nonexistent experiment

Chapter 28 The True Face of Mount Lu (Part [-])
I clearly remember that when I woke up last time, the static pictures that appeared in front of me turned into continuous pictures, and then all the overwhelming pictures flooded into my mind.It's like a super jigsaw puzzle. It was originally just a few sporadic pieces, and it was impossible to see the complete picture of the puzzle. Now the pieces are quickly joining every gap.

All this happened too fast, too much information poured in at once, and I didn't have time to take care of every detail.And all I really care about is her, the girl named "Su Runyao".

I found her soon, which is actually not difficult to find, on the contrary, it can be said that most of her figures are in my memory.Just like watching an autobiographical movie, the encounter, acquaintance, and love with her are all so familiar and sweet. Gradually, I have a feeling that this is my life, and I am the hero in the movie.The only thing that confuses me is whether I am the shadow of the people in the movie, or the people in the movie are my shadow.

Until the end of the movie, I saw her blood flow from her nose. When she was lying in my arms, my heart was beating. I tried to suppress my nervousness, anxiety, panic, and even I could feel myself The trembling body, although it was just a hint from the brain to itself.

I instinctively dragged the progress of the playback in my brain, but there was nothing about Su Runyao, and she never appeared in any frame.

I had to turn around and go back to understand what happened next in detail. To my surprise, the male protagonist in the video was like amnesia, completely forgetting her existence, which made me extremely inexplicable and disappointed.Could it be that the previous extreme stimulation caused temporary amnesia?But soon I discovered that he seemed to still retain some remnants of memory, and he tried to follow the same memory fragments as me to find her figure
In the last frame of the movie, he hugged his head in pain and fell into the "Zhiyihua" bushes. After that moment, there were no more pieces of the puzzle, and the whole puzzle was completely displayed in front of my eyes. .

And at that moment, I seemed to be completely awake, and I saw everything clearly. This is not a movie, this is my memory.The reason why I have such a strong feeling is that girl "Su Runyao".I love her as much as the "male protagonist" in the movie. His every action and every mood are exactly the same as mine, and I can empathize with her. It must not be a coincidence. Is the same person in two "spaces".

When I realized this, I fell back into a deep sleep.

The serial number already shows 131.

The moment I opened my eyes, a new picture appeared.But now, for me, it is not so much a new picture, but rather a story that happened to me in another time and space in my coma, which is just re-enacted.I clearly told myself that this is what has happened, it is my memory.As for why it suddenly appeared so completely, I have no idea, and I don't care why.

"I frantically searched for Su Runyao in the small town.

Her home is empty; her company, there is no trace of her working here; the Ministry of Social and Public Resources, the result is that there is no such person.

I asked almost all the people who might be related to her, and all I got was a unified answer: I don't know.

The only one who believed in me and always supported me was Chen Song.Perhaps without his encouragement, I would have become a walking dead. "

Where did she go?I looked at myself frustrated and tired, and gradually lost my soul.That feeling of despair came back again, pressing me down heavily, without even the slightest thought of resistance.

Just when I was losing my mind, I heard the voice of the manager in my ears, a voice that I will forget.

"How are you?"

When I heard these three words, the previous resentment was instantly forgotten. This voice seemed to be my life-saving straw. I couldn't wait to blurt out: "Where is she?"

The manager was obviously confused by my sudden question, and it took a few seconds before the voice came: "She? Who is it?"

"Su Runyao, what did you do to her? I have searched all over, but no one remembers her, not even the Ministry of Social and Public Resources can find her existence. But I know, she must be there, what are you doing?" What?" I attacked her with a series of words like a cannonball.

She was silent again, as if she had heard the most incredible words, after a long time she murmured: "This is impossible, how could this be?"

"Don't be stupid, I know that you must be manipulating all this behind the scenes. Although I don't know what method you used to make me look like a clone, I can feel everything that happened in another world. "

"It's impossible, it's impossible," she kept repeating the same sentence.

"Nothing is impossible. You have used me as a test object, imprisoned me in this ghost place, and restricted my thinking, but you must know that human thinking cannot be truly restricted, and I will eventually awaken. "The more I spoke, the more excited I became, and I vented all the grievances I had accumulated these days.

"Awakening. Awakening?"

I feel that I have mentioned the manager's weakness, she must not have thought that I would wake up, yes it must be like this, I said to myself.

"You must think that I am a tool without thought, memory, and emotion to you, an experimental product that is not even as good as a guinea pig. Hahahaha." There were bursts of sarcasm in the depths of my soul, "You guys Wrong, I am only imprisoned by you, you can only imprison my body, but not my mind! My memory! My emotion"

Before I could finish speaking, I felt dizzy, and before I even had time to think about what was going on, I completely lost consciousness.

I woke up slowly again, no new images appeared, I just felt a little groggy in my head, as if I hadn't woken up.

"How do you feel?" A male voice came to my mind, I was a little confused, so I replied casually, "I'm a little dizzy, who are you?"

"I am the manager, and this is my real voice, the voice-changing software I used before."

"A real voice? What do you want?" In my impression, whenever a villain reveals his original face, it basically means that some bad things are about to happen.

"Don't be nervous, I just think it makes me more honest?"

"What did you do to Su Runyao, please let her go, I'm willing to do whatever you want me to do!"

"Don't you want to know who you are? Don't you want to know where you are?"

I was overwhelmed by the manager's question. Except for Su Runyao, I almost forgot that the question should be the one I was most concerned about.I don't even know who I am or where I am, so how can I talk about saving my beloved woman!

"I have asked you more than once, you... I have given up any hope for these questions!" I can only answer pretending to be calm.

"I'm going to tell you everything today"

I haven't been so excited for a long time, and I feel my heart beating violently.

"I want to check with you one last time, do you really want to know everything?"

I was caught by his words again, but this time without any hesitation or delay, I replied firmly out of desire: "Of course I am sure!"

After pondering for a moment, the manager explained everything to me completely.

At first I listened very carefully, and every word was deeply imprinted in my mind.When I heard about the epidemic, I secretly felt that my previous feelings about this place were correct. I did participate in an experiment, and this experiment was to save all mankind. I was even proud of my actions. But...why don't I know?It seems that my own memory is only opened from here.

All the doubts turned into fear after the manager told about the experiment he designed. All my previous expectations, all my excitement, even my self-moving pride were all shattered, shattered.

After the system changed, I didn't have any intention to continue listening. I only knew that Su Runyao's sudden death was caused by this accident, and her disappearance was also due to being deleted by the system.

I. I'm having a hard time even using the word "I" to call myself, I'm supposed to be what "people" call themselves, and what the hell am I?I'm not human at all, I'm just a piece of code in a machine!Every atom, every cell in my body is just a bunch of 0s and 1s.

"That's all for now." The manager finished his last sentence, and I didn't want to say another word.

Now I finally understand the meaning of the last sentence the manager asked me. The truth is so cruel. The reason why he never told me all this may be because of what the truth behind it means to me.

We just kept silent, and that silence became more and more oppressive as time went on.Just when I was almost overwhelmed, the administrator spoke again, his tone was very calm: "I didn't tell you something just now, I thought about it for a long time, and finally I think I should explain it to you, actually In fact, you are my body. Because of my special identity, I have given you special thinking ability in the system."

"I am your body? Special thinking ability? What is special thinking ability?"

"Only you can have this kind of dialogue with me here. For other gram bodies in the system, in this world, they are just a body without consciousness."

When he told the truth, it was as if I had received another slap in the face.At this time, I would rather be just a walking corpse without thinking, thinking and consciousness will only make me more painful.

"Why do you torture me like this? Why?" I couldn't control the anger in my heart, and all the grievances came up at this moment.Tears slowly ooze from the corners of my eyes. If tears have a taste, I think the tears at this time must be the most bitter.

"I have released your body control, I can understand your mood, you may need to release yourself." His words were very flat, although he said on the surface that he could understand my mood at this time, but to him I still only It's just a tool.

I moved my body very carefully. In this world, I have not felt such control over my body for a long time. This should be the most basic instinctive response of nerve electrical signals, but now I feel so precious and rare.

Because I kept the same movement for a long time, the blood flow was slow, which caused the numbness all over my body, but this process disappeared soon.I didn't vent my emotions like he said, let alone wanton damage in this space. These are meaningless to me. I don't want him to pity me, even though I am not a real person Human, but I still maintain my dignity.

I propped up my body very slowly, trying my best not to look so embarrassed and weak, I sorted out my mood and thoughts, and when I raised my head again, my gaze became much calmer.

"What made you tell me this now?"

"I need your help!" He hardly paused, it was obvious that he was waiting for me to ask such a question.

"Hmph, what's your trick? Do you need my help? What can I help you with?"

"I have withdrawn from the epidemic M development team, the purpose is not to attract the attention of others, and to investigate the problem through the system, so as not to be known by too many people about my purpose."

"You didn't answer my question? What does what you said have anything to do with me?"

"What I'm talking about is to investigate through the system, but I actually want you to be the candidate to help me with the transfer."

"You are so capable, even the system is written by you, can't you investigate it yourself?" I asked back.

"I can, but if I do this, once someone finds out, the consequences will be more serious, and Yu Yunlong will be implicated. The original intention of quitting the development team is to not make a big move, not to attract attention, and complete it when the opponent relaxes his vigilance." Task.

And you are within the system, no one will notice you for the huge number of gram bodies, and I can give you the greatest support, so you are the best candidate. "He tried to explain.

(End of this chapter)