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Chapter 84 1.4
Oops, I still couldn’t buy sesame seed cakes and pan-fried buns today. It seems that I really don’t have much luck with them these days.

I didn't set the alarm clock because I didn't want to disturb my good sleep.

To me, sleep is more important. Although sleeping at home is not much better, at least it is more comfortable than in the dormitory.

No one will disturb me at home, except for the wind and the chirping of birds in the trees downstairs, there are no other unnecessary sounds.

But to be honest, I really hope that the sun can shine in from outside the window and shine on me.How nice that is.

I always feel annoyed later: The bay window in my room is so big, why didn’t I just make a bed based on it?

In this way, when you occasionally have a sudden impulse, you don't need to go to the bay window to listen to the rain and wind.

Moreover, you can still see the sunset there, and you can see the sunrise reflected from the windows of the building diagonally opposite.The light will also shine there.

I previously wanted to put a rocking chair or a small tea table on the balcony.But during that time, the lily of the valley I had raised for several months died. I was depressed about this for a long time, and completely forgot about what I had thought about before.

I really feel regretful, because the leaves are obviously spread out, but maybe it will bloom in another month.

During the Chinese New Year, I just went back home and that was it.

I remember that the pear tree was still there at that time.

I had the idea of ​​​​taking a serious look at it, but I didn't dare to say it out loud.Because the people in the courtyard bought a house in the county town, and the house there naturally became abandoned.It has long been overgrown with weeds, and even the wall surrounding the inside collapsed suddenly due to either a storm or the ruthless passage of time.

At that time, I was standing next to the longan tree planted outside the wall, staring intently at the pear tree inside.

The well under the pear tree was covered with green moss, and the tile-roofed houses behind it had long since collapsed.

The load-bearing beam was broken, and the tiles on it fell to the ground. I couldn't see clearly because the weeds and wildflowers that took root somewhere had already grown and spread to that place.

The wall was reduced to about [-] to [-] centimeters of foundation, and it didn't take much effort to climb in.

At that time, I kept thinking whether I should do this.

In the end, there were none because the weeds and other things inside grew a bit densely.It was not far from home, and I was afraid of being seen and told.I'm also afraid that once I get in, I won't be able to get it out.

Ugh, that's how I used to climb trees.Once you go up, you can't get back down. After falling hard several times, you don't dare to do it again.

I wanted to break off a pear blossom, but I couldn't get it for one or two years.

Then, the pear tree disappeared.

I still can't quite understand why in the end, those shabby tile-roofed houses were demolished and the walls were demolished, but the longan trees outside the walls were left behind.

The longan tree was only three meters away from the pear tree.

I always feel like the memory in my mind is getting more and more confusing.

I dreamed a few days ago that there was a pot of pothos on the top of the wine cabinet at home. It was growing so well that it had already hung down to the middle of the wine cabinet and reached the empty fish tank.

I didn't take it seriously after I woke up. Today, when I saw a few pots of golden-edged spider plants that were growing particularly well at the flower and bird market, I suddenly remembered that dream.

For a moment, I even felt that the hanging pot of green radish in my dream overlapped with the golden-edged spider plant in front of me.

This was nothing, and it didn’t scare me. I just felt it was quite magical all of a sudden.

While thinking about it, I remembered the golden spider plant I had seen when I went to that flower shop many times before.

I have never understood why flowers and plants can grow so well and beautifully if others raise them.

There is a friend who loves flowers and plants at home. He doesn’t grow any roses, but he has many ordinary plants.Like bougainvillea, camellia, golden-edged tiger orchid, some asparagus, azalea... Her family likes orchids, so they also planted many orchids. The problem is, they also raise them well.

I like flowers and plants, but I generally have no talent for growing them.It’s not quite right to say that, after all, I have also succeeded.

I went out today, and I probably won’t go out and wander around tomorrow. No matter why, my wallet can’t bear it.

Maybe I'll go out too. I've always wanted to go to the temple halfway up the mountainside of a certain scenic spot in Beiyu Island because I think it's a clean place.

There are also a few bus coupons, rounded up, it is also considered free prostitution.

It can only be said to be average, but the building is still good, the surrounding scenery is also good, and most importantly, it is free.

The Buddha statue there is very tall.Not to mention, the whole temple is huge. Last time I went there, I saw a pagoda under construction.

I just wanted to see the camellias growing there.

In mid-December last year, I went there with Bianbian.

At that time, I felt unlucky. The cold and wet weather also made me lose my energy, and the exam was coming soon. After thinking about it, I decided to go shopping.

I was very smart at that time, so I took a bus with a pocket full of dimes.I still have a small jar of coins, but I can’t spend them.

Moreover, I went shopping for groceries today and received a few more items.

At that time, one day I brought Coca-Cola into school and was caught by the director. One day in class I was caught looking at my cell phone by the principal. On the third day it was cold. I didn’t wake up in the first few minutes of class. I held my chin in a daze and was knocked on the head by the principal... …

The most outrageous thing is that a citizen of Sanhao was almost hit by a car when he passed the green light.

Don't run the red light, it's easy to get into trouble, really.

That day I went to the temple and stayed for a few hours, looking around at the incense sticks, sitting in a daze, and walking around.

It was really cold that day, and I shiver just thinking about it now.

Later, I helped the aunt who was watering the flowers with the water pipe, and I started chatting with her comfortably.

I also learned from her the origin of the monk who built this temple, and why there were camellias, azaleas, some roses, and jasmine planted inside.

At first, they just wanted to grow camellia.The reason is simple, camellias are beautiful.

But I don’t know why, the beautiful and easy-to-grow camellias didn’t survive there, and the ones that survived grew just average.

Of the two remaining camellia plants, I know that one is pink, but the other one is not very clear.As for the others, most of them are transplanted in by chance, and then they grow better and better.

Compared to those, I am still more interested in those two camellia trees.

Not far from our community, there is a place where all are private buildings.It is said to be a private building, but in fact it is almost the same as a villa.

That was the way I used to go to school.

There was a house where a camellia tree was planted on both sides of the entrance, and the flowers were red.

Most camellias begin to bloom in December. In my impression, the tea tree in front of that house bloomed during this period.Maybe sooner.

The flowers on those two camellia trees were very beautiful and numerous, and they were covered with camellia trees that were taller than me.

I thought about it countless times, one day, pretending to walk by casually, and then pick up a few fallen camellias.After thinking and thinking, the camellia bloomed.Thinking about it, December has passed.After a moment of hesitation, the New Year is here.After thinking for a moment, the camellia flowering period has passed.

I have been paying attention to the camellias there since a few years ago.

Three years ago, two camellia trees stood opposite each other. They were the same height and grew equally well.

Two years ago, it was still the same as before.

I don't know since when, the camellia tree on one side actually declined at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Last year, a tree was in full bloom, and the treetops were covered with bright red flowers.The other tree was actually much shorter, with most of its leaves missing.

This year, I have actually passed that road many times since I came back.That camellia tree didn’t even have a few leaves left.

Really, what the heck.

A sentence comes to mind: "One person goes to death, another person goes to life."

Today I saw a lot of camellia trees at the flower and bird market. They may be new varieties. The flowers they bloom are very big.

I also saw hydrangeas, but I didn’t quite understand. The flowering period of Chinese hydrangeas should be in spring and summer, and the flowering period of hydrangea should be summer. Why can I still see such beautiful blue hydrangeas blooming in this season?

I once wrote something like this - "Endless summer cannot come to the end of summer, but love can."

I've been to those stores several times.

It can barely be considered as something I passed by when I was going to school, but I don’t particularly like that road, mainly because there are a lot of big trucks there, and I’m timid.

The city of Beiyu only emerged later.

At first, everyone may have thought that this coastal city would have great potential.But the reality is in front of us, no, I’m so messed up now, tsk.

Because it is a relatively new city, the urban layout is very neatly planned.

There are many ways for me to go to school.It's connected everywhere, I can drill everywhere.

This is the advantage of staying in a city for a long time - you can get to know every corner of it.

Once, in order to make wine, I went to a flower shop and brought back a pot of mint.I vaguely remember that day, the sun was warm and the wind was cool, and I went home holding the pot of mint.

After some time, I went to that store again after school one afternoon. I rummaged through the room full of flower pots for a long time before I selected this purple flower pot with a frosted appearance and gradient. .

I also tried to bargain with her, from fifteen to twelve, which was still ten yuan.

Or it might not have been cut down at all.

But I was happy that day. I took the flowerpot back home.

I asked my boss to give me some soil, and it turned out that because of this, I later discovered that there was a small centipede in it.

I used that flowerpot to plant lilies of the valley, but the flowerpot was too small and I could only plant two plants.I took the remaining ones and placed them at my aunt's door downstairs. She also likes flowers.

Later, Lily of the Valley died and Mint did not come back to life.

I originally raised mint for mixing wine, but until now, the bottle of wine is still well placed in the wine cellar on the wine cabinet.

Then I planted Gesang flowers in that flowerpot again. Fortunately, this time, the flowers bloomed.After blooming once, that's it.

The flowers have faded, and the fruit wine I brewed in the first half of the year has also faded.

Baozi came to see me for a few drinks. When she saw the empty flowerpot, she wondered, "Your decoration is quite unique."

I glanced at her and replied, "That's not true. I found this flowerpot after school one day after rummaging for more than half an hour. It looks good."

I only told her that lily of the valley had been planted there.

"Because I heard that the flower language of lily of the valley is: the return of happiness, so I wanted to see if the lost happiness would return. But it died and I didn't feed it."

Baozi is the master of anti-hypocrisy. She asked me to pour a little more for her, "Don't buckle and search..."

Then he slowly replied to what I said before. "Have you ever heard of Schrödinger's cat? You know about space folding? When your lily of the valley dies, the lily of the valley in another dimension survives. It's a good thing."

Unreasonable.

I recently opened a new game account and took some time to take care of it.It’s not interesting, but I don’t know what to do otherwise.

I couldn't sleep and kept talking nonsense.

In the building diagonally opposite, I don’t know which floor, their lights are always on. It seems that because of this, there is always light shining into my room.

Everyone has turned off their lights now.

I can't stand it anymore, let's go to sleep.

I hope I can get up tomorrow so that I can buy pan-fried buns.

(End of this chapter)