the information to Yuhe. In a hurry, Yuhe was worried about handing over the child to his in-laws. Wang Yihan was not at home at work, so he had to take Nuonuo to Xu Hong's house.

Sheng Min and Yuhe arrived almost at the same time. Chang Qing handed them the key and said, "I really can't help it. She doesn't want to see me, so I'll trouble you."

"What are you talking about..." Yuhe originally wanted to say something that they understood Xu Hong better than Chang Qing, but when the words came to her lips, she felt that it was not the time to say this, so she thought about it, Sheng Min opened the door, and the two of them were silent entered the door.

When Yu He came in with the child in her arms, she saw Xu Hong lying on the bed with a pale face, and Yu He felt distressed.Xu Hong has a small frame, so his wrists and ankles are very thin when exposed, but fortunately, his face is round, so he looks full of vitality, but now even his round face is too small. It deflated, as if it lost a few pounds overnight.

Yu He called out softly, "Xu Hong?" Xu Hong's eyes trembled slightly, and when Sheng Min called out, Xu Hong opened his eyes.Xu Hong looked at the two, tears fell, and finally cried out.Chang Qing listened outside and thought it was okay, the person finally "lived".

Looking at Nuonuo, Xu Hong was afraid of scaring the child, so he stopped talking, but Nuonuo was not afraid, and smiled at her, still cute and childlike, Xu Hong stretched out his hand towards him, and the little thing jumped into her arms inside.Xu Hong hugged him and said, "Do you still remember me? You still remember me..." Xu Hong hadn't seen this child for some days, and seeing that he had regained his previous vitality, he thought how wonderful, life is amazing, Where there is loss, there is recovery. It is said that there is no definite number, but it can also be said.

Chang Qing was standing outside the door, when the elevator sounded, Huang Guanyang rushed out of the elevator, Chang Qing thought it was Sheng Min who told him.Looking at the anxious Huang Guanyang, Chang Qing said, "I might have to trouble Sheng Min these days, let her accompany Xu Hong."

Huang Guanyang glanced at the safe door and said, "What happened?" Chang Qing shook his head, expressing that he didn't understand, Huang Guanyang became anxious, Huang Guanyang said, "How can you be a boyfriend, you don't know what happened..." Before Huang Guanyang finished speaking, the safety door was opened. Sheng Min gave the two of them a hard look and said, "You two go away quickly." After Sheng Min finished speaking, he closed the door. Yes did not get the answer.

Chang Qing and Huang Guanyang stood downstairs, and Huang Guanyang started smoking. Chang Qing glanced and said, "When did you start smoking?" Huang Guanyang said disapprovingly, "Everyone in business smokes."

Chang Qing nodded, smiled wryly and said, "Yesterday morning, Xu Hong asked about you, and she said that you don't seem to be compatible with those businesses."

Huang Guanyang snorted and said, "You know, I don't like this girl very much, her eyes are too poisonous... It's been so long, Sheng Min didn't see it..." Sheng Min really couldn't see it, or Sheng Min I have no chance to watch it. Sheng Min not only has no talent for her own work, but she has no talent for any work. She looks very clever, but for some reason she looks clumsy when she gets to work, and she doesn't have Xu Hong's smartness at all. .

"But, I love her so much." Chang Qing knew that Huang Guanyang always didn't want to see Xu Hong, but he just loved her, what could he do, she kissed him, she called him Little Sweet Bean, and she said she would "love her so much" She" gave him the job.

Huang Guanyang was silent and did not speak. He knew that Chang Qing liked this woman so much that he couldn't help it. Want to like this woman again... Who wants to like her... Yes, Huang Guanyang likes Xu Hong. On the night Chang Qing rushed to take her away, she lowered her head and said to Huang Guanyang, "Why are you here? I miss him a little." Xu Hong thought that Chang Qing's tears were hanging on the tip of his nose, and they were also hanging in Huang Guanyang's heart. Xu Hong raised his head and forced a smile, which was soul-stirring. For the first time, he felt that this woman was shining white.

Is it like flesh and blood?Huang Guanyang thinks so, it must be, because although Xu Hong is not as beautiful as Sheng Min, she is white, she spends a lot of time on skin care, she works out and reads, and exudes a different beauty from Sheng Min from the inside out. The breath, it is very different from Sheng Min who hesitated for a long time and couldn't explain why.But what to do, she is Chang Qing's girlfriend, the girlfriend of his neighbor who everyone loved when he grew up, Chang Qing touched the skin that Huang Guanyang coveted, Chang Qing kissed the skin that made Huang Guanyang yawn The inaccessible lips, maybe Chang Qing has already probed the deepest sensitivity...

Destiny, it's ridiculous, it could have been Xu Hong who had an affair at the time...

Xu Hong's depression even disturbed Jing Jing. When Jing Jing came to see Xu Hong, she had been lying down for a day and a night. Because the child was crying, Yu He could only take him back first, and Sheng Min accompanied her alone.When An Jing arrived, his face was full of worries, Xu Hong squeezed a smile at her, and said, "Chang Qing is too exaggerated, as for even inviting you here?"

Jing Jing touched her hand and said, "What's wrong with you?" Xu Hong looked at Jing Jing, blinked his eyes, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's nothing serious, everyone, especially people my age It’s all about preparing for the reception.” Xu Hong couldn’t say what her mother passed away, and there was no mother, after all, she didn’t even attend the funeral.Still the same sentence, in Xu Hong's heart, she was prepared for this, but she didn't expect such an ending, but she didn't expect that there would be her tweets in this ending.

Jing Jing looked at her and asked, "Can't Chang Qing accompany you?"

Xu Hong smiled again and said, "I'm very unreasonable, right? But what to do, I can't see him, I can't look at him as if nothing happened. Looking at him, I think I'm talking to him In those days when we were in love, how sad my mother must be, how much she wanted to see me, but I didn't say a word to her. I actually envy Chang Qing, even though I haven't seen him Parents, I also feel that his parents must be very good and must love him very much, otherwise how could he be so gentle and kind. The more I look at him, the more I feel that my daughter has failed. I How could it fail like this..." In the past, Xu Hong didn't feel that there was any difference between herself and Chang Qing, even Xu Hong would think that she was better than Chang Qing, at least all her jobs were obtained by herself, while he, always He stayed in his cousin's company, but following his mother's death, Xu Hong looked at her and Chang Qing again, only to find that this kind of tenderness was exuded from the bottom of his heart, and Chang Qing's easy-going, tolerant and open-minded won this award. The love of the world, but Xu Hong has to work hard, like a bloody battle every day.How can a person who can have a leisurely breakfast every day be with a person who sits in the office and refreshes himself with coffee every day?

Jing Jing looked at Xu Hong, continued to rub her hand and said, "I am still young, compared to you, I am still young, and I have not suffered as much as you, but I have read some psychology books recently. I am It is education, and kindergarten teachers are also education, so can you listen to my teacher? I think you have framed yourself in the framework set by your parents, or do you think that people at this age are still Is it embarrassing to be entangled with the original family? In fact, this is nothing. People, it is true that the influence of parents will last for a long time, very, very long, maybe for a lifetime, but you have done quite well. Chang Qing told me, The reason why he likes you is that you don’t look back. He likes you coming out bravely. You said you envied his family, and said that his family shaped his gentleness, but in my opinion, that It was also he who came out step by step. There is a saying in the "Tao Te Ching" that "the strong place comes down to the weak place". For Chang Qing, this weakness is gentleness. He wants to use his tenderness to deal with things and tolerate everyone .So he never confronts his parents. He will listen to their needs, but he has his own way of dealing with them. He never pushes you. No matter how you quarrel with him, he will wait for you where you are. Because he believes that you can come over on your own, because in his heart, you are so powerful. You say you envy him, and he says you appreciate you. If two people learn from each other, it doesn’t matter who fails and who succeeds. Xu Hong, let me tell you something, don’t feel uncomfortable. In my opinion, you have serious character flaws. In Chang Qing’s description, you were mean to him, but in my contact, I believe that in the contact with Sheng Min, you have never been like this. Have you given your worst side to the closest person? Chang Qing is very close to you, right? Because you I know, no matter what, he is waiting for you, so you hurt him unscrupulously and mean him, but Chang Qing will be sad. The meanness you learned from your parents has been subtly affecting you. When Chang Qing was mean, you became your parents. So, you said you envied Chang Qing, and your mother, who was so mean to you, also envied you?"

It turned out, it turned out to be envy, it turned out that "why can you be different" was envy, it turned out that Xu Hong inherited her parents' meanness.In fact, Xu Hong has always known this. She tried her best to restrain and suppress the monsters like her parents, but when she couldn't face it and was emotional, they would still come out. Switching to "parental mode" to fight against things she finds difficult to deal with, she wraps herself up like her mother is as stubborn as her father, and her father is as obsessive. If this continues, Chang Qing will really be sad, just like being hurt by her father She does.

(End of this chapter)