Xinyiwu: Originally

Chapter 41 I Don't Want You
In the box that Zhou Ziyi booked, dim lights, shocking sound effects mixed with the sound of wine glasses clinking and laughter pushed the atmosphere to a climax.I thought it was just a small-scale reunion of classmates from a foreign land, but I didn't expect to gather more than a dozen high school classmates, of course, some of them were classmates of the same level and different classes at that time.

It has been six or seven years since graduating from high school. The miserable green boy and the cardamom girl have grown up. Some of them never saw each other after graduation. When they reunited, they were no longer the same as before.

Zhou Jing is now married as a businessman, and she is dressed in jewels, and she can't see the shadow of a country girl in the past; The small boy with thick glasses has turned into a man with broad shoulders. Although he is not very handsome, he has a calm demeanor and a good demeanor.

On the contrary, Zhou Ziyi still didn't change his bastard appearance, but fortunately, he had a handsome face, with a bit of suave air.After graduating from university, his son inherited his father's business and started a real estate business. It can be said that he has achieved great ambitions at a young age, and he has a fiancée with a good family background and good looks.Mo Yuhua had already shed the fatness of her teenage years, and her face was still ordinary, but with a bookish air.

The ones that attracted the most attention that night were naturally Cheng Zheng and his wife. It is said that there were several couples in the same grade at that time, but they are still together now, other than them, they are the only ones.Everyone clamored to fine them a few cups, who made them jealous.Cheng Zheng's interest was extremely high, and no matter who offered the toast, he would always come and drink it all, including Su Yunjin's share.

Su Yunjin and Mo Yuhua haven't seen each other for a while, they were talking privately in a corner, so they didn't pay much attention to Cheng Zheng's actions.But Meng Xue couldn't stand it anymore, and blocked all the drinking army headed by Zhou Ziyi.

Zhou Ziyi smiled and said: "It's really strange, the real girlfriend hasn't spoken yet, why do you feel distressed?"

Meng Xue put the wine glass on the table, "Just because Cheng Zheng and I are naked buttocked friends, how about it! Drink with me if you have the ability!"

Zhou Ziyi is a smart person, so he just laughed it off whenever he was willing to confront her head-on.

Su Yunjin's side still didn't move at all, Mo Yuhua took a look at the situation on the other side, and said to Su Yunjin, "What's the matter, I think there is something wrong with you and Cheng Zheng."

Su Yunjin smiled wryly, "It's not just something wrong, I feel like we've entered a dead end."

Mo Yuhua only said: "Then you stop and think about it before you leave. It's not easy to be together, there's no need to do stupid things just for the sake of a moment of enthusiasm. Even a fool can see Cheng Zheng's feelings for you."

Su Yunjin said sadly: "I know he treats me well, but why are two people who want to treat each other well together so tired? Yu Hua, do you believe in fate?"

Mo Yuhua said: "I believe it, but I believe that fate must also be grasped. Here, look over there." She gestured to Su Yunjin with her eyes.Su Yunjin looked over. Cheng Zheng had drunk too much and leaned his head on Meng Xue's shoulder in a daze. She didn't push him away anymore, and looked at him with more pity.Song Ming, who saw this scene, drank a large glass of mulled wine by himself.

"What are the two beauties secretly chatting about in the corner?" Zhou Ziyi walked over with a glass of wine, "Yu Hua, you are more interesting than the last time I saw you."

"Where, it's because your nose has become more sensitive." Mo Yuhua laughed.

"I said I treat guests, Cheng Zheng doesn't have to drink so hard." Zhou Ziyi said to Su Yunjin, "I always don't understand the two of you, life is too short, why do you always have trouble with yourself?"

Su Yunjin stood up, "Sit down, I'll go see him." She walked to Cheng Zheng's side, patted his face lightly, "Are you okay?"

Meng Xue said provocatively, "You just remembered to come and see if your boyfriend died from drinking?"

Su Yunjin didn't seem to hear her words, and squatted in front of Cheng Zheng, "Cheng Zheng, wake up, let's go back first." Cheng Zheng didn't respond, and her subordinates used all their strength to force him up, staggering a bit, not far away Song Ming at the other side hurriedly stretched out his hand to support Cheng Zheng's other side of the body.

"Thank you." Su Yunjin said to Song Ming, "Please help him out with me." She turned to Meng Xue again, "Thank you for your shoulder."

Meng Xue laughed at herself and stood up too.After Su Yunjin greeted the others present, Meng Xue followed her and Song Ming outside worryingly.Seeing Cheng Zheng like this, the car must not be able to drive. Su Yunjin walked to the side of the road and was about to wave to stop the car, but Cheng Zheng slowly regained some consciousness, rubbing his head and asking himself why he was here.

"You drank too much, I'll go back with you first." Su Yunjin said softly.Cheng Zheng looked at her, Song Ming, and Meng Xue in confusion, and broke free from her hand, "If you want to go back, you go first, I'm not drunk, so I can continue." Steady, suddenly swayed, Meng Xue quickly supported him, he half leaned on Meng Xue, and just now stood firm.

Su Yunjin took a few steps forward and took his hand, "Cheng Zheng, stop making trouble, you haven't drunk enough these days? Let's talk about it when we have something to say." Her voice had a hint of pleading.Cheng Zheng shook off her hand again, and staggered to wrap his arms around Meng Xue's shoulders, "I said don't mind it, I have nothing to say to you. If you want to leave, you can go by yourself."

Meng Xue lost her mind at the moment when Cheng Zheng hugged her, and Su Yunjin also saw Song Ming's eyes dim at the same time.

"Cheng Zheng, do you know what you're doing?" Meng Xue said with some difficulty.

"You don't like it?" Cheng Zheng bent down and buried his head on her shoulder. The scene was a bit difficult to handle for a while, and everyone present felt embarrassed in the silence.

Su Yunjin looked at Cheng Zheng quietly for a while, and then calmly said to Song Ming and Meng Xue: "In this case, I'll go back first. Please take care of him, don't let him drink so much, don't let him drive." She never He took out a notepad from his bag and wrote a few words hastily, "This is our home address, please call him a taxi after we're done, and call me when you get in the car, thank you."

It wasn't until the taxi that Su Yunjin was in disappeared at the corner of the street that Cheng Zheng slowly stood up straight, the drunkenness in his eyes receding, only disappointment remained, as if he suddenly realized how close he was to Meng Xue, he quickly pushed her away, and simply said "I'm sorry ", turned around and walked back to the meeting place just now.

"Cheng Zheng!" Meng Xue called out to him from behind him, he turned his head in doubt, but unexpectedly met her slap, Cheng Zheng stopped her hand in time before it fell, and said in astonishment: " Did you drink too much?"

Meng Xue's eyes were shining like... tears.Growing up with Meng Xue, she has always been a happy and straightforward girl in his heart, this is the first time she cried in front of him.

"My slap is to tell you that I am a person, not a prop, even if I liked you. You can not love me, but you can't use me like this. You clearly know my feelings for you, but you take this as a The chip of the emotional game between the two of you, you are so despicable!"

Cheng Zheng let go of her hand, feeling extremely confused, and rubbed his hair vigorously with both hands, "I can't do anything wrong. Well, I'm sorry, if this slap makes you feel better, then you do it! "

Meng Xue smiled coldly with tears in her eyes, "Now I don't want to do anything anymore, because I find that you are actually very pitiful. I have been jealous of Su Yunjin all these years. I don't know why you chose her instead of me. This is your choice. But are you happy? You just want to use me to provoke her, but unfortunately, people don’t care at all. From the beginning to the end, you are in love with someone who even you don’t know whether she loves you or not You think you got her, but in fact you don't have her at all!"

After she finished speaking, she walked back quickly, Song Ming glanced at Cheng Zheng, and ran after him.

Cheng Zheng covered his ears with his hands and squatted down, as if he could not hear Meng Xue's words this way. There were people coming and going at the gate of the entertainment city, and in the eyes of others, he looked like a drunk who had drunk too much.He squatted there for a long time, sometimes sober and sometimes vaguely thinking about the past few years, he seemed to be really drunk, drunk under the eyes of a man he was so excited about, everyone said they were not suitable, he blamed They don't understand; everyone bets he won't get it, and he thinks he got what he wanted.The result has been his self-righteous obsession, and he's a little dreading the moment he wakes up.

It was already very late when we got home, the lights were still on, and Su Yunjin was still there, which somewhat reassured Cheng Zheng.She didn't change the clothes she went out, and sat calmly in front of the computer. The white light of the monitor reflected an indescribable alienation on her face.

"I'm back." She withdrew from a game of chess and stood up to pick up the coat in his hand, just like waiting countless times in the past. "You haven't slept yet... have something to tell me?" Cheng Zheng put his hands in his trouser pockets.

Su Yunjin raised her face to look at him, and after a while, she said, "Cheng Zheng, you are really naive."

Cheng Zheng sat on the sofa, buried his face in his lap, "I'm very naive, I naively thought that doing that would irritate you, that you would be jealous of me and angry for me. I have no other choice but this, How about you teach me?"

There was no emotion on Su Yunjin's face.

Cheng Zheng slowed down his speech uncharacteristically, "Yunjin, tell me the truth, if it wasn't for your stepfather still begging for food in my mother's company, if it wasn't for him calling me over, would you Have you made up your mind to leave me?" "That's what he told you!"

Cheng Zheng smiled sarcastically, "He's different from you. He's a real person. Of course he doesn't want me and you to end like this. He even took credit for me, saying that he asked your mother to persuade you to come back... Is that the reason why you meekly stayed by my side? Yunjin, I’m so unbearable? I gave you my heart like an idiot, but in the end, it’s better to just give some small favors in exchange for your stepfather to enjoy his old age? I really don’t understand you Thoughts... what I want is a person who loves me, a person of flesh and blood, not a part-time worker who is attentive and can accompany me to bed!"

When Su Yunjin heard his words, she closed her eyes in pain, and opened them slowly after a while.If Uncle knew that the arrangement he had secretly made to prevent her from being separated from Cheng Zheng was the last straw that crushed their fragile feelings, would he bow his head and stop, regretting the past?But it's not his fault, he just tore up the reluctance they concealed and made the ending come faster.

"Say something, Su Yunjin!" Cheng Zheng raged as if driven to a corner, and swept all the debris on the coffee table with his hand, "You fucking talk, I hate you for being dumb the most .”

Su Yunjin is like an ice sculpture, without words or emotions.

"It's been so many years, but you still don't love me after all." This was something he had never dared to think about or face, but now that he said it himself, he felt a sense of relief.

"What I did for your family before was voluntary. I will write it off from now on. You don't have to take it to heart, and your stepfather's work will not be affected because of our affairs. Su Yunjin, you don't have to worry about this, because I don't want you Yes. Let's part, you can go."

(End of this chapter)