swear not to be concubine

Chapter 84

Jian Yan didn't answer, but pressed her lips tightly.She didn't want to cry either, but for some reason, she suddenly felt very sad, and the tears fell down uncontrollably.

Xu Zhongxuan stretched out his hand, and gently wiped the tears on her face.

She looked very sad.Although she was crying silently, her lips were trembling, and only by clenching her teeth tightly could she not tremble so violently.

Xu Zhongxuan was kneeling in front of her now, but even so, he was still half a head taller than her sitting.

His hand caressed her trembling lips softly.Then he suddenly put his head on it, and asked in a low voice: "Jian Yan, I want to kiss you, is that okay?"

It's just that although he was asking, he didn't wait for her to answer, and then he lowered his head and carefully kissed her lips.

Afraid that she would refuse, afraid that she would resist, so he didn't dare to be too aggressive at first, but just kissed the corner of her lips gently.Later, realizing that she had no intention of resisting, he carefully and gently kissed her entire lips.

There were sour, salty tears on her lips.Xu Zhongxuan patiently kissed all the tears away bit by bit, then wrapped one hand around her soft waist, and put the other on the back of her head, not allowing her to dodge, and slowly approached her whole body , gradually deepened the kiss.

Jian Yan didn't resist, but she didn't take the initiative either, she just let Xu Zhongxuan kiss her like this.

But I still feel sad.What should she say and what should she do to break the hopeless extravagant desire in her heart?Only then can Xu Zhongxuan let go and stop entangled with her?
The tears in the eyes rolled out more and more in an instant.Xu Zhongxuan noticed it, left her lips, raised his hand to gently wipe the tears on her face, and sighed in a low voice: "Why are you crying so hard again? But you don't want me to kiss you?"

Jian Yan didn't answer.She just stretched out both hands to grab Xu Zhongxuan's skirt.

It's just that there is no strength in the hands.The fingertips just touched his front, and then fell down weakly.

She wanted to speak, but she was speechless, choked with grief, and after opening her mouth for a long time, she still couldn't say anything.

Xu Zhongxuan held her in his arms, stretched out his hand and stroked her back gently, helping her to calm down, while asking her softly: "What do you want to say to me?"

Jian Yan suddenly reached out and grabbed his front collar with such force that all ten nails turned white.

"Xu Zhongxuan," she raised her head with tears in her eyes, looking at the man who kept pulling her to hell with blurred eyes, and said in a low voice, "Please, let me go, okay?" ?”

The hand that was stroking her back suddenly paused.But soon, that hand was like before, stroking her back lightly and gently.

"Not good." Xu Zhongxuan's voice was obviously soft and soft, but in Jian Yan's ears, she felt that these two words were like a sharp knife, ruthlessly aiming at her heart. poked down.

"Why?" She continued to cry, clutching his front and shaking it frantically, and asked angrily, "Why don't you let me go?"

"Because I love you." Xu Zhongxuan lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the cheek, "I find that I am no longer as simple as liking you. Jian Yan, I love you. I hope you can too Love me well. But as long as you say it, I will give you all the best things in this world."

Jian Yan felt that she had no way to communicate with him at all.

He was willing to give her all the best things in the world, but he couldn't make her his only wife for the rest of his life.what is this?What is so rare about those things for her?

Jian Yan just felt tired.She originally wanted to continue questioning Xu Zhongxuan like this, but after thinking about it, she felt that if she questioned like this, she might teach Xu Zhongxuan to think that she was crying and making noise like this just for the sake of his wife.

She still remembers these two sentences, in your whole life, don't ask others for anything.If someone wants to give it to you, you don't have to ask, and they will give it to you; if they don't want it, it's useless if you beg hard, and it will make them hate you.So why teach him to underestimate himself like that?

So Jian Yan stopped talking, just raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, got up in Xu Zhongxuan's arms, and sat down on the opposite seat without saying a word.

Suddenly empty in his arms, Xu Zhongxuan looked up at Jian Yan with some surprise.

Obviously she was crying so sad just now, first begged in a low voice in his arms, and then questioned angrily, but now she sat back to the original place with a calm face, even indifferent, just like the It was all just his hallucinations.

"Jian Yan." Xu Zhongxuan panicked and leaned over to kiss her again.But Jian Yan quickly turned her head away, pursed her lips tightly, silently rejecting his kiss.

Xu Zhongxuan's whole body froze, his lips brushed against her cheeks that were slightly cold from the crying just now, and he sat back silently.

He didn't want to force her.With a strong personality like her, if she is forced too hard, she would really rather be broken than crumbled.He didn't want to see such a situation.

So he just opened the beech tea barrel on the side, took out the beam-carrying pot that had been warm inside, poured a cup of boiling tea, and handed it to Jian Yan silently.

Jian Yan cried uncontrollably for a while just now, but she already felt her throat was dry.And it may be because I cried too hard just now, and now I feel a throbbing pain in my lower abdomen.

So she didn't refuse, reached out and took the teacup that Xu Zhongxuan handed over, held it in her hand, and drank it slowly.

After drinking the warm tea, the throbbing pain in the lower abdomen finally eased a little.

There was no more words between the two of them until the carriage stopped, and the coachman's voice came in through the curtain: "Eldest Young Master, we are here."

Hearing this, Jian Yan lifted a corner of the curtain sideways and looked out, and saw two black-painted gates, with two large bright corner lamps with the word Xu Zhai hanging on the top of the gates. Can't stop shaking left and right.

She put down the curtain in her hand with a swish, turned to Xu Zhongxuan and said, "Let the coachman drive the car to the back. I'll get off there."

Getting off the car at the gate of Xu's house, she was seen riding in the same car with Xu Zhongxuan. This fate was not an ordinary horror.

Her two words were concise and neat, and there was a bit of a commanding tone in it.Xu Zhongxuan glanced at her, presumably he was used to ordering others, not used to the feeling of being ordered by others, but if this other person was Jian Yan, it was acceptable.

So he repeated Jian Yan's words to the coachman through the curtain of the carriage, and the carriage moved again.

After a while, the back door arrived, and the carriage stopped again.Jian Yan got up and stood up, she didn't want to greet Xu Zhongxuan hypocritically, she turned around and was about to get off the car.

But just as her hands were on the car curtain, before she could get out, her waist suddenly tightened, and she was pulled back uncontrollably.The half-opened curtain of the car fell down again in an instant.

Jian Yan was angry, she turned her head and scolded him in a low voice: "Xu Zhongxuan, what are you doing? This is at the gate of Xu's house, what does it look like when people see it? You don't want fame, I want it."

Just turning his head, he saw Xu Zhongxuan looking at her with a very strange expression.

Jian Yan didn't want to pay attention to him either, and wanted to leave after struggling.But the arms around her waist became tighter and tighter, and she couldn't break free at all.

"Xu Zhongxuan, you..." She turned her head angrily, and was about to reprimand her a few more words, but suddenly she heard Xu Zhongxuan's dry voice: "Jian Yan, you, you seem to be having your period."

Menstruation?Jian Yan looked at Xu Zhongxuan blankly, and only thought in her heart, what the hell is menstruation?

Xu Zhongxuan pointed to the place where she sat just now.

There was a puddle of dark brown wet stuff on the dark green dark pattern satin cushion.

This, this seems to be...

At the same time, the lower abdomen twitched in response to the occasion, as if something was slowly flowing out.

This long-lost familiar feeling...

In an instant, Jian Yan only felt that the blood was rushing to her brain, her limbs were icy cold, and it was messed up in the wind.

Fuck, it turns out that menstruation is the big aunt.Fuck, she hasn't been to her aunt for [-] or [-] years since she traveled to this era, and she has completely forgotten the existence of this intimate stuff, okay?

After her limbs were icy cold, she suddenly felt her face was burning hot, and she didn't need to look to know that her face must be red now, comparable to the sunset.

However, after Xu Zhongxuan looked at her messy and embarrassed appearance, he asked with a leisurely smile: "First time?"

Smile!
Jian Yan glared at him fiercely.Then she thought that since the cushion was already stained with blood, it goes without saying that her clothes must be colorful as well.

A big aunt came and didn't know it, she was actually seen by this guy, Jian Yan felt that she really lost all face for a moment.

Quietly raised one hand to cover half of her face, Jian Yan blushed, and yelled at Xu Zhongxuan in a low voice, "What are you still sitting here for? Why don't you get down and call Bai Wei over?"

Although he was scolded, the smile on Xu Zhongxuan's face grew stronger.

He reached out and took off the crane cloak he was wearing and put it on her body, and said with a smile, "Wear this."

However, Jian Yan tore it off with her hands, and threw it back on his body, saying: "Bai Wei has my cloak. Let her take it."

Xu Zhongxuan let out a laugh, then stretched out his hand to lift the curtain of the car, got out of the car and went to the carriage behind to replace Bai Wei.

Bai Wei didn't know what happened yet, and Xu Zhongxuan didn't tell her clearly, but just told Jian Yan to let her go.She came over in a hurry, and seeing Jian Yan sitting there blushing, she asked in a low voice: "Girl, what's wrong with you?"

Jian Yan blushed and did not answer, but asked her in a low voice to find the cloak of honey-coloured makeup that she wore in the morning out of her package.

Bai Wei found the cloak from the package according to her words, Jian Yan took it, put it on behind her, tied the belt, and helped Bai Wei's hands to get out of the carriage.

On the porch in front of the door, in the shadow of the candlelight, Xu Zhongxuan was standing there with his hands behind his back, with a smile on his lips, and his eyes were filled with the grace of the candlelight above his head, leisurely and elegant, watching her slowly approaching.

Seeing the smile on his face at this moment, Jian Yan couldn't help but blushed again.

She walked past him in a hurry, paused, and suddenly said in a low voice: "You handle that car, don't let others know."

Xu Zhongxuan nodded lightly and said with a smile, "I know."

Jian Yan's face turned even redder.This time she didn't say anything, but hurriedly led Jian Yan into the back door.But Xu Zhongxuan waited for her to go in for a while before walking out the back door.

All the way to Ningcui Pavilion, Xu Miaojin was sitting under the lamp reading a book.

Xu Zhongxuan took off the crane cloak on his body and handed it to Qingzhu beside him, then he said with a smile: "I read by candlelight at night, it's not good for my eyes."

Hearing this, Xu Miaojin raised her head and looked over, seeing that the corners of his eyes and brows were full of smiles, she raised her eyebrows and asked, "Brother, you seem to be very happy?"

"Yes." Xu Zhongxuan walked to a chair beside her and sat down, with a smile on his face, and said, "I just made a very important decision."

Xu Miaojin was naturally curious, and couldn't help asking, "What kind of important decision?"

Xu Zhongxuan lowered his head slightly, thinking of Jian Yan's embarrassing face flushed in front of him just now, he couldn't help but smile softly on the corners of his lips, and the heart in his chest also softened slowly, full of tenderness unlimited.

"I want to marry Jian Yan." He put his elegant and white palms on the table, looked up at Xu Miaojin, the light in his eyes overshadowed all the candlelight in the room in an instant, shining brightly and radiantly.

(End of this chapter)