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Chapter 123 The Man Behind the Scenes (35)

The man nodded after listening, "You said that there is nothing wrong. I really blamed all my mistakes on others. I never blame myself. In fact, I have a lot of problems. But I never knew it myself, including all the problems I encountered now, in fact, they were all caused by my carelessness after all.

I used to be sloppy, or I think that many things are not necessary to do so well, as long as I just muddle along indiscriminately, but in fact, if I don’t do these things well, the results he will bring to me It's also bad, I still can't understand this truth, until I really lost everything I wanted.

I just realized that all of this is because I didn't work hard enough, or I blamed all of this, and in the end you will become a difficulty that I don't know how to solve, and then they all hit me.

I don't know what kind of bad things I did that caused my result at that time, but your parents undoubtedly caused a lot of harm to me.They can obviously cooperate with me, but they don't want to, and they still want to quarrel with me and compete with me.

They said that they hoped that I could submit to them, but I am a strong person in my life, and I have had enough of the hurt caused by the gossip in their company.I don't want to.I went through those things, so if I want to solve these things, I have to accept my situation. I didn't mean to be against them at that time.

I just want to be a useless person who is not scolded by others. In fact, I am a very ridiculous person. The more others say that I am not good, the more I want to make myself better, and then prove myself to others He is a useful person, but in fact the practice did not bring me anything, or what this practice brought me was just a momentary gain.

I still regret it in the end, because to.In the end, I will find that even if I am recognized by others, once others start to change their attitude towards me, I will be very unhappy and even feel very uncomfortable.All of this, I hope it's just because I didn't work hard enough, or I wasn't good enough.

After doing these things, I don't know how to work hard to solve it, including once I encounter a situation that I am particularly afraid of, I will only let myself fall into a particularly painful experience.Many people have no way to tell me how to solve things. They just blame me and say that I am so useless.

Being so cowardly and incompetent, all my problems are caused by myself. Whenever I encounter this kind of thing, I will be devastated, but I always feel that these things should not happen to me. I always think how to fight?But in fact, I can't fight against anything.

I just become more and more impatient. When a person is impatient, no matter what he does, the result will not be very good in the end, because he has never done it well. As the saying goes Do your best and obey the destiny.

But when a person can't even do what he should do well, he can't get the result he wants, and all of these will eventually become a consequence that he doesn't want, making him Take it, I know my hatred for your parents is completely unnecessary in your eyes.

And these days you have handled it very well, you didn't make things crash as I imagined, you just went to solve it, and didn't tell me that you hate me, or that you hate me, your A peaceful state, whether in the face of inexplicable harm from others.

Mao Hai is still someone else's plan, you won't have any unhappiness, but you are just very calm all the time, you don't regard me as your enemy, so you can talk to me here calmly , and also hopefully convinces me.

If it was someone else, it would have exploded a long time ago. After all, the things I did are so abhorrent in the eyes of others, but it seems that they are not really big things in your eyes. I really want to know, really Don't hate me?Don't you think it's stupid for me to spread all the hatred on you, or it makes you very sad?
Why would you rather put up with it instead?Like me, becoming a person who treats others in the same way, or you are used to it, you don't think this kind of thing can hurt you, do you think this kind of thing is interesting? "

Song Yuwei took a deep breath, "First of all, I don't think this kind of thing is very interesting, I just think that there are many misunderstandings that have not been explained clearly. If one day I can explain clearly, it will not be the current stiff situation, maybe There will always be some unclear contradictions between people.

Or there are some incomprehensible misunderstandings, but in the end, I think that as long as there are misunderstandings, they will be resolved, and all of them are only temporary and cannot represent the long-term future, including what you said now.

It's just that you didn't think clearly, as you said, you have realized that you made all the mistakes.Blame it on others, let others bear the responsibility, then in this case, it is normal for you to be unhappy, under such circumstances, no one can obtain the so-called happiness.

It is not because of how hateful you are that you can have the current result. I never think what you do is so hateful. It is just because you have fallen into a misunderstanding of your own thinking. Under this misunderstanding , you can't be a real person.

You have real thinking, so you will imagine me as your enemy, and do some hateful things to get revenge on me, but in fact your revenge will not bring me any substantial benefits Injury is nothing more than depleting yourself.

If one day you can realize this, you will not do these things again. The reason why you do it is because you are not aware of it. I only hope that you can really understand after doing these things.

What kind of person is it, or you get all of this, and after enjoying the pleasure of taking revenge on others, you can now return to your true self.If you can have this awareness, you will naturally stop doing things that hurt others. You always blame others because you are avoiding yourself and not accepting yourself. In this case, you really There is no way to be happy. "

(End of this chapter)