"How can you know the joy of fish if you are not a fish? I was weak and sick when I was young, and because I was half Sangnan blood, I was bullied, so I didn't want to see people. My aunt thought I was inferior and cowardly, and she always taught me to be tolerant, polite, and not to interact with ignorant people. People can't decide their birth and bloodline, nor can they choose their parents, they can only accept their fate. In my impression, she has always been happy and carefree. I never felt that I was a concubine and had low expectations, nor did I I feel resentful because my biological mother is a concubine, because even if she is a concubine, she is still very happy in her life. My father and mother are both excellent people. They have never treated my two aunts poorly, and they have never treated me and my brother harshly. I have been a child since I was a child. I was brought up by my grandfather. He treated me like a bowl of water, and the Hou Mansion was not what you imagined. Even if my aunt was the eldest princess in Sangnan, her life was not as good as that of the Hou Mansion. Happy, she has a soft temper and is not good at scheming with others. She just wants a place that can be sheltered from the wind and rain, where she can grow flowers and trees, and have someone to play cards with to relieve her boredom. She does not need a high priest to live a happy life. Sympathy. My aunt chose to accompany her mother, father, and Aunt Lan to die together, which fulfilled her years of love as husband and wife and sisterly love. She never once told me how happy she was in this life, with no regrets." Xie Jue said. He explained it as best he could, hoping that the high priest would be relieved.

No matter the high priest or the people of Sangnan, they always find it difficult to let go of the eldest princess Sangnan being the concubine of the Marquis of Zhenbei. They feel embarrassed and humiliated. It is also suitable for a princess of a country to be the queen of the Jianming Emperor. Why can she only As a concubine. In Beining, concubines are slaves who can be bought and sold at will, and their status is humble.

It’s even harder for the high priest to let go!

After hearing Xie Jue's words, his anger became more intense. This was the first time Xie Jue felt the anger of the high priest, "As a son of a man, you actually feel that your biological mother has never been humiliated as a concubine. The couple of the Zhenbei Hou Mansion really raised you well." Excellent, your heart is completely towards them, not your mother!"

"If you are aggrieved for my biological mother, there is no need. My mother really took great pains in my upbringing. I was weak when I was young, so I was raised by my aunt. If I were raised by my aunt in Beining, not only would my reputation be damaged, but it would also be extremely difficult to get married. Therefore, when my health improved a little, my mother sent me to be educated by my grandfather. She never treated me harshly because I was a commoner. In my heart, my mother and aunt are my closest relatives, and our family does not feel insulted. You are an outsider. There is no need to complain." Xie Jue's tone was not polite, and the high priest turned red with anger.

Xie Jue lit incense and respectfully paid homage to the eldest princess.

"My aunt is buried in Ningzhou, and the memorial tablet has been moved to Kyoto. The grave will be moved after three years. She will be with the person she likes."

I don’t know which word in this sentence stimulated the high priest. He was trembling slightly, but could not say a word. Even his lips turned pale. He gritted his teeth and said, "Your Highness, in your heart, she has always been your aunt." , not your mother, you have never cared about her happiness, her past, whether she has ever been married, whether she is willing to be a concubine."

"Is the past important?" Xie Jue admitted that he had not communicated much with his aunt since he was a child. Due to his temperament, he did not communicate much with anyone except Xie Zhang. "She doesn't want to mention her aunt's past. She has her own The truth is, the current situation and the future are important. Whether there has ever been someone you like is not important at all. She has lived in Beining, which means that Sangnan is not her place. Her homeland can no longer accommodate her, and that little love is not worth it. Mention. She is a concubine because she has a weak temperament and cannot survive independently. The Marquis Mansion is her shelter from the world. My father loves my mother deeply. If it were not for the heirs, there would be no two aunts at all. My eldest brother and I have known this since we were sensible, so how could my aunt not know that what she seeks from her father is peace of mind, not love."

He originally didn't want to talk to the high priest about so many family matters. The more he talked, the more painful he became. It was a pain he couldn't express. His biggest regret was that he didn't want to tell others in detail unless he had no choice. But he didn't want his father and mother to be discussed after his death, and he didn't want their family to be misunderstood.

"Okay, okay, I won't be humiliated as a concubine. You and Xie Xun have the same status. Then you are the elder brother. Why did he become the emperor instead of you? Your Highness is just deceiving yourself!"

Xie Jue chuckled and said, "You should have heard the story of Zhixu saving Yangzhou in Sangnan. If it were me, I wouldn't be able to do it. I don't have such a compassionate temperament, and I don't have the sentiment to sacrifice myself for others. Third, return the heart. I have hatred and want to settle old and new scores together. If I become this emperor, I am afraid that I will accidentally go on a killing spree and blood will flow like a river. Zhixu is the emperor's talent, and I am destined to be his retreat. You don't have to worry about it. I regret that the throne is not for everyone."

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