Our youth is over

Chapter 20 Self-exile (2)
The deskmate looked at me suspiciously, frowned and said, "Bei Yinan, do you know the boy you mentioned?"

"I know you, you answer me first."

"How old is that guy?"

"It should be older than me." I don't understand why she asked this suddenly.

But the deskmate laughed clearly, snapped his fingers triumphantly, and said straight to the point: "That's right, seventeen or eighteen years old, at the beginning of love, a boy risked his life to stay in a city, why, of course It's love! There must be a girl he likes in this city."

"You read too many novels." Obviously I was not satisfied with this answer, so I ended this meaningless topic and continued to be in a daze.

However, when I met Lu Xia again, I couldn't help but bring up that topic in my mind.

What do you think Lin Zhishen is still staying here?Is it really because you don't want to part with Lu Xia?

Why did Lu Xia escape from Lin Zhishen?Because Lin Zhishen has a strong paranoia towards her, he is like a demon holding her tightly.Will Lin Zhishen like this really give up his obsession with Lu Xia because of Qiqi's accident and his father getting into trouble and running away?
A light suddenly flashed in front of my eyes, maybe what my deskmate said was right.

Thinking of this, I found a reason for myself, a reason to trouble Lu Xia.

It was the stupidest thing I ever did that day, bar none.

In retrospect, even I loathe myself.Why did such an ugly face appear on my face.

Lu Xia didn't seem to expect to meet me here, so when I pulled away the chair opposite her and sat down carelessly, a panic expression appeared on her face.

"Bei Yinan..." She called my name tremblingly, this time she didn't call me "Xiao Bei".

Maybe it's because she broke up with Jiang Chengrui, or maybe it's because of the funny hug downstairs at He Yebei's house last time, she felt my hostility towards her.

"It's such a coincidence, why are you here?" Lu Xia probably felt that the surrounding air was a bit cold, so she broke the silence in embarrassment.

I didn't give her face at all, and said coldly: "Pizza Hut is not only for you to eat, of course I can be here. If you think it's a coincidence for me to sit at your table, it's easier, because I just came to find you of."

"What do you want from me?" Lu Xia asked me tremblingly.

I don't know why she treats me so pitifully. I'm not Jiang Chengrui, nor He Yebei, nor Lin Zhishen. I don't like her at all.

The more she pretended to be pitiful, the more disgusting I felt.I think I must have been very mean back then, that's why I did so many willful things, blindly hurting Lu Xia.

"Let me ask you something, where is Lin Zhishen?"

I don't know if it's because I suddenly asked Lin Zhishen that it was strange, or because she was frightened by Lin Zhishen before. When Lu Xia heard this name, her face turned pale instantly. Jitter: "You suddenly asked him what he was doing? Didn't he already leave the city?"

"He didn't leave at all, he's been here all the time. Don't say you don't know, I don't believe he hasn't looked for you."

I pressed Lu Xia step by step, and my eyes fell on the dining table, only to realize that the meals Lu Xia ordered were double.

Once you have doubts in your heart, many ideas will pop up to confirm this guess.For example, when I saw the double meal, I felt that Lu Xia was waiting for Lin Zhishen, maybe Lin Zhishen would come soon.

What a rotten logic, Lu Xia hates Lin Zhishen so much, why would he still have dinner with him.

If I'm more sober now, I won't say those stupid things.

"I don't understand what you're talking about. Isn't Lin Zhishen already gone?"

Lu Xia still looked at me with that innocent expression of "I don't know anything", and my patience was gradually exhausted.Since Qiqi left, I feel like I come to "big aunt" every day, very irritable.

I slapped my palm on the table vigorously, and there was a numb pain in my palm. I didn't care to feel the pain, so I stretched out my other idle hand towards Lu Xia's slender neck, and grabbed her like a madman. throat.

If He Yebei hadn't appeared in time and stopped my hand that was raised in the air and wanted to wave it down, I thought, I'm going to slap Lu Xia today.

"What are you doing! Bei Yinan!"

He Yebei, who suddenly appeared, roared at me angrily, gritting his teeth and shouting my name.

I stubbornly broke my arm away from his palm, sat down on the board, and looked at him and Lu Xia coldly.

As if something had been clearly revealed, I sneered self-deprecatingly.

How could I feel that Lu Xia was waiting for Lin Zhishen?How do you feel!
It was too late for her to escape Lin Zhishen, how could she still wait for him to eat!Of course Lu Xia was waiting for He Yebei!

Again!

Why is this the case again, why can they still gather happily to eat again and again!

An emotion called "jealousy" ran wild in my body, and I used Qiqi's departure as an excuse to find a vent for my sad unrequited love.

I stood up suddenly, pointed at the couple, babbling, cursing, and yelling, becoming a typical girl driven mad by jealousy.

I scolded Lu Xiajian for being a bitch and wanting to erect a memorial archway. To put it nicely, in order to protect the person I like, I was forced to be with Lin Zhishen. Isn't it just pretending to be pure after being played by others!How to say about using Xiao Jiang, is it just selfish?Or did she feel that Xiao Jiang's safety was insignificant compared to He Yebei's?Or rather, she is obsessed with being surrounded by boys, enjoying the feeling of being worshiped as a goddess!As soon as Lin Zhishen left, she kicked Xiao Jiang away, turned around and entangled with He Yebei.Does she think that happiness is really that easy, and the future will be all according to her own preferences!

She wanted to be with He Yebei, but I refused.

She wants to be happy, but I don't allow it.

I am like a shrew in her thirties and 40s, picking dirty words to attack Lu Xia, which attracts the attention of many people around her.

I watched Lu Xia's eyes turn red from being scolded by me, covering her face in embarrassment and crying there.

The more she cries and becomes weaker, the more disgusting I feel, and the more unscrupulous she is when she scolds.

For a moment, I completely forgot what my original intention for coming to Lu Xia was.It was to ask about Lin Zhishen's news, not to be stimulated by her happiness.

The first one who couldn't bear it was He Yebei. He looked at me like a monster and spit and cursed. .

I haven't scolded enough, He Yebei suddenly reached out and grabbed my right hand, no matter how I struggled, how I hit him with my left hand, how I kicked him with my feet, this man just wouldn't let go, and simply clamped my whole body in Chest, forcibly took me out of the door, stopped a taxi on the side of the road, stuffed me in, and then sat in with him.

"You're crazy!" I scolded He Yebei.

As a result, the person scolded me back without showing any weakness, and the voice was several decibels higher than mine.

"It's you who is nervous!"

"Bei Yinan, you're like a lunatic right now, you spit on everyone you see!"

"Why don't you just say that I'm like a mad dog, biting anyone I see!"

"That's right, you're right, you're a mad dog now, you're not as good as a mad dog!"

Before He Yebei could finish cursing, I opened my mouth and bit down on his arm that was idle.

He called me a mad dog, so I'll bite and show him.

Who is He Yebei? He Yebei is a villain. How can he suffer such a disadvantage? He won't make a move after being bitten!
He immediately yelled at the driver to stop, gave him money, and dragged me out of the car, who was still biting his arm.

I had a faint feeling that something was wrong, so I quickly let go, and before I had time to assess the situation, I was lifted up by He Yebei.

It was the first time that I complained that I was too thin and was lifted up so easily and thrown directly into the water.

There is a People's Square near the city center. There are many recreational facilities in the square, mainly for the entertainment of residents in the surrounding communities.There is an open-air swimming pool here, and many people like to swim here in summer.

I was thrown here by He Yebei right now.

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I was about to get up from the pool, but He Yebei stretched out his hand and pushed me in again.I climbed again, he pressed again, several times in a row, I finally gave up struggling, and stood in the pool wet all over, staring at him hatefully.

He Yebei squatted by the pool and asked me expressionlessly: "Are you awake?"

I can't be bothered to get back to him.

He started talking to himself: "If you are awake, then listen to me. Bei Yinan, I know you are very upset now, you are unhappy with Lu Xia, you are unhappy with me, and many people are unhappy. You are unhappy with everyone now because of you Unhappy, your friend died. You blame Lu Xia, Jiang Chengrui, Lin Zhishen and even me, but have you ever thought that we never wanted Qi Qinghan to have an accident. You were not the only one who was hurt by the accident. happy……"

"You lie, you and Lu Xia are very happy, last time I saw you sitting and eating together and laughing so disgustingly." I interrupted aloud.

(End of this chapter)