Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 17 Premeditated Pregnancy (3)
Xuexin sneered: "He Yun, the stable, gentle and mature Yang Xuewu you see is the woman behind him—I, who cultivated you. You haven't experienced the process of sharing joys and sorrows but delusional to enjoy the fruits of harvest. Joy. It took me more than ten years to train this man. How long have you known him? Do you think he is really that good? Let me tell you, in fact, this man is super irresponsible. , He will not sleep with other women regardless of his wife's feelings. You said that you two have known each other for half a year before going to bed. If not, he would let you follow him to be pregnant with his child with all your heart? You think you two love very deeply, Just like rebellion in adolescence, the more you don’t allow love, the more you love, and you feel that the love you can’t get is more fascinating. This is not called love, it’s called a kind of possessiveness, a kind of people who can’t get him will also get him The possessive desire of my heart. And men, think this is exciting. If he really loves you, he will not let you come to me with a big belly. He doesn't know how painful you will be? He can't imagine that you may be Facing my cynicism?"

He Yun struggled: "When our love was the strongest, he even wrote me a guarantee, saying that he would love me forever!"

Xuexin almost broke down. She didn't know if He Yun was pretending on purpose or if she was really confused. She said mercilessly, "Do you follow all men who write guarantee letters for you? You don't know if he has Family? He can't even give you a marriage certificate, is the guarantee useful? Don't talk about love with me anymore, it has something to do with your family education and morality."

"Our love is also uncontrollable. I didn't mean it. I didn't mean to be a third party." He Yun said pitifully.

Helplessly, Xuexin didn't follow her way at all: "If you say you are unintentional, then you are more like a three-year-old child who catches a butterfly to death. Although you are unwilling, the ending is the same. The butterfly is dead! Destroy the butterfly." In other people's family but came to tell his wife that he was unintentional, do you treat yourself as a three-year-old child or me as a three-year-old child? Finally, I would like to advise you again, don't destroy other people's families, you Too overestimating my own strength! I can tell you clearly that I will not give up my family because of your mistakes, so no matter what Yang Xuewu does, he still has a wife and children in the end, and you have nothing, he What is left to you, apart from the "good" memories you think, is only scars. It takes courage to be a threesome, to have the courage to stand up, and there are very few mistresses who can bravely bear the abuse. It is good that you have such great courage! Why can't you use your courage to leave him cleanly? Leave him, don't give yourself any reason for him, leave immediately, immediately!"

He Yun lowered her head, and Xuexin saw her teardrops falling on the table, one by one smashed into pieces.For a moment, Xuexin's heart was complicated, and an inexplicable pain surged up. This pain didn't just come from sadness, it seemed to be caused by a kind of hatred.She hated herself for being cold-blooded, but also hated herself for being incompetent. She should have scolded Xiaosan, but she sympathized with her. This contradiction tormented her.Xuexin looked at He Yun in front of her, really not knowing how to deal with it.Xuexin was lost in her own thoughts, when He Yun suddenly ran up to her and knelt down, hugged her leg and begged with tears streaming down her face: "Sister, I beg you, please give me a way out! You divorce If so, I can at least have a home and a father for my children. I have nothing in this city, I don’t even have a place to live, and I can’t live without Yang Xuewu. Please, you have everything, There are several sets of houses, and the daughter is grown up, so you can fulfill us! There is not much relationship between you and him, he loves me, and I love him too, why can't we be together? We even have children... "He Yun's crying caused the restaurant waiter to come in to check, Xuexin was ashamed and annoyed, she beckoned to the waiter to let him go away.She stood up and said sharply to He Yun: "Don't think that you can do whatever you want by using love as a fig leaf, and you can do whatever you want. Since you couldn't stop it at the beginning, why don't you stop now? I let you go? You seem Got it wrong, this sentence should be from me. Even if there is a first-come, first-served person in the queue, right? You broke into my family as a third party. What position do you have to say such things to me? Are you now Crying so pitifully, it seems that you are the victim, and I am the one who robbed someone else’s husband? Yes, you are pitiful enough, Yang Xuewu has a virtuous wife, a child who is about to grow up, a complete family, and a life You who are the spices. Similarly, I also have a complete and happy family, only you, you have nothing. There is an inseparable bond between him and me-family, children, and the love and affection that have accumulated over the years. Even if I step aside, you can only live in my shadow. Yang Xuewu really loves you so much, why does he still hide it from me when you have such a big belly? He never told me that there is a little lover outside What! Look, how well he protects me! You should wake up, long-term pain is better than short-term pain, let go now while you have some dignity."

He Yun got up from the ground, she stretched out her hand and wiped her tears vigorously, from Xue Xin's trembling fingers, He Yun found that she was not as calm and composed as she showed, she cared a lot!He Yun felt that she needed to work harder, she didn't believe that Qi Xuexin could really treat her like a feather and continue to live her little life.He Yun picked her lips and smiled sarcastically: "Qi Xuexin, you really take yourself seriously! You are so old, you go home and take a good look in the mirror to see that you still have a little bit of trouble all over your body. Is it a place that people love? Yang Xuewu didn’t tell you that it’s not that he is protecting you, but that he hasn’t figured out how to deal with your marriage. You count your fingers, how long has it been since he touched you?”

Xuexin stood motionless, and could feel the blood swirling rapidly around the heart wall.She heard the sound of heart beating, thumping, thumping, ups and downs, twisting and turning in the chest cavity, endlessly.She stared blankly as He Yun walked past her with her head held high and disappeared before her eyes.Xuexin didn't know how she came to the work unit, she sat blankly at the desk without moving, and she didn't come back to herself until Yuxiu called her several times.Yuxiu patted her on the shoulder lightly, and asked, "You look lost, lost your soul?"

"That woman came to the door and said that I was old and asked me to give up my seat..." Xuexin tried her best to hold back her tears, but the tears flowed down in a disobedient way.Yuxiu was startled, she quickly opened the drawer and took out a pack of tissues and handed it to her: "So arrogant? Did you slap her twice?" Xuexin shook her head.

"Then what do you think?"

"I think it's okay to get a divorce. This kind of life is not human! That woman... has been pregnant for several months." Xue Xin sobbed.

Yuxiu's eyeballs almost fell to the ground: "What? Pregnant? Your Yang Xuewu is so courageous?"

"I really regret that the person who was blind and betrayed his parents' choice turned out to be such a person!"

Yuxiu slapped her thigh, and said forcefully, "Xuexin, let me tell you, don't even think about divorce! Divorce? It's cheap, that damned woman, why does she come here so arrogantly? It's not a good time to get divorced." Followed her wishes? Thinking back when my old Li came home and divorced me, I insisted on it and let that woman be naked for the rest of her life! Your Yang Xuewu hasn't asked you for a divorce yet, but you are in a hurry to leave Yes! Let me tell you, even if your family Yang Xuewu asks you for a divorce, you still have to hold on, that woman has such a big belly, drag her to death! Let her a big girl bring a child there .By the way, isn’t your family’s economy in your hands? He Yang Xuewu Sun Monkey can jump out of the Buddha’s palm? As long as you control the economy well, you have nothing to be afraid of. Let that woman try to be The taste of the third party!"

Xuexin raised her tearful eyes: "But... I feel that this day is really unbearable. When I think of Yang Xuewu having a woman outside, I feel like seven or eight cats scratching my heart..."

"Actually, how many men in the world don't cheat? Your Xuewu hasn't mentioned a word to you so far, which means that he never thought of marrying that woman outside. You're better off yourself, and you still want to push the man out. Are you stupid?" Yuxiu looked like she was fighting against the enemy, her eyes were so wide that they were about to pop out of their sockets, she looked like she wished she could bite that mistress a few times for Xuexin.

"Then what if he proposes a divorce to me?"

Yuxiu looked at Xuexin, and said earnestly, "Xuexin, building a family is not easy, so don't be pretentious about winning or losing in such a case. If you choose to divorce, you and I will lose." Your daughter! The real smartness is to minimize the damage wisely. In fact, that woman is not a smart thing. If I see her, I must advise her-don't easily want to fight with other people's wives. Now I always think my love is sincere and sincere, but I don’t know that the wife’s love for her husband has already penetrated into the marrow of the man’s bone marrow, and it is not easy to peel off. What’s more, the calmness, tranquility, and wisdom of your body It is impossible to reach such a state without the experience of life and the love of your man. You can take all the things she said, such as you are old and men don’t love you anymore, as fart! She is too high estimated their abilities.”

Xuexin's face turned peaceful: "Yeah, I can't take advantage of that woman for nothing and let her enjoy it. I followed him when Yang Xuewu had nothing but nothing. I spent my best youth to create Today's Yang Xuewu, she came to pick up a ready-made one! Yang Xuewu's current success is at least half of the credit of me, Qi Xuexin. That mistress wants to break up my family with a child in her belly, she is so beautiful! I won't Divorced, you are right! Just procrastinating like this, let’s see who can procrastinate and who is in a hurry! I’ve seen it in my life, as long as Yang Xuewu doesn’t mention it to me, I’ll pretend I don’t know anything! "

"That's right, it's fine if you want to. Just think about it, if Yang Xuewu really wanted to divorce you, how could it be the third person's turn to negotiate with you in person? It must be that Yang Xuewu didn't want to marry her at all, no She found you because of a solution, if you go home and make trouble with Yang Xuewu, then it will be her wish, you must not be so stupid and let others lead you by the nose." Yuxiu was so excited that she salivated shoot said.

Xue Xin nodded thoughtfully, but her broken heart involuntarily let out a soft sigh.

(End of this chapter)