i'm not a bad man

Chapter 595 A Woman's Sixth Sense
Since I parted ways with Qiao Jiao last time in Kunming, I never felt that we would have a chance to meet in a short time; therefore, when Qiao Jiao proposed to come to Chengdu to meet me, I had very complicated emotions; of course I I want to meet her, even if we don't communicate, as long as we sit at the same dining table and each eats our own food, I will feel comfortable in my heart; but, I know why she came...

She is so smart that she can always find clues in the ever-changing situation and then judge my inner thoughts; or maybe she understands me too well, but this all assumes that she still cares about me...

In short, no matter how much we argued, she never let go of me completely. Otherwise, she would not have noticed the news of Zou Chang's disappearance in Malaysia among the thousands of news.

The situation has evolved to this point, can I still turn back?Or is there really someone in this world who can bring that illusory salvation back to me?
Of course I know that I need redemption, but as long as I remember that Zou Chang died indirectly because of me, the resentment in my heart cannot be calmed down.

In the past two days, I have been living in fear and holding on. Maybe I don’t know when the news will come that Zou Chang has also been killed.

God knows how tired I am, and God knows how much I wish there was someone around me to talk to.

I admit, I'm a little confused...

……

"Han Chao, don't you really feel that you are too quiet? You are so quiet that it is a bit abnormal... Your quietness confirms many of my thoughts, so I must meet you... I think this may be our life The most important meeting in my life... So, no matter what your mood or attitude is, I will definitely go to Chengdu... and I will definitely meet you... If you dare to avoid me, I will be in the largest building in Chengdu Put a missing person notice on the body advertisement to let everyone in the world know that I am looking for you... No matter how hard I dig, I will dig you out."

After another period of silence, I finally said to her: "There's no need to be so exaggerated."

"You should never doubt a woman's sixth sense... to be precise, you should never doubt the sixth sense of two women appearing at the same time... Anyway, I have already told you, I will book a flight to Chengdu now The ticket will probably arrive tomorrow morning... If I don't see you tomorrow morning, I will honor every word I just said to you."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao hung up the phone neatly, but I couldn't recover for a long time.

Is a woman’s sixth sense really that amazing?
If she hadn't contacted me suddenly, I would have probably reached a consensus with Lao Wai; I want Guan Yubo's life, and Lao Wai wants to leave a sum of money to his son after his death so that he can live peacefully in society. We can hit it off right away. .

At this moment, I became more conflicted than ever. I didn’t know whether I should meet Qiao Jiao or not; she said that she would arrive in Chengdu tomorrow morning. Although I was a little hesitant and confused, it seemed like her breathing And words have been lingering in my ears.

……

Back in Lao Wai's van, I lit up a cigarette out of habit, and Lao Wai lay on the steering wheel, waiting for the bell to ring for the end of the evening self-study get out of class...

I smoked half of the cigarette and then asked him: "Does your son know that you were diagnosed with lymphoma?"

"I haven't told him yet...I feel a little conflicted..."

"What is the contradiction?"

"I don't know if it's good news or bad news for him..."

"It's definitely not good news. After all, you are father and son."

Lao Wai smiled bitterly and said, "Then you don't know how much he hates me..." After a pause, Lao Wai whispered again: "The day his mother took the medicine and left, he almost chopped him with a knife. Kill me."

After saying that, Lao Wai rolled up his sleeves and showed me that there was a striking scar on his arm. The ferocious look seemed to be his son's hatred for him.

After a brief silence, I asked again: "The relationship between your son and his mother should be very good, right?"

Lao Wai nodded heavily and replied: "I have been raised by my mother since I was a child... So, maybe he really wants me to die in his heart... I know that I deserve it, but I can't really think about it. Kai... He is the only relative I have..."

"I can understand your thoughts... You still hope that when you die, you will be remembered by someone." "It doesn't matter if he doesn't cry, he just wants to send me off... Don't look at my body and gnash your teeth. of."

Lao Wai didn't seem to have the slightest confidence in this father-son relationship, so that after saying this, his face showed a look of confusion, and I raised my hand to look at the time. It was almost time for the self-study next night. It's time.

……

The bell rang, and Lao Wai, who had been leaning on the steering wheel, suddenly sat up straight, opened the door of the van, and got out of the van before me; then, some day students walked out of the school one after another, and I also At this time, I stood beside Lao Wai and waited with him...

I didn't deliberately look at the crowd, but observed Lao Wai's expression. It wasn't until I saw the corner of Lao Wai's mouth curled up, as if he was crying or smiling, that I looked up...

A student in school uniform walked towards me and Lao Wai with not-so-easy steps. I was sure that he was Lao Wai’s son. He looked just as strong and strong, and he looked just as energetic. It's not that happy to go up there.

……

He finally stood face to face with Lao Wai. Lao Wai smiled at him, but he said coldly: "If you have anything to say, just say it quickly. I have to go back to the dormitory later."

Lao Wai hurriedly handed the bag in his hand to him, and even said with some flattery: "The clothes I bought for you... I haven't seen you for more than two months, and I look like I've grown again, and I don't know if I can return it." Can you put it on?"

"I told you, don't buy me clothes, just give me living expenses... I will buy whatever clothes I like."

"There are also living expenses, there are also living expenses..."

Lao Wai put the clothes he had not given away on the ground, then rummaged around in his pocket again, and took out about 1000 yuan in cash, which he hurriedly handed to him. Then he took it from Lao Wai's hand and said: " If there’s nothing else, I’ll go back to the dormitory.”

"Wait a minute, I bought you a mobile phone..."

"The teacher won't let you use it, so you can keep it for yourself."

"I'll talk to the teacher later... Our family's situation is quite special... You must have a mobile phone with you, otherwise there is nothing you can do..."

Before Lao Wai finished speaking, he was rudely interrupted by his son. He shouted: "Don't go to our teacher, aren't you embarrassed enough? ... Now the whole school knows that because of your gambling, my mother was The loan sharks are killing me...Don't come to school to find me in the future! Do you hear me..."

Lao Wai was stunned in place...

Since Lao Wai does have a debt, I can't comment on such a father-son relationship. I just said: "Your dad doesn't have to come to you... It's just that he hasn't been in good health recently... I think... …”

He was still interrupted rudely: "Am I a doctor? If you are not feeling well, go to the hospital..."

After saying that, he glared at Lao Wai and me again, then turned around and walked back into the school.

Lao Wai first looked at me, and then at the cell phone in his hand that could not be sent away. He forced a smile and said: "I don't know how long I can live with this problem... I just want to give him a cell phone." I want to be able to say a few words to him before he dies...if I don't tell him some things, I won't be able to feel at ease..."

After saying that, Lao Wai pinned the hand holding the mobile phone behind his back and looked in the direction where his son left, with a melancholy and confused look on his face.

(End of this chapter)