It's a diary

Chapter 85 1.5
Not sleepy, but quite tired.Now it's not unusual for me to sleep until tomorrow afternoon.

It turns out that the weather has been bad recently and the sun has not been shining.It's just because I always slept until noon a few days ago, so I couldn't see it.

I woke up a little early today, but I guess I couldn't make it in time for breakfast, so I gave up the idea of ​​going out and sat on the end of the bed with my stuffed bear in my arms, looking at all the places outside that could be hit by the sun.

I have always felt that in winter, as long as the sun comes out, it can be considered a beautiful day.

At that time, I thought, should I get up and go out to bask in the sun and go for a walk.

The first place I thought of was the temple halfway up the mountain. I also wanted to see the sea on the mountain and walk on the nearby rocks.But I also know that even if it is such a nice day, the wind is still a little cool. If it is at the beach, it will be even colder.

It's remote over there, and cars can drive to those places, but I don't want to do that. I always choose to take the bus every time I go there.

In the past few years, I have gone there every year to stay for a short while, because it is really peaceful.

The colder the weather, the deserted it becomes.

It's cold and everyone is reluctant to move. People even talk a lot less.Naturally it became deserted.

I like the deserted place, but I am afraid of the cold.

It may also be because of the current situation. I feel that Beiyu is not lively now and there are not many people.I remember that even though it was so cold last year, there were still many tourists from far away who chose to spend the winter in Beiyu.

You can always encounter them, lots and lots of them.

You can tell one is because of the accent and the other is the height.

Northerners are generally tall.

For this reason, one winter, I drank Panax notoginseng powder for a month or two, hoping to grow taller and not look like a short winter melon.

I don’t know if I use it, but I still remember that Panax notoginseng powder is very bitter.

A long time ago, when I went to the beach with the rocks, I saw many fortune tellers setting up stalls.

Then one day several years later, I don’t know why, but I suddenly wanted to do a fortune telling.

Just think about this kind of thing, but it actually makes no sense at all.

That year, I found a white plastic bag at the beach and filled it with half a bag of sand to take home.Although I don’t remember what happened to the bag of sand in the end.To this day, I still want to decorate the sand there.

But it seems that in the past few years, it has been explicitly prohibited from doing so.

I poured a cup of Sprite today and drank it experimentally in small sips. Suddenly I thought of something and ran to another room and dug out Bai Xianyong's book "Trees Are Like This".

I read it carefully, but I didn’t read it for long.

I liked the last paragraph of that article. When I was studying in Beiyu in the first half of this year, I read it softly over and over again while holding the book in my hand.

"On a spring day, I sat on an armchair in the garden, sipping tea and reading the newspaper, accompanied by hundreds of flowers, and enjoying the transient prosperity of the world for the time being. The only drawback is that when I look up, I always see the two remaining trees in the west corner of the garden. In the middle of the Italian cypress trees, there is a blank space. In the gap, the clear blue sky and long white clouds are reflected. It is a crack in the sky that even Nuwa's refined stone cannot make up."

I was thinking at the beginning, how much I like and how deeply I love this.Only then could he compare it to "a crack in the sky that even Nuwa's refining of stones could not make up for."

Now, I seem to understand, but I don’t seem to understand either.

It feels like growing up, growing up, yet still seems like a child.

When I wake up, I go to sleep. When I wake up, I sleep in a daze, read a book, and live another day.

I went out for a walk yesterday, ate pancakes and fruit, bought yogurt, picked out my favorite pot among a variety of meats, and took it home.

I wanted to go out for a walk today, but I hesitated. The weather became gloomy again.

I went out after night, wandered around and ate cones.

When I left the mall, I saw a group of children setting off fireworks in the open space by the side entrance of the mall. I really wanted to play.

The wind was chilly, and there were colorful neon lights all around, but a little further away it was pitch black.Hey, in order to save energy, the street lights are turned on half way.It's open here and not that way. I don't know who the clever guy came up with the idea.

I remembered that when I came back yesterday, I happened to see the old banyan trees sprouting in the green belt. Spring seemed to have arrived in Beiyu.

The potted camellias in the flower shop have all bloomed, but some of the camellias growing in my community have not bloomed.Sometimes I really don’t understand what’s going on with this flower.

(End of this chapter)