It's a diary

Chapter 37 a4
When I was having breakfast today, I clicked on zfb to do a task and found out that the Double Eleven event had started.

It's here, so fast.

It turns out it’s almost November.

It was the end of August when I came to Qingzhou.It’s not that I regret coming here, I’m just afraid.

Afraid of military training, afraid of accommodation, afraid of bad interpersonal relationships...

This is what cowards are like, they are afraid of everything.Not surprising at all.

Terrified, afraid of this and that.

I didn't know what to do, I just wanted to stay alive, so I went to eat.Because I have to study, I will do whatever the school arranges.

In this way, there is still a lot of free time.So I started talking nonsense that didn't match the preface and the follower.

It has no meaning, no ideals, and no literary quality. It is just to pass the boring days.

I went back to Beiyu in September and met the hippopotamus.But I couldn't see Fake.

I also went back in October, but it was not that pleasant.We also saw hippopotamuses, but not fake ones.

Then, I returned to Qingzhou.I knew at that time that the next time I went back would be during the winter vacation.

Prevention and control measures vary from place to place, but I am traveling across cities after all.Somewhat difficult to handle.

The holiday will probably begin around January [-]th this year, so there will be no need to go back on New Year's Day.

I can feel that summer is over because it gets dark early.I don't know whether it's because of the end of summer or the bad weather, but there has been no sunset in the past few days, and the dusk is just so-so, almost non-existent.

I can't help but lament that time flies by so fast, and using "time flies like an arrow, time flies" is too literal.

I am a layman, and what flashes through my mind is the rapidly changing numbers on the hot water meter.

Simply.

eat, sleep.

Oops, I can’t remember what I ate yesterday. I only remember that I ordered tomato scrambled eggs at noon and afternoon today.

Sour, pretty good.

But when my family makes tomato scrambled eggs, I like to add sugar to make it sweet.

I'm thinking about Christmas right now.

I want to eat candy canes.

I need two. Life has been really hard lately.It's the same medicine that was force-fed on me when I was hospitalized.

My legs are feeling better and are no longer as painful as the previous two days.Since my health has improved a little, I want to go again.I don’t want to run, I just want to walk.

Sit down when you are tired from walking, eat when you are hungry, and keep walking when you are done.Anyway, the road has no end, no matter how far you go, you can’t finish it.

Mainly because I don’t know what to do and have no purpose.

Thinking of the ginkgo forest in Guilin, if possible, I would like to go to school there.

But it seemed so cold.

Forget it, it’s still early.

It's not too early.

My senior sister has started to get busy, and I usually don't dare to bother her too much. I just talk nonsense to her in the evening.

I've been busy lately, but I've been busy dazing and dawdling.Not doing anything serious.

There are always a lot of messy thoughts in my head. For example, I was writing math notes during evening study tonight.I wrote and wrote, I don’t know what I was thinking of, but the signature in the lower right corner said "Shu Shu Shu Xue"

It’s really strange, why is it written as “tree”!
Shame on you.

I hope that autumn will not end, that winter will not come, and that everyone around me will be safe and sound.

You can return to Beiyu on Double Eleven, Double Twelve, Christmas and New Year's Day.

I am afraid, always afraid that something will happen.

Afraid of not being able to talk about everything that comes to mind, afraid of my own body, afraid of being too cold in winter...

"It's just that he's too paranoid."

Someone said that.

In a few weeks, I want to go to the temple to pay my respects.Although I don't believe this at all.

God loves the world.Fake.

If you ask me, it would be better to go back to your ancestral hall and kowtow a few times.

I went to bed, hoping it wouldn't get cold so quickly.

It's fine now.

(End of this chapter)