Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 224 The Past Between Lou Xi, Lou Wing and Lou Rui 2
"I know that Lou Xi rejected her. Although he went back to BJ with her, he was not because of Ruirui, but because he was going to the United States. Lou Xi's recruit company is the most difficult place in the country. The requirements for physical fitness are also the highest, and the L military region selects young recruits to study at West Point Military Academy in the United States. The first stage is a one-year period, and the rest will be determined after an assessment, and Lou Xi was selected."

"It was the end of the new year, and I also had a rare vacation, so I went home. That night, a group of buddies in the compound and I practiced together for Lou Xi. Of course Ruirui also went, and we booked it A bar for a drink."

"During the process, I saw that Ruirui was very disappointed. Lou Xi had been in XZ for two years, and she had already lost her soul. She went to confess her love in the past, but was rejected, and Lou Xi wanted to go further to the United States. It doesn't matter how long she will go. I know, her emotions can be imagined, sitting in the corner unhappy."

"I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what I could say. I saw her gaze following Lou Xi. It was impossible for Lou Xi not to know her gaze, but he pretended not to see it. I knew He was covering it up in front of me, I don't know what he was thinking, whether he rejected Ruirui because he was concerned about my feelings."

"The feeling of being betrayed, suspicious, but unable to vent, filled my chest. I drank with everyone, and everyone was drunk. I was also drunk for the first time in my life."

"Ruirui is also drunk..."

When Lou Yi said this, he stopped talking suddenly, his deep black eyes were like ink, but there was no light at all, just like after a meteor falls, all the light is dim and there is no trace to be found.

Shu Rao was a little dazed, hesitated for a moment, and then slowly walked out of his story. According to common sense, it should be that night, they had a heart.

Regarding Xinxin's mother, she had had a lot of guesses, but she never imagined that the past between him and Lou Rui was like this. It should have been a beautiful marriage, but everything changed without knowing it. , and even the existence of Xinxin has become less joyful.

She has no position to speak about his past, but she feels sorry for this man.

One side is his fiancée, the other side is his own brother, he is neither in nor out, so he has no choice but to anesthetize himself with alcohol, but he also made a mistake in doing so.

Lou Yi fell silent, her eyes fell on the photo, but her eyes were not focused, she was a little dazed, and when she looked back suddenly, it was all broken.

After a long pause, he continued, "Ruirui soon found out that she was pregnant, but we were not of legal age at that time, so we were not married. The person Ruirui likes is Lou Xi, there is no doubt about it , but because of Xin Xin's existence, it is no longer possible for her to be with Lou Xi."

"Ruirui was under 20 years old when she had a heart. She was still a college student. She could hardly bear the unsatisfactory relationship and academic pressure. Fortunately, we were engaged a long time ago, which saved some Gossip and gossip, but she is still depressed, she quit school when she was five months pregnant, and stays at home all day, never leaving the door."

"And I was still in the army at that time. After finishing the two-year recruit stage, I became even busier. When Xinxin was born, I couldn't catch up. I didn't know how I spent those ten long months. Yes, it’s true that I’m busy in the army, but it’s not that I don’t have the chance to go home at all, but I have never asked for leave, because I don’t know how to deal with it after I go back. I didn’t go back until the day my heart was full home, but my mother told me that Ruirui suffered from postpartum depression."

"I saw Ruirui lying on the bed. Xinxin cried and she was indifferent. It took a long time to react. She frantically coaxed Xinxin, but she couldn't make up her mind. When I saw her like that, don't mention how sad I was. I knew her There is no way to take good care of Xinxin, so after I returned to the army the next day, I submitted an application for a job change. Of course the leader did not approve. After I was scolded bloody, I still insisted on giving up the opportunity to join the special forces. I arranged another relatively leisurely job, and I can often go home to take care of Xinxin."

"At the same time, Ruirui also started to receive treatment, but the progress was very slow, while Xinxin grew up day by day. In a blink of an eye, Xinxin was [-] days old. On a certain weekend, there was a banquet at home, and my father couldn't make it back from the army that day. The full moon wine was hosted by the grandfather himself, and the neighbors in the compound also joined in. On the one hand, it was to celebrate the [-] days of love, and on the other hand, it was also to welcome Lou Xi. He successfully completed the first stage of the West Point Military Academy, and Passed the second period of further study assessment, and the second period lasts for three years, that is to say, when he comes back next time, it will be three years later."

"After Lou Xi went to the United States, because of the closed management, he didn't contact his family for a year. When he came back, he saw Xinxin, and of course he was shocked. Faced with his astonishment, Ruirui collapsed. When Lou Xi went to the United States , I left in a hurry, so I don't know what he thinks about Ruirui, and he can't stay for a few days after he comes back, and he has to leave again. Ruirui has a lot to say to him, and I didn't stop it. Halfway through the meal, they left the table one after another and went outside."

"I think they really need to have a good talk. If everyone can accept it, then I can propose to dissolve the engagement. Even if the family will be turned upside down, it's better than the three of them being awkward for a lifetime. However, I didn't expect that the two of them After I went out...there was a car accident."

Car accident!

Shu Rao's heart suddenly tightened again. It turned out that Xin Xin's mother also died in that car accident.

Lou Yi rubbed the center of his brows, looking very tired, swallowed the soreness in his heart, and continued, "When the family received the news, Lou Xi and Ruirui had already been sent to the hospital, Lou Xi Seriously injured, but Ruirui died halfway through. Xinxin seemed to have a feeling, crying heart-piercingly, no matter how hard anyone tried to coax her, she couldn't be coaxed, and even cried so hard that my mother had to take her. The children's hospital closest to home, while I went to the funeral home, and grandpa went to the hospital to see Lou Xi."

"When I arrived at the funeral home, I saw that the ambulance had already stopped at the door. Ruirui died in the car. The staff asked me to identify the body, sign and so on. I was numb at the time and didn't know what I was doing. , I do what they tell me to do, but I am like a puppet, my mind is empty, I can’t think at all, the only thing I can think of is self-blame. I’m thinking, if it wasn’t for me, Ruirui wouldn’t There will be so much pain, there will be no car accidents, there will be no deaths... everything is my fault."

"I dealt with some of Ruirui's funeral in a daze, and I was going to Lou Xi's to have a look, when I suddenly received a call from the Children's Hospital, saying that Xinxin had acute laryngitis, which caused throat obstruction and was life-threatening. Under the double blow, I couldn't hold on any longer, so I rushed to the Children's Hospital, and fortunately, Xinxin was fine."

"But I don't know. Grandpa has already handled all the matters related to the car accident on Lou Xi's side. When my mother, my father and I arrived at the hospital, grandpa only told us that Lou Xi was seriously injured, and When the car that collided with it rushed down the viaduct, the owner jumped out of the car in time, but the car was destroyed and no one was seriously injured."

"At that time, Lou Xi was seriously injured. We were only worried about it and didn't think much about it. We never thought that grandpa would deceive us. We rushed to the door of the emergency room and waited all night before the doctor opened the door and told Our Lou Xi's ribs, thoracic spine, humerus, and tibia were injured to varying degrees, and he needed to lie in the hospital for at least half a year. Although it is lucky that he recovered his life, he has no way to go to the United States again."

(End of this chapter)