i'm not a bad man

Chapter 522 The deserted NO.11 window

Maybe because I was thinking too much, after finishing the song, I actually felt a little exhausted. I leaned heavily on the back of my chair and stared up at the ceiling. I felt that only when I sang, I still felt like the old me. Connected.

Now, I seem to be a little cold, so that when talking to others, I always say some emotionless words, and I am not willing to empathize with others easily.

I even started to become selfish, so when I looked at problems and conflicts, my own pros and cons outweighed everything else. It seemed that there was no one else in this world that I had to sacrifice my life for, so the concerns in my heart also changed. It became less and less, so much so that when I received that threatening phone call that threatened my life, I could feel calm and indifferent.

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I finally closed the piano cover and stood up. The collaboration between Zuo Xiaowei and I was limited to this one piece. The purpose was just like Zuo Xiaowei said. It finally came in handy, and It’s not like I just bought it and turned it into a bunch of dispensable decorations.

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When it was almost noon, Zuo Xiaowei drove me to her alma mater. She first took me to see her favorite garden, then took me around their teaching building, and finally she took me to the school near lunch time. At that time, he accompanied me to the canteen.

We were already ready to wait in line for the braised pork, but when we arrived at window No. 11, we found that the window was extremely deserted. There was no Mao's braised pork that we had been waiting for for a long time. There was only one man in his 50s. Auntie, guarding a stall inside that only sells cold skins; maybe because the temperature has not completely risen yet, there are very few people eating cold skins.

Zuo Xiaowei looked at me with confusion, and I looked at her and asked, "Did you remember the wrong window?"

"No, I am sure it is the No.11 window. I joked with my classmates before, saying, don't be too obsessed with the braised pork at the No.11 window because it is delicious, because Singles' Day is also the No.11, eat too much NO. .Braised pork at window 11, you will never find a boyfriend in the future.”

"That is how the matter?"

Zuo Xiaowei shook her head, indicating that she didn’t know what happened here, but I had already walked to the No. 11 window before her, and asked the aunt selling cold skin: "Auntie, did this window sell braised pork before? ?”

The aunt, who seemed a little dazed because of the lack of business, finally looked up at me and replied: "I have been coming to this window for a year, and I have always sold cold skin. I have never heard of selling braised pork."

This answer even made me think that Zuo Xiaowei might be mentally divided.

Zuo Xiaowei also followed and asked: "What about a year ago? Did you sell braised pork?"

Auntie didn't know why we were so obsessed with this braised pork. She was stunned for a while and then replied: "I don't know what happened a year ago... maybe the previous stall owner sold it."

A middle-aged man at window No. 11 next door finally took over and said: "It's not the previous stall owner, but the last stall owner who sold it. At that time, this No. 11 window was the window with the best business in our canteen. Not only did the braised pork The cooking is delicious, and the stir-fried chicken with pickled peppers is also a must-have. Students at that time were really lucky. There was a long queue at window No. 11 every day, and we also took advantage of it because the food at window No. [-] was delicious. Students They don’t even order takeout, they all go to the cafeteria... Look at it now, the business in this cafeteria is really far behind what it was back then!”

I asked again: "Since the business at No. 11 window is so good, why don't you stop doing it?" The aunt selling Liangpi guessed and said: "Does it mean that this window is too unfair to her craftsmanship and she went out to open a big hotel? "

The middle-aged man at window No. 11 was a little amused. He shook his finger and replied: "If you open a restaurant outside, you really don't necessarily make money in the school cafeteria... Master Mao, who cooked the food, is no longer here... two years ago." He was diagnosed with terminal pancreatic cancer and died within a few months of returning home... After his death, students in this school have never eaten Mao's braised pork and stir-fried chicken with pickled peppers... But the business of those small restaurants outside the school Slowly getting better... Death is like a light going out. Now no one talks about this No. [-] window anymore... You are the first one in more than a year." After saying that, the middle-aged man at window No. [-] asked again Zuo Xiaowei and I asked, "Are you students who graduated from this school? Otherwise, you wouldn't know this history."

I signaled to Zuo Xiaowei that I was not.

The middle-aged man raised his spoon and said to us with a smile: "You are here, why don't you try my braised pork, it tastes good too."

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I have never been depressed because I couldn't eat something; but this time, I felt very depressed, as if something was missing, but it couldn't be made up for; maybe it was because we had missed this braised pork. I watched it for several days, or maybe it was the middle-aged man at window No. 11 who described window No. [-] as too legendary, so it deeply touched my curiosity, and I wanted to try it to make the students unwilling to go there. Mao's braised pork and stir-fried chicken with pickled peppers are takeaways.

However, Master Mao at window No. 11 is no longer alive. Thinking of this fact, the braised pork bought from window No. [-] is a bit tasteless.

Zuo Xiaowei felt the same way. She picked up her chopsticks and poked at the braised pork in the lunch box, but she never picked up a piece.

After a while, Zuo Xiaowei finally put down her chopsticks and said to me: "Han Chao, a piece of braised pork that cannot be eaten in the mouth can make people so regretful and uncomfortable. Who wants to be together but never can?" Where are the people who arrived?”

I looked at Zuo Xiaowei and said nothing for a long time.

I really felt bad because I didn’t get the braised pork. I even thought about going to Hunan again, because there are the most authentic Mao’s braised pork and stir-fried chicken with pickled peppers. I don’t believe it, the craftsmanship in Hunan is the best. What the masters make will not be as good as this NO.11 window.

In short, I wanted to eat it, I wanted to eat it so much that I even went thousands of miles to find a substitute.

So what about the person who wants to be with you but can never get it?
Zuo Xiaowei gave me the answer in my silence, and she added: "That is really a feeling that I dare not even think about... So, I sympathize with Qiao Jiao. As soon as she gets married, she will never Can't look back..."

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Zuo Xiaowei ignored my dislike and said again: "Han Chao, do you know, you will really make a woman who likes you very conflicted... It seems that it is wrong to be with you, not to be with you It's not right... I hope you are happy, it's wrong, I don't want you to be happy, it's still wrong... Anyway, that's how I am... So, even if you come to BJ, even if we have the opportunity to be under the same roof, I will still feel at a loss. , Everything can only be done emotionally. I have no plans myself, and I don’t dare to plan anything, because you really are not a man who likes to fulfill your promises... So, I can understand Qiao Jiao’s mood to a certain extent..." Pause for a moment. After a pause, Zuo Xiaowei looked at me again and said: "Qiao Jiao is not married yet... You go and steal the marriage... She is a woman like her, as long as you dare to rob her, she dares to leave with you... What she wants is not A well-matched marriage, she just wants you to give her a step up... As long as you give her this step up, and she loves you, she can ignore everything in this world... You really don't want to go back to the small town. Go back to that free and uninhibited Korean trend, take your lover with you, and walk the road you have walked and the city you have been to... and I will have the opportunity to fulfill my promise to you... If you bring If she leaves, she will never come back to BJ, that house, or me again... Then I can think about you while building those blocks until they fill the whole house... This sounds like It's a bit tragic, but it doesn't matter. Sometimes it's too tragic, but you will feel that you exist in this relationship... Who told me that I can never get rid of the bad problem of love brain!"

(End of this chapter)