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Chapter 6 Nonsense x1
To this day, I still feel that getting along and communicating with others is a very troublesome and troublesome thing!

I originally thought I would finish typing this journal while feeling sleepy after the evening self-study, but tonight I am doing some activities during the evening self-study and I can touch my mobile phone.Then I will continue writing, after all, what I hate most is excitement.

Before starting, the whole class filled out a mental health assessment form.

Fun tight.

Completed 1 questions in [-] minute, tsk.

No problem.

I always feel that this kind of test question is a brainless product of the times (just my own opinion)
It is easy for people with real problems to hide their illness; it is also easy for people with ulterior motives to obtain a diagnosis of a serious illness.

No matter which "easy" thing it is, I don't want you to be able to reach it.

I also forgot what I wanted to say, tut.

The sleepless night last night, the frightening nightmare at noon today, the long queues at dusk, the bustling corridors in the evening... I don't know where to start.

I didn’t feel tired, but I felt sleepy, sleepy, and sleepy.

To this end, I asked Hippo specifically: "Hippo, is it because I left Beiyu that you missed me so much that you poisoned me?"

You can feel the hippo's anger through the screen.

"Xuji, try saying it again!"

I said submissively, "Then why am I so sleepy?"

I really don’t understand, going to bed early at night, taking a nap at noon, and also sleeping in the afternoon.I'm still so sleepy after it's over.

I hate crowded places, noisy places, and most social interactions... I hate it.

Then I spent a short period of time forcing myself to accept these nasty things.Later, it took me a long, long time to allow myself to easily blend in with the noisy crowd, to stand calmly next to other people, and to look up at everyone...

Then, it took me four years to complete those three years of study.But I'm already lucky, aren't I?
I think the wind is blowing cool tonight!The night view is also good.

But I don’t have the extra mood to watch or appreciate it.I don’t want to laugh or scream.

I didn't even have the strength to break down and shed tears.

I really wanted to just sleep like that, forever and ever.Looking at the little "starlights" lighting up in the classroom, listening to the songs they sang together.I leaned on the railing outside the gallery.

This is youth or aliveness.

I don't quite understand.

I came out and told my old classmate that it was too noisy and wanted to stand up.Laoban asked with a smile: "Is this still noisy? How noisy can it be? Just stand outside and enjoy the breeze..."

I have always been more or less afraid of him, yes.As for whether it's more or less, I haven't figured it out yet.

How can it not be noisy?

On this day three years ago, the rest of the peers were sitting in the classroom listening to the teacher's chatter.I lay in bed and fell asleep, woke up and took medicine, took medicine and went to sleep, over and over again...

There is no one at home, but the curtains are still drawn and the door is still closed.

In the dark environment, I could only listen to my own breathing.At that time, even I wasn't particularly sure that I was still alive. My pulse was too weak, my breathing was too shallow, and my heartbeat was too slow...

When I feel panic, when I feel pain in my bones, I know I am alive.

Living, it turns out it hurts so much.

But it’s all over.It’s pointless to mention it again, but I can’t help but tell you about it when I think about it.

I'm sleepy again. There are so many things I want to say to you. I'm afraid I'll forget them as soon as I wake up.But I can't bear the heavy sleepiness and completely share those trivial things with you.

I swiped my card for lunch today, and after swiping, I had just 1 yuan left. It was scary, just a little bit less.The team is white.

No, it can be paid with wx.But it’s more troublesome.

I had to get tested twice every three days when I came back, so I did the nucleic acid test again.I really feel that this epidemic is killing people.

I went home and slept for three nights. Not to mention the money I spent, I also had nucleic acid tests done four times.Tired, really tired.

I can’t stand it any longer, so I’ll write what I want to say later.If you don't expect it, just let it pass.

I'm so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy, so sleepy!
Like being sick.

(End of this chapter)