I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 391 The man holding the moon
Su Chengyi knelt down and looked at her moist eyelashes, where the undried tears were trembling and falling.

The tears just dripped on the ill-fitting sweatshirt she was wearing, moistening the original light gray into a dark color.

Su Chengyi felt as if it was being hit in his heart, with every drop of it carrying a heavy sound.

Like the monks ringing the bell in front of the Buddha in the temple, the sound is loud and tortures the conscience.

He didn't know how to speak for a moment.

Chen Jinzhi would say such words, which meant that she actually knew many things well.

Yes, she was such a smart person to begin with.

But she didn't say anything.

No questioning, no blaming, and no pestering.

During this period of time, she was trapped in such emotions alone, which would be very sad to think about.

"Why do you think so? Do you know how many people dream of falling in love with you? Idiot."

“If you don’t believe me, go check it out on Weibo and see how many discussions there are on the topic #陈金之 Girlfriend Perspective#.”

"You're doing great so far."

Su Chengyi had to speak in a gentler tone.

"Those things you're talking about taking classes and going for walks together, that's great, but not all couples need to do those same things.

Su Chengyi saw what she meant, smiled, and gently rubbed her palm to comfort her.

The premise is that the reason you do this is because of yourself, rather than aggrieved yourself to accommodate me. "

But whatever you decide, I will support you.

So these are not things you have to do as a girlfriend. "

Su Chengyi held her fingers and raised his face to look at her.

Can that be the same?

“To put it this way, how can anyone keep the same pace all the time?

He thought about what she had just said and felt relieved bit by bit.

"You don't need to give up your career for me. I know you can do well no matter what you do, but you are really suitable to stand on the stage. No one in the world is more suitable than you.

I don’t feel like I have to have something just because others have it.

Chen Jinzhi pursed his lips slightly, feeling that his coaxing skills were a bit clumsy, as if he was coaxing a child.

In the end, he even thought that she didn't do a good enough job, so he turned to someone else.

"It's not hard at all to fall in love with you."

Chen Jinzhi's beautiful eyes were filled with hazy mist, making her look much more confused than usual.

Even if they go to school together, they will graduate one day, and then they will have to face the problem of whether they are on the same page again. This has never been an important thing. "

You see, I said a long time ago that you were going to be a huge star, and I still feel that way.

Having said this, Su Chengyi stood up and sat next to her, reaching out to wrap her in his arms.

At such a close distance, you can feel her shaking slightly.

Su Chengyi was silent for a moment, recalling the moments when Chen Jinzhi shed tears.

She probably had too strong a disguise in the past few years, and the mask was connected to her flesh and blood. She had forgotten how to take it off, and she didn't know what she really looked like.

So these days, the moment of taking off the disguise is always accompanied by tears and heartbreak.

Su Chengyi's eyes fell on the playground in the distance, where the atmosphere was getting more and more lively, and the party was about to start.

Only the two people on the bench in the avenue seemed to be in an isolated world, exchanging body heat with each other.

"Remember the dream I talked about last time? You said you were not that Iris and that you would use all your good luck to meet me."

He suddenly brought up another topic, and Chen Jinzhi nodded gently in his arms.

As if to emphasize this sentence again.

"I didn't quite understand it at the time. Because I thought, if you live a good life, it's not that important whether you meet me or not." "But what I didn't finish saying is that if I can meet you, I also feel that very lucky."

"Thank you for being there for me."

After Su Chengyi said this, he suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

Perhaps the tone was a little too serious.

But he had always felt this way, because Chen Jinzhi was the biggest variable after his rebirth, a person who would not have appeared originally.

No matter which butterfly in which universe flapped its wings, he felt lucky for this variable.

Chen Jinzhi raised his head, his eyes slightly red.

Su Chengyi saw that the mole at the corner of her eye was also slightly red, and it was breathtakingly beautiful in the night.

So he followed his heart, lowered his head and kissed the mole.

When they looked at each other again, Chen Jinzhi seemed to have finally struggled out of the emotional whirlpool and calmed down a little.

Su Chengyi felt a little lucky for a moment.

Compared to the last time when I stood there and watched her leave, I seemed to have made some progress this time.

"Su Chengyi."

Chen Jinzhi's voice was slightly nasal, and she leaned on his shoulder, an gesture of intimacy and dependence.

"Ok?"

Su Chengyi straightened his back slightly and was ready to accept any interrogation.

This kind of preparation has little to do with other things. The key is to abandon your conscience and not expose the secret.

I originally thought she would ask, "Are you sure what happened last time was a misunderstanding?" or "Have you had an affair with anyone else?" Questions that hit the point of pain.

did not expect--

"I will believe whatever you say, so don't lie to me."

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This sentence was obviously a demonstration of trust, but it made Su Chengyi feel that his conscience was more painful than when he lied.

"You are almost the last love I have for this world, and you are all my courage."

Although they were very close, Chen Jinzhi's voice still sounded very soft, like a fluttering cloud on the edge of the cliff that was about to dissipate at any moment.

Su Chengyi's heart beat a few beats faster for no apparent reason, and the arms around her tightened.

It always felt like she was going to disappear.

Fortunately, this feeling only lasted for a moment, and the warm body temperature in his arms gave people a sense of security again.

The reason for this feeling may be because Chen Jinzhi said these words seriously, which was different from the love words he usually talked about, and they carried a heavy weight.

Su Cheng thought that Chen Jinzhi and Chu Qingmian were different.

Except for herself, she is always not far away from other people and things in the world. Even if she goes, she is very popular and can smile gently to everyone.

Chen Jinzhi seems to be able to do things with ease and maintain the best condition no matter what, like a person who is emotionally stable and loves life.

But none of this can change that she is still a pessimist at heart.

Her love and concern for the world are actually concentrated on only one person.

In contrast, Miss Chu resisted studying when she was in high school, and now resists working. She quits at every turn, and often cries, complains, and coquettishly over trivial matters.

But everyone can see that she truly loves the world and is always enthusiastic and optimistic.

If Chu Qingmian is like the sun, Chen Jinzhi is like the moon.

The moonlight was gentle on everyone, but she was always cold and distant.

And Su Chengyi is the only one who can reach out and embrace the moon.

(End of this chapter)