life struggle

The stubbornness of his parents and their relentless persistence greatly stimulated Wu Xiaojun's spirit, and he was about to reach the brink of collapse, which made him extremely disheartened and desperate.Bai Lingyan stared at the back of him who coldly put down his serious words and left angrily, appearing like a ghost in hell, her heart was full of worry and haze, and she fell into endless contradictions.She frowned in anxiety and fear, her eyes were full of tears, all emotions were hidden in the deep eyes, and she chased after him without hesitation.

Wu Xiaojun didn't know what he was going to do, so he ran back to the dormitory in a trance, threw himself on the bed and wept sadly.

Bai Lingyan sat beside him, crying and calling out his name, "Xiao Jun, don't do this, Xiao Jun, don't do this, it's my parents' fault!"

Wu Pingshun has never seen Wu Xiaojun so angry and sad. What a strong young man, the people tortured by Bai Lingyan's family are not like ghosts or ghosts. He is so lonely and helpless. His heart can't help feeling sad It was very unpleasant, and he said disheartenedly, "Lingyan, uncle already understands your feelings, let's go, let him wash for a while."

Bai Lingyan's tears dripped uncontrollably, and Wu Pingshun refused to leave no matter what.

Ma Wencheng said distressedly, "Second brother, this is an extraordinary period. Both of them need to calm down and think carefully. Instead of suffering here, it is better not to see each other for a while, and it will be better if we are separated for a while. It is better to hurry up." Take Xiaojun away."

Wu Pingshun was heartbroken seeing the two crying like tears. In order to save his son from greater torture, no longer bear greater pressure, and avoid threats and accidents from Bai Lingyan's family, he no longer considered pursuing Regarding the agreement, he said disheartenedly, "Forget it, take Xiaojun back!"

Ma Wencheng persuaded Wu Xiaojun, "Son, get up, big man, don't cry and cry, don't waste yourself here, get out of here now."

Bai Lingyan looked at Wu Pingshun in horror and said, "Uncle, uncle, why don't Xiaojun go now!"

Wu Xiaojun raised his head in desperation, choked up and said, "Uncle, the graduation certificate and dispatch certificate have not been issued yet, so I can't go back now."

Wu Pingshun said angrily, "When is it, why are you still talking about this? It's not too late to pick it up after a while, and leave with me immediately."

Wu Xiaojun reluctantly packed all his things and put them in the car, enduring the pain of love, staring at Bai Lingyan who was dazed beside the car with sad tears in his eyes, turned around and opened the car door sadly and got in. go in.

Wu Pingshun saw that the two were sincerely in love, with tears in their eyes, bearing the pain of parting in despair, worried that Bai Lingyan could not control her emotions and followed the car, and before Wu Xiaojun could sit still, he urged Ma Wencheng, "Hurry up and get on the bus!" Close the car door and don't let her follow in."

After the four sat down, the driver, Xiao Li, stepped on the gas pedal and disappeared from the campus in a blink of an eye.

For the students who are in love, graduation is a hurdle they have to face.It is like a isolation zone, which brings the campus blooming season to an abrupt end.Everyone has to recover from the paradise of singing and dancing.The sadness of parting enveloped the entire campus, and the scene of saying parting with tears was very sensational, with reluctance and tears everywhere. . `Holding hands and looking at each other, choking silently, Shan Meng vowed to each other, two hearts bonded, killed by the ruthless reality!At the end of the song, people parted ways, and the relationship that has been painstakingly cultivated and cared for for many years is so vulnerable in the face of reality!

Bai Lingyan stared absent-mindedly at the wheels disappearing from sight, her heart was empty, the scars in her heart were throbbing with pain, a strong sense of loss and emptiness came over her, and she was completely overwhelmed by a feeling that she could not escape. overwhelmed by despair.I used to feel baffled when I saw other people falling in love and breaking up after graduation. I always thought it was normal and would never happen to me. Love has become a stranger because of the parents' beating of mandarin ducks and the end of college life.

Bai Lingyan was lonely, confused, and hesitant. She wandered to find Lu Jianmin, and said in tears, "Jianmin, Xiaojun is gone. I feel like the sky is falling. I don't know what to do. Is every couple in love? No one can escape the bad luck of breaking up after graduation!"

Lu Jianmin comforted, "Xiaojun's departure may not be a bad thing for you two. Don't be too sad and disappointed. I think Xiaojun will come back."

Bai Lingyan shook her head in pain and said, "My parents have completely broken his heart, we are completely finished, we are completely finished, he will not come back, he will not come back."

Lu Jianmin complained, "Many people are facing a breakup, but I didn't expect you two to develop to this point. If Xiaojun doesn't come back after a while, he will give up on you, and it's not worth your nostalgia and love for him." It’s painful. I won’t leave, I will go out of school and rent a house, and then I will slowly figure out a way.”

Bai Lingyan said coldly, "It would be great if Xiaojun thought so, but his character and temper are different from yours, and he won't turn back."

Lu Jianmin sighed and said, "Don't worry too much, just adjust your emotions. His graduation certificate and dispatch certificate are still there, and he will definitely come back in a while. As long as I see him, I will definitely persuade him to find you."

Seeing that one by one students gradually leave the school and go to various places to realize their dreams.

Bai Lingyan couldn't see the figure she was looking forward to, and she returned home full of melancholy, looking at her mother who seemed nothing had happened, feeling extremely irritable.

The second sister, Bai Lingwan, watched Bai Lingyan either throwing things, refusing to eat or drink, sleeping with her head covered, and even twisting her sheets and quilts one by one with scissors in a trance. Worried that if she had a nervous breakdown, depression or paranoia, it would completely destroy her.She couldn't help suppressing her dissatisfaction with her mother any longer, and kept complaining.

"Mom, look at what you're doing. You're too cruel. It's not like you don't know Yanzi's temper. Why do you insist on beating the mandarin duck and wrestling with her? If she can't make it through, why don't you give her up?" Is it useless?"

"I didn't expect it to be like this. It's too late to find Wu Xiaojun again now, so I can only resign myself to fate."

Bai Lingwan stomped the ground angrily, and said angrily, "There is no such cruel mother in the world!" After that, he coaxed Bai Lingyan to go to the middle school in the town where she was, bought her a skirt, and chatted with her Go to the mountains to divert her attention.

At around four in the morning that night, Wu Xiaojun returned home.

Wu Pingshun knew Wu Xiaojun's bitterness and pain and did not complain or reprimand him, but reminded him worryingly, "You are lucky to be able to get out of the sea of ​​suffering and come back safely, but this matter is very disappointing. Let go of your wealth." Not to mention Liangkong, Xiaosen, Xiaoyun, and Xiaomei will definitely scold and abuse you. You have to be mentally prepared to let them express their anger. "

Things have been like this, Wu Xiaojun can't say anything even if he has ten mouths, he nodded and said, "It's all my fault, let everyone be worried and frightened, as long as they don't read jokes behind their backs, I will say whatever they say." accept."

Sure enough, early the next morning, Wu Xiaosen, Wu Xiaoyun and Wu Xiaomei came one after another and severely criticized Wu Xiaojun.

An accident happened to Wu Xiaojun, and his girlfriend was not brought back. A stone caused a thousand waves, and soon spread in the village.

The villagers were idle and had nothing to do. Wu Pingshun felt ashamed and went out to meet people. pressed low.

Half a month passed in a blink of an eye, and Wu Xiaojun spent almost every day in the torment of pain. He fell on the bed and closed his eyes, pretending to be thinking about Bai Lingyan's familiar figure, her every frown and smile, holding hands with her Hands-on, leaning on each other, walking heartily in the park and on the street, lighting a fire and cooking together warmly and happily, enjoying the sweetness of married life. sadness.Bai Lingyan has been deeply integrated into her own life, into her own life, making herself obsessed with madness, unable to extricate herself, unable to let go.

Wu Xiaojun's infatuation with Bai Lingyan has increasingly turned into hatred and hatred for Bai Lingyan's parents. He is unwilling to reconciled to the end of his beautiful love with Bai Lingyan, and is even more worried about Bai Lingyan's future. He dare not think about her relationship with others What would it be like to have a man together.He is well aware of what it means for the future for a young girl to lose her integrity in the real social environment.Imagining the scene where she dared not marry, or was insulted and abused after marriage, she felt uneasy and guilty, especially fearful, anxious and worrying.We must not give up at this point, we must find ways to prevent her from reporting to Youjian Hospital, wait for the opportunity to reassign her, and pray for a new turnaround. .

Wu Pingshun watched his son stay at home listlessly all day and kept writing letters to Bai Lingyan, her father, and her second sister, worrying that he would never recover from the fall, but he was terribly worried in his heart without saying anything.

On this day, Wu Xiaojun came to Wu Xiaosen's house without any money, and talked to his third sister-in-law about his confusion and pain. Zhu Chunyan understood and sympathized.

Wu Xiaojun said with a bitter face, "Sister-in-law, I am so depressed that I am about to collapse, can you give me 50 yuan as travel expenses, let me go to Pingxi, get back my graduation certificate and dispatch certificate, and have sex with Bai Lingyan?" It's a complete break, and it's not in vain for us to get along with each other."

Zhu Chunyan said hesitantly, "From the bottom of my heart, I support you. If something happens to you, I won't be able to explain it to my parents."

Wu Xiaojun said affirmatively, "Sister-in-law, don't worry about this, I'm thinking about it now, the matter has come to this point, no matter how noisy I am, it won't help, I won't do anything stupid."

Zhu Chunyan reluctantly said, "Let's agree, you must not cause trouble!"

Wu Xiaojun wished he could put on his wings and fly to Pingxi. After one o'clock in the afternoon, he got on the bus bound for Pingdong.

Turned around at Pingdong Railway Station and looked at the train schedule. The earliest train is at 09:30 in the evening.I couldn't wait any longer, and went to the long-distance bus station again, just in time for the bus bound for Pingxi to leave the station, so I bought a bottle of beer as a drink on the way and got on the bus directly.

There were a lot of people in the car, almost all of them were migrant workers who were smelly and swearing.Wu Xiaojun only wanted to arrive at Pingxi as soon as possible, and when he saw Bai Lingyan, who made him think about it day and night, he couldn't care less about it. He sat cross-legged on the aisle, closed his eyes, and fell into a trance after a while. fell asleep.