I'm sorry, I want to be a new person

Chapter 426 How does a numb heart beat again?
After thinking over and over again, Ye Da did not tell Xue Qing and Xue Ke immediately about this discovery. Instead, he wanted to wait until the two girls had also been promoted to the top and discovered the clues by their own strength.

With the talent of the two women, this is not too far away.

And he himself is crazily accumulating strength.

Finally one day, when Xue Qing came to tell Ye Da the good news that he had been promoted to the top, Ye Da told Xue Qing what he had discovered before.

"Sir, is there some misunderstanding?"

However, Xue Qing, who had also been promoted to the top, was already able to detect the anomalies. In the face of the iron-clad facts, she could only swallow this bitterness in the end.

"I didn't expect Master to be like this. So haven't Xue Ke and I been Master's accomplices all these years?"

This thought made Xue Qing extremely sad.

Too many people died because of the plague. Xue Qing was kind-hearted, but her guilt and self-blame were like gangrene in her bones.

But now that we know the truth, there is no reason to avoid it.

The two guessed that even if "Old Man Jiuyou" was about to die, he would never be weak in strength, so they did not tell Xue Ke, who had not yet reached the top, for the time being, fearing that she would be confused if she cared.

Afterwards, the two gathered strength, and finally one day found the "Old Man of Nine Nethers" who was still hiding in the cave.

Questioning, speculating, and then choosing to confront each other with swords.

Old Man Jiuyou called himself "Human Ancestor" during the battle, saying that all he did was to take back what he had given to mankind. It was mankind that betrayed him, not him.

He is like a bottomless basket, absorbing a huge amount of power from Kyushu, but he can only keep a drop of it to survive.

But the price was disaster for the entire Kyushu.

Ye Da did not waver at all for such ridiculous remarks, not to mention that "Human Ancestor" was too outrageous. Even if he really was, he was not qualified to cause this catastrophe that swept across Kyushu.

Moreover, Old Man Jiuyou accepted Xue Qingxue as his disciple, and even taught Ye Da, just so that he could have three excellent sacrifices in the future when he became weak again and could no longer control the formation.

The old man Jiuyou lived for too long, probably beyond Ye Da's comprehension. He didn't know when he was dying, but even the old man Jiuyou, who hanged like a candle in the wind, had the ability to surpass Ye Da and Xue Qing’s strength.

The three of them fought at the border of Kyushu for a long time without a winner. Ye Da and Xue Qing were even in danger.

And the movement here finally attracted the fourth person, Xue Ke.

It was the last moment, and victory or defeat was only a matter of a thought. Although Xue Ke had not been promoted to the top, he had a lot of power after all, and this power might be the key to victory or defeat.

However, what Ye Da didn't expect was that among the three of them, it was Xue Ke who was the first to be promoted to the top, and it was actually Xue Ke who was the first to discover that there was something wrong with the old man Jiuyou.

But Xue Ke hid it. She only felt "grace" from two people in her life, one was the young master Ye Da, and the other was the old man Jiuyou.

She doesn't have a sense of mission as a time traveler like Ye Da, nor is she pure and compassionate like her sister. She only cares about the people she cares about.

Selling her parents, beating and scolding her teeth, servants who bullied her, and even all the "filth" in this world made her disgusted and even hated.

So at the last minute, she hesitated.

She chose not to help either side.

The final result was that Xue Qing died, the formation was destroyed, and Jiuyou fell.

This battle, beyond the perception of the world, ended the centuries-old plague that had ravaged Kyushu.

Ye Da also lost two lovers at the same time.

And Xue Ke, lost his sister, lost his master, and lost a lot.

Ye Da can only let time wash away everything. As a zombie, he has a long life.

Unfortunately, this life has turned into a long period of loneliness.

The earth on earth regained its vitality, the Dabin dynasty was wiped out, and the people of Kyushu were able to continue to multiply.

Ye Da became the wandering soul walking alone on this land.

And Xue Ke has become a self-loathing person behind the wandering soul, hoping but not daring to get close.

In the first 100 years, Ye Da returned to the Ye family while traveling and saw that the Ye family was in decline and almost exterminated, so he passed down the "Corpse Control Technique" to help the Ye family change their ways and embark on a transcendent path.

In the second 100 years, he searched the mountains and rivers of Jiuzhou, found all 81 positions set up by Old Man Jiuyou, and tried to explore the avenues among them.

In the third 100 years, Xue Ke's life was approaching. In order to continue to survive in the world and wait for Ye Da's forgiveness, he chose to transform himself into a corpse. However, Ye Da still has a long life as a zombie.

Over the course of hundreds of years.
He worked as a doctor, opening up people's skulls and treating diseases.

He worked as a chef and invented hotpot, which is famous throughout Xiyu.

He served as a general and helped the emperor unify the nine states just because he had a similar temperament.

I also worked as a teacher, but I was never willing to interpret the classics handed down by "Ye Da, the child prodigy".

As time flies, the mark of a time traveler on him has been gradually erased, and his long life has even made his emotions thin.

He was tired of the joys and sorrows of the world, and he felt numb to the separation and death between people.

The world he once saved with his own hands gradually became boring to him.

So when the country named Xisaiin broke through the borders of Kyushu and caused pain to the people of Kyushu, he made a decision.

He wanted to reverse the direction of Kyushu civilization and get out of the status quo of spinning in the "feudal dynasty".

He wanted to make the extraordinary power inherited through the "master-disciple-sect" system completely open to everyone.

He wants this world to truly "develop" rather than "continue".

He had never thought about this option before. He only thought that Kyushu was the world of immortality in the novels of his previous life. Even after thousands of years, it was just the backward feudal era like now.

But when he saw the rise of Xisayin, he realized that Kyushu had other paths and other possibilities.

This requires external force and pain.

More sacrifices are needed to mobilize this great formation that reaches the sky.

For him who is emotionally thin, it's all worth it.

Although he could go to Xisayin alone and destroy the top leaders of this country to stop the alien chaos, he chose another way.

So he found Ye Zongguo, a descendant of the Ye family, and Xin Shilin, another top figure in the world, and took them to explore the Nine Provinces Formation and guide them in the direction of his design.

After several layouts, everything was moving in the direction Ye Da expected. The only exception was that a descendant named Ye Xingtian chose to transform himself into a corpse to replace his father.

This kind of behavior touched Ye Da's already numb soul, and finally at the last moment, he chose Ye Zongguo and Xin Shilin to be honest.

He wants to achieve his goals, but not through deception.

"How can you guarantee! After the gray fog rises and the world changes its rules, Kyushu will definitely develop better, instead of falling behind further and further in isolation!"

The alien race shattered the dream of Kyushu. Everyone in the entire land of Kyushu wanted to find a civilized way out, so even if Ye Da spoke frankly, Ye Zongguo and Xin Shilin did not give up directly.

Ye Da pointed to his head: "Because I have seen with my own eyes a better world."

In order for Ye Zongguo and Xin Shilin to follow his plan, Ye Da decided to lead by example, sacrificed [-]% of his strength accumulated over hundreds of years, leaving only a powerless soul to guide future development.

Before finally sacrificing himself, he found the snow carving that had been wandering behind him for hundreds of years. "I'm going to do something. After that, the rules of Kyushu will change drastically. I can be considered dead myself. You can also do something for me."

Ye Da lamented that the extraordinary inheritance of Kyushu for thousands of years was not easy. Although the "master-disciple-sect" inheritance system is backward, it has created many brilliant achievements after all. These achievements are various methods. He hopes that Xue Ke can create a The organization, with the purpose of protection, collects the laws of Kyushu, and the future official "one in the government, one in the opposition", to jointly ensure that the extraordinary essence of Kyushu is not lost in history.

Likewise, it was also to allow Xue Ke to have something to do during the long period of time without him.

The story between them should end.

"Can you forgive me if I become a young master?"

Xue Ke asked.

Ye Da sighed and said: "We have lived for too long, and we are not living human bodies. Our emotions have long become indifferent. Xue Ke, where is there hatred between you and me, and where is there love." In the end, it all turned into 'obsession'."

Then he left the incense burner that had been following him for many years to Xue Ke and scattered the nine stone stones in the world. These were all his back-ups to prevent the gray fog formation from getting out of control.

After that, Ye Da took the lead in sacrificing [-]% of his power accumulated over hundreds of years and [-]% of his soul as agreed, and became one of the weapon spirits of the gray mist formation, leaving only a wisp of powerless energy that was different from ordinary people. The human soul is inhabited by Ye Zongguo's God-Controlling Bell.

He has long been indifferent and no longer cares about his life or death.

On the contrary, now that he is staying on the God-Controlling Bell, he has rekindled a passion, a passion that will change the world in Kyushu.

Ye Jianguo wiped away his tears, but his feelings for his ancestor were still very complicated.

Ye Da became full of energy.

Ye Jianguo relied on his personal prestige to gather a group of outstanding people in Huajing, and then under the guidance of Ye Da, he established a grass-roots team.

Then he quickly ended the last feudal dynasty and began to transform Kyushu step by step.

With the lessons learned from the alien rebellion, Kyushu people's desire for "progress" is unprecedentedly strong. It is the best time to change customs and cleanse society. The resistance is the smallest in hundreds of years.

And Ye Da also became the chief planner hidden behind the entire Kyushu.

After hundreds of years, he was no longer the young man who could only copy poems.

He built a superstructure to help Kyushu people gradually get rid of the consciousness of "family world".

He constructed basic science and compiled the first editions of textbooks on various subjects.

He possessed a zombie and personally participated in many researches on electricity, chemistry, medicine, etc., accelerating social progress.

After more than 100 years and four generations, he finally worked with Ye Jianguo to turn Kyushu into a prosperous, powerful and beneficial society. It became more and more similar to the beautiful memories in Ye Da's mind, and even began to enter his previous life. The familiar information age.

Under the influence of the Gray Mist Formation, extraordinary power has truly blossomed. Those with talent can find their way, and are no longer restricted by methods and inheritances. A hundred flowers can bloom, and are compatible with the extraordinary.

Except for such advanced fields as nuclear weapons and atomic energy, and some fields of armaments that Ye Da, a commoner in his previous life, had no way of knowing, he has reached his ultimate, and there is no knowledge that can be used in his mind.

Until the end, Ye Da's weak soul finally reached its limit and was about to fall into a deep sleep.

His life was too long.

When he was young, he was famous for his reputation and worked as a copywriter.

Later, he was resurrected from the dead, but found an extraordinary way.

After that, after experiencing the catastrophe of heaven and earth, silence and chaos in the mortal world, he mistakenly thought that this world was the world of immortals and heroes.And remain stagnant for hundreds of years.

Until the gray fog rises, Kyushu is rebuilt, and a new era is ushered in.

There are no regrets in this life.

So Ye Da, open-minded, chose to sleep completely.

However, Ye Jianguo always felt that without Ye Da, the ancestor, the road to Kyushu would be difficult. Over the past 100 years, he had watched how Ye Da planned the road of Kyushu and how he had far-sighted thoughts.

After more than 100 years of cooperation, he and Ye Da have already put aside their seniority and grudges, and have become both teachers and friends.

Others don't know Ye Da's existence, but Ye Jianguo knows that Jiuzhou can undergo earth-shaking changes in just a hundred years, and Ye Da is the actual helmsman behind it.

Without Ye Da, Ye Jianguo had no self-confidence and he was a little panicked.

Ye Da's deep sleep this time may have really completely disappeared. After all, he only has the soul of an ordinary person, and it has been running continuously for more than 100 years.

"Ancestor, seriously, how about we just live for a few more years? I'll find you a good body!"

Ye Da sat in the coffin and said impatiently: "Get out! I'm tired! I told you! After entering the ancestral grave, you are strictly prohibited from digging me out, otherwise it will be disrespectful to the ancestors! It violates the ancestral precepts!"

Ye Jianguo was still unwilling and insisted: "How about this, how about you erase your memory and do it all over again?"

Ye Da was stunned, but he never thought that this was possible.

"Look, you have finally developed Kyushu to this point. Don't you want to enjoy it? Don't you want to experience this prosperous world? For example, like young people, go to college, play games, surf the Internet, sing karaoke and so on. , I know the ancestor is tired, but if you wash away the memory and try it again, it may not be unexciting, right?"

"Don't you have a set of "How to live in the world"? Don't you regret that the Ye family has inherited it for thousands of years? You were too worried before, but if we live again, won't all these problems be solved?"

Ye Da couldn't help being amazed at this suggestion, it was handled properly, and it seemed to be really possible
But in the end it was numb.

To use the words used in today's society to describe Ye Da, this is called a weak desire to survive.

"Can you hide this?"

"You command, I contribute, and we work together to seal the memory. This body of yours is not your own, and it is impossible to recall it."

Ye Da's real body had been sacrificed to the Wall of Gray Mist long ago. Now this one is just the most handsome and powerful one among the "Hundred Zombies and Hundred Coffins" of the Ye family, with only the strength of Fei Zong.

"But I have left too many traces in Jiuzhou. Not to mention other things, how many of my affairs have been recorded in Wen County's county records. Even if it is reopened, if I notice it by then, I will want to die again."

Seeing that Ye Da was wavering, Ye Jianguo quickly perfected his plan.

"Leave a soul restriction. When you see any scene related to the boy in white, we won't be able to stop it! If the memory is stuck before your first death, then you will just open and close your eyes. 700 year!”

The more Ye Jianguo talked about it, the more reliable it seemed.

"When the time comes, I'll play the role of a descendant of the Ye family who doesn't allow strangers to enter. I'll make up a story and say that you were just dug up, wouldn't it?"

"You want to play me?"

"Isn't this just for you? It won't hurt if we give it a try. If you find out and don't want to live anymore, I'll just bury you back."

In fact, Ye Jianguo wanted to trick Ye Da into not falling into a deep sleep first, but he did not expect that there would be so many changes in the future.

Ye Da, who was already lying in the coffin, waiting for the coffin to be covered and filled with earth, sat up again doubtfully.

That numb and rotten heart once again felt a sense of freshness.
He felt like he could live a little longer

"Then let's give it a try?"

Ye Jianguo laughed and said, "Then give it a try?"

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