I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 469: To You Next Year
Su Chengyi was feeling frightened at the moment, but the other onlookers were very satisfied with the result of the truth.

Xu Yang quickly raised the question that everyone wanted to know.

"Mu Tou, what's the reason why you're in a bad mood? You have to tell the truth, you can't lie!"

Lin Tong raised his head with an embarrassed look and glanced at Su Chengyi.

Su Chengyi's heartbeat suddenly accelerated. This matter must be related to him! !

"Hey, don't look at Mr. Yi, he won't be able to run away later!"

Xu Yang giggled and stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Lin Tong's eyes, drawing his attention back to the truth or dare game.

Su Cheng picked up the wine glass with an intention of concealing his true intention and took a deep breath.

Stay calm, Wood is sensible and generally won't show up.

Damn! What if it's not a normal situation?!
For a moment, Su Chengyi wanted to travel back to the time when he set up a trap for Lin Tong five minutes ago and slap himself in the face.

This is what happens when you harm your wingman.

They are simply luring the Japanese into the village!

It would be impossible to jump out and stop it at this time, and we can only hope for the performance of Mu Tou.

Xu Yang certainly couldn't hear anything, the key was Han Bing and Mr. Chu.

In order to calm himself, Su Chengyi took a sip of wine and continued to observe how the situation developed.

When necessary, even if it's rigid, you have to find a way to interrupt it.

Let’s take a look first.

After a while, Lin Tong finally spoke with difficulty under the gaze of everyone:

“Actually, I have a friend.”

As soon as he said this, everyone made an “Oh~” gesture as if they understood.

The classic "I have a friend" joke is often a third-person pronoun that people make up when they are recounting their experiences because they are too embarrassed to talk about it. The next sentence is "Is this friend you are talking about yourself?", which is short for "making friends out of nothing."

Su Chengyi held his breath, fearing that his next words would be:

"My friend, he fell in love with two people at the same time, so he chose to hide it from both sides, and has successfully started a tightrope life of walking two boats.

He said he is under a lot of psychological pressure, so I want to ask you, what should he do? "

so horrible.

Lin Tong dared to say that Su Chengyi didn't dare to listen, for fear that he would be caught on the spot and strangled as soon as he finished speaking.

"No, it's really my friend!"

Lin Tong waved his hands hurriedly to explain.

Xu Yang did not give him this opportunity, and said with a smile:

"Which friend? Someone you knew in college? Is it a boy or a girl? Why haven't I heard you mention it before?"

"."

Lin Tong was silent for a while, and there was a hint of confusion in his tone when he answered.

"We've known each other since we were kids."

"How small?"

"Newborn"

As soon as Lin Tong finished speaking, Su Chengyi couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, he is not this friend.

"what?"

Although Han Bing was a little unconvinced, he rationally decided to continue listening.

"My friend's family conditions were not good, he didn't receive much education, and his life was very hard.

Because even the most basic needs of food and clothing were a problem, she had almost no energy to do anything else. What was the meaning of such a life? Her attitude towards life became more and more negative day by day.

I saw it with my own eyes, and although I was very worried, there was nothing I could do.”

Lin Tong sighed and spoke slowly.

When he said this, the others didn't expect the topic to be so serious. They all stopped joking and became serious.

However, everyone still felt that this friend’s experience was too similar to Lin Tong’s own, and subconsciously felt that he was probably talking about himself.

"Later, perhaps after all adversity comes good fortune, fate always has a turning point.

She met someone she loved.”

Lin Tong paused, raised his head and took a sip of wine, as if using the alcohol to give himself the strength to continue speaking.

“When she realized this, she was horrified at first, but she couldn’t help but feel very happy.

Because this person made her understand that after being so ruthlessly suppressed and bullied by life, she still had the ability and right to fall in love with someone.

This matter is so meaningful. Besides the fact that she likes this matter, she also finds the meaning of life from this love. "

Perhaps it was because they were siblings and had a close rapport, Lin Tong felt that when he said these words, he clearly understood his sister's feelings.

This is probably what secret love is like, like an unripe plum, which tastes all sour and bitter, but at certain moments, you can still catch a hint of sweetness.

As soon as Lin Tong finished speaking, the people around him almost forgot the original intention of these sincere words, and they were all moved.

Chu Qingmian's tear point was originally low, and she had an extremely deep understanding of secret love, so her eyes were already filled with tears.

Xu Yang and Han Bing also felt deeply about this. They both had a stage where they treated the word "like" casually as a joke, so when they really fell in love with someone, they became clumsy and at a loss.

Su Chengyi didn't know what secret love was. At this moment, he was rationally thinking whether the friend Lin Tong was talking about was himself. After all, the situation sounded too similar.

"But while she was feeling excited, she also knew clearly that this love was destined to be fruitless.

She felt deep down that she was not worthy of him, so her biggest wish was just to see him from afar.

She had long ago decided to keep this relationship a secret forever, not letting that person know, not letting anyone else in the world know.

She wants to carry this kind of love with her while watching the other person holding hands, hugging, falling in love, and even getting married with other people.

Because she didn't have any extravagant expectations from the beginning, all she could give was blessings."

Lin Tong's tone was very sad. Although he had always known this fact in his heart, it still felt painful when he actually said it out loud.

His description successfully hurt the others as well.

"Wood! How can you be so negative?! Man up and fight!"

Xu Yang shook his shoulders vigorously, as if to transfer his vitality to him, and said loudly:
"Fuck it, go chase her now!! How can we give up before we even start?!"

"That's right! Are your conditions bad? If nothing else, just your face is enough. Besides, your education level is not bad, right?"

Han Bing also came over and shook his finger in front of his eyes, trying to alert him.

"Don't be so self-deprecating, show some confidence! Any girl who doesn't like you is just being discerning!"

Lin Tong was so dizzy and dazed by the two of them that he couldn't think of any excuse to explain himself for a while.

Is there a possibility that he really wasn't talking about himself?
Su Chengyi touched his chin and thought for a while. Unlike others, he felt that Lin Tong really was not talking about his own affairs.

Neither the body language nor the tone of voice looked like that.

It was strange to have such a distressed expression when talking about one's own affairs.

How could anyone express such pure secret love with a look of pity for themselves? That would be a bit too self-indulgent.

Maybe it really is a familiar friend. If he has known him since childhood, it could be a childhood friend in the village.

If they are from the same village, it is possible that their economic level is similarly difficult.

Thinking about it this way, it makes sense to some extent.

"But, Mu Mu." Chu Qingmian, who had remained silent all this time, suddenly spoke. Her eyelashes were a little wet, but there were no tears in her eyes.

"If you like someone so much but never say it out loud, it will be a pity."

Lin Tong was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer.

“It’s not shameful to like someone. On the contrary, it’s very powerful and brave to have the ability to truly like someone.

Even if we know that the other person doesn’t like us, even if we know that there will be no result, we still have the power to put a perfect end to our love, rather than leaving it as a question mark forever. "

Chu Qingmian's tone was serious, and his eyes were firm.

Su Chengyi looked at her expression and thought to himself that she had always liked him in this way. No wonder she was so devastated after the rooftop confession she had prepared for a long time failed.

Because from her perspective at that time, before she had time to do anything, the relationship had already been ended by a third hand.

"So, go ahead and confess. It's better to fail than to create a regret that can't be made up for in this life."

Miss Chu's eyes almost moved Lin Tong. If he really had such a secret crush, he would probably take out his cell phone and shout "I love you" right away.

What a pity he didn’t!!!

"I don't ask you to rush now! Just...well, think it over before you do it.

Just don’t give up without doing anything, that would be a pity.”

Chu Qingmian added.

"That's right! How about this, next time we get together, let's play a game of dare and just push the wood over and confess our feelings!"

Xu Yang said with a smile, and then he patted his chest to make a promise.

"Mu Tou, I'm telling you, with our buddies here, we have nothing to fear!
If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I am on standby 24 hours a day to help answer them! ”

"I beg you to stop being a love mentor to Mu Mu. You can easily make a cooked duck fly away."

Han Bing sneered and said:
"Mu Tou, just believe me and make the most of your face.

At that time, just drink two taels of wine. As the saying goes, men get drunk when they are one-third drunk. I will act until you cry.

Just look the girl in the eye, stop talking nonsense and confess your feelings directly!

Just say the words you just told us, believe me, that's how you do it!

It is absolutely possible to move a nun who has been chaste for eighty years to the point of arousal!!!"

“Why should I move an 80-year-old woman?”

Xu Yang interrupted curiously.

".It's a fucking metaphor."

Han Bing gritted his teeth.

Lin Tong thought about it and felt that he could not clear himself even if he jumped into the Yellow River, so he simply nodded and agreed to everything.

Okay, okay, yes, yes, he will try his best.

But he has no say in this matter.

With my sister's personality, she would never tell anyone even if you beat her to death.

Unless some criminals kidnap Su Chengyi and force her to reveal her true feelings, but where in the world are there such boring criminals? ! They kidnapped people just to eat melons!

However, today he helped his sister reveal some information to Su Chengyi, although he didn't seem to get it at all.

Thinking of this, Lin Tong inexplicably felt a little comforted.

Lin Tong's secret was finally revealed, and the punishment game was directed at Su Chengyi again.

"Truthfully."

Su Chengyi said slowly.

When the idea of ​​​​a stable one-on-one trade with Lin Tong first came up, he was more inclined to dare because he was afraid that the truth or the truth game would bring up some difficult problems.

But after seeing Xu Yang's big dare activity, he ran towards the truth or dare track without looking back.

Anyway, the art of language is unfathomable, profound and extensive.

No matter how tricky the question is, there will always be a better answer that can avoid the risk.

Xu Yang's bad intentions were thwarted. He let out a long-drawn "Ah" in frustration and collapsed on the sofa.

"Mr. Yi, your honest words are a bit boring. Sister Mian is sitting next to you. I don't think you can ask any explosive topics."

Lin Tong listened beside him and took a sip of wine in silence.

There are so many exciting things, but no one dares to ask! !
Han Bing thought about it and looked at Chu Qingmian.

“Let Mian Mian have this right.

Mianmian, do you have anything to ask? This is a good opportunity to judge the only real wood. If you miss this opportunity, you will never have it again.

If there is anything you want to ask him but don't feel comfortable asking, or if he refuses to tell you the truth, it's fine. Think about it quickly."

After Han Bing said this, Chu Qingmian suddenly felt that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

After all, if the game is played normally, Su Chengyi will never lose easily, and he will not have the chance to answer the truth.

Is there anything you usually want to ask him but don’t have the nerve to ask?
Chu Qingmian fell into deep thought. That was too much!
But they were all small, spoiled and naughty questions, such as whether he loved her the most in the world.

When asked, he refused to tell the truth.

Hmm. It seems to be no different from the previous question. Su Chengyi usually hates to hear these cheesy words. It is harder than climbing to the sky to get him to say that he likes her! !

Why not take this opportunity to ask him to say a few more words?

Chu Qingmian started to smile as she thought about it, and looked at him with curved eyebrows.

Su Chengyi supported his chin and raised his eyebrows at her.

"Have you thought about it? If you fail to do so, it will be void."

"I don't want it!"

Chu Qingmian pursed her lips and looked into his eyes.

It's strange, she had originally made up her mind to let him know that he likes her.

When I said it out loud, it became:
"Brave student Su Chengyi, congratulations on successfully discovering the soft-hearted God!
She gives you a wonderful power, which is that you can make a wish to her next year now.

When that time comes, everything will come true~"

This question was beyond the expectations of everyone present.

Han Bing immediately sighed and said with a look of regret:

"Is this considered a punishment game? This is a reward, right? I wish for a set of Tomson's first-class products!"

Su Chengyi was also slightly stunned by the question. He had originally prepared to say something like "I like her the most".

I didn't expect this to be a problem.

Chu Qingmian's eyes suddenly became evasive. Why would she ask such a question?

It seems that her secretly hidden lack of confidence and fragility can be glimpsed through this question.

Su Chengyi could have continued as he had planned at the beginning and just said a few words to get away with it.

Anyway, it's just a truth or dare game, you can't really expect to get any sincerity from it.

But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say them.

It was as if his long-lost conscience had come out again to interrogate him.

So, Su Chengyi sighed softly, looked back into her eyes, and said:
"I hope that next year Chu Qingmian will like me as much as he does now."

(End of this chapter)