Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 16 Premeditated Pregnancy (2)
Yang Xuewu saw He Yun's stubbornness for the first time. He originally thought that she was just impulsive, and after a while he coaxed her and she would kill the child obediently, but he was wrong.Facing He Yun, he felt powerless for the first time. Looking at He Yun's growing belly day by day, Yang Xuewu panicked. He never thought of letting things go to this point.People say that the scenery of the west mountain at sunset is the most beautiful, but Yang Xuewu's heart at this moment sinks a little bit with the sunset every day.Now he is besieged on all sides, Xuexin has changed, she no longer focuses on the family as before, she seems to be very busy now, many times when Yang Xuewu came home, the house was cold, Xuexin didn't know Where did you go after get off work?During this semester, Yang Jing often went to eat at her grandparents' place, and Xuexin, who was not at home when her daughter was not at home, came home slowly to cook every time it was dark.Yang Xuewu asked her a few times, but Xuexin didn't tell her what she was busy with, but asked him coldly: "I can't have my own business? When you come home from work, I must prepare a meal and wait for you?" Yang Xuewu is a very face-saving person, facing Xuexin's indifference, he also angrily stopped asking about her affairs.Home, there is no more warmth, love, has it really come to an end?There is no language between Xuexin and Xuexin.Yang Xuewu felt exhausted and almost lost his confidence and courage. What should he do?Divorce?Yang Xuewu quickly shook his head, no, he won't get a divorce, it's not that he doesn't love Xuexin, he loves her and this family.If they get divorced, it will undoubtedly directly destroy the happiness of their daughter Yang Jing. She is entering junior high school this year, which is a critical and special period!Yang Xuewu pressed his temples with his hands because of a headache, he didn't want to think about it, so let's do it, let's take one step at a time.Yang Xuewu felt that at this moment, his tired heart could not find any quiet place to rest.

On the contrary, Xuexin is doing well.Although when a person calms down, her heart is still overwhelmed, but she has learned how to calm her heart down.In order to clear her thoughts, Xuexin felt that only the exhaustion brought about by the tense pace of life could relieve the emptiness in her heart.She is so busy that she does not have any time to be empty. She does beauty treatment, goes to the gym, plays golf, learns to drive, and practices yoga. She strives to make her body and mind healthier.When she looked in the mirror, she felt that her skin became much more delicate, and her pore problem was also improved. More importantly, her figure lost a lot of fat.Colleagues say she has become more beautiful, and Xuexin feels that she has regained that thing called "confidence".

The days go by quickly amidst the busyness, and a heavy snowfall falls down like a celestial maiden, turning the whole world into pure white, suppressing the colors and burying the darkness.That white and elegant color filled Xuexin's vision and washed her soul. Xuexin felt that the world became so pure and natural at this moment, making her forget her emotions, the world, and herself... If He Yun hadn't come to Xuexin with her stomach full, Xuexin would have thought she was a happy woman.

With her belly getting bigger and bigger, He Yun couldn't face the eyes of her colleagues in the company, so she simply resigned.Knowing that she quit her job, Yang Xuewu was very dissatisfied, lost his temper with He Yun and never came to her again.After Li Zhi found out, he patted the table and told her: "He Yun, you are so stupid! What are you pretending to be pure and virtuous now? It's this time, you are so virtuous to this day that Yang Xuewu really treats you without even seeing him." Shangxin, this is not possible, your belly is so big, you want to have a baby alone? You have no job, who will pay for the baby? Who will take care of it during confinement? You can’t even get married Are your parents going to take care of your confinement child? If Yang Xuewu pretends to be a fool, you can’t let him pretend to be a fool and shrink back. You go directly to his wife! Isn’t he happy when sleeping with you? Why hide now? Far away?" Li Zhi's words made He Yun make up her mind, thinking of Yang Xuewu's attitude, the inexplicable emotions in her heart also grew faster and faster, and Yang Xuewu's true face was finally clearly noticed by her. A devil - made up of disgust, disappointment, dissatisfaction... negative emotions.This frightened her and made her crazy. She wanted to give Yang Xuewu another chance, but to her disappointment, Yang Xuewu tried to avoid her.He Yun, who was pregnant, wandered alone on the edge of reason, and more often she was immersed in the angry world and couldn't extricate herself.Collapse and madness are very close to her, yet far away.Finally, He Yun couldn't bear it anymore.

She came to the mirror and frowned. She had a few more white hairs, her round face became sharper, and she felt grumpy. She put on some moisturizer before she smiled, put on a down jacket and went out. .He Yun stood at the gate of Xuexin's school and looked at it for a long time. The cold wind blew through her clothes, making her icy all over.When Xue Xin appeared, He Yun spotted her among the crowd at a glance. He Yun had never seen Xue Xin before, but she recognized her at a glance.Xuexin's expression is quiet and peaceful, the noise of crowds, vehicles and students seems to have never appeared in her world, and her whole life seems to be condensed in the footsteps under her feet... He Yun suddenly became a little timid, This feeling of inferiority arises spontaneously without warning, this woman is so conspicuous in the crowd, so refined, no wonder Yang Xuewu has been refusing to divorce.Just when He Yun was about to shrink back, Xuexin had already discovered the woman who had been staring at her, and she instinctively told her that this woman was Yang Xuewu's outside lover.Xuexin thought for a while, then walked straight in front of her, and looked at the person standing in front of her. Her gaze scanned He Yun's whole body like a searchlight, and finally fixed on her abdomen. He Yun subconsciously covered her abdomen and stepped back. step.Xue Xin's eyes turned from disdain to shock, and finally to glaring. He Yun stared at Xue Xin with a pair of almond eyes and was somewhat wary.Xue Xin gritted her teeth, raised her chin and said to her: "Go!" After speaking, she walked straight forward.He Yun asked anxiously: "Where are you going?" Xue Xin stepped down: "Didn't you come to me just to have a showdown with me? Why, do you want to talk to me at the school gate?"

Xuexin hailed a taxi, He Yun opened the car door, He Yun gave her a timid look, and stood there at a loss.Xue Xin laughed mockingly: "It's already noon, pregnant women shouldn't be hungry! You're so brave, how dare you come to me?" He Yun bit her lip and got into the taxi.In the restaurant, Xuexin even carefully pulled He Yun away from the chair, which made He Yun even more uneasy. She secretly regretted that she should not come alone. It would be nice if Li Zhi was called. I don’t know what kind of medicine Yang Xuewu’s wife sells in the gourd. ...

"How old is the child?" Xuexin asked.

"Almost five and a half months." He Yun lowered her head and muttered.

"Excuse me, what you ordered." The waiter said as he put the dish on the empty space on the table, and then took off the lid. There was a burning sound on the plate, and there was a strong smell of meat mixed with a hint of choking. The smoky smell of people rushed towards He Yun in an instant.Since becoming pregnant, He Yun has seldom eaten this kind of food with a strong oily smell, so it immediately caused her discomfort. She hurriedly picked up the water glass at hand and took a sip of warm water, and the feeling of nausea was relieved.After finally calming down, He Yun put down the water glass and said directly: "You let Yang Xuewu go, he...he doesn't love you anymore."

Xue Xin looked at her amusedly: "Is it your turn to say whether he loves me or not? You let him tell me by himself."

"Your husband and wife for many years, his heart is relatively soft, and he doesn't want to hurt you! Besides, I already have a child." He Yun felt her heart beating faster, and she couldn't even breathe. She didn't know how Yang Xuewu's wife would react. If he hit her with his hands, she would admit it.Who knew that Xuexin just smiled calmly and asked, "What's your name?"

"He Yun."

"He Yun? Good name! My name is Qi Xuexin, did Yang Xuewu tell you my name?" Xuexin asked.

He Yun shook her head in a daze.

Xuexin said calmly: "He Yun, I already knew about your affairs. I wanted to fulfill you, but my daughter disagreed! My daughter said - 'Father's love is like a mountain'! For this 'father's love' Rushan', I have to keep this family safe. There is no other way, you can only break up, you can find a good man to marry!"

He Yun was in a hurry: "But, I can't live without him, I can't live without him!"

Xuexin thought it was funny, the mistress seemed to be getting more and more crazy these days, she remembered Yuxiu's words: "Women, being soft-hearted to others is being cruel to yourself!" Thinking of this, she said lightly: "Whether you live or not is up to you My own business, even if you die here today, the police will not arrest me. As a victim, I will not shed a single tear for you! I am a mother, and I am only responsible for my daughter. As for you, if If you can't survive, it should be your parents and relatives who suffer! You are not my responsibility, I am not responsible for your life and death! Do you have anything else to say?"

He Yun said aggrievedly: "It was your husband who came to me first!"

"Flies don't bite seamless eggs. If you are clean enough, how can you be pregnant by a married man?"

"But your husband loves me now, you are old and have no charm!" He Yun was annoyed, she was eager to stab him.Xuexin's heart sank, He Yun's words stabbed the softest part of her heart like a sharp knife, the pain was like a rising tide, slowly submerging her, she suppressed her anger, and still pretended to be indifferent and smiled back : "You are still too young, don't you really know? Don't think that you are better than other people's wives, and don't think that a man loves himself more than his wife. When the novelty wears off, there is at least a strong relationship between the man and his wife." Your family love, but there is nothing between you, what you left for Yang Xuewu is only troubles that you cannot get rid of! If you can get rid of it, I believe he will abandon you without hesitation! As the saying goes, a lover is like a rag, and when you use it up, you will be gone. Throw it away! You are just blinding yourself with love and willingly becoming someone else's lust tool."

Don't be knocked down by her!He Yun pulled her thigh vigorously, she looked at Xue Xin with wide eyes and said sincerely: "You are wrong, we really have feelings for each other! We only went to bed after knowing each other for half a year, he didn't put me in bed. Use it as a tool to vent your desire."

"What do you love about him?" Xue Xin asked back.

He Yun was taken aback, and said, "He is steady and mature, and he is very gentle to me."

(End of this chapter)