i like you for many years

Chapter 33 "I Heard You Still Remember Me" Episode 2 ([-])
I picked up one of the halberds and took a bite, and suddenly I heard him say, Wen Lan, in fact, sometimes I feel very strange.

What's weird?I asked vaguely while eating.

Shen Minglang frowned, and he didn't know why, it seemed that every time, when I was clearly serious, others would think I was joking.

After he finished speaking, he looked at me meaningfully, still with those moon-curved eyes.

I was confused and threw the question back in doubt, didn't you?
Um.Shen Minglang was extremely determined.

At that time, I didn't quite understand what he meant.

During my four years in college, I almost lost contact with Gu Chaosheng.

From the occasional few words on QQ in the first year of freshman, he didn’t go on QQ very much later on. I had no way of knowing his news, and I worked very hard to restrain myself from not thinking about him or looking for him.

But four years is really too long!
In the past four years, I have experienced a lot of messy things.

I had conflicts with the vice-chairman of the student union. When I got angry, I quarreled with others, and everyone in the school knew about it.When I was crying alone in the classroom, I received a call from Shen Minglang.

He comforted me, analyzed my situation for me, and helped me find a solution.The phone call lasted for two hours, and he didn't tell me to go to bed early until I became groggy and sleepy.

During the internship period, I didn't know what job to choose, so I talked to him, and he analyzed the report carefully.From asking my own wishes, to his proposal, to my own mentality correction, and finally to see if the type of work I choose meets my expectations in advance.He thought about everything for me.

Being bullied by the company veteran, I sent him a message crying in the middle of the night, and he comforted me patiently.

I can't even count how many times I've been in this situation.

I just remember that every time I encountered a difficult problem, the one who gave me the most comprehensive and constructive advice at the critical moment was never Gu Chaosheng, not anyone else, but only Shen Minglang.

Even when I had nightmares every now and then, I dreamed that Gu Chaosheng, who hadn't heard from me for a long time, suddenly came to me. I woke up crying from the dream, and no one talked to me. After thinking about it, I could only rashly call Shen Minglang.

What is he busy with these days?

I never seem to know what Shen Minglang is busy with.

How about his major, whether his work is going well... I don't know much about it.And every time, he was the holy warrior in armor to save me.

But in those days when I was safe and sound, I couldn't think of looking for him.

The girl in the same dorm always asks me, um, your platonic partner...is his name Shen?Why doesn't he come to our school to see you?
Every time at this time, I would correct her very righteously, there is no such thing as Plato, Shen Minglang and I, that is a very pure friendship, definitely not what you think.

I don't think so.Roommates continue to gossip.

I asked, what's not like?
My roommate looked at me and said, I think he is quite abused, the people he likes never contact him, the only topic is to talk about the people she likes.

In a word, it hit the emptiest and most deserted place in my heart evenly.

Is that right?

How could it be that Shen Minglang likes me?It doesn't make sense, if he likes me, why didn't he tell me?

Shen Minglang said that every time he became serious, others thought he was joking.

But he obviously never made any flirtatious jokes with me.

However, it seems that except for...

that time.

In the past four years, Gu Chaosheng seemed to have had three romances, but all of them ended without a problem.And me, approaching the year of graduation, we met in my hometown, and I was finally able to say hello to him no longer evasively.

Gu Chaosheng doesn't seem to have changed much, but I seem to be a little braver than four years ago.

In the crowded supermarket checkout line, Gu Chaosheng and I were pushing a trolley full of food. He said that he had an empty window and was very disappointed in our relationship.I don't know where I came from for my recklessness, so I blurted out, how about I come to save you?
Gu Chaosheng was startled, thought I was joking, smiled and bumped me with his arm.

I coughed seriously, you think about it.

Gu Chaosheng seemed to realize something now, with a subtle expression on his face.

I still wanted to say something, intending to fight for it, but Gu Chaosheng ruthlessly interrupted me, I still have an appointment, you should go home early.

After finishing speaking, probably to avoid embarrassment, he stuffed a large bag of food into my cart, and ordered without treating himself as an outsider, to take it back for me on the way, just bring it to my mother, and tell her Say I'll be home late.

Then, in a flash of smoke, no one was there.

Instinctively, I took out my mobile phone, wanting to call him to explain a few words, or simply try to fight for it again.

After all, the most difficult thing to say has already been said, and there is still such a little face that cannot be wiped away?
But I never imagined that Gu Chaosheng hung up on me directly.

I called again, but he still hung up, again and again, until finally he impatiently sent a text message: Wen Lan, don't make trouble, don't make things so embarrassing, okay?
Holding the mobile phone, I stared at the short line of text, and read it back and forth no less than 20 times.During this process, I turned off the screen and turned it on again.If in my life, I had an uncontrollable emotional breakdown because of Gu Chaosheng, then it was this time.

The back view of him not being angry or smiling but indifferently abandoning me, and his words without warmth made me feel like falling into an ice cave at that moment, and the surroundings seemed to be trapped in a place of eternal bitter cold.

I ran out of the supermarket and stood on the side of the road, not knowing where to go.I really can't happily follow his instructions, send things home, and act as if nothing happened.At this time, I thought of Shen Minglang, the life-saving straw.

Yes, only Shen Minglang can.

At such a moment, apart from him, there is probably no one else in this world who can save me from the dire straits.

I dialed his number.

Facing the receiver, I let the tears roll down indulgently, regardless of the surprised eyes of passers-by.I wiped my swollen eye sockets with my sleeve, sniffed, and asked him, Shen Minglang, are you free now?I am so sad.

He said, where are you?
It's raining, I'm at the gate of the supermarket, I don't know where to go, I want to eat dessert, can you take me there?I spoke incoherently.

Shen Minglang probably heard my sobs, he asked me where I was and ordered, wait for me there, don't run around, I'll be there soon.

After speaking, the phone hung up.I stared blankly at the drizzle and misty, dark sky in front of me.Shen Minglang probably didn't know, it was the first time in my hasty life, someone like the leading actor in an idol drama, gently told me not to run around in the rainy day, as if I would be weak if I got a little rain. I had a cold; it was also the first time someone ran out of home in a hurry, traveled through the rain curtain of most of the city, and came to me in a taxi, just because I was worried about me who was crying for nothing.

He said he would come to pick me up, he would come and take me away.

And in a daze, I got under the umbrella of Shen Minglang who descended from the sky, he stuffed me into a taxi, and told the driver the name of a shop.

In this way, we circled half of the city again and returned to the place where he got in the car just now, because only there was the dessert shop that I love.

After chatting with Shen Minglang for a while, my mood really seemed to improve a lot.

He is always like this, with a quiet expression, listening to me mentioning Gu Chaosheng like this and Gu Chaosheng like that over and over again.But he can also patiently help me analyze, and even speculate with me on Gu Chaosheng's psychological activities, and help me, a fool, find various reasons for "he didn't do it on purpose".

There are a hundred kinds of wounds in this world, and I have tasted more than a dozen kinds of pain, but at that time, I still didn't understand which kind of Shen Minglang's dejected expression belonged to.

In the evening, I looked at the time on the phone screen, and asked Shen Minglang a little worriedly, should you go home for dinner?
I thought he would be like Gu Chaosheng, even if he came out to play with me, he would leave the lost me behind because he wanted to go home on time.

Although there is nothing wrong with this, but to my surprise, Shen Minglang only asked me an irrelevant question, what about you?
I... I hesitate, I don't really want to go home.

He tilted his head, squinted his eyes slightly with his hands on his chin, and looked at me, as if he was waiting for my next words.

Shen Minglang is always like this.

With this expression, he looked serious.A person who is willing to listen to you carefully, he has moved you just by looking at him.

I have to confess, I was a little scared to go home.

Afraid that someone will be cranky?Shen Minglang seemed to see through my thoughts, he said in a very gentle voice, then I call two classmates out, let's play Three Kingdoms together for a while, shall we?
Speaking of which, he taught me my Three Kingdoms killing skills.

After college, we could only go home during the winter and summer vacations, and occasionally went out to get together.Every time like this, Shen Minglang would greet a table of people, almost all of them were his former junior high school classmates, only me, who was his high school classmate.

The strange thing is that I don't know everyone in the room, but because he is alone, I feel inexplicably at ease.And among the hustle and bustle, it seems that I am the only one who he pays most attention to and wants to take good care of.

However, this day probably because of too much haste, he only called two friends over.The Killing of the Three Kingdoms failed, so we sang nursery rhymes together.

(End of this chapter)