If you can love like this

Chapter 33

"Please pay attention, we are having sex!" He seemed to be annoyed, and rushed harder.This is also a manifestation of his abnormal mood recently. He tosses and tosses me over and over again, as if he is venting something. Sometimes I worry about his body, and he will be even more annoyed. I can't mention it at all.

I became a little afraid of him, and often woke up in the middle of the night, watching him standing on the balcony of the bedroom smoking a cigarette. I was so preoccupied that I didn't know what he was thinking.He is like a mystery, the more I want to see clearly, the farther away he is, he is clearly beside me, I can reach out and touch it, turn over to hug him, but it feels so far away, his eyes are as dark as the night There are often emotions that I can't understand.

Especially when he was sitting in a daze in the study, there was an aura of doom on him that made people afraid, cold, and made people dare not approach him.I don't understand where his killing-like aura comes from. Even though we are naked and fiercely entangled on the bed, I feel like there is still a glass cover between me and him. The heart-wrenching soul resonates, we can no longer achieve the unity of mind and soul in the past, maybe his mind and spirit have long been separated, but I am kept in the dark...

To my surprise, Qi Shuli actually came to visit, carrying a big basket of fruit, and his attitude was very sincere, saying sorry on the left and sorry on the right, of course I have to be magnanimous and show that I don't care.

But I could see that Qi Shuli obviously had something to say, and he went around trying to get to the point, but I just didn't answer.There was a real estate catalog of Yalanju on the sofa, Qi Shuli accidentally spotted it, picked it up and casually flipped through it, "Have you bought a house yet?"

"Yes."

"This neighborhood is not bad, but Geng Mochi is quite discerning."

"He's always had a good eye, an artist."

Qi Shuli then laughed, he put the album down, and looked at me seriously, "Kaoer, I know that nothing I say can change your decision now, after all, this is a major event in your own life, and you have the right to choose who you spend it with Yu Sheng, from the bottom of my heart, of course I hope you will be happy, and I can't say anything wrong with Geng Mochi even now, this will only make you unhappy, right?"

"Since you know everything, what are you talking about!"

"Listen to me, I mean I can only bless you now, but I won't bless him, because I still don't think your happiness can be given by him. No matter what grievances you suffer after marrying him, I am your strong backing, whenever you need me, I will stand behind you and protect you as soon as possible!"

I was annoyed, "Listen to you, it seems like you are waiting for me to break up with him?"

"You can't talk like that."

"That's what you mean!"

"Kao'er, at this time, it would be hypocritical and meaningless for me to say what I said on those occasions. I don't think much of you at all, so why would I say something against my will?"

I sneered, "Because I made Qi Shujie feel ashamed by being with him, right?"

Qi Shuli was slightly startled, then laughed again, his eyes became deep, and he hesitated for a moment, "It's good that you know, but it's not the key to me, I don't want to wish that you don't have much to do with my brother, at least for now That's right, I can't accept this completely out of a man's standpoint."

"The man's position?"

"Yes, now I prefer to be an ordinary man who admires you, rather than your elder brother. I admit that I am jealous of Geng Mochi, and I am jealous of him, so I am very unhappy that you choose him." Qi Shuli said to himself He also froze for a moment, looked at me, held his breath and continued, "Kao'er, to be honest, I didn't expect that I would fall in love with you. I haven't really liked someone for a long time, so even if You are not happy, and I will not hide this feeling. Now that you are not officially married to him, I am still qualified to confess. Yes, this is my official confession to you. I am very happy that I finally have the courage to say it... ..."

I stared at him with wide eyes, admiring myself for not being furious.I raised my hand to stop him from continuing and said, "I have seen shameless ones, but I have never seen such shameless ones like you. You can go now."

"You haven't invited me to the wedding yet." The guy wanted to be shameless to the end.

I just felt my heart pounding, and I almost breathed out, "What, I invited you to the wedding? You are dreaming, I will definitely not invite you!"

"Then I'm going even more." Qi Shuli chuckled, got up politely, and said while walking towards the door, "I'll talk to Geng Mochi later, and it's fine for him to invite me."

I grabbed a cushion and threw it.

Qi Shuli fled long ago, and the door was closed.

Fortunately, he ran fast, and he had to stay for one more second. I can't guarantee that I won't go to the kitchen to touch the knife. Although I knew his thoughts about me a long time ago, it was the first time he said it so bluntly. This means that the layer of window paper has been pierced, and it is impossible to pretend to be blind in the future. We all live in the same city and cannot avoid it. This really annoys me.

Two nights later, Geng Mochi and I were having dinner at the restaurant. He still seemed preoccupied and not in high spirits. Halfway through the meal, he suddenly said, "Qi Shuli called me today and asked me to invite him to the wedding."

I was swallowing a mushroom and nearly choked to death, "What?"

"I have promised."

"..."

I was dumbfounded, the mushroom was still stuck in my throat.

Geng Mochi glanced at me lightly, "Don't be surprised, of course I want him to witness such an important moment."

I coughed and swallowed the mushrooms with difficulty.I looked at him, as if I didn't know him suddenly, this man has become more and more strange to me.I suppressed my anger, "Why do you want him to witness?"

"Because I want to."

A light sentence, extremely cold.

I could feel that my hand holding the fork was trembling slightly, but I didn't say anything more, because I knew that if I said one more sentence, there would be another quarrel, and I was about to get married, so it was important to maintain a good mood.

But looking at Geng Mochi's gloomy face, I couldn't feel better.I had that strong sense of uneasiness again. I was so close, but I couldn't touch his heart.When he stared at me, his dark eyes seemed to be calm, but he could hear a sound like a torrent in a deep valley. I don't know where the torrent came from, and it carried the power to destroy everything. What I saw before him was Like a hallucination, it disappears in the blink of an eye.Why on earth, why does he make me so uneasy?
The answer to the mystery was finally revealed on the wedding day.

Just as I had imagined, the whole wedding was arranged according to my vision. There was a long red carpet from the entrance of the hotel to the stage, and the white roses and pink roses on the scene were decorated into a sea of ​​flowers. The photos were hung in the most conspicuous corner, and a huge electronic screen was specially installed on the scene, playing the MV made by professional musicians. Every picture is our sweet moment from acquaintance to love.

When Milan followed me into the scene, she was also overwhelmed by this fairy-tale romantic and gorgeous wedding. For a moment, her expression was very complicated, and she whispered in my ear: "You are really high-profile."

"This is the only time in my life." I smiled coquettishly, and there was warm applause at the scene.I saw through the drooping veil that standing on the stage was my groom, wearing a black dress with a pink rose on his chest. Standing on the stage seemed to be in the center of the world, shining brightly in an instant.At this moment, I can no longer see other people, only him in my eyes and in my heart.

He walked off the stage slowly and walked towards me.

The best man, Wei Minglun, was also very personable, following behind him.

Before the official ceremony, I cried into tears.Geng Mochi greeted me to the stage with a smile all the time, because the lights were too dazzling, the audience was blurry, I couldn’t see anything clearly, I only felt countless faces and hands overlapping in the applause, I think I was too nervous The reason.

"Don't cry, laugh." Milan reminded me in a low voice.

The master of ceremonies was performing the ceremony according to the procedure. At this time, I had already adapted to the lighting. I instinctively searched for familiar faces among the guests. The first thing I saw was my colleagues in the stage. There were at least three or four tables. Damao and the others were sitting closest to the stage, applauding desperately.And sitting next to them was Sakurayuki, who also applauded me sincerely.I smiled back at them and waved to them.And just when I turned my face to look at the other side, I saw Qi Shuli was also present, in a suit and leather shoes, sitting in the group of people with a particularly dignified appearance, he didn't applaud, but just squinted at me, like It's watching a play.

I immediately looked away, I don't want to see him, I've never seen such a cheeky guy!

At this time, the ceremony had reached the point of swearing, and the master of ceremonies asked Geng Mochi: "Are you willing to marry this Ms. Bai Kaoer? Love her and be loyal to her, no matter if she is poor, sick or disabled, until she dies. Are you willing?"

Geng Mochi pondered for a moment, then nodded, "I am willing."

The master of ceremonies turned around and asked me again: "Ms. Bai Kaoer, are you willing to marry this Mr. Geng Mochi? Love him and be loyal to him, no matter if he is poor, sick or disabled, until death. Are you willing?"

Without thinking, I blurted out, "I do."

He turned his face and looked at me affectionately, and I also looked at him, our eyes met, and a thousand words were spoken in silence.

"Look at this affectionate gaze, it's so hot, it's higher than a thousand volts." The master of ceremonies laughed and joked beside him, and the audience roared with laughter.I lowered my head in embarrassment, only to hear the master of ceremonies say: "Now invite the bride and groom to exchange rings. Come, Miss Manners bring the rings up."

The beautiful hostess stood between Geng Mochi and me with a tray. Geng Mochi took the ring calmly and walked towards me calmly, step by step, without the slightest hesitation...

Years later, when I recall that scene, it still hurts my heart.He did walk towards me, but he didn't put the ring on my hand. Instead, he walked around me and raised the hand of the bridesmaid Milan, and put the ring on her hand calmly.

There was an uproar in the audience, and everyone was shocked.

And I stared at him blankly, unable to react at all, but he didn't look at me at all, and led Milan, who was also shocked, to the microphone in the center, and he said to the microphone: "Excuse me, today It's April Fool's Day, just to make a joke for everyone, but in fact, what I really want to marry is this Miss Milan next to me, we haven't known each other for a long time, but I love her very much, and I hope to get everyone's blessings."

Milan looked surprised, wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, as if he was hit by a golden egg out of thin air, and there was a huge surprise in his panic.She didn't pull out her hand, and she didn't resist when Geng Mochi kissed her sideways, she even stretched out her arms to kiss him back after hesitating for only two seconds, everything fit perfectly.

It's as if they've rehearsed it many times beforehand.

Only I stood by the side like a fool, watching them hug and kiss in public.Wei Minglun, the best man standing across from me, was also obviously frightened, and stood there motionless as if enchanted. When he finally cast his eyes on me, his eyes were full of sympathy.The people in the audience also forgot to applaud. Looking at me and the two kissing passionately, they didn't know if the joke was true or not. They didn't dare to applaud rashly because they were hesitant.

This "joke" is so realistic that no flaws can be seen.I stood on the stage and felt dizzy, maybe it was because of the burning lights, I was sweating instantly, and I saw Yingzhi and Aqing watching me from the corner of the stage, almost crying, because only they knew that this wedding was Really, I really want to marry this man.Until this moment, I finally understood why Geng Mochi held this wedding. He just wanted to take this opportunity to show the public to humiliate me, so that I would never stand up again.

I think I was really careless. With his personality of vengeance, he would never forgive me for losing his flesh and blood. That's why he chose the cruelest way to take revenge on me.I finally understood what the aura of doom was on his body, just like what he said through gritted teeth when he slammed into me on the bed that night, "I will definitely make this wedding the most unforgettable memory in your life .”

No doubt he did.

Sweat trickled down my back.

The couple in front of me had finished kissing, the man let go of the woman, and continued to make a declaration into the microphone: "I am so happy today, I can marry the woman I like, thank you very much for coming to my wedding today, and also Thank you, Miss Bai Kaoer." He turned his face to me, the smile on his face was enough to make me unforgettable, and I heard him say, "Thank you for your cooperation."

He said it very seriously, like when he proposed to me, it was not a joke at all.And Milan next to him must have recovered, looking at her lover affectionately like a sweet bride.I was only one meter away from her, but she didn't even bother to give me the slightest, momentary look of sympathy. She didn't express any apology at all, as if all this was taken for granted.

Guess how it ended in the end?Answer A: I rushed forward and slapped Geng Mochi, and then rushed out of the scene angrily dragging the wedding dress; Answer B: I didn’t say anything, I didn’t even shed tears, just like an actor leaving the stage, holding up the skirt and sadly Exit; Answer C: I cried loudly in public, crying with all my makeup, while I was crying, Geng Mochi danced with the bride on the dance floor as if nothing had happened, as my crying was an accompaniment; Answer D: I acted like nothing happened , walked to the microphone and said to the guests with a smile, "Thank you for coming, I don't know if you are satisfied with my performance, but anyway, please wish these two grow old together."

……

The comedy of life is staged every day, and you may be the protagonist in the play at any moment. In the end, life is comedy plus farce, but comedy or farce is better than tragedy, at least I think so.No way, I have the spirit of Ah Q since I was a child. For example, when I was studying, every time I failed the exam, I always comforted myself, it’s okay, there are others who did worse than me; when I encounter setbacks as an adult, I always look for Give yourself all kinds of reasons to cheer yourself up, it's no big deal, just sleep and the sun will rise tomorrow as usual, Scarlett Scarlett has said that tomorrow is another new day.So what about this time?How can I step myself down?
The truth is, before I had time to figure out how to get down the steps, someone came up to pull me down the steps.I never dreamed that Qi Shuli would come up at that time. He walked up to me in full view, took my hand and walked to the microphone, and said with a smile: "Just now Mr. Geng said today is a joke on April Fool's Day, yes, this It is indeed a joke, what Mr. Geng really wants to marry is Miss Milan, and what Miss Bai Kaoer wants to marry is me, and I am her groom!"

There was another uproar in the audience.

Geng Mochi, Milan, Wei Minglun, and the master of ceremonies all stared at Qi Shuli in a daze. Life really didn't have the most surprises, only more surprises.It only took me a few seconds to realize that Qi Shuli was here to save me!I tiptoed to touch his lips without hesitation, and he kissed me back tacitly. Strange kisses, strange people, strange air, everything is strange, and I don’t know how I could still So calmly cooperating with Qi Shuli's acting, because it was too sudden, without any prior arrangement, I was led into the play by him completely out of instinct, at that moment I couldn't help myself.

This may show that we are all born good actors.

Then the ending can be imagined, not any of the above four choices, the real ending is that Qi Shuli hugged me horizontally, carried me off the stage, and hugged me out of the wedding scene amidst the applause of everyone.

I clearly remember that when passing by Yingzhi's table, Yingzhi and Aqing were both dumbfounded, looking at each other, unable to figure out what was going on, but I returned them with a heartless smile.

Qi Shuli also greeted all the guests with a smile, this guy is better at acting than me.

Qi Shuli's black Mercedes-Benz was parked at the VIP seat in the hotel plaza. He hugged me to the passenger seat. After closing the car door, he turned to look at me and smiled, "You can cry now."

(End of this chapter)