i like you for many years

Chapter 30 "I Heard You Still Remember Me" Episode 1 ([-])
Even if I spend another ten years with you, it doesn't matter.

Anyway, I still have a life to waste

2014年11月11日，下午5点15分，北京街头。

Wen Lan got off the bus, followed the navigation to find 798 by herself, and after a brief visit to a gallery, she couldn't wait to give Gu Chaosheng a location.

Although it was Singles' Day, she flew all the way to Beijing to confess her love.

Soon, the phone vibrated.

Gu Chaosheng, are you done shopping or just arrived?
She thought about it, went back to an ambiguous one, and wandered around for a while.

In this way, if he is already busy, she can quickly say that she has enough shopping; on the contrary, if he is not finished, she can also justify herself and wait for him seemingly inadvertently.

After passing this message, she wandered to another exhibition hall with her mobile phone in her hand.

Gu Chaosheng, are you hungry? Do you want to eat first?

There was a slight sweetness in her heart, and she couldn't help laughing as if no one else was around.

Wen Lan, I really want to drink that yogurt...

She was talking about the frozen yogurt that she ate with her friends in Nanluoguxiang the day before. At that time, she felt that the taste could not be better. As a standard foodie, she took a photo and shared it with her circle of friends.

But when Wen Lan said this, she just wanted to know if Gu Chaosheng had followed her Moments updates.

Gu Chaosheng, there isn't one here, but it seems to exist in Wangjing.

She was stunned for a moment, and the corners of her mouth raised unconsciously again.

Gu Chaosheng's call came in at this moment. What are your exact coordinates now?

She looked around in a daze, hesitating, unable to explain why for a long time.

It doesn't matter, let me think about it, he seems to have understood her thoughts very quickly, the inside of 798 is quite big.

There is a wonderful, warm feeling of being taken care of by someone you like.

Wen Lan hummed lightly, and listened to him continue, first ask passers-by if they know Wanhong Road?There is a 751 sign at the exit there.

Hang up the phone, he sent a location sharing.She stared at the heads of the two people on the screen, gradually approaching on the map, and walked towards his position with a little joy.

It got dark very early in Beijing, Wen Lan stepped on a pair of small high heels with red bows that she just bought from the mall, and found the exit that Gu Chaosheng said with some difficulty.

She took a somewhat dim photo and sent it to him.

Although the feet were very painful from the new shoes, but thinking about buying them specially for meeting him, I thought foolishly, would he think they look good?

The battery of the phone dropped rapidly, but the space between the two avatars finally became shorter and shorter.

Until she raised her head, she saw Gu Chaosheng standing on the side of the road not far away in the evening night, looking at her with a smile.

You walked really slowly, Gu Chaosheng pointed to the phone screen, if the distance between the two of us was divided into four equal parts, I would have walked at least three quarters of it.

Wen Lan was stunned unconsciously, and suddenly remembered the sentence she had read in the novel.

If there are 1000 steps between us, as long as you take one step, I will take the remaining 999 steps in your direction.

He said that three quarters of the way he walked towards her, she suddenly felt a little sore nose.

In the night, Gu Chaosheng naturally made room for her. He walked on the side of the road, and she followed him.Taking advantage of the strong wind and the cold weather, she deliberately moved towards him while walking.

Ah, it turned out to be so far away!I thought I had come a long, long way!She smiled sheepishly.

At first, she was worried that he would run away, but her woolen coat was clearly clinging to his down jacket, and she could feel the warmth from his body temperature.She breathed into the palm of her hand and shouted, it's so cold.

Then she pretended to be inadvertently and got closer to him.

Before she knew it, Gu Chaosheng had already taken her a long way.

When she walked with him, she always felt that the distance was too short and the time was too hasty.They walked through the downtown area and came to a street with no pedestrians. He pointed to a building not far away. Wen Lan understood that it was your company.

Gu Chaosheng nodded, but let's go eat first.We only have one hour, and I have to go to make up and get ready later.

OK!Wen Lan happily responded.

He took her to the only restaurant on the side of the road. In fact, I haven't eaten at this one, but it should be good.

Wen Lan answered the conversation a little funny, then where do you usually eat?
outside!Sell!ah!Gu Chaosheng paused every word on purpose, really making her cute.

He pushed the door open and asked her what she wanted to eat.

Wen Lan casually flipped through the menu twice, and Libra's choice phobia broke out, so she had to push the list back to Gu Chaosheng on the opposite side, bacon!

Do you have bacon?He glanced at the orderer next to him, and then at Wen Lan, can shredded potatoes work?

She nodded vigorously.

Knowing that his favorite dish since he was a child is potato shreds, she used to be the same, but she has been working outside for the past two years, and she has gradually become less picky about food.

Your favorite dishes really haven't changed over the years.Wen Lan joked.

Specialized chant.Gu Chaosheng smiled inexplicably.

So you still don't like pumpkin, parsley, celery?
She knew that such words revealed her petty thoughts even more, but she still asked a little recklessly.

He suddenly raised his face, paused for a second, and looked at her, yes.

For some reason, she always felt that some of her preferences and his would overlap, so she boldly speculated that I used to think that pumpkins looked disgusting.

Yeah!Gu Chaosheng agreed as she expected, but it's disgusting, and I don't eat it anyway.

She couldn't help laughing, and stretched out her chopsticks to pick up the bacon. At this moment, she heard Gu Chaosheng say, "I often ask my dad to pack and send me bacon, which I can't even eat in Beijing."

If she can confess at this time, then the line may be, you see, we all like to eat the same food, and we must be in harmony with each other in the future, what do you think?

But then, she listened to Gu Chaosheng tentatively asking her, you and Zhong An... how are you doing now?
She didn't expect him to ask this question first, and she couldn't help shaking her chopsticks.

Originally, I planned to explain to him the relationship between myself and Zhong An, but at this moment, I had imagined the answer countless times in my mind, but when I said it, there were only three words hesitating, which was fine.

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward, and what she couldn't figure out the most was why Gu Chaosheng asked this question?Will there be a little reason, because you care?jealous?
She wanted to tell him directly that I don't like Zhong An at all.

Or, it's you that I've always liked.

But in this case, no matter how you look at it, it is really not convincing.

Zhong An has liked her for a long time, and she also chose to try to be with others because she wanted to escape Gu Chaosheng.

Sometimes we have to admit that, in fact, the most easily deceived person in this world is ourselves.

She often hypnotizes herself by saying that she doesn't like Gu Chaosheng at all, and that life is so long, so she should work hard to like someone who also likes herself.

Wen Lan really worked hard for this for a long time.

But I don't know why, but it still failed in the end.

During those times when she really lost the news of Gu Chaosheng, the more she tried not to think about it, the more she tried to forget it, but the memory rushed to her face wildly and became clearer.

At that time, Gu Chaosheng had a girlfriend, and the two of them were floating in Beijing together.It was very hard work, but it made her envious.

She was too far away from him, unlike when she was at school.Because of the distance, and because she couldn't legitimately care about her, she chose to pull herself away from the suffering.

In order to escape from him, she even gave up her stable job and went to another city to start over.There are clocks and darkness, and new job opportunities.She thought everything would get better slowly.

But she overlooked one point.

The feeling of liking someone is that even if we haven't seen each other for a long time, as long as we get a little news about him, as long as we see him, we will still feel, I like him so much.

People who don't like it can't pretend to go on day after day.

She suddenly remembered that rainy day many years ago.

Because he quarreled with the girl he liked, he stood in the rain and called the girl one after another, while Wen Lan stood beside him, staring at him blankly, and accompanied him in silence.

See him frowning, anxious to explain the words that have been said over and over again.

In the end, the girl didn't forgive him either. He pursed his lips in frustration, and his expression looked distressing.

At that time, Wen Lan already liked him.

I have liked it for a long time, and I have always liked it secretly, and never let him know.

She asked him, are you going home now?He subconsciously nodded, shook his head again, and looked at her eagerly.

Then let me walk with you.She pointed the way in the opposite direction.

Along that road, they traveled far and far. When they were together with Gu Chaosheng, no matter what topic he talked about, he could chat with her for a long time.She felt that time passed quickly, as it got dark, there were gradually fewer pedestrians and cars on the road.

Very late, he suddenly asked her, what do you think is a good friend?
She reacted so slowly that she didn't have time to answer.

Just listen to him continue to say, I think a good friend is that even if we haven’t seen each other for a long time, we don’t need to contact each other often, but when we need each other, a phone call is enough.The other party will appear in time.

After Gu Chaosheng finished speaking, he looked at her.His eyes were bright and beautiful like stars.Later, even if she hadn't seen him for a long time, she would still recall those beautiful eyes when she thought of him.

She didn't speak, just bowed her head tacitly.

She has known him since childhood and is his childhood sweetheart, so in his heart, she can only be a good friend forever.she thought sadly.

After so many years, at this moment she suddenly ran across half of China to look for him, but she was not sure if he was still the same as before and only regarded her as a good friend?

It was Gu Chaosheng who broke the embarrassment and suddenly felt a little pitiful for him.

what?
She froze for a moment, realizing that he was referring to Zhong An.

Gu Chaosheng picked up a chopstick of shredded potatoes. Haven't you heard the saying that companionship is the longest confession of love? He has been with you for so long, and now you suddenly don't want him. Isn't it pitiful?
She was speechless for a while, it's not that she didn't know that she was pretty bad.

Have you ever watched "I May Not Love You"?Wen Lan suddenly said, there is a line in it, I still remember it until now, the heroine said, the most important thing is that we have a lot to say.I don't want the kind of person who has nothing to say except "I love you, please give me a glass of water". It's terrible to walk with me for the rest of my life.

She wanted to say, I have only met you in my life, who can talk a lot and talk from dawn to dusk.

But his phone rang suddenly, as if a hole had been poked in the condensed air, she breathed a sigh of relief for no reason.

Gu Chaosheng picked up the phone and made a gesture of "I'm sorry, I'll answer the call first" to her.Then she heard him say that a friend of mine came over and was eating out now, so he might not be able to pass.Why don't you get off work later and give you an hour and a half off next time, is that okay?

After hanging up the phone, he shook the phone, makeup artist.

Wen Lan suddenly felt a little guilty, thinking that because of her coming, she would have to spend money on him, so she wished she could tell him, I can have lunch with you!Then I thought about it and thought it looked stupid.Still because of her, the makeup artist can't get off work normally.

She struggled a bit, swallowed what she wanted to say, and lowered her head to pick up the rice in the bowl, then let's eat quickly.

Gu Chaosheng has been in Beijing for more than three years, and they have not had much contact with each other for nearly three years.

Until some time ago, she heard from a mutual friend that he had broken up with his girlfriend for almost a year.When she knew the news, she had already packed her bags and returned to the city he and she were most familiar with alone.

Nothing was prepared, the job was not finalized, and the rented house was not selected.

She packed her luggage and left it at her best friend's house, hurriedly booked a plane ticket, and flew to Beijing where he was.

On the second day after coming here, she had already met him once.

He asked how long she would stay, and she said, maybe three to five days.He asked her again why she suddenly remembered it, she paused, but still couldn't say it, she just found a far-fetched reason to say that she came to see a friend.

He took her to dinner that day, and walked for a while at the embassy near Sanlitun. The golden ginkgo leaves almost covered the entire street. He took out his mobile phone and took a picture, and then complained, why did I take a little picture? It's not pretty either.

After finishing speaking, he tilted his head and looked at her again, but this street is beautiful, right?
Every time Wen Lan walked beside him, she felt that her IQ plummeted and she became obviously stupid.She nodded blankly.I heard him say again, take a look, why don't you take a few more glances?

She was amused by him, and followed him through the lush greenery, listening to him pointing to the buildings on the side of the road, and introducing to her the brand of the shop and the name of the building before.

By the way, in fact, there is a Ginkgo Avenue on the Diaoyutai side, where the ginkgo leaves are the most beautiful.I'll take you to see it next time.

The way he danced and danced, she thought it was very handsome.

Later, when it was late, he sent her to take the subway. She thought that he would not take time to see her in the schedule of three to five days.But she obviously hasn't said what she wants to say.

She was a little anxious, fighting with heaven and man in her mind, but she couldn't come up with a standard answer.

Fortunately, he finally said, I should be able to get off work early on Tuesday, and then take you to eat something else.

She remembered that he sent a voice message this morning asking her what she wanted to eat, and she blurted out, sushi!
But he couldn't help but say that a screenshot of a text message was sent 1 minute later, which was the reservation information of a Yunnan restaurant.

I don't eat sushi, you go eat with others!There is a mischievous look behind the message.

How about switching to the domineering president mode in minutes, she turned back with a sweaty expression.

But at this time, Gu Chaosheng added something as if he remembered something after finishing speaking, it may not necessarily be sushi.

She nodded happily, I will come to you that Tuesday.

The subway door opened, he tilted his head, and she had to stand in.Turning around and waving at him.

Seeing his backpack gradually go away, she suddenly felt as if her whole heart was pulled together.I wish I could rush out the door, catch up with him, and tell him, I don't want to leave.

I don't want to be separated from you so soon, I really like you, I have liked you for a long time, you know?

(End of this chapter)