Our youth is over

Chapter 29 I admit defeat (3)
When Xu Xu asked for leave for me, he only said that I was sick and nothing else. Yao Qianyu was not a suspicious person and didn't doubt it, so he implemented my sick leave. Summer in N City will be very hot, and letting a fat man run 800 meters in summer will really kill people. Although Yao Qianyu thinks that the day chosen by Yao Qianyu is not good, but she also has good intentions, so I can only bite the bullet and moisten Looking for a physical education teacher in the playground.

Fortunately, the teacher was gentle, turned a blind eye to let me cheat, and watched Xu Xu drag me to run, cheating and taking half a turn, and let me pass without reprimanding.Although I was lazy and didn't run the full 800 meters, I was still sweating profusely when I stopped, and my T-shirt was wet on the skin.Xu Xu pulled me to the Education Supermarket, and she went in to buy iced drinks. I was too tired to walk, so I sat down on the steps outside the supermarket and fanned myself with my hands, without caring about my image.In fact, it's useless to really take care of it, a big fat man has no image at all.

The summer in this city has always been unforgettable, perhaps because it is too hot.I remember every summer, including the one I met with He Yebei for the first time, I spread my palms and stretched them into the air to cover the glare of the sun. Let's go, and my youth will flow away together.

Someone touched my shoulder, and a bottle of iced mineral water was handed to me. I happily took it, and impatiently wanted to unscrew the cap, but found that the cap had been unscrewed kindly, so I put it in my mouth I poured it down, and after drinking the whole big bottle in one breath, I burped and thanked: "Xuxu, you are so kind to me. You are so kind, can you give me a hand, my legs are numb, Can't get up."

A pair of white and slender hands held my thick arms, and I felt a huge force coming, and I was pulled up.I was so shocked that I couldn't speak for a while, when did Xu Xu become so strong, I turned my head subconsciously, I felt that I was so hot that I had hallucinations, and I saw He Yebei standing on top of me On the steps of the first step, he looked at me with a flat expression.

I opened my mouth and couldn't speak.After being silent for a while, I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, opened them again and looked at He Yebei, tried to put on a natural expression, and smiled: "Thank you for giving me water...Mr. He."

The word Yebei was finally replaced by the unfamiliar "Mr." When I said it, even I was a little surprised. Am I really talking to He Yebei?So many things have happened, and when we met alone five years later, this is how I actually talked to He Yebei.No quarrel, no revealing the past, just talking politely like someone you don't know well.This kind of discovery made me couldn't help but give myself countless praises in my heart.

Bei Yinan is like this, you can come out like this.

He Yebei looked at me silently, stood still, let go of my hand, and looked down at the empty mineral water bottle in my hand. His voice was not as cold as usual, but rather hoarse: "You're welcome."

I couldn't find anything to continue talking to him, so I simply made way for him to go, but he still stood motionless on the steps for a few seconds, then slowly raised his long legs and went down the steps, like a silent moving The ice sculpture, leisurely left.If I had been brave enough to look at his face instead of hiding my eyes and not daring to look at him, then I would have seen the panic, embarrassment and various emotions in He Yebei who spoke to me. Interlaced complex eyes.

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As soon as the exam was over, everyone went their separate ways and went back to their homes. Xiao Jiang's and I were in the local area, so we went back quickly.On the day of leaving school, Xiao Jiang's parents and my father were not free. My mother came to pick us up alone, and it was enough to carry the luggage. Fortunately, Xiao Jiang packed up his stuff first, and then moved mine. He was a coolie to help us busy up and down, and my mother and I also saved a lot of effort.

On the way back, I happened to see my face through the front mirror of the car, and I couldn't help but lamented: "Look, I've had a hard time recently. I've lost weight, and my face has become smaller and darker."

As soon as the words were finished, Xiao Jiang complained, and he who was sitting in the back seat suddenly leaned forward, stared at my face and probed his head: "Xiao Bei, you still have a small face, so you really have no big face. You can’t even hold your big face in the mirror.”

I pouted and stared at him, if I wasn't tired from carrying the luggage, I would have stretched out my hand and hit him.My mother happily watched us quarreling, and said with a chuckle: "It's a little thinner, it would be better to be thinner, and you don't have to be thin like in high school, just look long and not round. "

I wanted to cry but without tears I pointed at my mother and wailed: "Mom, Xiao Jiang is your own! You are squeezing me like this!"

"You don't look like I was born when you are so fat!" My mother continued to laugh unforgivingly.

I looked away from the window, not wanting to talk to them.

As soon as I went back, I took a comfortable bath and lay myself down on the bed, and the last summer vacation of my college career began.Many students around me took advantage of the two months of summer vacation to go to work, and even Xiao Jiang, who loves to play, went to his aunt's logistics company for an internship.I’m still a little restless at home, I’m tired of looking for an internship as a waiter or a shopping guide, and I don’t have the skills to join a company, so please ask my dad for help, my dad shook his head immediately after looking at me , said: "You are 3 minutes hot and don't really want to work. You are usually too lazy to clean the room. You are my daughter. I know the virtues best. If you are really bored, go learn to drive. Last year I gave You signed up, but you haven't got your driver's license yet, so I don't know what else you will do!"

Being so excited by my dad, the little bit of self-esteem I had left rose up, and I held my head high and said, "Isn't it just learning to drive? I'll go! I will definitely get you a driver's license this summer."

"That's good, don't be afraid of the heat and say you're going to suffer from heatstroke." My dad continued to pour cold water on me.

This time I have to speak up for what I say, after all, I am such an adult, and I really can't live in a muddle all the time.I'm about to leave the society, I can't do anything, and I can't expect my parents to support me for the rest of my life.

Seeing how motivated I was, my mother also booed and said, "Xiaobei, you don't have to go to driving school every day to learn how to drive anyway. When you don't go, go to the gym with mom! Lose weight!"

I faintly feel that I am asking for trouble.

Sure enough, as my dad said, I started complaining after only a week of car learning, but I didn't want to be laughed at by my parents, so I could only complain on Q.My Q does not add strangers, everyone on it knows each other, and the classification is very clear, primary school classmates, junior high school classmates, high school classmates, college classmates, family members, teachers, friends, buddies, Mr. so-and-so...

Among the classmates who play well, those who can be regarded as friends are classified as friends, and there are only two best friends, Xiao Jiang and Qiqi.Xiao Jiang's little penguin is a super member, Wannian Online, Qiqi's, and has always had a gray profile picture for so many years.There is no one in Mr. So-and-so. There used to be He Yebei here, but I deleted all his contact information after I came back from the United States.

As soon as I boarded the Q, the Q kept beeping, and I clicked on it one by one. First, Xiao Jiang was playing World of Warcraft and had no money and asked me to recharge him with game coins. Then it was a message from Cheng Qiang, whom I hadn’t seen for a long time. , asked me if I was on vacation, and when I would come out to get together, and he invited me to dinner.

There was also my high school deskmate, who asked me if I had a partner, and was going to introduce me.

I looked at me with a smile. My deskmate hadn’t seen me for several years. After graduating from high school, she went to other places to go to university, and then stayed in other places to work and seldom went home. I was repeated for two years and went to a local university. It’s rare. meet.The usual contact is QQ, and I don’t even make a phone call. I talked about my weight before on Q, but she must not be able to imagine how fat I am, so she dared to introduce someone to me.

Politely replied to her that I don’t want to be in love for the time being, thanked her, and seeing that she was not online, I closed her window to see what Xiaoying sent, asking me to help her check her score online, she is in her hometown, and she is not online. connected.If it wasn't for Xiaoying's reminder, I would have forgotten about the score, so I quickly entered the school system and entered the account number and password to check. Although it is expected that the number of hangups may not be too high, I was relieved when I saw the score, and then went to Check the little shadow.

Not surprisingly, it is an enviable high score.

I copied the score and sent it to her.Little Shadow was online on QQ, and replied me with a thank you, and I also responded with a smiley face, and then chatted casually for a while, and someone hit me again on Q, it was Xu Xu.

Xuxu's window beeped continuously, and as soon as I opened the chat window, I saw her swipe a long way over, taking up the entire chat interface.

I leaned closer to the computer screen to see what Xu Xu had posted. The more I looked down, the more numb my scalp became, and I felt a little creepy.

"Old Bei, come out quickly! It's urgent!"

"event!"

"Yao Qianyu and He Yebei broke up!"

"I ran into her while shopping today. During dinner, I asked her about her relationship with He Yebei, but she said they broke up."

"It was proposed by He Yebei! Just two days ago!"

"I wonder if He Yebei broke up with Yao Qianyu because of you? Of course, I never told Yao Qianyu about you."

"Old Bei? Where's the person?"

"Aren't you here! Where did you go!"

"Old baby!"

"..."

I have to say that Xu Xu's words really shocked me a lot.He Yebei and Yao Qianyu were fine a while ago, you can tell by the happy expression on Yao Qianyu's face, why did they break up suddenly?No matter what the reason is, I know it's definitely not because of me. He Yebei didn't recognize me at all. The last time we met was at the canteen, and he didn't act like he knew me.

I tried to suppress the inner noise and told myself to be calm.The matter between me and He Yebei is in the past. Even if the wound has not fully healed, I know we can't go back.

I told Xu Xu what was in my heart, and Xu Xu was silent for a long time before replying slowly: "Old Bei, I said what if, what if He Yebei has recognized you?"

"Impossible!" I replied firmly.

Xu Xu was silent for a long time again, and finally revealed the truth in one go.

She said: "Old Bei, in fact, the week after you left the hospital and went home to recuperate, Jiang Chengrui rushed directly to the research institute to find He Yebei and beat him up. He said everything he should say and not say." I was there at that time. I took Jiang Chengrui there. I didn’t want to. He looked like he wanted to eat people, and I also felt that since I was in the same school, I would always meet again in the future. You can’t always Pretend not to know, how unfair it is to you."

"I didn't know that you and He Yebei had a child... He Yebei treated you like this, so you can't even say sorry, just stay with Sister Qianyu like this!"

"Old Bei, if the wound festers and is not cleaned up, let it scab like this. Even if the scab falls off, it will leave an ugly scar. It hurts every time. It's better to tear the wound open and clean up the poisonous water. The pain is just that. Just the last time."

"..."

I know that Xu Xu said so much for my own good, but Xu Xu didn't know that the day after I went back to school, she went into the supermarket to buy water, but I ran into He Yebei at the door.At that time, as she said, Xiao Jiang had already looked for He Yebei, He Yebei also knew about those things, he must have recognized me, but, so what, he still pretended not to know me, maybe Didn't have the courage to admit it...

I know He Yebei. He is such an excellent person. He has never done anything immoral since he was a child. Suddenly, one day, he knew that he had abandoned a girl and lost his own child because of family responsibilities. How much guilt should he feel if he has not achieved that kind of virtue.The guilt would overwhelm him, how could he continue to be with other people as if nothing had happened.If this is the case, then he is too scumbag, not worthy of my original liking.

I immediately began to blame Xiao Jiang, why is he still so impulsive, why can't he just let the matter fade away like my parents did, but bring it up!Did he think that after he told He Yebei these things, He Yebei would come back to me?Can we still be together?

(End of this chapter)