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Chapter 96 This night, like reincarnation (1)
Han Shu is an adult, so he quickly sensed the ambiguous aura that was partly from him, and partly from darkness and chaos. This aura was like a poppy, cooperating with his inner demons, urging the deadly flowers to bloom little by little.

"Cycling" around the yard several times, Feiming was already exhausted. She had been thinking about keeping the New Year's Eve to pass the zero hour, but now she had more energy than she wanted, and it wasn't long before she sat back in her little bamboo chair. He fell asleep in a daze.

Fearing that her weak body would get cold if she sat in the windy place for a long time, Han Shu carried her back to her little bed, and Ju Nian followed behind with a blanket.Feiming felt his body soaring into the air, and murmured a few words, but he didn't wake up.Since she was a child, she had the habit of sleeping wherever she was tired at home, watching TV, doing homework, and dreaming about Duke Zhou when she lay down on her stomach. If she was woken up halfway, she would inevitably cry and lose her temper.When she was younger, Ju Nian was able to bring her back to her room while she was asleep, but as Feiming grew older and taller, this "hard job" Ju Nian became more and more powerless.Seeing Han Shu hugging Xiao Feiming effortlessly, even though Ju Nian felt that she was capable of handling everything in life, she still had to admit that God gave women a complete heart, but forgot to give them a heart. A pair of strong arms.

Ju Nian stuffed a pillow under Feiming's head, covered her with a quilt, and seeing her breathing gradually stabilized, she quietly walked out of the room and closed the door behind her.As soon as she turned around, she suddenly faced Han Shu who was following behind her at some point, and she was taken aback for no reason.

Han Shu laughed and said, "Why do you look like a rabbit being chased by a dog in your own home?" He felt that there was something wrong with his words when he said it, and he seemed to include himself in it, but now he is in a good mood and he is too lazy to stay in the house. This cares about the minutiae.

"Thank you." Ju Nian suddenly said this.

"Ah?" Han Shu was stunned for a while, but he didn't realize what she was thanking for. Fortunately, his brain was still able to function, and when he thought about it again, he realized that she was most likely to be wrong. Zai Xie took the initiative to act as a "porter" just now.

"What's there to be thankful for? How much does this child weigh?" Han Shu said with a nonchalant smile.

"No...well... more than that, Feiming is very happy tonight, I am very grateful."

Han Shuyuan wanted to say: "Why are you talking about this? I haven't thanked you yet for letting me eat." But he suddenly smelled the obvious restraint and politeness in the words between Ju Nian's eyebrows, which made his heart still linger in the happiness just now He, who hadn't come out of harmony, suddenly felt a little vigilant.

Han Shu likes Ju Nian's smile, likes her sullen helplessness when she is angry, likes her occasional inexplicability, likes her sneering words that make him half dead, likes her finally uncontrollable tears in front of him, and even likes the way she occasionally hates him , He admitted that he was a little self-abuse, but it made him feel that he was not someone else, and it also made him and Ju Nian live in the same world with flesh and blood.What is he most afraid of?It was her seemingly forgiving indifference, and the cautious and unfamiliar politeness in front of her, as if a word, a look, could draw all boundaries with him from all over the world.

Wasn't it fine just now?Han Shu was a little frustrated, like climbing a snowy mountain and crossing a grassland to trek a long march, thinking that he had gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, only to find out that he was still wandering in the backyard when he turned around.

Sure enough, after she thanked her, she began to show her cold side in a roundabout way.She deliberately looked at the old clock on the wall, and said, "Hey, it's so late. By the way, do you still need to find a place to stay?"

Han Shu was furious. This woman couldn't even see the hands of the plague clock from her angle.He held back his anger, glanced at her with squinted eyes, and said angrily: "I'm not such a winky person, I will leave if I don't need to be chased away."

Ju Nian lowered his head, Han Shu only saw her ears flushed from embarrassment, and after a moment of silence, he angrily went to find his giant suitcase.When he finally grasped the trolley of the box in his hand, Ju Nian's immediately relieved expression made him even more angry. What's more, Ju Nian still didn't forget to say: "I'll see you off!" go out."

Under this kind of stimulation, Han Shu simply didn't play tricks with her. Her hatefulness gave him the courage of a rascal. It's fake to pull a suitcase and try to leave. To be honest, when he entered this yard today, he didn't care at all. No plan to go out.

Han Shu let go of his hand, from the very backbone just now to the cheeky one now, as if the face of the Sichuan Opera has changed.

"I really have nowhere to go."

Ju Nian didn't expect him to repent so quickly, but she also had a premonition that he would perform this act, so she put on the posture just now, hoping that he would leave automatically after understanding.It is impossible for her to take Han Shu to spend the night here.No matter what kind of consideration it was, it shouldn't be based on emotion or reason. Han Shu, who had hoped for the best face, turned around and left, but he didn't expect him to be lazy, and he didn't care about anything.

"Han Shu, I didn't mean to make things difficult for you, please don't make it difficult for me?" Ju Nian said quite restrainedly.

Han Shu also put on a reasonable gesture, "The person standing in front of you is a homeless person, do you want me to live on the street on the night of New Year's Eve?"

"I sympathize with you, but I can't help it. What's the matter with you living here?"

Han Shu pretended not to understand, and she almost said that it's your business that you are on the streets, and I don't care.It's not that Han Shu didn't know that it would be difficult for her to make a concession to keep him. With her character, even if it were Tang Ye who was "hot" with her now, it would be difficult for her to get what she wanted.But Han Shu thought, so what, he is not the Tang Ye who always thinks about what he says, his shamelessness is all tempered by her.

"Why is there no other way? You only need to take me in for a while. It won't take long. After the new year, I will go out and find a way. I should show mercy and save a poor person."

"God saves those who save themselves." Ju Nian said dully.

Han Shu couldn't help being angry, but he couldn't help but said bitterly: "No wonder God couldn't save you, because you never refused to save yourself. Do you think that you will be happy when you die alone in this tomb of the living dead? You I really need a little popularity, really, not only you, but also this house." He then declared, "Anyway, I'm not leaving!"

Ju Nian was obviously overwhelmed by his words, and he still acted like a savior.

"What do you mean by that?"

"Anyway, I'm not leaving!" Han Shu sat on his suitcase, and that's exactly what he said anyway.He's betting that she can't drive her away with action.

Sure enough, Ju Nian stalemate helplessly and indifferently for a while, finally gave up on continuing to entangle with him, turned his head into the inner room without saying a word, and closed the door.She knew that there was nothing she could do against him, and she couldn't hide from him if she couldn't provoke him, so she simply retracted into her shell.

Han Shu was overjoyed at once. With her attitude of seeing nothing, it seemed that she got her wish.He put his luggage back to its original place in a good mood, and then thought of the bad luck of being driven out by the old man at noon, and deeply felt that the wisdom of the ancients was amazing. Leaning", as early as a day ago, he never dreamed that he would be able to live with her under the same roof one day.

He wandered around in the empty living room, before the excitement of joy passed, suddenly a very realistic and objective question came before him, that is, where would he sleep tonight.

The place where Ju Nian lives is as simple as an ascetic monk's place of practice. There are only two rooms in this house, which are occupied by her and Feiming respectively. The so-called living room is just a "cold cellar" surrounded by four walls, and there is not even a long sofa. The most comfortable position is the bamboo recliner that Feiming sat on before.

Han Shu is the kind of person who can't sleep on the floor even if he is killed. He is sure that he can't find a better place to live. He can only lock the bamboo chair. The bedding is out of the question. The sheets in the suitcase are always a good product for home travel. At this time it played its function.Han Shu spread it on the bamboo chair, and then lay down on it. Feiming could lie on the chair, but with his height, his two legs could only rest on the ground.He just took off his coat, wrapped himself with the remaining sheets, covered it with a thick coat, and tried to fall asleep like this.Xie Ju Nian was able to let him fend for himself outside like this, but he was sure that he had no way to live. He just wanted to let her know that there are many ways for him.

That's right, when Han Shu spent only 15 minutes on the bamboo chair, he knew that this bending and stretching was uncomfortable enough.Han Shu never experienced any hardships when he was a child. The only camping summer camp he participated in when he was studying was a tent in the suburbs. His mother, Sun Jinling, delivered the bedding to him with the driver overnight. He complained that his mother was troubled , but hugging my own bedding at night, its comfort is not the same as the blanket in the tent.The bamboo chairs at Ju Nian’s house are cool in summer, but it’s bitterly cold on such a winter night, and the thin sheets not only can’t bring warmth, even the little bumps on the chair can’t be covered , made him uncomfortable.

So, the "Prince and Pea" uttered bold words, but in the end he tossed and turned on the bamboo chair and couldn't sleep. He felt that there was not an inch of flatness under his body, and it was uncomfortable to stretch his legs, and it was even more sore to curl up.What is more unbearable than this is the cold air in the old house at night, how can a sheet and a coat that covers the head and feet can be blocked.As soon as the person calmed down, just as he felt sleepy, the cold air was like a vicious snake burrowing up from the soles of the feet to the internal organs.

Han Shu shrunk tighter and tighter, and he tossed and tossed for a day, and finally his consciousness fell into a haze, and he entered a state between a dream and a hallucination.He seemed to have lost his way in the vast expanse of ice and snow, his breath turned to ice, his blood was almost congealed, and he didn't know how long he had been walking.The most frightening thing is that this world of ice and snow does not know where the end is, and the footprints in the snow are also covered, and it is impossible to go out or go back.

Finally, someone descended beside him on a sleigh, and whoever the Ice Queen wasn't Xie Ju Nian.When Han Shuru saw the savior, he said, "Help me, I'm cold."

But the Snow Queen said, "You can only blame yourself, you shouldn't have broken into our world."

Han Shu was puzzled for a while, where did "we" come from, there were obviously only him and her here.

However, at this moment, the face that Han Shu tried his best not to think of appeared in front of his eyes. That thin boy in white clothes appeared next to Xie Ju Nian at some point.They looked at each other and smiled, holding hands.

Han Shuru was covered by a violent storm and woke up with a cold war. The last thing left in his mind was the eternal frosty eyes of the orange year.He got up quickly, dug out all the things that could keep out the cold from the suitcase, and piled them all up on his body, but it was useless, he felt even colder, and the dream just now made his heart feel cold.Falling asleep again has become an extravagant hope. His eyelids are heavy and his consciousness is confused, but he is awake. Every time he turns over, the broken bamboo chair creaks.The sound of firecrackers exploded from time to time, as well as the old wall clock on the wall, ticking, ticking, ticking, urging people to become demons.

When the last bit of patience was exhausted, Han Shu kicked off the piles of clothes covering his body and sat up. When he landed, he dragged his sore and numb leg to knock on the door of Ju Nian's room.

Han Shu was originally upset and irritable, so he was naturally less measured in his actions. It is not too much to say that he smashed the door, but he never thought that Ju Nian only lived with Feiming all year round, and there was no one else in this house. The latch is so flimsy it's a formality.In fact, as soon as his knuckles hit the door for the first time, the latch inside made an odd sound, and the door cracked open.

The sound must have alarmed Ju Nian in the room. She was lying on the bed, unable to sleep in the first place, but the sound made her sit up almost immediately, and her first reaction was to pull the lamp by the bed.

The light switch still retains its original form, and the light source is turned on by pulling the string.Ju Nian was familiar with the direction of the thread, even in the dark, she felt for it immediately, who knew that she had something on her mind, and this time she was frightened by Han Shu even more. The long-lasting cord switch "click" and broke in response.Ju Nian held the half of the rope in his hand, groaning inwardly, and shrank back involuntarily.

The conscience of heaven and earth, Han Shu's original intention was just to ask Ju Nian for a set of bedding to keep out the cold after "knocking" the door open, and to condemn her by the way, that's all.However, the subsequent chaotic situation was out of his control. The situation could not be cleared away by jumping into the Yellow River. Not to mention her, even Han Shu himself felt like a thug who broke into the house in the middle of the night.

The room was dark, and it took Han Shu a little while to get used to it.

"You... what are you doing?" The way Ju Nian shrank while pulling the rope made him feel a little funny, as if if something unexpected happened, the rope would become her life-saving straw.Even if he couldn't see her face clearly, Han Shu could read her panic hidden in the darkness.

"I'm freezing to death!" Han Shu stepped forward and said angrily.

Ju Nian seemed to be able to confirm from the voice that the shadow against the light was indeed Han Shu, but the confirmation did not make her feel more at ease.

"What..." She asked in a trembling voice, obviously not fully recovered.

"If you don't give me a quilt and a pillow, you can wait to collect my body tomorrow morning." Han Shu reminded.

"Quilt?" Now she finally understood a little bit, but her mind was still on the switch of the bedside lamp. She straightened up, stretched out her hand to find out where the rope was broken, and tried to restore the light in the room. fight.The small space and the relativeness of the dark made her instinctively terrified.She touched for a long time before finally having to accept the reality that the cord had been completely severed from the joint.

"I don't have any extra quilts at home, and I brought the extra quilts to the hospital... I already said you can't stay here overnight, what are you doing here?" She stumbled up and tried to get out of bed.

Her room was not big, Han Shu took a few steps from the door, and actually reached the end of the bed.When he saw the quilt she was hugging, he was immediately indignant. He was so cold that he almost died, but she was sleeping warmly in the quilt.He tugged at the corner of her quilt fiercely, and said half mischievously and half angrily: "Then give me half of your quilt."

(End of this chapter)