i'm not a bad man

Chapter 193 Is it that difficult?
When Chang Yuli told me that Zuo Xiaowei couldn't get through on the phone, I wasn't too surprised because she stayed up almost all night trying to find me. It was morning now, so she must still be catching up on sleep; with this After making my judgment, I said to Chang Yuli on the other end of the phone: "Then you can transfer the money to my card first, and I will send you the card number via WeChat later."

"Row."

After Chang Yuli responded, he asked me tentatively: "Brother, are you and Xiaowei okay? When you left yesterday, I felt that your mood was a little wrong. Did you listen to what Shi Nuo said? Got in?"

After pondering for a while, I said, "If she really had a past with Guan Yubo and introduced Guan Yubo to me as her best friend, would it make me look stupid?"

Chang Yuli probably didn't expect that I would ask him this question. He was stunned for a moment before replying: "Uh... Actually, the two of them have been in a relationship. It's just a scandal circulating among our friends. You really shouldn't I take it too seriously.”

"Then why there is no scandal with you, nor with Xiong Ning, but with Guan Yubo?...Nothing can be groundless, it must be because of something that happened between them, so Snow would do it so."

Chang Yuli said nothing.

"If you are really good for me and Xiaowei, you can untie the knot in my heart. It's hard enough for me to be alone in a foreign land. I don't want to become a joke in the eyes of others and a topic of conversation after dinner."

Chang Yuli seemed to have experienced a fierce ideological struggle. After another period of silence, he finally said to me: "Okay, let me tell you... that was really a long time ago. I remember it was A week before our senior year of high school was about to graduate... Someone saw Xiao Wei and Guan Yubo checking into a hotel room. They stayed in the hotel all night. When they came out in the morning, they were bumped into by a classmate from the lower grade. At that time, Xiao Wei and Guan Yubo were both He was a popular figure in our school, so this matter spread quickly in the school... Everyone thought they would be together, but they graduated from high school not long after, Xiao Wei went to BJ to go to school, Guan Yubo went to Xi'an, Until they left the small town, the two did not make their relationship public... We thought they were going to have an underground relationship, but after graduating from college, Guan Yubo returned to the small town and Xiao Wei went to Qingdao. It didn't look like they had been in love together at all... Therefore, no one has talked about this matter for a long time, and it’s because of Snow’s big mouth, who hasn’t been young...right, Brother Chao?”

Chang Yuli's words were enough to confirm my previous guesses. I couldn't help but feel angry and blood boiling, and it was difficult to breathe. This woman Zuo Xiaowei really won't give up until she deceives me to death!
Until last night, when we talked about this matter face to face, her mouth was still as hard as iron. In the end, she turned around and left, but she caused me internal injuries...

But no matter how hard she talks, the lie will eventually be exposed. Even without the evidence provided by Chang Yuli, I don't believe the ridiculous statement that she gave the bicycle to her for the first time.

At this moment, my heart was completely dead, so I suddenly became indifferent. Based on this mentality, I smiled and said to Chang Yuli: "You are right, everyone has been young, and everyone has a past." , this matter is not worth fussing about at all.”

"Well, you don't need to take Guan Yubo to heart. Don't you still have me as a friend here? At worst, you just won't have contact with him in the future."

……

After finishing the phone call with Chang Yuli, I sent my bank card number to Chang Yuli via WeChat, and a moment later, he transferred 20 to my card.

I just left for Zuo Xiaowei's house. I no longer needed her to admit anything. I just wanted to give her the money.

……

The town is not big, and Zuo Xiaowei had brought me back once before. Just based on my memory, I quickly found the area where her home was located, and I walked deeper along the alley...

After arriving at the door of her house, I knocked on the door, but got no response. I asked the resident next door, and they said they had not seen Zuo Xiaowei come back.

I called Zuo Xiaowei again, but the phone was still turned off, which made me a little confused. I seemed to have tried all the ways to find Zuo Xiaowei, but I still couldn't meet her. Even There's not even any news from her.

I gradually felt a little uneasy in my heart, and then comforted myself: She might have gone to stay in a hotel. After all, she hadn’t been home for a long time, and her room hadn’t been tidied up. She was in that mood when we separated. If you want to come back and clean up your room before staying there, it would be more convenient and quick to stay in a hotel.I lit a cigarette and sat on the steps in front of her house, waiting silently...

I thought, this is her home and she will always come back.

But I ignored that during the two days when I went to BJ, she might have come back to live there. In fact, there was no situation that the house had not been cleaned up at all.

……

I didn't wait for Zuo Xiaowei, but when I was about to finish smoking a cigarette, I saw Guan Yubo's eye-catching Bentley Bentayga parked at the entrance of the alley. After he got off the car, he also We went straight to Zuo Xiaowei's house, and we had a solid meeting at the door of Zuo Xiaowei's house.

"Brother Chao?"

I didn't show my emotions on my face. After responding to Guan Yubo, I asked, "Why are you here?"

"Last night, Xiaowei sent me an inexplicable message. I drank too much and saw it in the morning... I called her, but her phone was turned off and she didn't reply to the message. I was worried about her, so I came over to have a look. ...Is she at home?"

I shook my head and replied: "No, I came here to look for her because I couldn't contact her."

Guan Yubo frowned, as if thinking to himself: "What's going on with her?"

After saying that, he turned his attention to me and asked, "Are you having any conflicts?"

If I hadn’t met Guan Yubo, forget it. If I had, I’m a person who doesn’t like to keep words in my heart, so I lit another cigarette and replied: “There is a conflict, and the conflict has not been resolved yet... with you There are relationships."

Guan Yubo looked at me in surprise...

"The town is not big, but there are a lot of rumors... Yesterday, I heard that you and Xiaowei had a relationship, and someone saw you booking a room in a hotel... Everyone has their youth, so I don't feel that way. I am disgusted with this matter. What I am really disgusted with is her attitude. After we came to the small town, the first person I saw was you, and then you consciously or unconsciously guided me to be friends with you. You guys know it better than me. Ming, I already feel very embarrassed. I really don’t understand why you can pretend that nothing happened. Is this a popular trend among you?...Also, I don’t mind her having sex with me. She was no longer a virgin when she was young, but she couldn't deceive me with lies that insulted my intelligence, saying that she gave me a bicycle for the first time... Is it really that difficult to face one's past?"

After I finished speaking, I looked at Guan Yubo, who was one of the parties involved. We talked face to face and everything became clear.

If I still stay in the small town, at least he should know the taboo and stop hanging around in front of me; if today is my last day in the small town, then I have no regrets, because I have confirmed everything that needs to be confirmed. , I have said everything that needs to be said. I did not leave without saying goodbye, nor did I leave a lot of suspense. When I already wanted to let go, I made others wait because of these suspense.

Guan Yubo kept looking at me, his expression seemed very complicated. After a moment, he replied to me in a very low tone: "It is so difficult to face your past face to face sometimes!"

(End of this chapter)