After the divorce, the salted fish beauty took the script of the villain

Fang Chuning couldn't sleep at all in the second half of the night. He didn't know whether it was because he felt uncomfortable or something was pressing on his mind. He always felt uncomfortable. Many fragmentary pictures flashed through his mind. When he wanted to take a closer look, they were very blurry. He It seems that I can't always grasp whether those fragmentary pictures are dreams or memories.

"What kind of picture is that?" Xie Jue asked tentatively.

"In the ice and snow, there are falling snow everywhere. It's so cold. I seem to be running on the ice field with a person. It's winter, right? Will there be such heavy snow in Yangzhou in winter?" Fang Chuning was confused, the picture in the dream was too much He couldn't see the fragments clearly. "There is no such snow-capped mountain in my memory. There is no vegetation at all on the mountain. There are only ferocious snow wolves and howling cold wind. Where is that place?"

Xie Jue knew that it was the snow-capped mountains of the Northern Barbarians. They made love on the snow-capped mountains. Was that the place that impressed Fang Chuning most deeply after he lost his memory? Xie Jue felt very complicated.

"I'm not afraid of making fun of you. I always seem to be stuck in that snowy mountain and can't get out. The weather is too cold, but I don't feel uncomfortable or in pain at all. I seem to feel at ease, but it's hard to live on such a snowy mountain. It must be very difficult." Although Fang Chuning had a vague impression, he also knew that it was a snowy mountain that could kill people.

"Do you always think of that snow mountain?"

"It was in a dream. I had that dream over and over again. Two people on the snowy mountain were clinging to each other and keeping each other warm. But I couldn't see who it was at all. It seemed like a dream." Fang Chuning wanted to see the dream clearly every time. He woke up when he found out who the person was. He pursued the follow-up of the snow mountain countless times, but always failed.

"Then let yourself go and stop thinking about it."

"If one day you lose your memory, wouldn't you want to trace the past?"

"People often say that the past is not important, the most important thing is the present and the future." Xie Jue lowered his eyes, and his sharp features looked beautiful and quiet under the light.

"But I don't agree. A person's past is the most important. It is the people and things in the past that make you who you are today. Without the past, your life will be blank and the future will be meaningless. No one can talk about it without the past. Now and in the future.”

Perhaps because of the silence of the night, some signs of Fang Chuning's suppressed pain leaked out. Xie Jue could feel his pain, but was unable to comfort him.

"Xie Tingfeng, why are you so persistent by my side? Can an illusory shadow make you happy?"

"Illusive shadow?"

"Isn't it? Fang Chuning is dead, because I am similar to Fang Chuning, so whether you try to feel at ease by my side or find a substitute, they are all illusory shadows, deceiving yourself and others. I am not Fang Chuning, and I cannot comfort your regrets. And pain, let yourself go, don't waste time."

Xie Jue laughed angrily and found it unbelievable that Fang Chuning misunderstood him, "So you always thought that I was by your side to pursue that illusory shadow, Fang Tunan... you are so interesting."

Fang Chuning is Fang Chuning.

If one day he really wasn't around and there was someone who looked exactly like Fang Chuning in the world, that wouldn't be Fang Chuning and wouldn't be worthy of his eyes.

But he couldn't express his feelings.

"Tell me about you. You look like the son of a clan at first glance. You have been pampered since you were raised, and you have everything you want. You want someone who doesn't have you in his heart. Why bother doing this to yourself?"

"When you are sick and confused, rest and talk less."

"Xie Tingfeng, have you ever lost anyone important?" Fang Chuning couldn't help but ask. "Lost!"

"who!"

"Father, mother, sister, aunt, eldest brother, I have lost many important people. I could have saved them, but it was too late, so I still can't forgive myself." Xie Jue lowered his eyes and covered up the pain. They once talked about When dealing with such problems, it was also in the freezing and snowy weather that I talked about that tragic massacre, "I can't be who I am."

Fang Chuning was slightly shocked. It turned out that he had suffered the pain of having his family wiped out.

"Is it an enemy?"

Only enemies would cause such a tragedy.

"Well!" Xie Jue raised his eyes to look at Fang Chuning, his eyes slightly red, "It's over."

"Then did you take revenge?"

"Revenge, I crushed his bones and reduced him to ashes." Xie Jue said lightly, "So what? I hope he is alive, my family is alive, and nothing happened."

"If you lose your memory, it may be a happy thing. You won't think of pain repeatedly." Fang Chuning said that if he experiences such pain, losing his memory is also a blessing from God.

"No, I want to remember that whatever belongs to me, whether it is pain or happiness, I will remember it firmly. Life is short. If you want to forget it if you are not careful, what can you remember in your life? Xie Jue said lightly, "How heartbreaking your pain is, your happiness is even more precious."

"Transparent, it would be great if they had the awareness like you."

"They? Who? What did they say?"

Fang Chuning said, "It's my parents. I always keep looking for memories from the past. I always feel that I have lost something. But my parents always say that the past is not important, but the future is the most important. Live every day well and be worthy of the present." "As long as it lasts." Fang Chuning said, "My mother said that I don't have many happy memories, so I just forget them if I forget them. I'm thinking that even if I'm as close as my parents, they can't judge my past. They think What is happy may not be like this for me. What they find painful may be meaningful to me and I should make my own choice. Maybe I have lost my memory and become very sensitive. I always feel that my parents’ attitude is strange. We don’t look like a family of three.”

"They are your parents." Xie Jue told the truth, "They all love you, maybe not in the way you want. There are many ways to express love."

He didn't want to take advantage of Fang Chuning's amnesia to sow discord between their father and son or mother and son. He hoped that Fang Chuning could reconcile with his parents. Mrs. Fang didn't want them to continue to be entangled. If they wanted to stay together until old age, they could only stay together for a lifetime. Friends, and still have to bear the rumors of others. For this reason, Mrs. Fang and the Marshal do not want Fang Chuning to think of Fang Chuning and treat him as if he has died a heroic death and live a new life. They do not want to be the eldest son of a military noble family. Carrying the hopes of so many people, live a happy and relaxed life.

"How do you know?"

"My father and I have been similar for a long time." Xie Jue said lightly, "So I don't want to get entangled with you."

"No wonder, he has such a bad attitude towards you, why does he reject you so much? Could it be that... I haven't lost my memory yet, and you are still pestering me?" Fang Chuning looked at him in disbelief, "How deeply passionate are you for Fang Chuning? Are you crazy?"