I'm dying, my sisters are begging for forgiveness

Chapter 135 Loss
on the plane.

After Chen Xiangrou sorted out a lot of information, she asked the flight attendant for a thin blanket.

Then he adjusted his chair to a horizontal position and lay down.

She is very tired.

I want to close my eyes and rest.

But I just couldn't find a position where I could sleep peacefully.

The flight attendant was helping by adjusting the seat and using some cushions to cushion it, which took nearly twenty minutes.

But this problem has not been solved.

This made the flight attendant a little panicked.

After experiencing a series of events these days, Chen Xiangrou no longer had the energy to be angry.

She asked the stewardess to stay away and not bother her.

But when Chen Xiangrou was about to lie down, her thoughts became even more confused.

Only then did she understand.

The reason why I can't sleep peacefully.

A timeless design
That work has always been Chen Xiangrou's ultimate goal.

She once dreamed of designing an equally stunning work so that her mother would recognize her.

So Chen Xiangrou knew this jewelry very well.

This piece of jewelry is on its first day in the public eye.

It amazed countless people.

A famous female star.

It was because she wore this jewelry in the promotional poster of one of her movies.

This poster has become an eternal classic.

Not only did the movie sell like hot cakes at the box office, she also won a ton of gold awards that year.

This work has been praised by all masters at major jewelry exhibitions without exception.

The masters also said that they had not been so united in their opinions for many years.

The artistic level of this jewelry has reached a level that meets the aesthetic tastes of all of them.

The word "stunning" is too weak to describe this work of art.

They felt that this work of art had revolutionized the jewelry industry and even ushered in a new era.

Chen Xiangrou felt.

Even if we use today's aesthetics and perspectives to look at this design from more than a decade ago.

It still doesn’t feel outdated at all.

It is precisely because of this jewelry that Caiqi Jewelry has become the undisputed leader in the domestic jewelry industry.

The entire Caiqi Group adjusted its focus.

The inspiration for this piece of jewelry.

Is it a painting of Chen Mo when he was a child?

What a joke!
This also made Chen Xiangrou more anxious.

She wanted to see what was written in the letters her mother had written to Chen Ying over the years and in the will that had not been made public.

Chen Xiangrou couldn't sleep at all.

She called the stewardess back.

With the help of the flight attendant, comfortable lighting that can be used for office work was adjusted.

Chen Xiangrou ordered another cup of black tea.

I started to kill time by working.

When she felt her body a little sore, the flight attendant next to her gently reminded her that the plane had landed.

Soon after getting off the plane.

The assistant was a little panicked and chased after him: "There is a phone call, it's from Butler Liu."

Chen Xiangrou told her assistant not to pay any attention to it.

Butler Liu has talked to her many times these days.

He said that Chen Yuwei had a mental illness and asked me to stop provoking her.

Chen Xiangrou also verbally agreed to Butler Liu's request.

But that day in the conference room.

Thinking about how I had been helping Chen Yuwei clean up this mess.

But Chen Yuwei continued to oppose her.

He threatened her when she was most upset.

So Chen Xiangrou couldn't help but said those words.

She felt that Butler Liu must have noticed that her elder sister was not in a good condition and came to question her.

Chen Xiangrou was in no mood to argue with Butler Liu, so she chose the most direct way and refused to communicate. The assistant was still a little hesitant: "But, Butler Liu called many times."

This reminded Chen Xiangrou of the time when she called Chen Mo before.

She said in a cold tone: "Then why don't you turn off your phone?"

The assistant immediately shut up and did as he was told, then started contacting the vehicle.

“It’s the one in front.”

The assistant glanced at the navigation on the phone and then said.

Chen Xiangrou did not respond.

She walked slowly.

Large pieces of sycamore leaves kept falling from the branches on both sides of the road.

A few birds flew over the treetops, making crisp sounds.

The old house in front blends into this autumn scenery like a painting.

But the difference between ideal and reality soon became apparent.

Because no one took care of it, the area around the house was overgrown with weeds.

The dust after entering the house made Chen Xiangrou cough continuously.

The walls have become mottled over the years and the various furniture have aged and damaged.

Fortunately, the assistant prepared a flashlight on the road.

After opening.

The room was suddenly enveloped in orange light and became a little foggy.

Chen Xiangrou started searching in the places Chen Ying mentioned.

It didn't take long.

I found some dusty letters wrapped in brown envelopes.

Chen Xiangrou opened the letters one by one.

I read them one by one.

A lot of it was just small talk between my mother and Chen Ying.

The older the date on the letter, the more relaxed and lively my mother's language became.

This made Chen Xiangrou still a little dazed.

Before I got sick, before I had all those burdens on my shoulders.

My mother seemed like a different person, innocent and romantic.

I don’t know which letter it is.

Chen Xiangrou slowed down her browsing speed.

Because her mother mentioned her in this letter.

Chen Ying’s sister.

I suddenly felt a little regretful for investing all my time into work and pursuing my dreams.

I am not a qualified mother.

I suddenly felt that Xiang Rou was a little strange.

After my test results came out.

I started to become easily sad.

Sometimes I drive normally on the highway, with blue sky and white clouds outside and my favorite music playing on the radio.

But suddenly I couldn’t help but think that I might not be able to see my children again soon.

Then my tears couldn't stop flowing.

This must be the pain brought by "loss".

The thought of my children probably feeling this way after I’m gone.

I cried even harder.

After I got home.

The first person called was Xiang Rou.

I asked her tentatively, if I were to go abroad for a long time and not come back for a long time, would you be sad?

Xiang Rou said sensibly that she would understand me and support me.

This seems to be the answer I want to hear most.

But, I suddenly felt like a failure.
She's just a child, why don't I feel any sadness for her?
Obviously, Xiang Rou was not like this when she was a child.

One time when we were playing hide and seek, I received a phone call at the last minute and had to go out to handle work.

Her eyes were red from crying because she couldn't find me.

I apologized to her and she hugged me tightly, saying she was so scared, afraid that she couldn't find me and that I had abandoned her.

She was obviously so afraid of losing.

When did she change?
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