surrogate wife

Chapter 147 You just agree
Alcohol has never been a thing that can really relieve people's sorrows. On the contrary, I think it can spread people's negative emotions, as if they have accumulated to a certain point and burst out in an instant, and then at that moment, all senses are exhausted. expanded.

Hua Shipeng's embrace is different from Chen Haotian's, there is not too much pressure, and there is no restraint. He does not have the urge to rub me into his body like Chen Haotian, but is cautious and empty-handed, for fear of hurting me.

The wine glass was taken down, but I was chattering, tears and snot falling down, he didn't think it was dirty and wiped it with his hands, and finally found that his hands were not clean, so he handed them over with his sleeves.

I took his hand, laughed like crazy, and said, "I stained your clothes!"

He frowned, with deep pain in his brows and eyes, he suddenly took my hand, smoothed my fingers, and then let my palm stick to his chest, he said, "Yes, the clothes are dirty, And it still hurts!"

I cried out with a "wow!", and he was even more at a loss, and hurriedly asked me: "Xinxin, what's wrong with you, is there something uncomfortable, or did I say something wrong?"

He is always cautious, afraid of making mistakes in every step, I also have that kind of timidity in front of the person I like, but Chen Haotian has never understood it.

I was crying so hard, my nostrils were blocked, I rubbed Hua Shipeng's clothes and wiped them, and after I finished wiping, I started begging for wine!
Hua Shipeng didn’t stop me in the end, I took the Erguotou and started to drink it directly. The spicy taste made me choke to tears. , adding Sprite to it.

Although I'm a little drunk, I'm still a little bit conscious. Whenever I drink something wrong, I yell at him: "Even you treat me badly, give me fake wine!" refused to let go.

He sat next to me with deep eyes, stretched out his hand to brush my hair that was hanging down in front of my eyes, and said softly: "If I'm not right, I'll drink it as you like!"

I grinned, stood up staggeringly, pointed at the air and began to curse, I said: "Chen Haotian, he is a bastard! He lied to me, he is lying to me! I don't believe it, if he is real Will you be unable to get divorced? Are you saying you are guilty of Gu Xue? Haha, what nonsense guilt! There is no pure relationship between a man and a woman, but he just can't let it go, but he has a stalk in his heart! That's why he came to me!"

"Yes, I gave it to him cleanly. Gu Xue has a pair of jade arms that can be used as a pillow for thousands of people, and a piece of red lips that can be tasted by thousands of people, so he feels uncomfortable. He can't accept it. He is selfish. He only allows him to betray others, but not Others betrayed themselves, he said he loved me, and married me, because he knew that I belonged to him alone, and he could control it, haha, what kind of bullshit love is at best possessive!"

While I was talking, I took Hua Shipeng to drink the Sprite wine for me. It was much less spicy, but my throat still hurt, my head was twitching, and my eyes were full of tears, so my vision was blurred Very quickly, he bumped and walked a few more steps, then ran to the room to look through the closet, without looking at anything, and pulled the clothes hanging inside out.

Hua Shipeng came to pull me, he definitely didn't know what I was going crazy, I cried and shouted: "I'm going to throw away all of Chen Haotian's things!"

He pressed my hand and felt some pain. He said, "Xinxin, these are all my clothes!"

At that time, I couldn't listen to him, and after talking about it for a long time, I still threw away everything in his closet.

Hua Shipeng didn't stop me anymore, and let me be drunk and crazy. When I threw something with his front foot, he picked it up with his back foot, and then rearranged it and put it aside.

After tossing like this for a long time, I was also tired, and then I just lay down on the floor and fell asleep.

When Hua Shipeng came to hug me, I seemed to be conscious. I felt someone touching my face, and my lips warmed instantly.

When I woke up the next day, I was alone in the room. When I got up, I found that I was only wearing underwear. I hugged myself tightly in a panic, quickly searched for the memories about yesterday in my mind, and then yelled at the top of my voice.

Hua Shipeng came in with a sandwich and milk in his hand, saw me smiling warmly, and said softly, "Are you awake?"

I pulled the quilt and surrounded myself tightly, for fear of losing any light, when I saw his footsteps moving towards me, I immediately shouted: "Don't come over!"

His face froze, he looked at me and asked, "What's wrong?"

I stared at him, and it took him a long time to recover, then smiled and put the breakfast on my table, and said, "You vomited your clothes yesterday, and they were all dirty. I had no choice but to take them off and wash them for you. I guess it’s done now, I’ll get it for you!”

"Can you help me take off?"

"Otherwise?" He smiled, probably knowing what I was thinking, and then comforted: "Didn't you also wear a bikini in the modeling competition! You only saw what you can show at most, don't worry, I'm not the type to take advantage of opportunities!"

Seeing me standing there blankly, he leaned over and asked me, "Do you believe me?"

I shrank back, separated the distance between me and him, nodded slightly, and then shook my head in an instant.

He smiled, then got up and went outside to fetch my clothes.

He cleaned the clothes for me, they should have just been dried, and they were still warm in his hand, so I let him go out, and put on the clothes in a hurry.

Inexplicably, it seemed a little more embarrassing. Hua Shipeng insisted on telling me to finish my breakfast before leaving. I refused. My face was burning like something. He was helpless and knew my temperament, so he didn't say any more. He brought me a bag of milk and filled the sandwich with a fresh-keeping bag. He said, "I made it this morning. It's fresh. You vomited up your stomach yesterday. You can't eat it!"

I took it and nodded lightly. When he walked me to the door, I said to him "I'm sorry!"

This sentence of sorry actually contained a lot, including an apology for harassing him last night, and a kind of debt to him that could not repay his feelings, but when I really said it and looked up at him, my heart was very calm.

He was stunned, stretched out his hand to tighten my coat, and said: "Don't think too much, and don't say sorry, the only thing you are sorry for me is that you didn't take good care of yourself! No! You are sorry for many people! Your mother, your brother , they will not care less about you than I do!"

I nodded gratefully, my heart suddenly warmed up, yes, I still have family members, I can't ruin everything because of Chen Haotian.

I turned around, shook the milk and sandwiches in my hands behind my back, and said thank you in a warm voice.

Even though we are born as human beings and suffer everywhere, we still love the bustling noise.In the past, I always thought that pain is happy, love is frank, and love is frank, so I feel that life is full and full.In fact, in the final analysis, it is meaningless to live in a muddle or vigorously. The thousands of mountains and rivers are silent, and the crowds are turbulent, but each has its own loneliness. A night of flowers and leaves is cool in autumn. Although I don’t want to admit it, I still have distress and reluctance, but I know that everything really needs to come to an end.

I ran back to the rental room to pack up my luggage and then moved back to the dormitory. When my roommates saw me go back and asked me what was wrong, I could only explain: "The environment in the new community is not good, I plan to change it!"

I really started looking for a new house, and while I was looking for it, I was preparing for the final of the "New Silk Road". The upper part is dead silence, and the lower part is calm. I think that apart from his saying that he is dead, there may be some disturbances. I really dare not respond to the others.

The reality is that those who were originally talking about a vigorous love relationship broke up with various beautiful reasons in the middle, while those who met by chance but had a financial foundation entered the palace of marriage and even lived a life of mutual respect. Not perfect but meaningful life!
And I, after experiencing so much, realized that I was even more powerless to talk freely about my own reality.Now I would rather be empty-handed and be a heartless person, abandoning all my love and frivolity.From then on, even if you are bare-chested and bare-backed, you will not feel extreme pain, and you will be insensitive and ecstasy.

The new house was found quickly, and I moved out within a week. My brother and Hua Shipeng came to help me. I cooked at home in the evening, and my brother brought Liu Han. I didn’t say much. , Now I seem to take all grievances and enmities very lightly.

That night Hua Shipeng confessed to me again, although I didn't say anything these days, everyone could tell that I was in a bad mood, of course my younger brother didn't know about Chen Haotian, so I wouldn't say it either. So he always thought it was because of the post.

Hua Shipeng knelt down on one knee in front of Liu Han and my brother. I don’t know when a rose came out and was handed to me. He was still affectionate, with anxiety and expectation in his eyes. He was not like the first one. Once he said a lot of things about memories like that, this time, he only said one sentence, "I want to treat you well and make you happy!"

The simpler the love story, the more touching it is. I don’t love Hua Shipeng, I really don’t, but at that moment I was stunned and didn’t know what to say!
I always feel that the new wine is tasteless, because the old dreams are reviewed too much, resulting in the illusion of "the past is beautiful!" Of course, self-deception is the final disappointment, and it is also an obvious result.What I actually feel sad about is that although I know the truth, I am still addicted to it, and it is good to always think about enjoying myself in the hallucination.But now I can't live in an illusion.

Liu Han's expression was ugly, but my brother smiled calmly. He always knew that Hua Shipeng liked me and thought Hua Shipeng was good, so he was more excited than me when he saw such a scene, and kept hiding behind me to push Pushing my shoulder, he said: "Sister, Brother Hua is sincere to you, just agree!"

(End of this chapter)