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Chapter 124 The Man Behind the Scenes (36)

The man suddenly smiled, and reached out to shake hands with Song Yuwei, "Thank you, I never thought that one day I would talk so much with my enemy's daughter here, and you are not angry with me, nor do you blame me for treating you The things I did, even I myself felt that those things were really too much.

It has a great impact on you, and even brought you some indelible harm, but at this moment, I am shocked that you have not blamed me at all.Maybe it's because I'm narrow-minded, and I really fall into the kind of thinking error you mentioned.

That's why we keep blaming others and avoiding ourselves.I have never seriously looked at my heart and understood my inner thoughts, so I probably have this feeling.What you said touched me a lot deep inside, and made me feel that it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

Things still have a different face, I just let myself fall into a prejudice, this prejudice makes me feel that many things in this world are caused by others.

All my encounters are also caused by others, and such feelings and thoughts do not make me so happy in my life, how happy I am alive.

It will bring more difficulties to my own life. You don’t have to guard against me in the future, and you don’t have to solve such troublesome things anymore, because after what you said, I already understand how to do a Be a sincere person, rather than blindly blaming others.

After learning this, I believe that I will not do those stupid things again and want to hurt you. I am very grateful for your calmness and acceptance of all the bad things I do, and you are willing to talk to me This kind of attitude makes me feel that I am not so bad. In fact, when I was in school, I found that many people were jealous of me.

They think I'm too good, what about my grades?how goodThe teachers are always praising me. At every parent-teacher meeting, many parents will tell my mother that your children are so kind and excellent. They hope their children can be like me.

However, the compliments from others did not bring me any substantial gains. On the contrary, they gave me a lot of inspiration from others. They all thought I was a monster.

At that time, not many people were willing to learn, they just hoped that they could get something for nothing, but everything they got would disappear in the end.Because that's not what they get based on their abilities.

It's just that they even want to take shortcuts by including learning. I have reminded them more than once that no one in this world can take shortcuts.

But they didn't want to listen, so I didn't want to force it.Nothing is salvageable except that they cannot accept it.And I don't have to continue to dissuade them, they just need to get what they deserve.

Later, I found that my behavior was really good, and it brought me a lot of different gains.I have found that I can get everything I want as long as my attention is not on other people.I have encountered this kind of thing more than once, but, from the beginning of caring to the later disregard, I have indeed experienced a very difficult time.

During those days, I was always suffering. I felt that I was obviously kind to remind others. Why did others think that I wanted to harm them?I never had that kind of thought, but others didn't want to believe it, and I didn't want to say it later, because I knew that this kind of behavior would not bring me any benefits.

As for me, I am indeed a very utilitarian person, and I don't want to tell them how much I need the gains that this incident has brought me.Since then, all my attention has been on myself, and I hope that I can improve a lot.

I hope that I can have broad knowledge, but after a long time, I have gained more than others, especially every time my grades are the first or second in the school, at that time, I have an incomparable feeling in my heart. excited and happy.

All my attention is focused in one place, and it explodes in that place, and this explosion brings me the results I want most.My life is so full that those classmates who used to look down on me began to show me admiration.

That kind of gaze is something I really want, but they never gave it to me before. I have been thinking, is it because I am not good enough, or I have many flaws, but it turns out that it is not mine I was at fault, but simply because after I did this, I just wanted to please others.

In this case, there is no way for you to get a person's sincere blessing or sincere appreciation. They will only think that you are a very worthless person or someone who can be bullied by them.This kind of behavior is extremely stupid in the eyes of adults, and of course it is the same in my own opinion.

I started working really hard, hoping to get what I wanted through this behavior. , But in fact, after I get what I want, I will find that what I want is not the current thing. This is another kind of expectation and admiration that I want more.

I appreciate people who are exceptionally good because they can get what I get badly.So I hope to be like them too.Later, I really became like that, and that feeling made me so happy that now I also feel that it is close in front of me. Maybe others think it is something that is out of reach, but I also feel that it is A very comfortable thing.

I got what I wanted, and if I didn't lose myself later, I would probably be happy all my life.I am a very good person, and now I am finally willing to admit that I am good. I don't care if it is praised by others, or I have obtained something I want.

But at that time, I never felt that I was really good. I just thought that maybe it was because of my good luck, or maybe it was because I got it through certain methods.I have never recognized myself, and it does not mean that I am a worthless person. I am always the most valuable.

No one can make me get what I want, there is only one way, and that is my self-improvement, which is the most important element that allows me to get the result I want. "

(End of this chapter)