i'm not a bad man

Chapter 154 She is a big star, I am a nobody

After the topical song "Stars Light Up", we sang some rock songs that we had rehearsed before. It wasn't until the sixth song that we sang a relatively softer song to give my voice a little rest; After the seventh song, I gave up my position as the lead singer, giving others a chance to show off their singing voices; and I became a brick. When the drummer came up to sing, I became the drummer and keyboardist. During singing, I also played keyboard, and I never rested for a moment anyway.

I don’t know when, the number of viewers of this concert reached a peak. People came one after another, and the traffic in the shopping mall was paralyzed. I stood on the stage and saw that the entrance to the parking lot was so crowded that I couldn’t get in. car, security personnel from several shopping malls are struggling to coordinate...

Looking below the stage, a crowd of people has almost filled the square outside the shopping mall; this is the picture I imagined before holding this charity performance. Only when it reaches this level will I save a little bit to help Liu Chuang find his way back. The hope of a child.

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During the intermission, Zuo Xiaowei acted as the host again, telling all the audience about the origin of the concert, and published a contact information, hoping that if everyone has clues about the child, they can actively contact Liu Chuang.

I also had time to ask Qiao Jiao, who manages the live broadcast, about the current live broadcast status.She told me that before the intermission, 50 people had entered our live broadcast room, and currently more than [-] people were watching our live broadcast at the same time; she also told me that many people watching the live broadcast called me "Rock Warrior", because I am using this method to fight against the social pain point of human trafficking.

In the past few years in Qingdao, I have been angry twice. The first time was because I drank two kilograms of liquor in one breath and was treated as a fool. Then this time, of course I was sober. In an era where everyone is online, in fact, everyone Everyone has a chance to be angry for 5 minutes, but this kind of anger does not settle, so everyone just enjoys it, and the past is over. What I really care about is whether I can help Liu Chuang find the child...

Just when I was thinking this, Tu Lin, who was closest to me, came over and told me that this concert had been trending on Weibo because people tied me to Lu Xi. Some people even speculated that I It was the man who appeared in Lu Xi's room before, without completely showing his face.

In addition, there is another hot search about this concert, and everyone is speculating about who Zuo Xiaowei is who can stand side by side with Lu Xi, and why she has beautiful songs but never Have you never seen her in the entertainment industry?
I felt inexplicably annoyed and always felt that my privacy had been violated; this was very contradictory. On the one hand, I wanted this concert to be as influential as possible, but on the other hand, I didn’t want to be overly exposed, let alone because of it. He dragged down Lu Xi, who came to help out of good intentions.

This kind of contradiction is actually a microcosm of life, because no one can truly have the best of both worlds. They will always make compromises for various reasons. Choice is a knife. No matter what kind of result you get in the end, you will always make compromises. With sacrifice and bloodshed.

I feel like I really need to use this concert to say something.

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When we were about to continue singing, I subconsciously glanced at the audience again, and I suddenly saw Luan Yu's figure in the crowd. She came alone, so she was not accompanied by Lu Ming.

She also noticed that I was looking at her. After a brief moment of eye contact, we each shifted our gazes. I don’t know what she was thinking, but when I faced the moonlit sky with sparse stars, I felt something strange. It rained heavily.

As long as she is here, Lu Xi and I will never have a chance.This is easy to understand. It is impossible for me to recognize my ex-girlfriend as my sister-in-law; unless she completely cuts off the relationship with Lu Ming, but I cannot do such a thing because when we were in love, I owed her so much. Many, too many!
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I finally stood next to this pure white piano, but I did not sit down immediately. I raised the microphone on the piano and said to everyone present: "Next, I will give you a lecture with Zuo Xiaowei. Let’s play the theme song of Westward Journey, "The Love of My Life."" The audience turned their attention to Zuo Xiaowei, who completed the change of clothes during the intermission. At this moment, she put on the clothes of Zixia Fairy, and the light even covered her eyes. Passed the Deer Creek next to me.

Amidst the applause and exclamation of the audience, I continued: "But before singing this song, I feel that I need to explain something to everyone, which is related to a previous scandal in Luxi."

Not only the audience in the audience, but also everyone on the stage looked at me in surprise. Before this, no one knew that I was going to speak impromptu, but I couldn't care less about other people's confusion and surprise, because I was about to speak. Leaving Qingdao and far away from Luxi, this is my last chance to explain.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and said again: "Everyone knows that Lu Xi, who is singing with me today, is a big star who is loved by many people. Apart from her, everyone here is unknown. She is a little person and a small citizen, so why is she willing to support us little people?... This has to start from our meeting... Yes, I was the one wearing only shorts and appearing in her room in the middle of the night. man..."

My frankness once again caused everyone to fall into a state of shock, so much so that there was almost no movement in the crowd. After a while, they started to whisper and discuss.

"Don't be surprised, I am indeed that man, but it is not the kind of relationship that everyone imagined; that time was also the first time in my life that I had the opportunity to get close to a star, but this opportunity came in a very disgraceful way... That day , I lived next door to her, and I was drinking with another woman. I took off my clothes, and suddenly someone knocked on the door and said it was her husband. Of course I didn’t want to be caught having sex, so I only wore a pair of shorts, and from the balcony of my room, I jumped onto the balcony over the deer stream... When I jumped over, I realized it was a prank. It was my birthday and a group of my friends were playing tricks on me. The balcony of that hotel was one high and the other low. , I can jump down, but I can’t climb up..."

There was a burst of laughter from the audience, and then a burst of boos.

I didn't show a smile from the beginning to the end. I exhaled heavily and said: "That night, the weather was very cold. I couldn't stay outside all the time. I had to borrow her room to go out. She saw a stranger breaking into her room. room, of course she would be scared and wanted to call the police... I didn't want to cause a big trouble, so in desperation, I grabbed her wrist to prevent her from calling the police, so there was the photo circulating on the Internet... I used my Personally guarantee that everything I said above is the truth and there is no adulteration. If you still don’t believe it, you can go to the designer hotel called Mermaid to conduct an on-site inspection to see if their balcony is what I said. The staggered layout of one high and one low... In addition, the members of our band can also prove that what I said is true. Zuo Xiaowei is the mastermind of this prank incident, and the drummer Sao Zhu is one of the participants... "

After saying that, I turned my attention to Zuo Xiaowei and Sao Zhu. They nodded to the audience together, confirming the authenticity of what I said; it should be confirmed, because any kind of farce should come to an end. of this day.

The audience did not buy it, and there were people below who were booing and asking: "Who is the woman in the room who asked you to take off her clothes? Please show it to us..." (The author Wei Xing's public account, ***, reply "Lu Xi" or "Qiao Jiao" can view the photos of the protagonists!)

I suppressed the disgust in my heart and replied: "This is not the point of this matter, so there is no need to explain it to you... I admit that I am indeed not a good man, but bad people can become good people, and prodigals can also turn around. I Now I have my own girlfriend, she is Zuo Xiaowei. We feel very good together and have jointly decided to change our life in another city. Therefore, this is my last night in Qingdao... Please don’t stop because of My fault will not affect Lu Xi. She is a big star and I am a nobody. Our lives should not have intersected... If... if she was not a big star, maybe we could become very good friends. In fact We have become friends, otherwise why would there be such a great concert today... I have no regrets. I implore everyone to forget this misunderstanding. I also hope that in the days to come, Luxi will continue to shine with bright stars and a bright future... …Of course Xiaowei and I will always be happy together. If everyone likes gossip so much, please tell everyone that Xiaowei is my real girlfriend and Lu Xi is just a misunderstanding..."

At this point, I finally smiled and said, "Without further chatter, let me please enjoy "The Love of a Lifetime" which Xiaowei and I collaborated on."

The words had already been spoken, and while I was pressing the keys, I couldn't help but turn my head and look at Lu Xi who was standing with Zuo Xiaowei, but she was wearing a hat and sunglasses, so I couldn't see her expression, and even more I can't see her mood.

(End of this chapter)