Xinyiwu: Originally

Chapter 50 Everyone I Love Will Leave
The next day at work, Lu Lu sneaked into Su Yunjin's office and quietly handed her something. Su Yunjin opened it, but it was a letter of resignation.She put the resignation letter on the table and looked at Lu Lu wearing a pair of sunglasses. Why can't this child behave like a normal person.

"There must be a reason?" Su Yunjin looked at her.

"Haha, I'm afraid I'll scare you when I say it. Since I was a child, I have determined to travel around the world and see handsome guys from all over the world. To tell you the truth, I started saving money when I was six years old. Until I got my salary last month, I finally saved enough for my start-up capital." , if you don’t leave now, when will you stay?” Lu Lu let out an exaggerated laugh.

Su Yunjin looked at her, "Even if you want to travel around the world to see handsome guys, you don't need to wear sunglasses all the time, do you?"

"You don't understand this, what is this? This is what was promoted in the latest issue of a fashion magazine...why?"

Su Yunjin didn't care to listen to her chatter, leaned forward, and took off her sunglasses when she was unprepared, Lu Lu wanted to cover it with his hands, but it was too late.

Under the sunglasses, the corners of Lu Lu's eyes were obviously bruised and swollen.

"What happened?" Su Yunjin was stunned.

"Hey, you still found out such a shameful thing. You fell in the shower last night." Lu Lu laughed.

Regardless of her resistance, Su Yunjin gently pulled down her turtleneck sweater, took a breath, then quickly lowered the shutters of the office, pulled Lu Lu to the corner, and when she grabbed Lu Lu's arm, she heard her painful hiss.At this moment, Lu Lu stopped resisting and let Su Yunjin roll up her close-fitting sweater.Even though Su Yunjin had been mentally prepared, seeing this scene before her, she was still so shocked that she stopped breathing.Lu Lu's young and clean body is covered with large and small scars and bruises, some are very old scars, but more are new wounds. Judging from those scars, all of them are man-made scratches and tooth marks. And the gore under the setback.Those scars even extended from her chest to the skin under her underwear.The horrific wound set off against the delicate skin like a flower, which was indescribably weird. "Is this also a fall injury?...Who is it?! Tell me, Lu Lu." Su Yunjin's heart ached seeing the person she regarded as her younger sister injured like this.

Lu Lu gently pulled down his clothes, "Don't ask, sister Su, please." She finally stopped laughing.

Su Yunjin withdrew her hand, "So you still refuse to say? Who is so perverted... Could it be... Lu Sheng?" She suddenly remembered the frightened look in Lu Lu's eyes when she saw Lu Sheng on the left bank that day.

From Lu Lu's flinching expression, she knew that she had guessed right.Su Yunjin thought of Lu Sheng whom she occasionally saw in social occasions and in the media, such a gentle and refined man, she never expected to be such a beast.

"Is he still human? Come on, follow me." Su Yunjin put the sunglasses back on Lu Lu's face, and pulled her out.

"Where are you going?" Lu Lu struggled.

"Go to the hospital and report the crime." Su Yunjin is not an excitable person, but she felt a pain in her throat as if something was blocked.

Lu Lu finally broke free from her, "It's useless, Sister Su. Leave me alone, my wound has already been treated, as for him, he was not hurt as badly as me. If you are doing my best, just pretend you don't know." ?"

Su Yunjin looked at her, this is Lu Lu, the Lu Lu that she always thought was the happiest and carefree?
Overland is gone.Su Yunjin sat in the office in a daze. Soon, the phone rang and she answered it. The other party only spoke for less than 3 minutes.After hanging up the phone, she sat motionless for a long time.

After regaining her senses, Su Yunjin went to the personnel department, and then went to Xu Zhiheng to go through the formalities.After the sick leave four years ago, she never took any public or annual leave, so Xu Zhiheng readily gave her fifteen days of leave.Just before she left his office, he asked, "Yunjin, are you okay, if you need help, I can say it."

Su Yunjin held onto the doorknob and forced a smile, "Thank you for giving me the vacation."

It was already night to fly back to the provincial capital of her hometown, Su Yunjin rushed to the provincial hospital immediately after getting off the plane.In front of the ward, she saw her uncle who seemed to have aged a lot overnight.

"Yunjin, you're back..." The man over fifty began to cry.

"What's up?" She could barely make out her own voice.

"The doctor said that this recurrence, the cancer cells have spread to other organs... It is an advanced stage, and chemotherapy has no meaning."

In fact, she should have guessed it a long time ago. In the past few years, her mother's body has been erratic. Su Yunjin often persuaded her to go to the hospital for reexamination, but her mother said that she dared not go to the hospital. , It’s better to know nothing, at least one more day to live is happy.Perhaps, mother already knew in her heart that she was gradually deteriorating.

Su Yunjin pushed the door and went in, her hands were as cold as the metal doorknob.

Who can tell her that she actually went to the wrong ward.Who is this haggard woman with gray hair hanging around in front of her, her once so beautiful mother?Su Yunjin sat on the edge of the bed, bit her trembling lips to prevent herself from crying.

"Mom..." She couldn't help calling softly, but she was afraid of waking up the sleeping person.

Mother Su opened her eyes very slowly, and seeing her daughter, a gleam of light flashed in her cloudy eyes, which then turned into sadness again.

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"Yunjin...you are here...just right, I dreamed about your father just now, and he was blaming me. I promised him that he would only be by his side for the rest of his life. Yunjin...he was blaming me..."

Su Yunjin wanted to hold her mother's hand, but found that there was an infusion needle inserted into it. She tremblingly said, "Father won't blame you, no...doctor, doctor..." Mother's face was distorted by the pain, Su Yunjin hurriedly Shouting to the door, the uncle and the doctor rushed in together, and then the family members were shut out.

Although it didn't take long, Su Yunjin and her uncle sat outside the door, waiting silently, as long as a century had passed.

When the doctor came out, Su Yunjin ran forward a few steps, "Doctor, how is my mother?"

"The patient's situation is not optimistic. I suggest that you be mentally prepared."

"Save her, please! No matter what method you use, save her." Su Yunjin choked up and begged.

"Don't worry, our hospital will do our best to save any patient." The doctor said formulaic words expressionlessly. Su Yunjin watched the doctor walk away and slumped down on the chair.Yes, for each family member of the patient, the person on the hospital bed is their close relative and their true love, but for the doctor, it is just a broken body that is not surprising. "Uncle, go back and have a rest, I'm here." Su Yunjin wiped her face with her hands, trying to calm down, her uncle was already crying.She can't fall, she has to hold on so she can take care of her mother.

The next few days were a nightmare.My mother lived in a three-person ward, the hospital beds were tight, and all three beds were full of people, so the accompanying family members had to spend the night on the bench outside the ward. A simple camp bed was set up beside the bed.In this way, Lun Ye's guardian uncle and Su Yunjin had a place to live.

There were other patients living in the ward, and most of them were critically ill patients. The patient in the next bed had advanced liver cancer. He felt pain at night and groaned all night.My mother's sleep became extremely shallow, and she was easily woken up by the slightest sound. She couldn't fall asleep at night, and people came and went during the day, so it became a luxury to sleep well, and her spirit became worse and worse.

This is not the worst, the patient by the window was on his deathbed, and finally died one night, my mother heard the sharp howling of the patient's family members while she was half asleep, and then watched helplessly. The corpse covered in white cloth was carried out, her hands grabbed Su Yunjin nervously, her knuckles turned white, and her nails dug right into Su Yunjin's flesh.The next day another seriously ill patient filled the empty bed.

Su Yunjin then begged the doctor again, she was willing to pay a higher bed fee, just asking her mother to live in a single room, for which she had stuffed red envelopes many times, and all she was told was: no way.

Seeing that my mother's body was collapsing day by day, she was more confused than awake, talking nonsense all day long, and vomited out the food after a while, even the nurse began to shake her head.

Su Yunjin stayed by her mother's bed day and night, only hating herself for being useless, and she was about to give up. The chief doctor suddenly told her that a patient had just been discharged from the hospital, and a single ward had been vacated, which was just right for them.Su Yunjin was overjoyed, and on the same day, she and her uncle cooperated with the nurses to move her mother to another room.

Although changing the ward did not improve my mother's condition, it is undeniable that at least it was much cleaner.On the ninth day after Su Yunjin came back, in the new ward, her mother's spirit suddenly improved, and her mind was also very clear. She no longer yelled nonsense like the previous few days, and even her eyes became much brighter.

She looked at her thin daughter with pity, and took a hard breath before she could say a few words, "Yunjin, you are just too stubborn..."

Su Yunjin's tears welled up immediately, she tried her best to hold back, and kept nodding.Mom closed her eyes and said in a slight voice: "Think about it, everything is fine. I saw your father, and he is coming to pick me up... Below, your father is waiting for me, above, your uncle You are crying for me, what am I still dissatisfied with..." At five o'clock in the morning, her mother took her last breath on the hospital bed, Su Yunjin held her mother's hand all the time, feeling her body getting cold little by little.Finally, the uncle pulled her away from her mother.She stood on the corridor of the hospital, watching the nurses push the mother covered in white sheets away, trying to chase after her, but her feet were as heavy as lead.She leaned on the edge of the bench and squatted down slowly, listening to the sound of the pushing wheels getting farther and farther away, until finally she could no longer hear it...

She didn't know how long she kept this position. It was getting brighter, and someone came up to talk to her, but she couldn't hear or remember what was said. She just wanted to curl up here by herself, and it would always be like this.

She didn't turn her head until some hands pressed her shoulders, but the owner of those hands didn't wait for a moment to leave like the others, but squatted down in the same way, and hugged her curled up into a ball in her arms.She remembers this embrace.She let the body behind her support her weight, and then heard him say, "Cry."

She has not tasted tears for a long time, even in the hospital, when the doctor told her personally that the child is gone, and there may be no more in the future, she did not cry; the days and nights of taking care of her mother, no matter how difficult , She also held back tears, because tears represent weakness.

But why should she be strong, why should she be independent, she only needs a shoulder of hope for her to cry bitterly.

Su Yunjin turned her head with difficulty, buried her face in his shoulder and neck, sobbed silently at first, and then cried bitterly, "I no longer have a mother, no father, no child, nothing, only me... ...why do the people I love leave in the end!"

"I won't." Cheng Zheng patted her on the shoulder, "Even though I don't know, I'm still not the one you love."

(End of this chapter)