i'm not a bad man

Chapter 185 Goodbye

Cold numbers can never compare to this bed of cash, so the excitement in my heart is real, and it opens the valve of memories: If I could be like Qiao Jiao, sitting on so much With money, maybe my family will not break up and Luan Yu will not leave...

Before, it was difficult to quantify such regrets, but when I really saw so much money, money suddenly turned into a ruler, measuring everything that had happened to me over the years. I lost my mind again. With money, facing Qiao Jiao...

Until Qiao Jiao said: "You're excited, aren't you? Then just remember this feeling of excitement, work hard in the future, and manage your life in a small town... I don't know if I will come back again. , but if you can live the life you want, no matter where I am, I will still be happy for you."

I nodded, feeling a little sad in my heart, so that after a moment of silence I replied: "The same goes for you, if possible, you should like men. After all, two women can't have children together... You have to get on track. Life is really not a wilderness. There is no end in the wilderness, but there is an end in life.”

Qiao Jiao looked at me noncommittally. After a while, she smiled and said, "Why don't you take a photo as a souvenir? In the future, when you don't have the motivation to fight, just take a look at it."

If Qiao Jiao hadn't said anything, I almost forgot that I had the habit of recording my life. I quickly picked up my phone from the bedside cabinet and pointed the camera at the pile of money and Qiao Jiao sitting in the pile of money.

Qiao Jiao raised her scissoring hands with a smile on her face. With a "click", I included this scene in the photo album called "Korean Chao Insights".

Qiao Jiao added: "Don't we take a photo together?"

I also sat on the bed, but when I was about to point the camera at us, Qiao Jiao suddenly wrapped her arms around my neck from behind, then lay on my shoulders, took a photo in front of me, and He said to me: "You don't need to take the photo, I will just keep this photo as a souvenir."

I was a little at a loss, but Qiao Jiao jumped out of bed, put on her shoes, and didn't give me a chance to take a photo together. Not only did she not give me a chance to take a photo together, she even didn't want me to see the photo she took, but I clearly felt Yes, we are very close, her breath is in my ear...

We are not a couple in love, but we sat in a pile of money and took a photo like this. Regardless of the artistic conception of the photo, I am afraid I will never forget this scene in my life...

I know that Qiao Jiao is motivating me in her own way, and this is probably the last thing she did for me before she left. I can imagine how much effort she put in to spend all this money. It was carried in front of me.

She is so unique. No one else can come up with such incredible methods except her. Therefore, I will not forget her and it is impossible to forget her.

……

After putting all the 600 million cash back into the bag, Qiao Jiao stood at the door and looked at me with a half-smile. I didn’t get up to see her off, so I just sat on the bed and looked at her...

I finally said to her: "When you get there, remember to send a message to say you're safe."

"Have you ever heard of the word "You don't want to miss Shu?" When the time comes, looking at the handsome foreign guys and beauties filling the streets, how can I think of you..." After a pause, she continued: "But what you said to me, I I will remember it... I will try to like a man, and he has to get married and have children, otherwise why would my dad give me so many gifts?"

I smiled.

She also smiled and said, "Goodbye, you little piece of trash jumping up and down in my world."

……

Qiao Jiao left, and the unique smell of banknotes still seemed to linger in the room, and I sat on the bed without moving a step until Chang Yuli pushed the door open. He seemed to have finished the operation, because he wore more clothes than before. Got a pair of corrective glasses.

With some apology, I said first: "I went to bed too late last night and couldn't accompany you to the hospital..."

"It's okay. My friend went with me. It was just a minor surgery."

"Did the operation go well?" Chang Yuli's face immediately overflowed with a smile, and then he replied: "It went well. Brother Jiu said that after I train for a while, I can be like a normal person."

"I can rest assured that!"

Chang Yuli responded and asked me again: "Brother Chao, do you plan to go back to the small town in the afternoon?"

I thought for a moment and replied: "Go back, there is nothing else to do in BJ."

"Okay, then I'll pack my luggage now and book a train ticket back in the afternoon." After a short pause, he said to me again: "Brother Jiu has done me such a big favor, tell me, can I give you something?" How is he?"

"There's no need to give me anything. It'll be a nice gift. If Brother Jiu goes to play in a small town in the future, just treat him well."

"When you say that, I don't even dare to give you the gifts I bought for you, for fear of appearing intrusive."

My mind was not on the gift, and the picture of the bed full of money flashed through my mind from time to time. The impact of this picture on my psychology was really great, but in order not to hurt Chang Yuli's enthusiasm, I still smiled and asked, "What gift?"

"Look, you're still a little curious, right?"

After saying that, Chang Yuli took out a gift box from his pocket and handed it to me. I took it from his hand, then opened it and looked at it. It was a French Dupont lighter worth over [-] yuan. .

Chang Yuli smiled and said to me: "I knew you liked smoking, so I bought you a lighter."

My attention then turned to the lighter. I grabbed it and played with it for a while, and then sighed: "You can buy everything at BJ, even this brand of lighter. No wonder many people don't want to buy it." Get out of BJ!”

"Yes, there is more than one specialty store."

I nodded, and then put the lighter into my pocket, but I still felt pressure in my heart, because this lighter has become the standard of human relations between me and Chang Yuli. When he celebrates his birthday, , the gift I give must not be less than the value of this lighter. In my eyes, this is not a return, this is the romance of men giving gifts to each other, so of course there must be reciprocity.

……

After packing our luggage, Chang Yuli and I found a restaurant near the hotel. After having a quick bite, we set off to the train station. We took the train to Luoyang at 02:30 in the afternoon. There is another train from Luoyang to the small town. It's half an hour's drive and I won't get home until about nine o'clock at night.

I didn't tell Zuo Xiaowei about my trip, and I didn't know what was wrong with me. Although I was already on my way back, I always felt that my trip in BJ was not over yet.

Maybe it's because I met Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao respectively in the past two days. The psychological impact they caused on me was so great that I couldn't recover for a while.

……

I received another call from Qin Minhong. I told her that I was already on my way to the train station, but she told me on the phone to wait for her no matter what. She also wanted to meet me.

I agreed, even though I knew what she was here for, even though I had clearly rejected her before.

(End of this chapter)